shine on her star

But thinking is something that is sometimes out of human control.

The more Yang Xuemei didn't want to think about it, the clearer the fragments in her mind became.

Zhao's father saw that something was wrong with her.

He asked Zhao Ni to go out first.

The child knew about Yang Xuemei's mental illness, but he didn't know it so clearly.

When they left, Zhao's father said, "Xuemei, why don't we talk to Dr. Zhang again."

The psychiatrist who saw Yang Xuemei was surnamed Zhang, and he was a very experienced middle-aged man.

When the woman raised her head, her face was covered with tears: "Hubby, I'm sorry, I don't know why it happened like this..."

After so many years of treatment, why is it still not healed?

Why can't she live like a normal person?
In fact, giving up the idea of ​​having a second child has something to do with her mental illness.

Doctor Zhang told her at that time: "Ms. Yang, your current physical condition is not suitable for pregnancy."

Zhao's father was also present at the time.

He reacted calmly.

But Yang Xuemei was very excited: "Why? I went to the hospital for an examination, and my husband and I are in good health."

Dr. Zhang flipped through her examination report: "But after our evaluation, your mental state is not very stable at present. If your mood fluctuates after pregnancy, it will be a kind of harm to the fetus and yourself, so we do not recommend You want children at this time."

But don't do it now, in another two years, her physical condition will not allow her to have a child.

"Of course, this is just my suggestion," Dr. Zhang said, "As for the decision, it still depends on what you and your husband want."

For this matter, Yang Xuemei cried for a long time.

Zhao's father comforted him with a heavy heart: "Xuemei, otherwise let's just forget about it."

He had also dreamed of having two children.

Zhao Ni is a girl, if there is another girl, two babies, how happy it will be.

But if it's a boy, it doesn't matter, one son and one daughter make up the word "good".

But now that hope is shattered, there must be regrets, but what he cares most about is Yang Xuemei.

Father Zhao took out a tissue from his pocket.

He bought this at the convenience store outside the hospital just now.

Taking one out, he gently wiped Yang Xuemei's tears away: "Fortunately, we still have Nini, Nini is very obedient, even if she is not your own, but you have been taking care of her for so many years, she I have already regarded you as my biological mother, and will treat you well in the future."

"What's the use of treating it like that!" Yang Xuemei was extremely sad, and blurted out, "It wasn't born by me, it was different. What's the use of her calling me mother, in fact her mother is someone else, your ex-wife!"

These words were heard by Zhao Ni who was waiting outside the emergency room.

And hear clearly.

It turns out that mother... No, Auntie still has a gap in her heart.

She doesn't understand, isn't what she did obvious enough?

Is blood relationship so important?
Is it more important than the relationship they have been together for more than ten years?
She suddenly didn't want to wait in the hospital anymore.

My heart was heavy, and it was hard to bear.

"Knock knock knock..."

Zhao Ni gently knocked on the door of the ward.

Zhao's father turned around: "Nini? What's wrong?"

He has not noticed that the expression on Zhao Ni's face is not right.

And Yang Xuemei, who had always been careful, was immersed in sadness, and she also didn't notice her emotional changes.

Zhao Ni stood at the door, and the light from outside cast her slender figure on the ground: "Dad, Auntie, I'll go back first, it's too late, I have to go to class tomorrow."

She changed the address back to "Auntie".

Such an obvious change, even though Zhao's father is a rough guy with a lot of nerves, he can still feel it.

"Nini, your mother..."

Zhao Ni shook her head and interrupted him: "I'm really sleepy, and there's no place to sleep in the hospital, can I, Dad."

Can he say no?

Father Zhao patted Yang Xuemei on the shoulder: "I'll go and talk to the child, you should have a good rest."

She doesn't care.

Outside the door of the ward, Zhao's father sent Zhao Ni to hail a taxi outside.

"Nini..."

"Father, needless to say, I understand." What she lacks most is self-knowledge.

"your mom……"

She blocked his words again: "I understand, Auntie is in a bad mood now, you can accompany her well, I don't mind."

Just a little disappointed, which is really okay.

So, Zhao's father didn't say anything.

For the first time, he felt that it was so hard to deal with two women.

Even if these two women, one is his wife and the other is his daughter.

When the car was stopped, Zhao's father said: "Call me when you get home."

Zhao Ni gave a soft "hmm", opened the door, and got into the car.

At the door of the house, she took out her mobile phone to pay the fare, and suddenly saw several unread WeChat messages and a dozen missed calls.

All from Zhao Xi.

The previous conflict hadn't been resolved, so she didn't want to call back right now.

She opened the door like nothing happened, took a shower, and lay down on the bed.

Zhao Xi's WeChat is here again.

He thought something was wrong with her, so he tried every means to contact her.

In order to calm herself down, Zhao Ni turned over, grabbed her phone, and replied "I'm asleep".

The news over there really stopped.

After a long time, Zhao Xi sent an expression.

It is Zhao Ni's favorite animation character, jumping and jumping, and there is a word "good night" in the upper right corner.

She stared at the phone for a long time until the screen went black, then she put it down and turned over to sleep.

At 06:30 in the morning, Zhao Ni received a call from Papa Zhao.

Yang Xuemei had a high fever in the middle of the night and has not subsided until now. He couldn't leave, so she asked Zhao Ni to buy breakfast and bring it over.

After hanging up the phone, she simply washed up and went out.

For the next week, Zhao Ni lived like this almost every day.

Get up very early in the morning, buy breakfast and send it to the hospital, and then rush back to school for class.

When I go to the hospital after class at noon, if Dad Zhao is there, we will have lunch together; if not, we will go to the hospital cafeteria to cook for Yang Xuemei.

After class is over in the evening, she will rush from school to the hospital, and Zhao's father will go home to wash and rest for a while. It will be around eight o'clock, and then come to change.

Yang Xuemei's condition has not improved, even though her body has recovered, she is still in a trance.

Father Zhao had no choice but to take sick leave from her company to rest at home.

Zhao Ni naturally ignored Zhao Xi when there was something going on at home.

At first, he asked her what was wrong.

The little girl was very irritable and reluctant to speak.

After she calmed down, she roughly talked about the situation at home.

"My aunt has been in poor health recently and is in the hospital."

Her tone was very aggressive, not only because of the hospital, home, and school running around all over the place during this time, but also because of a TV episode that her roommate showed her the day before yesterday.

"Look, look, it's Zhao Xi and Fan Ziqiong," the roommate waved the phone in front of her eyes, "It's a sideshow, I've been waiting for a year for the sideshow, and the show finally released it."

The roommate is a fan of Zhao Xi, and by the way, he also likes his and Fan Ziqiong's CP.

Zhao Ni frowned at that time: "One year?"

Was this TV show broadcast a year ago?

The roommate was very excited: "Yeah, haven't you seen it?"

Zhao Ni shook her head.

It's not exclusion, I really haven't seen it.

This is an interview video.

On the screen, Zhao Xi and Fan Ziqiong are sitting on a bench, although they can distance themselves, they are very close.

While the host was asking questions, Fan Ziqiong's eyes remained on Zhao Xi.

And Zhao Xi didn't let her play a one-man show, and gave some responses from time to time, making eye contact.

Handsome men and beautiful women are in the same frame, the picture is seductive and sweet.

Zhao Ni told herself that this was a TV series filmed more than a year ago. Zhao Xi said that she and Fan Ziqiong are just colleagues, and they have nothing to do with each other. Don't think about it.

But she just couldn't help it, so she said to her roommate in a very cold tone: "This is a script, I must cooperate with it when filming, it's all fake."

Never tell a CP addict that your CP is fake.

Otherwise, she will cite all kinds of examples to refute you.

This roommate is.

"Who said that, although this drama was filmed more than a year ago, it's only released now. What does it mean? They are real."

"And let me tell you that the release of such tidbits requires the consent of the actors themselves. If they do not agree, it is infringement and cannot be released."

"By the way, a few days ago, the two of them were wearing couple outfits. Fan Ziqiong's dress at the event was the same brand as Zhao Xi's, and it was also the same series. It was a plum blossom Chinese style design. The two of them were the only ones in the audience. This is the case, so it must be true, my CP is in love, maybe he has obtained the certificate secretly!"

Get a license fart.

Zhao Ni cursed a foul word in her heart.

Zhao Xi is my boyfriend, he won't marry Fan Ziqiong!
I think so, but wearing a couple outfit is solid, no matter how good-tempered Zhao Ni is, she can't help being jealous.

So when facing Zhao Xi, her attitude was not very kind.

"What's going on? Who made you unhappy?" Zhao Xi could tell that she was in a bad mood.

Zhao Ni's tone was very light: "No."

When a little girl is in a bad mood, she always has to act a little bit when facing her boyfriend.

Zhao Ni told herself in her heart that as long as he asked a question, she would tell all the unhappiness.

However, recently, Zhao Xi has been very irritable because of some things about publicity and blackmail.

Since Zhao Ni said "no", he took it as "no".

I don't want to coax anymore.

"Okay, that's it." He didn't say anything, and hung up the phone directly.

Zhao Xi stood where he was, surrounded by crew members walking around.

He is already a top-notch in the entertainment industry, and with top-notch ostentation, people follow him everywhere.

In the phone call just now, he had avoided the staff around him as much as possible. He thought he could have a good talk with Zhao Ni, but he didn't expect that they broke up in the end.

At this moment, the agent came over.

He glanced at Zhao Xi, seeing such a face, he guessed something in his heart.

"At the beginning, I didn't stop it, just follow your development, see, this is the result."

Zhao Xi raised his head and looked over upon hearing this: "What do you mean?"

The manager sneered: "That little girl doesn't look like a grown-up at all, and I don't know what you like about her. She is acting like a spoiled child, she is not sensible at all, Zhao Xi, she can't give you any help, why don't I contact her?" Get in touch with her and develop a little bit, maybe you can break out in the entertainment circle, when she is mature, sensible, and has her own contacts, won't you all be happy when you date again?"

Zhao Xi has two thunder points.

First, you can't say whether Zhao Ni is right or wrong.

No matter how much the little girl loses her temper and misbehaves, to him, she is always good and good.

Second, you can't play Zhao Ni's idea.

Especially let her enter the entertainment industry.

Maybe it's because I'm born a little unconfident in front of the person I like.

Zhao Xi, who is glamorous in front of the camera, is actually worried that once Zhao Ni enters the entertainment industry, sees more people and experiences more things, she will feel that he is not as good as she imagined, and her feelings for him will gradually fade.

And the manager's words stepped on both of his thunders.

Zhao Xi's face turned ugly for a moment: "I warned you, don't get her idea."

The agent sneered: "Could it be that you can hide her forever?"

If possible, he really wanted to hide her for the rest of his life.

Zhao Xi didn't speak.

"Okay," the agent lowered his voice, "I know you have other thoughts recently."

Zhao Xi raised her head to look at him upon hearing this.

Yes.

He has the idea of ​​not renewing his contract when it expires.

The broker saw what he was thinking.

In this line of work, he eats more salt than this newly promoted top player eats rice.

Don't be afraid of his rebellion.

Even if it is reversed, there are many ways to cure him.

"I advise you not to have other thoughts," the manager smiled evilly, "Be obedient and sign a ten-year contract with me, and I guarantee you will be safe and sound."

The biggest reason Zhao Xi wants to terminate the contract is that he doesn't want to be controlled by him.

Although he brought him into the industry, the hard work of the past two years can be regarded as repayment to him.

"It's a big deal for you to expose my dating affair," Zhao Xi said in a cold tone, "Other than that, I don't seem to have any scandals."

The agent raised his eyebrows: "Really?"

Zhao Xi's face was ugly.

The agent took a step forward: "Zhao Xi, I know you are very confident. Except for that little girl, nothing else can threaten you, but don't forget that there is no material in this circle. I can make some material, one pass ten, ten Chuanbai, as long as [-] out of [-] people believe, then I will win, and we have cooperated for several years, you don’t know what kind of character I am, do you?”

Of course he knew.

He wasn't red then.

The agent also has another actress under his wing.

The actress filmed a costume drama, which became a hit.

Then I started to set up my own family.

And the agent didn't even give her a chance to breathe, and made some fake stories about the actress's lack of self-love in her early years and put them on the marketing account.

The video is blurry and the photos are P, but some people believe it.

Just like that, the water splash that the actress just got up just splashed twice like this, and it disappeared.

"Zhao Xi, this circle is very realistic. It depends on your face, your character, and the power behind it. You don't have the capital to support it. It's all about having a lot of fans. If something goes wrong, the fans will all run away. Look who else will ask you to film."

Having said that, they are grasshoppers tied to the same rope.

Zhao Xi smiled faintly: "I was ruined by you, and you also have no money to make."

The manager didn't take this question to heart at all: "If I can praise you, I can also praise others. Don't take yourself too seriously, huh?"

Zhao Xi stopped talking.

He wanted to see Zhao Ni, wanted to hug her tightly, wanted her to pat him on the back, and say that I am here, don't worry.