Mr. Xi only married but not in love

After more than ten hours, Xi Beiyu finally returned home.

Never before has such an urgency, the urgency to come back, to see Jing Yu.

After returning to the country, he was close to Jing Yu. Xi Beiyu could use his mobile phone to find out where Jing Yu was, and immediately ran to the third ring road to find someone.

At first, Aunt Chen thought it was the master who came, but when she opened the door, she saw Mr. Xi.

Dazed for a moment, he bent down: "I'm sorry, Mr. Xi, Madam ordered you not to enter."

Without giving Xi Beiyu the slightest reaction, he immediately closed the door.

There was a bang.

It also seems to represent how heavy Jing Yu's determination is.

At this time, Xi Beiyu was very clear, very clear, Jing Yu already knew that he went to see Luo Sangsang, and the call yesterday was not from Aunt Chen, but from Jing Yu.

Jing Yu was in the lobby, drinking water, and naturally heard Aunt Chen's clear and loud voice.

Mr. Xi.

The person outside the door is Xi Beiyu.

She suddenly felt that the plain water seemed to have wax in it, and she couldn't drink it anymore, her throat was blocked.

Aunt Chen hurried to her, still a little uneasy: "The door, outside the door..."

"I know." She said in a flat tone, "you don't need to open the door for him, just do as I said before, and ignore him."

"I'm a little tired, go up and rest for a while."

Aunt Chen slowed down: "Okay, I will call you again when we are eating."

It's just a little melancholy, and I will go to Jingzhai to see the master's side in a while, but now Mr. Xi is here, is she going or not?
Jing Yu's room has a small balcony, and the windows are open to let in the wind.

As soon as she entered the room, she heard rustling sounds from the small balcony, the sound of leather shoes stepping on the ground, and the pace of walking was very familiar.

Then she saw Xi Beiyu appear in front of her eyes, rubbing the dust on her slender hands, and when she looked up, there seemed to be a hot light in her black eyes.

Just like in the past seven months, it seems that nothing has changed, he is still the one who takes good care of her and protects him.

Never been out or seen an old flame.

But those black eyes were bloodshot, but he couldn't hide his exhaustion. He had indeed just returned to China.

Jing Yu's eyes drooped slightly, and a voice he hadn't seen for a long time fell.

"I'm home."

I have no home for a long time.

She also doesn't want to have a home anymore, and her heart is already disheartened and cold.

She didn't think that Xi Beiyu went abroad and saw Luo Sangsang, who was like a white moonlight, without any fluctuations. If he didn't have any thoughts in his heart, he wouldn't hide it from her and went out by himself.

"You go," she said.

Xi Beiyu didn't answer, walked in, and locked the door of the small balcony, as if he wanted to tell her that even Lai would stay here, by her side.

As if saying silently, 'Where there is her is home. '

Jing Yu's emotions fluctuated too much, the baby in her stomach seemed to sense it, kicking her stomach constantly, she had to cover her stomach, caress it gently, and even feel a little bit of pain.

She took a few deep breaths, calmed down, sat on the bed, turned her back to him, and said flatly: "I lost the game I told you before, and I will never think about the future again. "

Xi Beiyu paused, and came to Jing Yu with a few big strides. Seeing her big belly, he didn't dare to touch her, so he had to squat down.

His calf was held by his big hand, his strength was not heavy, but he couldn't ignore it. It seemed that his whole body was wrapped in his breath. Jing Yu stared at his hand for a while before continuing to say: "You The beginning of the relationship between me was originally impure. After going through all kinds of things, I admit that I have you in my heart, and I want to live a good life with you, have a complete family, and live an ordinary and happy life. Work hard Ignore it, forget about the barrier between you and me."

"But it's wrong. The relationship between you and me is fragile and pitiful. It can be broken at the touch of a touch. There is no way to avoid suspicion, caution, and boundless loneliness. These things can't be ignored at all. They will only fade away with time. The backlog has been accumulated in your heart for a long time, and when you went to find Luo Sangsang, you had already gone a long way, so let's end it here."

Xi Beiyu felt her move her foot away a little bit, not letting him touch it, or she hated his touch.

He didn't dare to use force, and he didn't dare to speak loudly. He watched her break free from his hand little by little.

In a trance, he seemed to see her outside the prison again, clutching his clothes, with her face slightly upturned, her eyes full of stars, nervous and courageous.

Said that she wanted to gamble, gamble the rest of her life.

At this time, the her in my mind, the brightly colored her, suddenly became black and white, her eyes no longer had any brilliance, and she no longer had any expectations or nervousness for him.

Xi Beiyu clenched his fists tightly, with a knife in his throat, his voice was low and hoarse: "Yu Yu, don't let go of my hand, we agreed, you will not leave me."

"Don't you understand? When you concealed that I went to find Luo Sangsang alone, you actually let go first. I said that as long as you don't let me go, you will stay, but you didn't do it. arrive."

"Ask yourself, when you first approached Luo Sangsang, did you have a little bit of expectation, but this little bit of deception may have little effect on you, but to me, it is irony, it is to me Ruthless ridicule."

"Try to think about it. If I was pregnant and went to Xi Ningyu regardless of everything and my child, and even hid it from you, what would you think?"

Jing Yu's voice was flat from the beginning to the end, and it was this flatness that brought the sharpest barbs, piercing Xi Beiyu's body and mind, tearing at his heart, every soft spot in his body.

In his heart, he is always obsessed with the kindness that Luo Sangsang saved back then, and with that initial warmth.

But when he came back to his senses, he realized that he had hurt the most precious warmth that should be cared for.

Even so, he still wanted to mend it and restore it.

Jing Yu, who seemed to understand him and understand his thoughts, said again: "Xi Beiyu, my mood is very unstable, and this kind of mood will harm the baby in my stomach. If you want me and the baby They all died in front of you, that's fine, you stay and collect the body for us in the future, if you want to see the baby well, then leave here."

Xi Beiyu's heart sank, the clenched fist seemed to hit his heart, the pain was so painful that he was gradually numb...