Reborn 1990 Fortune Little Hot Wife

"Yeah." Yan Zhihuan forced a smile, but there was infinite sadness in his heart
"Yubing, you must be a failure if you do what I do?" After returning home, Yan Zhihuan suddenly said, "Not only can I not manage people, I can't even manage a dog."

"Aunt Yan, aren't you plucking out our hearts by saying this? Do you dislike me for being nosy before?" Xia Yubing said after hearing Yan Zhihuan's words.

"No." Yan Zhihuan shook his head, but Xia Yubing sighed, and finally took her to see a psychiatrist to make her condition better and her mood more comfortable, but when Xi Yuanhang called, their busy work was in vain .

If it was someone else, Xia Yubing would have given up on it a long time ago, but this person is Yan Zhihuan, Xi Feiyan's mother, so she can't do it.

But now, looking at Yan Zhihuan's attitude, she felt that even if she took care of it, she was busying herself in vain.

Sensing that her face had turned cold, Xi Feiyan came over, reached out to hold her hand, and squeezed it to express comfort.

But he didn't care about her, but when he ignored her, Xia Yubing felt more and more wronged. She took her hand out of his and said, "You take auntie in, I won't go in."

"Yubing, are you angry?"

Seeing that Xia Yubing's attitude was wrong, Yan Zhihuan finally realized what was wrong.

"Shouldn't I be angry?"

Xia Yubing heard her words, but he was a little angry, "How many times have I told you, leave him alone, leave him alone, you can live your own life alone, isn't it good to be alone? Why do you have to listen to him?

If you really want to keep him, then you should try your best to chase him, no matter whether there is one woman or ten women by his side, you chase them every day, chasing him is annoying, chasing him He's tired, and chasing him makes life difficult, so why don't he just come back?
But if you don't do both, what's the use of being sad and sick with worry?

I let you go to work, but you don't go, just thinking here!

Over the years, for your illness, I have thought of many ways for you. When you were in our factory before, you were in such a good condition, but when you came back, you returned to your original state.

This is enough to prove that you never thought of getting better, do you just like this sick look, because in this way, no matter how rude things you do, you can shirk your illness, right? "

Xia Yubing said the words in his heart in one breath, then looked at Yan Zhihuan, and said solemnly and decisively, "Aunt Yan, this is the last time I will meddle with you, from now on, I will never meddle in other people's business again."

After all, she turned to leave.

"Yubing." Xi Feiyan chased after her, "Why are you angry with my mother again? She is such a person."

"She is such a person. She is a patient. You should take care of her a little more. Do you want to tell me this again?"

Xia Yubing looked up at Xi Feiyan, his expression suddenly collapsed for a moment, "Suddenly, I felt that we were not suitable at all, I don't love you, and you don't love me, I thought I could force myself, but I Now I find that I can't force it at all."

She looked up at Xi Feiyan, "This is not the life I want. The life I want is very simple, but it's definitely not like this."

"Yu Bing."

Xi Feiyan called her and wanted to reach out to her, but her words echoed in her ears, "I don't love you... I thought I could force myself, but now I realize that I don't love you at all. I can't force it."

His hand retracted, and he stood on the spot, muttering to himself, "So, all this time, have you been forcing yourself since you've been with me for so long?"

He suddenly laughed, feeling that his persistence for decades was like a joke.

He returned home in a daze, and Yan Zhihuan had come to his senses, she walked over and took Xi Feiyan's hand, "Feiyan, is Yubing mad at me?"

"Yeah." Xi Feiyan nodded like a walking dead, sat down on the wicker chair in the yard, and nestled himself in it.

It turns out that love is really not that easy. It turns out that one's unrequited love can make people so painful.

He nestled in the chair, his mind was already in a mess, he had never encountered such a thing, he didn't know what to do.

"I'm sorry, son." Yan Zhihuan walked to his side, "Actually, my mother's illness is really cured. This time, my mother's illness is all fake."

"What did you say?" Xi Feiyan came back to his senses, he seemed to have heard Yan Zhihuan say something extraordinary just now.

"Mom said, Mom's illness is faking." Yan Zhihuan summoned up his courage and said again.

"why?"

"Because I want you to pay more attention to me. I like to see you busy with my affairs. This will make me feel that you care about me, you love me, and I don't have nothing." Yan Zhihuan bowed her head Said.

"But I just heard what Yu Bing said, and I really feel guilty. She really helped me a lot, but I still lied to her like this, basing my happiness on her pain, and even made her suffer. There is something wrong with your relationship." Yan Zhihuan sighed, a little regretful.

"Forget it, she doesn't love me anyway, she said she was always forcing herself before." Xi Feiyan said: "Then I'll let her go, I won't force her anymore."

"Son." Yan Zhihuan stretched out his arms to hug Xi Feiyan, "Son, it's mom who is sorry for you, it's mom who didn't teach you how to love someone."

"Mom, this has nothing to do with you. I am an adult myself. I should know these things." Xi Feiyan said, and then said to her: "Mom, can you go in and rest for a while? I think Sit here and be quiet."

Hearing his words, Yan Zhihuan got up silently and left.

Standing under the eaves, she looked at his painful appearance from a distance, and she regretted very much in her heart, regretting that she used this method to test them, she was really wrong.

In the past, she didn't take care of or teach her child much because of her illness, but now that the child has grown up and finally has someone she loves, she is worried that she will take away her favorite child.

She is such a mother, she is really a failure, no wonder even such a good person as Yu Bing can't stand her, no wonder Xi Yuanhang will leave her.

Thinking about it, Yan Zhihuan returned to the room in pain, took the sleeping pills and various sedatives prescribed by the doctor, and poured them into her mouth.

For such a poor person like me, let's just die, otherwise, if I live in this world, I will be a drag on my own children.

Son, my mother has really failed in her life. I hope you can live better without my terrible mother.

Yubing, I'm sorry, I hope you can continue to live a good life after I leave, and don't be affected by my affairs.

As she thought about it, she swallowed the pills until all the medicine bottles were empty, and she fell on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.