System: If you are confessed, you cannot write a novel

"Since I was a child, my parents have been busy with work and their lives, and have never cared much about me. I eat, sleep, and study alone."

"When I was in the third grade of elementary school, my parents went out to discuss business and threw me at home. They asked my grandma to pick me up and live with her, but I couldn't wait."

"I thought about opening the door a little so that I could know grandma's arrival as soon as possible."

"But I waited and waited, but I still couldn't wait. I fell asleep on the table in a daze. I didn't know how long my hand was scratched by something. I thought it was grandma."

"When I grabbed it, it turned out to be a furry thing. It screamed, and it turned out to be a black wild cat. My hand was scratched, and the sound of the wild cat scared me."

"After that, the wild cat jumped up and down. I was superstitious when I was a child. They said that cats meowing can attract ghosts, so I became even more afraid. The wild cat looked at me directly..."

"I could only back away slowly. I opened the door and took something casually. After a while, I drove the stray cat out. After closing the door, my hands started to itch. I kept digging, and my hands were torn. Yes, it's still itchy."

"What scares me even more is that the black cat has been barking outside. I specified that it is recruiting ghosts to deal with me. It is itchy and frightening."

"It took a long time for grandma to come over. I opened the door after she chased the black cat away. Grandma was terrified when she saw me because my hands were all red."

"She was very superstitious. She suspected that it must be a cat demon. She gave me various methods, but I was still extremely itchy. Afterwards, I still had a high fever, which reached more than 40 degrees. Fortunately, my parents came back in time. The doctor said that I would die later. Hopeless."

"Since then, at home, I am afraid of the dark in the room, and I also like to sleep with the light on when I sleep, because the black cat has been lingering in my mind."

Ren Yi glanced at Jia Xushu and said:

"It's almost there, so you're lucky. If you're afraid of the dark, get in the car and sit. I want to be calm outside."

Jia Xushu said:
"Are you really that straight? You don't know how to comfort others."

"Consolation is useless, and you're still doing well without anyone to comfort you all these years, aren't you?"

Jia Xushu had already given up on approaching this person, she said:
"It's quite thrilling today. Fortunately, I have you. I'm just tired. Remember to get in the car early, don't be too late."

"Emotions don't happen overnight, since it's hard for you to reveal your heart to me, take your time..."

Jia Xushu got into the car while thinking, and then took thick clothes to cover her body.

Human sorrows and joys are not the same.

For Jia Xushu, maybe no one cares, takes care of, understands, parents are busy with other things, it is a grievance, sleeping alone and hearing wild cats meowing is fear, walking alone at night and hallucinating is a growth baptism.

But what she didn't know was that some people suffered from cold eyes and dislike when they were young. Parents said he was stupid and couldn't be taught by teachers. He could only grit his teeth and hold back when he was bullied by others.

His mother abandoned him when he was very young, and he has since become a wild child that no one wants. He grazes cattle in the mountains alone.

Because as long as he stops, the damn cow will run away, and his uncle will definitely beat him when he returns home.

This is not a big deal, he once had conflicts with his uncle and aunt, and ran to his father's grave alone to spend the night, and there were several strange graves beside his father's grave.

That season happened to be cool in autumn, the ground was full of yellow leaves, and the ground was full of disappointment, disappointment in everything.

It was also at that time that he first fell in love with the starry sky. He leaned on his father's tombstone, looked up at the starry sky, and imagined that he was in his father's arms, like a child with a father, hiding in his father's arms and watching the stars.

Not only that, he had an embarrassment with a classmate, and that female classmate tore up his book in primary school.

At that time, the children didn't have any bad intentions. If you tear up my book, I will beat you up. It's quite simple.

It is true that a boy beats a girl at a lower price, but he was weak and sensitive since he was a child, and he can only be said to be slightly better than that girl.

When the young ones are being bullied, the old ones have to come forward.

The girl found her grandmother, who slapped the boy twice without the permission of the school, and then asked the boy to apologize.

To talk about the reason, it can only be said that boys have no parents to call, and they can only hide and wipe their tears when they are bullied, and continue to live when the tears dry up.

With no one to back him up, he had no choice but to bow his head. There were too many similar bitterness stories, and they couldn't fit in a basket.

Since he was a child, he worked very hard to please his uncles and aunts, otherwise he was afraid that they would drive him out of the house.

When I was young, I liked toy guns, masks, and wooden swords very much, but because I was a child in other people's homes, I didn't dare to ask anyone for the things I liked.

Children and older children all have New Year's money, but he doesn't have it, but those are nothing, anyway, they won't need it when they grow up.

It's not that he doesn't want it, it's just that he doesn't dare to ask for it. No one will give it to him. Even if someone gives it to him, he is afraid that it is a kind of charity.

A man must have a backbone to stand between heaven and earth?

He studied hard and exercised hard, but it seemed that something was preordained, no matter how much he exercised, he would never be very strong, and someone else might be able to KO him with a single punch.

No matter how hard he studied, he still couldn't make it into the top five in the class. He was always the sixth in ten thousand years, and was occasionally surpassed. There was no difference between seventh and sixth for him, they were all inferior.

He worked hard but failed to get into the ideal university. Fortunately, he was admitted to an ordinary secondary school. In the end, he was affected by others because of others, so the school expelled him so unreasonably.

He was only in his twenties, and he felt that the first half of his life was funny and ridiculous. When he heard what Jia Xushu said, he was not comforted, mainly he was not very comfortable.

'Your sadness may be overwhelming to you, but to me it is as common as eating a grain of rice. I feel that I am much sadder than you, so why do I need comfort? '

Ren Yi looked up at the sky, it really looked like a black curtain, so dark that he couldn't see his fingers, but he didn't hate it very much, and even enjoyed the environment.

If a person really has no sense of existence, he will not be noticed even in the brightest place, and a person who is important to you, even if he is in the dark, you will look for and perceive him.

'Mo Wenjing, which light are you in now?In which light can I find you. '

Ren Yi was caught in the memory. He didn't know that a person who appeared with a smile would leave, but in fact Mo Wenjing had already vaccinated him.

One morning, when the dawn was just right, Ren Yi asked Mo Wenjing to go for a run together, and he didn't ask for it on his own initiative, but Mo Wenjing asked, and finally the two made an appointment to run together.

Accompanied by the light that sprinkled into the track and field track, the two ran side by side, and the shadows seemed to match them well, overlapping several times, but in reality they always kept a distance.

After the run, Mo Wenjing invited him to have breakfast. After breakfast, the two bought bread and went to the artificial lake to feed the fish.

The use of the artificial lake in the school is divided into day and night. At night, couples basically learn from zombies here, biting each other's mouths, sitting on their legs and other activities.

There are two kinds of people in the daytime, one is those who want to learn something to endorse, and the other is couples or couples who are planning to go there. Naturally, they have to be in love.

Although it was Ren Yi who asked Mo Wenjing to run, it was Mo Wenjing's idea to come to the artificial lake. She was wearing a floral skirt, and while feeding the fish in the fish pond, she said to Ren Yi:
"Hey, writer, what would you do if someone suddenly appeared in your life and then suddenly disappeared?"

Ren Yi glanced at Mo Wenjing and said:

"Did someone appear and disappear in your world?"

"Well, let's do it."

"If this is the case, it must vary from person to person. If TA reappears and gives a sincere and reasonable reason, then there is no need to blame TA, but if TA reappears and doesn't say anything, then forget it, and you still can't blame him. TA, because TA does not regard you as a friend."

"What would you do if a very important person around you suddenly left you?"

Ren Yi shook his head, without saying a word, Mo Wenjing asked:

"You do not know?"

"No, I'm denying the kind of person you mentioned. There are no important people around me anymore."

"Then you count me in, and make up for it."

"How can anyone say that about themselves..."

"What would you do if one day I became an important person to you and then left suddenly?"