Allow the sweet girl to be presumptuous

It is said that if a person has too much obsession or resentment during his lifetime, he will turn into a ghost and wander around after death.

When Jiang Shu died, she had no obsession or unwillingness. The only thing she couldn't let go of was the taciturn man, the man who had been with her for three years and was so desperate that he couldn't live after her death.

She watched helplessly as he limped towards the railroad tracks, and then there were woo~woo~, bang, bang, bangs not far away.

She exclaimed loudly: "No...!"

Before she finished speaking, Jiang Shu fell into darkness.

In the darkness, Jiang Shu suddenly opened her eyes and the surrounding scene changed.

Snow-white ceiling, snow-white quilt, snow-white sheets and the familiar smell of disinfectant.

This is a hospital. She suddenly thought of something and sat up suddenly. Suddenly, a tingling sensation came from the back of her left hand. She raised her hand and was stunned.

Why is this hand getting smaller?

Before she could figure out her current situation, the door of the ward was pushed open, and then an urgent voice came into Jiang Shu's ears: "Shu Shu, why are you up, lie down and infuse quickly."

Jiang Shu raised her eyes and saw her mother Su Ho standing by the bed with a nervous expression on her face. The light above her head shone on Su Ho's black hair, which was a little messy. There was a white gauze wrapped around her forehead, and her dark green clothes occupied her eyes. Dusty.

Su Ho is obviously already in his 50s, but now he looks like he is in his 20s.

Jiang Shu felt a little unreal, and said tremblingly: "Mom! This..."

Before Jiang Shu finished speaking, she felt the ground shaking, and Jiang Shu was frightened.

"Shu Shu, don't be afraid, mom is here!" Su Ho hurried forward and hugged Jiang Shu in his arms. Jiang Shu leaned against Su Ho's arms. She was obviously dead, how could it be...

Su Ho felt Jiang Shu's trembling, and continued to comfort him: "Shu Shu, don't be afraid, this is an aftershock, it's all over now, don't be afraid..."

aftershock!

Jiang Shu still felt a little unbelievable: "Mom, what happened?"

"There was an earthquake in the village the day before yesterday...all the houses collapsed."

earthquake!

Jiang Shu remembered that it was June 1999, 6, when she was ten years old, a 28-magnitude earthquake occurred that year, and then the government arranged resettlement housing, and the family moved to the outskirts of the town.

Jiang Shu thought of something, and said excitedly, "Mom, where's Dad?"

"Your dad is going to be a volunteer, Shushu, don't be afraid, mom is by your side."

Jiang Shu shook her head in a panic: "No, Mom, can you let Dad come back, I want to see him."

Her father, Jiang Zhenguo, was a volunteer because of the earthquake. In order to save others, his legs were broken and he became disabled. He lost his job because of this. At the time, she thought she had been redeemed, but in the end it ended like that.

Seeing Jiang Shu's excited face, Su Ho became even more worried.

"Shushu, don't get excited, I'll go find your father, I'll go find it."

Jiang Shu's expression calmed down after hearing the words.

"Mom, I want to go out."

The boy must be terrified now, and she wanted to see how he was doing.

"Shushu, you are very weak, can you go out after waiting?"

Jiang Shu shook her head, pulled out the needle on the back of her hand, got out of bed and walked outside.

Jiang Shu stood outside, the whole village was in a mess, there was smoke and crying everywhere, Jiang Shu was looking for something in the crowd in a panic.

Among the crowd, she saw the small figure standing in front of a ruin. He lowered his head and clasped his hands tightly.

Jiang Shu's heart skipped a beat.

Bai····························

Although it was just a back view, Jiang Shu was very sure that it was Bai Qi when she was a child.

An 11-year-old boy, because his father was imprisoned, his grandmother died, his mother abandoned him, and the world bullied him, his heart gradually became dark and hostile.

She suddenly remembered the winter night when she escaped from Gu Huai, Bai Qi picked her up in the snow, took her home, took care of her silently, cared for her carefully, and tried every means to make her smile.

But after all, he still couldn't escape the shadow left by Gu Huai, and chose to commit suicide.

"Bai Qi!" Jiang Shu called out in a low voice, but the other party didn't respond, and the people around kept sighing, how many families were destroyed by a natural disaster.

"Xiao Qi, don't be sad, the village chief is already contacting your mother, and your mother will be back soon." A middle-aged man said.

Bai Qi lowered his head and didn't speak.

Jiang Shu knew that Bai Qi's mother did not show up, and later heard that Bai Qi was sent to the orphanage.

To live a new life, if there is one thing I want to do the most, it is to treat my parents well, and not to hurt my closest people because of that scumbag Gu Huaihuai.

Another thing is to protect the little boy in front of him, at least to make his life less rough.

Su Ho ran out, took Jiang Shu's hand, and said worriedly: "Shu Shu, why are you running so fast, come on, come back with me!"

Jiang Shu glanced at Bai Qi, and said softly, "Mom, Bai Qi..."

"Okay, don't worry about it, let's go!" Now that her own family is in danger, Su Ho doesn't care about other people, so she hurriedly dragged Jiang Shu back to the temporary hospital.

Jiang Shu turned her head every three steps, but Bai Qi never looked at her.

Back in the ward, Jiang Shu started to have a fever again. Because she was born prematurely, she looked smaller than her peers, so her physique has been poor. Before the age of 16, she spent most of her time in the hospital. .

Also because of her health, she didn't go to the first grade until she was eight years old. At that time, there were no kindergartens and preschools in the village, so there were many children who started studying at the age of seven or eight, so no one would laugh at her.

Su Ho sat aside and said with concern: "Shu Shu, what's the matter, are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Jiang Shu shook her head slightly: "Mom, is Dad back?"

Su Ho nodded: "I'm back, don't worry, go to sleep."

Only then did Jiang Shu close her eyes with peace of mind. Jiang Shu fell into a drowsy sleep and heard her parents talking about Bai Qi.

Su Ho: "Why is that woman Zhao E so cruel? That's the flesh that fell from her body."

"It's such a pity for such a young child. After the old lady left, his father is still serving his sentence. Hey..."

Su Ho sighed heavily.

Jiang Shu fell asleep again in a daze. She dreamed of the man who was self-abased and paranoid, holding her stiffly in his arms, and tremblingly saying in her ear over and over again: "Shushu, you still have me, I will protect you well in the future, don't dislike me, okay?"