"Dead." Su Jinhe closed her eyes, her face full of pain.

This is the deepest wound in her heart, and the truth she doesn't want him to know, because she knows that he will be as sad as herself.

Sure enough, there was a pain in the shoulder blade, and he grabbed it again: "What did you say?"

Su Jinhe looked at him with teary eyes, her lips trembled, and she didn't have the courage to repeat it a second time.

"You're lying to me again, aren't you?" Jiang Xichen asked.

But he was already afraid in his heart, he has the ability to distinguish between true and false, but now he is afraid and resists this ability.

Because he knew that Su Jinhe was telling the truth this time.

90.00% of nine mothers in the world are reluctant to curse their own children. Seeing that she loves Su Xingchen 100%, she has no energy to love another child.

But if she treats Su Xingchen like this, how can she bear not to bring her own flesh and blood with her?

Then there is only one answer, which is as she said - dead.

Jiang Xichen was obviously hit, the hand that pinched her trembled, and then let go a little bit.

Her narrating voice came from her ear: "When I was rescued from the river four years ago, I was in poor health. The baby was born and stayed in the incubator for three months..."

That was the past that she had buried deepest in her heart. As time passed, she finally had the slightest illusion that she was about to heal, but at this moment she had to peel off all the wounds with her own hands.

The river water was really cold that day, freezing her bones from pain to gradually numb.His body in the water was like a drop in the ocean, being rushed back and forth involuntarily.

Death is not terrible, what is terrible is the fear of suffocating people with the river water rushing into their noses and mouths.

But these are incomparable to the pain of losing a child.

Su Jinhe didn't say what happened to the child three months later, because he already knew everything about it.

Jiang Xichen's hands clenched into fists unconsciously, trembling slightly because of the force and force.

He was trying to restrain his emotions, but he didn't know that the pain on his face had already revealed everything.

Although Su Jinhe couldn't bear it, she still couldn't help telling him: "It's a daughter."

As the sound fell, tears fell uncontrollably one by one.

To this day, she still remembers her appearance.

Thin and small, her cry has been weak since birth, and her face often turns purple due to lack of oxygen.Because she was in the incubator all the time, she didn't even have a chance to hug her personally.

I still remember that back then, he was also thinking that he would have a daughter, but he didn't expect that it was really what he said. It's a pity that she tried her best, but she still couldn't keep her.

"Where did the stars come from?" Jiang Xichen asked again.

That child looked very similar to him, and his personality followed Su Jinhe's. She told herself that she was his flesh and blood, and he never doubted it.

"Chu Zitong brought it here." Su Jinhe replied.

She was really seriously injured at the beginning, and she was still living in the hospital ward until her daughter passed away.

The death of her child was even more shocking to her, and she was completely hopeless.

Chu Zitong saw that she hadn't eaten or drank for several days, and tried everything to no avail.One day, he kicked open the door suddenly and hugged a child to her.

At first, Su Jinhe resisted.

Because she deeply understands that her own flesh and blood is no longer there, she refuses to empathize and deceive herself, so she ignores it indifferently.

But Chu Zitong cruelly left Su Xingchen in her ward and left. The child kept crying and crying, his voice changed from loud to weak, perhaps more and more like his daughter, which made her panic all of a sudden.

Eventually she took the baby into her arms and fed her with her own breast milk, which she couldn't let go of.

Thanks to Su Xingchen, she survived the pain of losing her child.Of course, after so many years, she has unconsciously regarded Su Xingchen as her own, and poured all her love into it.

It's just that when I occasionally think of the daughter of the person who left in three months, I still feel pain and trance.

She thought that if Jiang Xichen hadn't appeared, everything would have been like this.But they met again out of nowhere, and let him discover Su Xingchen.

Faced with his excitement when he saw his "daughter", how could she tell him that their child was long gone?

At this moment, another bold idea came to mind.

Because she needs someone to continue to take care of Su Xingchen for her, Chu Zitong is obviously not the best candidate, and Su Xingchen needs fatherly love...

Man, you really can't lie.

She thought that this secret that had the best of both worlds would be hidden for a long time, at least after she left, but she didn't expect it to be exposed so quickly.

"If you don't want to see her, I can take Xing Xing away." It's not that she didn't plan for Xing Xing before, but she didn't give him peace of mind.

"I said, I didn't allow you to leave me." Mentioning leaving was like poking at the most sensitive nerve in his heart.

Jiang Xichen's attitude was very firm, interrupting her plans and thoughts.

"But I lied to you..." Shouldn't he hate her?

"I don't care." He knew that she was lying not only for Su Xingchen, but also for himself, and he was afraid that he would be sad if he knew the truth.

One can think of everything she experienced four years ago, all those fears, pains, and sorrows, which she endured alone, and she had to face herself as if nothing had happened.

Her suffering was hidden in her heart silently, so what right did he have to be angry?
"Jiang Xichen, where's your pride? Where's your self-esteem?"

"Don't provoke me." He had already seen through her mind.

Su Jinhe didn't speak, Jiang Xichen hugged her into his arms, and said: "I can continue to treat Xingxing as my own, no, she is our child."

Not only because of getting along these days, but also because of his father's affection for this little girl, he is even more grateful for Su Xingchen's appearance, which gave Su Jinhe the support to survive.

Otherwise, he really couldn't imagine it.Today, four years later, even if Su Jinhe is still alive, what will he do when he sees her?Will he still be as high-spirited as when he first met her?Maybe he was still trapped in the hospital, lingering on the sick bed.

If that was the case, he couldn't imagine what kind of situation they would meet under.So far, can we meet again?

Su Jinhe looked up at him, as if she still couldn't believe it, but at the same time she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Thank you, thank you Jiang Xichen." After the whole thing was revealed, she was most worried about Su Xingchen.

Jiang Xichen will feel sad and sad for their lost child, but he is an adult after all, no matter how sad he is, it will not endanger his life.

But Su Xingchen is different, she is just a little doll over three years old, she does not have the ability to live independently.

If she was abandoned just like that, how would she explain it to her little girl?Fortunately, until the truth, he is still willing to accept Su Xingchen.

"But you also have to confess to me the reason why you must return to Linxia."

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