The system takes me to pull hatred

Looking at the back of the scholar Meng Haoran, Ling Chen knew that the most beautiful love was contained in the small box in his hand.

As the saying goes, airports have seen more sincere kisses than wedding halls, and hospital walls have heard more prayers than churches.

On the Naihe Bridge in the underworld, there is the reluctance in the bottom of my heart when I know the real moment of parting, and the inner support at the moment of real helplessness.

Ling Chen put away the small box, and according to the list on the task paper given by Granny Meng, he came to the third ghost who was more good than evil.

This is a high school student named Zheng Shengfeng, male, 19 years old.

Zheng Shengfeng's detailed information is on the paper given by Po Meng.

According to the information on the paper, Zheng Shengfeng is a very sensible child. Every time he goes home from vacation, Zheng Shengfeng will bring home fruits and vegetables.

However, it was such a sensible child who failed to understand the world and finally chose to leave forever.

Last night at 10 o'clock, as usual, it was the time when Zheng Shengfeng and his three roommates in the same dormitory were sitting by the bed and soaking their feet in hot water.

However, the timing of this evening was different than usual.

It wasn't until very late that Zheng Shengfeng returned to the dormitory slowly, climbed into bed as soon as he entered the room, shared the egg rolls and melon seeds he brought from home in the afternoon with everyone, and then covered his head with a quilt and fell asleep without saying a word talk.

In less than a minute, the other three students saw Zheng Shengfeng trembling in the quilt.

When I asked Zheng Shengfeng what happened, he didn't explain, and his body was still shaking.

Later, the roommates lifted Zheng Shengfeng's quilt and found that his mouth and nose were bleeding, and his whole body was sweating.

The three students rushed to call the teacher and the school doctor, but unfortunately the school doctor was not there. Then, several students hurriedly called 120 for emergency services.

When the ambulance arrived, the teachers and students carried Zheng Shengfeng into the car and rushed him to the hospital.

After more than an hour of emergency rescue, Zheng Shengfeng finally failed to survive.

Cause of death: committed suicide by taking poison, died after rescue failed!
Looking at the information introduced on the paper, Ling Chen squinted his eyes, and looked at Zheng Shengfeng who was only one meter away from him.

"I don't need to bury my body. Either burn it or throw it away. Don't take me back. I'm upset."

"There is a kind of bird that is very annoying. It can't fly by itself, so it lays an egg in the nest and asks the next generation to fly hard."

"If I could choose to be born, I would rather choose not to have been in this world!"

Words kept falling from Zheng Shengfeng's mouth, reflecting his angry eyes and body, slowly moving forward.

He was surrounded by red and black gas, with deep resentment.

Ling Chen paused, stepped forward, and did not directly say that he would help Zheng Shengfeng fulfill his last wish, but patted Zheng Shengfeng on the shoulder, and pointed to the rest seat provided for the errand next to him.

"Zheng Shengfeng, how about going over and chatting?"

To Ling Chen's surprise, Zheng Shengfeng just glanced at Ling Chen and waved his hand: "Not interested."

With that said, I wanted to keep going.

"I can help you fulfill a last wish." Looking at Zheng Shengfeng's back, Ling Chen suddenly said.

Zheng Shengfeng, who was walking ahead, stopped and turned to look at Ling Chen.

"who are you?"

Ling Chen looked directly into Zheng Shengfeng's eyes, and said slowly: "Mrs. Meng's assistant is specially here to fulfill your last wish."

Zheng Shengfeng stared at Ling Chen for a long time, finally walked out of the ghost team, and sat on the rest seat provided for the ghost next to him.

"How do you fulfill my last wish?"

"I have my own plan. Before that, please tell me why you committed suicide by taking poison." Ling Chen sat beside Zheng Shengfeng and said calmly.

Zheng Shengfeng didn't answer, but turned towards the Wangchuan River under the Naihe Bridge, his dark eyes were filled with a color that didn't match his age.

Ling Chen was a little surprised.

The entire sky here was dim, but he felt that there was a sober brilliance where Zheng Shengfeng was standing.

Compared with those ghosts with insensitive eyes, Zheng Shengfeng's black eyes, like ink, contained a shadow like the deepest lake.

This is a young man whose consciousness is so high that even the underworld environment can't affect his thinking!
After pondering for a moment, Ling Chen narrowed his eyes and raised the topic.

"Is the reason for taking poison to commit suicide because of the family?"

I thought Zheng Shengfeng was covering it up, but he nodded and his eyes turned cold: "That's right!"

"why?"

Zheng Shengfeng looked at Ling Chen, and asked after a long time: "Are you sure you want to listen to me?"

"If I don't listen to you, how would I know what your last wish is?" Ling Chen stared at Zheng Shengfeng and said word by word.

The two stared at each other like this until 1 minute later, this gaze was broken by Zheng Shengfeng's words.

Ling Chen pricked up his ears, carefully listening to Zheng Shengfeng's every word.

"I was born in a very feudal family, and my family was very strict when I was young. When I was young, I clamored to drink the peanut milk brought by my father, and my nosebleeds would come out with a slap from my father."

"His education was violent, and he was slapped and punished at every turn, so that when I was a child, I lived in darkness and fear."

"My grandparents said since I was a child that if I get 100 points or get an A in school, I will be rewarded with one yuan. For this reason, my homework is full of A's, but later, my grandparents did not give me any money."

"Even so, I found a sense of superiority from my good academic performance and being a top student. Almost from then on, I was labeled as a top student."

"Later, I started to write essays for the third-grade Chinese exam. I am usually introverted, my expression skills are not good, and I have a lot of words compared to the previous ones, which makes me feel scared."

"Because the composition will more or less deduct points, I can't get a full score in the test. There are other reasons that day, and the same is true. I don't like writing composition very much."

"After the third grade, my dad took me to a new city. Because he has suffered a lot since he was a child, he has some psychological problems and has a bad temper."

"Here in the new city, I was beaten for anything. I got 98 points in the test and was scolded. I slapped me when I was eating. I slapped me when I didn't put the vegetables in the right position. I really wanted to laugh. When I was a child Life is not good, but you insist on being strict with me?"

"Of course, he kept saying it was love for me. Hehe, I'm sorry that I have a low EQ and can't feel it. Although I understand this truth, I don't agree with it psychologically."

"Besides, sometimes his education methods are too ridiculous. When eating, I said that the food is bitter, and he said where the bitterness comes from, and then put on a preaching look."

"To put it bluntly, the routine is too old and the routine is not deep. I don't follow this routine. I know some truths, but because I am too young or have insufficient experience, I don't understand it. It's like seeing the world when I was a child. I don't think there are any beautiful scenery. Then gradually I started to feel that way.”

"Unfortunately, when they made me feel emotionally, it wasn't love that they made me feel."

"Later, when I went to junior high school, I went to a school in the city center. This is a prestigious school. I thought there might be a change, but I was too naive because I had a low EQ."

"In the first monthly exam, there were 73 students in the whole school. When I called, my mother told me that there were only 73 students. Haha, I almost cried with anger on the other side of the phone."

"It is obvious how fierce the competition is in the inner city schools. Parents of other students who are in the top 600 will get prizes, but what about me? Not only do I compare myself with those who work very hard and even go crazy, but also think that I am a Rubbish!"

"I'm convinced. I'm not such an ambitious or noble person. I just follow my heart and be the person I want to be."

"The funny thing is, my mother scolded me when she saw me online on WeChat. I don't comment on it. Then, the last monthly exam got full marks except for Chinese, and she was fifth in the school. She agreed to buy me a computer if she entered the top five in the school." , the result is all nonsense, saying that buying it now will affect your study, saying that surfing the Internet will be addictive, hehe, I reply once a fucking week, it will affect a chicken feather. "

"Ask me if I understand English? I said I understand it, and immediately said that the baby should not be complacent and half-filled with water; if you say you don't understand it, then what have you learned this semester?"

"My dad said I was proud, it's ridiculous, I've always had low self-esteem, I'm short, I don't wear good clothes, I haven't heard anything about them, anyway, I think I'm not good, except for my grades. "

"Later, I became more and more disgusted with my dad. I was almost in a bad mood, so I deliberately didn't study. I almost missed the exam. It wasn't me who boasted. I didn't write essays. I fell asleep on the radio and said that I didn't start writing until half an hour before the exam time. I still Got the top [-] in the whole school."

"At that time, I hoped that my dad could ask me something like that, change it a little, and then call the first sentence: Do you not want to study in the school in the city center? I will transfer you to another school, don't waste my money. "

"Hehe, I'll go to your paralyzed money and money. After that, I knew that my life would be very dark in the future. Then, I found that my life was meaningless, because my heart had become so that I felt Disgusted, obviously full of negative emotions, but still have to forcefully live on."

"I have ruined myself. My EQ is too low. I have serious emotional problems. I can't feel the love my parents have for me. I won't feel reluctant when I separate. Even thinking about liking someone now is just because I feel very sad. It's empty, I want to put someone in my heart, that's all."

"I feel more at a loss and more afraid of the future, and I don't think there is any meaning in living, although I know that helping others will make people feel happy, falling in love will make people feel happy, and doing something meaningful will give you a sense of accomplishment , but I don't feel that these things are so attractive to me."

"Everything in this world is destined, including what I'm saying now, some people will say that your thoughts can change these, so where did your thoughts come from?"

"From this world, the formation of thoughts is also affected by the surrounding environment, people, and other factors. Well, existence is truth."

"So, if I don't think about it too much, I can actually exist in this world as an ordinary person and follow the rules of this world, but I don't want to, because I am not happy and not going well."

"Yes, this is the reason why I committed suicide by taking poison. You can also understand that I am naive. After all, dying for this is really stupid in the eyes of people like you who have not experienced these things."

Ling Chen could tell that Zheng Shengfeng had suppressed his emotions for a long time. If he hadn't communicated with himself, perhaps he would still keep this suppressed emotion in his heart until he was reincarnated.

Seeing Zheng Shengfeng's red eyes, Ling Chen sighed: "I can understand your mood."

"You don't understand!"

Ling Chen shook his head: "No, I understand that most of the conflicts between parents and children lie in mutual incomprehension. Your parents' thinking is really worthy of criticism. They raise you like raising pigs. They don't care about you at all. As a normal emotional expression of a 'human', you will be asked for this and that, and in the end, you will have a psychological defect, and you will not be close to your family, but you will be scolded for 'raised so big for nothing'."

Zheng Shengfeng's figure trembled, and two lines of tears suddenly fell from his eyes.

What Ling Chen said really touched his heart.

"When you encounter setbacks, you are eager to be understood, but your parents say that you are a little kid, what do you know? Then you talk about your own suffering." Ling Chen stared at Zheng Shengfeng and continued.

"When you are in a bad mood and want to talk about it, you want to find an emotional release bucket, but your parents use busy work as an excuse and scold you for not understanding their hard work, thinking about it all day long, and finally I will teach you a lesson."

Zheng Shengfeng cried even more, every word of Ling Chen hit the nail on the head.

"Too many ignorant parents now throw all their negative emotions on their children. Having children is a task, and raising children is a task. They ask their children to do things they can't do. They are completely lacking in cooperation with their children. Communication, you happen to be born into this kind of family." Ling Chen sighed and sighed.

"Zheng Shengfeng, to be honest, I feel sorry for you, but even though you feel the despair of the world and don't have any nostalgia, I still want to ask you what your last wish is."

"My last wish?" Zheng Shengfeng let his tears wet his clothes, choked up and said, "I hope you can announce my experience to the world, so that more parents can change the stick education for their children."

Ling Chen was stunned.

This is an unfortunate student, a child who is not treated kindly by the world.

However, he is willing to use his own life to treat others kindly.

To be honest, Ling Chen thought that he couldn't even do this.

Taking a deep breath, Ling Chen patted his chest and assured him: "Don't worry, I will fulfill your last wish for you!"

"Thank you!" Zheng Shengfeng wiped away his tears, showing a relieved smile.

This is the most natural smile in his life.

Looking at Zheng Shengfeng's return to the team of ghosts and his back gradually drifting away in the middle of the Naihe Bridge, Ling Chen didn't feel the slightest pleasure in completing the second task.

The conflict between parents and children is not formed overnight.

Now there is a word called "native family". Numerous psychologists have proved that the original family plays a vital role in personal character, and will have a long-term and profound impact on personal life, and even determine the happiness of a person's life. .

There are many children like Zheng Shengfeng, and there are many parents like Zheng Shengfeng's parents.

He once read a sentence in the movie: Parents are waiting for us to say thank you to him, and we are waiting for our parents to say sorry to us.

Although most of today's parents no longer have the old concept of "bringing a filial son under the stick" to their children, many parents, whether intentionally or unintentionally, use irony, sarcasm, and exposure to make their children mentally ill. caused varying degrees of damage.

For children, mental abuse is fatal. It will destroy the child's inner world step by step, thus driving the child to a dead end.

They have never entered into the child's inner world, always use their own ideas to figure out the child's mind, never regard the child as an independent individual, let alone think that no matter how young the child is, there are normal expressions of human emotions .

Parents are the people who love their children the most in this world, but parents should pay attention to the way of love, and don't turn love into a dagger, piercing the child's heart again and again.

Although tragedies like Zheng Shengfeng seem far away from himself and others, they really exist every day in life.

Perhaps, as a parent, you really need a certificate to work