How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

After that, Lu Zezhiguang became distraught and listless, even if he was hugged, he didn't make any other unnecessary movements.

Lu Zechuan He just looked at him and felt distressed for a while, but he couldn't ask anything.

His cute baby hadn't actively spoken to him for a long time, and the black cat was full of worries. After meowing a few times, he jumped into the child's arms.

Lu Zezhiguang has been in the villa for about half a month, and almost everyone has come to see his situation in half a month.

But he responded less and less, he always felt that his body had undergone subtle changes, and the memories in his mind were becoming more and more confusing to him.

He didn't tell anyone else about this matter, but he knew that his change in appearance must have been noticed.

So in the recent period, everyone has been taking care of his body consciously or unconsciously, even his husband is waiting for him to fall asleep peacefully when he sleeps at night.

After making sure that there were no problems, he took a light rest next to him.

Lu Zezhiguang knew, and originally Lu Zezhiguang wanted to go out and have a good time after his body became smaller.

But the chaotic memory made him cancel this plan.

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He sat on the sofa and hugged his legs, staring blankly at the front.

At this time, the black cat came to the side and rubbed against the young master's body. This is the No. 20 five days since Kazawa Emitaka became like this.

Ever since he woke up the day he received the letter, Kazawa Emitaka has become like this.

At first, the black cat thought that the young master had encountered some troubles, but as time passed, he found that the situation was getting worse.

Even at the back, the young master almost didn't talk to other people, but it was too late when he found out.

After Shikazawa Emitaka yawned again, he closed his eyes and let himself be immersed in memories again.

……

His inner world was filled with darkness, and fragments appeared intermittently around him, flashing around him like a revolving lantern.

But it was completely different from the revolving lantern, the small light spot appeared in front of him again.

He followed down, he was looking for the memory of his past, he was looking for his painful past.

He touched the past that he didn't want to touch again,

How can there be a god who is invincible from birth? In the future, gods will also face disasters and even some difficulties in this world.

Let alone him.

It's just maybe because he doesn't want to go through the past, or he has enough ability not to go through the past.

Just block all the past situation, or other reasons.

All in all, the memory of the past has completely disappeared for him now.

He doesn't notice too much memory about the past, and he can't even remember the specific people and places that happened in the past.

Under such circumstances, it is a very huge project for him to sort out the past memories again.

But in the final analysis, he is not very willing to do such a thing, but if he doesn't do this, then he will collapse emotionally in the future.

He had to solve the problem thoroughly at this time, thinking of this, Lu Zezhiguang was still a little angry.

——Obviously his future self has done such excessive things to him, and he still has to clean up the mess for his future self.

It's fine if the future self collapses, but the current one hasn't collapsed yet, at least he can live for a few more years.

——Or the future him will die!
Lu Zezhiguang thought of him like this and stopped, but at this moment, the little light spot that originally had Luze Zhiguang seemed to be stunned.

After stopping, he returned to his side and swayed back and forth, looking anxious because Kazawa Zhiguang stopped.

Lu Zezhiguang just snorted, he has fully adapted to his child's body now, the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

Shaking his head.

"Although I don't know what you are, I suddenly don't want to look it up. After all, it happened in the past, and it's been such a long time."

"I have already lived to be about a hundred years old now, how could I still be immersed in the tragic memories of the past."

"Only a fool would be immersed in tragic memories and cannot extricate himself. If that is the case, then let the past me be immersed in pain, and let the future me die in a few days."

……

Lu Zezhiguang almost said this cruel sentence with a smile, at the moment when he said it.

The little light spot seemed very excited by what the man in front of him said, jumping up and down,
But even so, it didn't change Shikazawa's turning around.

Xiao Guang was in a hurry, he wanted to go up and pull Lu Ze Zhiguang's body, but then it passed through Lu Ze Zhiguang's body.

Seeing this situation, Lu Zezhiguang came in even more unscrupulously, he turned his head and left.

He walks back no matter how he came here, and he still remembers the way he came here.

Even though the surroundings are pitch black, his sense of direction is super intuitive.

He can clearly know where he is at this moment, and also knows where he is in the darkness.

He knows what he's going to do next.

……

"You probably want me to take a look at the memories of the past, but it's a pity that I don't want to look at those painful memories at all."

"If it weren't for the extreme pain, who would want to lock up this memory, I finally locked it up, and now I have to watch it again."

"Do I have that serious illness!"

Ever since Lu Zezhiguang was stimulated by his future self, he has become very irritable.

If he had a Buddhist attitude before, it can be said that his attitude has changed drastically now.

——Is the past self very painful?Then just keep suffering.

——The future is going to collapse and die because of the past?Then just die.

What does it have to do with him?
Both the past and the future are the end of death, but he is living well now, as long as he can work hard.

Maybe he can live another 100 years is not sure.

He is living a good life now, living happily and peacefully.

Under such circumstances, he still has to deal with the mess left by these two people.

These two people didn't give him any gifts, and didn't even explain the situation, so they let him deal with it directly like this.

He didn't owe these two people anything, although he said it was all his own, but there is only one kind of one size for one size, and he would not do things that would make him lose.

Xiaoguangdian was so anxious that it seemed like she was about to cry, but Lu Zezhiguang still snorted.

"Even if you cry at this time, I won't turn back unless you make it clear what you want to do. After all, I don't like being led by the nose."