shine on her star

Even though he had asked for leave, Tian Tian still watched responsibly as Ren Qian finished work and got into He Jiyang's car, and then went to the appointed place with peace of mind.

The appointed time is seven o'clock in the evening.

Although he had an appointment with Xie Jinchen before, Tian Tian was often late, and the worst time was three hours late.

Of course she apologized, and Xie Jinchen accepted it at the time.

Later, she found out that in order to wait for her, Xie Jinchen missed a contract worth tens of millions. In order to continue the cooperation, he took many remedial measures, and the other party agreed.

But he was here with her and didn't say anything.

Not a single word was mentioned.

On the way, Tian Tian patted his chest and kept telling himself, don't think about it, don't think about it, the more you think about it, the more you may sink.

At 06:30, she arrived at her destination.

The restaurant is on the top floor, and Tian Tian took the elevator all the way up.

The door opened, and she saw Xie Jinchen who was already sitting by the window.

Long time no see, he seems to have lost weight a lot.

The restaurant was supposed to be booked, and there were no other guests except her and Xie Jinchen.

Hearing the voice, he raised his head and smiled softly: "Here we come."

Tian Tian approached, pulled out the chair and sat down: "Long time no see."

After a simple greeting, the two remained silent.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Jinchen asked, "What do you want to eat?"

At this moment, Tian Tian raised his head, just in time to meet his gaze.

Very soft, very soft, like the spring sun, very warm, but not dazzling.

It's a very comfortable feeling.

She didn't intend to make any detours anymore: "Xie Jinchen, I'm pregnant."

Xie Jinchen stopped talking.

……

Back to Ren Qian.

After successfully avoiding outsiders and getting into He Jiyang's car, she panted heavily.

Driver He looked at her amusedly: "I'm exhausted after just running for a few steps? Where did the energy from exercising when I lost weight go?"

Ren Qian was not convinced: "Mr. He, I was injured and lay down for more than a month. During this month, I didn't get out of bed and walk a lot. I just recovered now. It's normal to be exhausted."

"Okay, okay," He Jiyang followed her, "It's okay if I made a mistake, Miss Ren."

He started the car: "Where are you going?"

Ren Qian said without hesitation, "My family."

He Jiyang was stunned: "Your family? Ren Xuan..."

Don't you object?

Ren Qian shook her head: "He still objects, but he has already gone to school, and there is no one at home right now."

Oh because no one.

He Jiyang was a little disappointed.

He really wanted Ren Qian's family to accept him.

take it easy.

but……

"Ren Qian."

"Ok?"

He Jiyang said in a sad tone: "No matter what, don't give up on me, okay? Even if Ren Xuan disagrees, your family members disagree, or there are other voices, you can communicate with me and tell me your Not happy, but don't give up on me."

Because I encountered the same situation, I will never give up on you.

So don't let go, give me the courage to persevere.

"What are you talking about?" Ren Qian was very dissatisfied with his funeral, "Didn't we discuss this issue? No matter who said it, I would never break up with you, and you don't even think about it. If Ren Xuan could I decided to break up with you from the moment he objected, how can I wait until now, if you want to talk about other people, you don't know my attitude towards Ren Guotai and Hong Xiwei, they have the ability Meddle in my affairs?"

He Jiyang didn't speak.

Ren Qian found it strange that he suddenly brought up this topic.

She turned sideways and looked at He Jiyang: "Okay, how do you say this question?"

He Jiyang drove, looking straight ahead: "It's nothing, I just feel uneasy."

"why?"

"I like you too much. Usually, if you care too much about someone or something, you will be afraid of losing it. Just think that I love you too much."

Who said Professor He was cold-hearted and sarcastic?
When it comes to love talk, it's a set of things.

Ren Qian's cheeks were a little hot: "Don't worry, I will definitely not break up with you, but you have to promise that you will not break up with me."

He Jiyang, I decided to stay in this world for you and give up my real parents. I love you with all my heart, you must be worthy of my love.

"Ah."

"Then let's not talk about this topic in the future, shall we?"

The topic of breaking up is too heavy to talk about.

There is still some distance from home, Ren Qian is a little sleepy.

She said: "He Jiyang, I'll sleep for a while, call me when I get home."

He Jiyang took a coat from the back seat and handed it to her: "If you want to sleep, cover it up. The air conditioner is turned on in the car. If you sleep like this, you will catch a cold."

Ren Qian nodded: "Okay."

……

At the same time, Tian Tian and Xie Jinchen at the restaurant were still discussing the topic of pregnancy.

"Xie Jinchen, I want to get rid of this child."

The moment Xie Jinchen learned that she was pregnant, Xie Jinchen was excited.

The joy of being a father surged in his heart, but because it was so sudden, he didn't react for a while, so he just froze.

"Why do you want to destroy it?"

Can you understand that feeling?

He was taken up into the sky by someone, and then suddenly a hand stretched out from behind and pushed him down.

Down there is an endless abyss, and he falls, and falls, without end.

The heart has been hanging like this.

It took him a long time to find his voice, and then asked again: "Why did you kill it, you don't like children?"

Tian Tian couldn't say it.

But she was sure that she didn't dislike children.

Otherwise, the moment she found out she was pregnant, she would have decided not to.

Including the day when she had dinner with Zhang Liuying, she would not hold her mother and cry because of hesitation.

She didn't speak, Xie Jinchen continued to guess: "Or, the person you don't like is me?"

If this question was asked before pregnancy, Tian Tian would have said without hesitation, I don't like you.

but now……

When she remembered the photo in the circle of friends of the little star that she identified as Xie Jinchen, she suddenly panicked to the extreme.

However, the way to deal with panic is not to speak.

"Tian Tian, ​​if you really don't like me, we can divorce, but child, you must not refuse, okay?"

divorce!

These two words hit Tian Tian's heart like two heavy hammers.

Inexplicably, the tip of her nose was sour, and big tears fell down.

out of control.

Seeing her crying, Xie Jinchen was stunned.

When he realized it, he stood up in a panic, walked to Tian Tian's side, and squatted down: "I'm sorry, I know my request is too much, but..."

Xie Jinchen hesitated for a while, but finally mustered up the courage to grab Tian Tian's hand.

She shrank back a little, but she didn't shrink back, being held by him like this.

"Tian'er."

Except for her mother Zhang Liuying, no one ever called her "Tian'er" again.

Tian Tian cried even harder.

I don't know why I cry, but I just feel wronged.

"Tian'er, I'm really sorry for you," Xie Jinchen said, "Because of my liking, I knew you didn't like me, but I still asked you to marry me. I wanted to treat you well, but You didn't give me a chance, I thought about using pregnancy to tie you down, I selfishly thought that as long as I have a child, there will be a constant connection between you and me, even if you don't like me, I can still use the child came to get close to you, but it turns out that I was wrong, dead wrong."

Tian Tian wiped his face with the hand that was not held by him: "You, where did you go wrong?"

She cried so hard that she couldn't even speak, intermittently.

Xie Jinchen looked up at her with pious eyes: "I thought time would make you feel my love, but..."

He sighed: "If you don't like it, you don't like it, no matter how much you force it, you still don't like it."

Tian Tian looked back at him with red eyes.

"As for this child," Xie Jinchen figured it out at that moment just now, "If you don't want it, I won't force it. Giving birth to a child is so painful, and I can't let you suffer so much pain because of my own selfishness. "

His hands are warm.

It's comfortable to hold her.

Tian Tian had a feeling that he didn't want to let go.

"Xie Jinchen."

"what?"

"Tell me, where did you go a few days ago?"

She's always wanted to know about it.

"I……"

"You can't lie to me, you have to be honest." Tian Tian added.

Xie Jinchen lowered his head, quite helplessly: "I was really busy those few days, and I had two projects to catch up. Besides, I caught a cold and didn't want to infect you, so I didn't contact you."

She didn't believe it: "It's that simple?"

Xie Jinchen nodded: "Yes, I didn't lie to you. I have witnesses. My assistant was with me all those days."

Tian Tian's eyes flickered: "Didn't you meet anyone in those few days?"

That starlet!
Xie Jinchen tried hard to recall, and after a few seconds, he shook his head: "No."

Very determined tone.

"Then why did I see your photo in Moments?" She finally said it.

Xie Jinchen was at a loss: "Moments? My photo?"

Also deny it!
Tian Tian shook off his hand, took out his mobile phone, and clicked on the photo stored in the album: "Look for yourself, isn't this you?"

Xie Jinchen took a look, and was even more confused: "This is not me, I have never been to this place, never been."

Tian Tian was stunned: "It's not you? How could it not be you? Although this person didn't show his face, I can recognize this collarbone and this plain chain even with my eyes closed. And this shirt, I clearly remember it in your closet." There is one that is exactly the same, and you still say it’s not you? By the way, there is also this man’s chin..."

As she spoke, she grabbed Xie Jinchen's chin, rubbed her soft fingers on his face left and right.

"Exactly the same, okay!" She recognized even the ashes.

Xie Jinchen didn't respond, and looked at her with an unpredictable look.

His focus is no longer whether the person in the photo is himself, but Tian Tian's attitude.

"So why do you care so much about this person in the photo?"

"Where did you see this photo?"

With only two questions, Tian Tian was stopped.

She turned her face away to avoid his question.

Xie Jinchen answered for her: "Because you are jealous, right?"

Tian Tian didn't deny it, but he didn't admit it either.

"You think that the person in the photo is me, and you think I'm cheating and unfaithful to you, so you are angry, but in fact you are jealous, you are afraid that I like someone else, that's why you want to kill the child and break up with me, don't you? "

This time, Tian Tian denied it: "Who is afraid that you like someone else, you can like whoever you want, what does it matter to me?"

Xie Jinchen smiled.

I have to say, those eyes with a smile are really beautiful.

Shining like stars in the sky.

"But I only like you. I've worked so hard to get you to marry me. If I like someone else, why would I want you to have a baby? Why wouldn't I want to divorce you? Everything, isn't it just Because I like you?"

Before meeting Tian Tian, ​​he didn't believe in love at first sight.

After meeting Tian Tian, ​​he realized that the so-called love at first sight means not meeting the right person.

Every day after that, as long as he closes his eyes, he can recall the first time he saw her.

In the coffee shop, the bright girl with her confident smile was so beautiful that he couldn't take his eyes off it.

"Tian Tian, ​​I can't bear you, and I love you. If you really don't want this child, then don't. It's painful to have a child."

If you say no, don't, do you really think I have a ball in my stomach?
Tian Tian stopped crying, but his expression was still sour: "Don't you think I won't hurt now?"

Xie Jinchen:? ? ? ? ?

He savored Tian Tian's words carefully.

Maybe he squatted for too long, so he moved a little and changed to a more comfortable position to continue squatting.

"What do you mean by that?"

The tone is cautious.

Tian Tian's tone was very awkward: "If you don't want a child now, I will be in pain too!"

After a while, she muttered: "You can't give birth to me!"

Xie Jinchen said seriously: "If possible, I really want to give birth to you, but... I don't have that function, so I can only wrong you."

Tian Tian: ...

Listen, is this human?
What do you mean without this function?
He wanted to grab Tian Tian's hand, but she avoided it this time.

"Xie Jinchen, I want this child." Tian Tian who regained his senses clearly expressed his attitude, "As for the divorce..."

Before she could finish speaking, Xie Jinchen said first, "If you decide to have a child, then we cannot divorce."

There was doubt in Tian Tian's eyes.

Xie Jinchen explained: "You don't want your child to grow up in an incomplete family, do you?"

The corners of Tian Tian's lips pursed.

Suddenly, she took a deep breath and turned her head to look out the window.

There is a moon tonight, big and round.

"But you know what, I grew up in an incomplete family."

Xie Jinchen was stunned.

Yes, how could he forget.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to mention you..."

Tian Tian shook his head: "It's okay, I don't mind, I really don't mind..."

Her voice became softer and softer, and her lips moved in the end, and she couldn't hear what she was saying at all.

fool.

Xie Jinchen stood up, put his arms around her, and hugged her tightly: "I'm sorry, I mentioned your sadness, but Tian Tian, ​​your parents are your parents, and you are you, so they cannot be confused."

Tian Tian didn't speak.

But Xie Jinchen knew that she was crying.

Because the fingers that caressed her face felt wet.

He was distressed.

It was as if a hand was grabbing his heart, pulling it desperately.

"I know you're fine." Although you always bully me.

Xie Jinchen stroked her cheek lightly: "Since you know I'm good, then give me a chance, okay?"

Tian Tian was hugged by him, and his voice was vague: "For what?"

Xie Jinchen raised a shallow smile: "Give me a chance, let me chase you."

"Huh?" She raised her head and looked at him.

At the same time, Xie Jinchen lowered his head, just in time to meet her suspicious eyes: "Marriage first, love second, do you want to experience it?"

Because of crying, Tian Tian's eyes were red, and it might be because of the angle. At this time, she fell into Xie Jinchen's eyes, her cheeks were bulging, and her expression was aggrieved, like a little rabbit who was bullied.

To die!

I want to kiss her, to dry her tears.

"Are you so confident?" She never believed a man's words.

I thought Xie Jinchen would say something confident.

For example, try it out, of course, sure, etc.

Who knows, but he said in a very light tone: "Even if you can't make you fall in love with me, it doesn't matter. I will do my best to treat you well and make you feel happy, that's enough."

Tian Tian blinked and looked at him.

"Do you want to try?" Xie Jinchen's voice was like a hook, hooking her heart and soul, "It's not a loss to have a husband like me, of course you are willing to try it with me, I earned it, this kind of win-win thing , you won't object, will you?"