How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

It was a memory abandoned by Shikazawa Zhiguang, and it was also a memory that he was least willing to face or, he disliked it very much.

Lu Zezhiguang's mind was in chaos, he looked at himself trembling in his arms, and finally he held his hands firmly.

At this time, he should be very scared. After all, he came to this strange world and knew nothing.

Not only that, but something like that happened.

If it wasn't for this matter, I'm afraid he would really live happily in the sun.

But if there is no if, thinking about it like this made his face a little ugly, and finally he sighed.

When he first came to this world, he was alone and helpless. It can be said that he was out of tune with this world, and he didn't know the rules of this world.

He didn't even know what this world was like. He came to this world without relatives, friends, or anyone he could rely on.

Not to mention that he was still a child at the time, and adults didn't know what to do, let alone a child.

And compared to adults, children are more valuable to be used by others.

He survived for a while by picking up things to eat, and then one day he was caught by a kidnapper. At that time, he was just an ordinary child.

How could a child beat a few strong men, let alone escape from their hands? He also thought so at the time.

……

Lu Zezhiguang thought like this, patting the trembling child in his arms, humming his favorite song at the time.

He really ran away at the time, but after he found the police and explained the situation.

The policeman just smiled at him gently, then rubbed his head.

Finally, he took his hand and handed him over to those strong men.

Only then did he realize that the good person in his original impression can also be a bad person.

It turned out that the person who pushed him at that time was the savior of everyone.

Thinking of this, he felt ironic.

……

No one is not innocent at the beginning, children are always the purest creatures in the world, the reason why they will change later.

It's nothing more than being influenced by education, or even seeing and hearing things.

Lu Ze Zhiguang couldn't remember the following things clearly, he only remembered that he managed to escape and was sent back.

He seemed to have experienced very painful things later, and it was because of those things that he forgot and was unwilling to recall them.

Just as Lu Zezhiguang was thinking, the child in his arms suddenly asked a question at this moment.

"Are you happy? In the future, you won't be treated in such pain anymore? Will someone stand by my side and help me?"

Shikazawa Zhiguang listened to his past self talking like this.

He hadn't heard such an ordinary request for a long time.

He only felt a sore nose, and even had the thought of crying, and he hugged his past self even tighter.

The past self seemed to be unable to react, he tilted his head, but still stretched out his hand and patted Kazawa Ehimitsu's body.

"Why do you like to cry so much in the future, why should I still like to cry when I grow up, it's impossible!"

"You will be very happy in the future. No one will beat you anymore, and no one will lock you up in a dark place, or even give you food."

"In the future, there will be many people who will protect you, and there will be many people who will love you," said Kazawa Emitaka, almost choked up.

After he finished speaking, he suppressed the thought of crying, and a child's voice rang in his ears.

"is it?"

"If this is the case, then I can rest assured. I almost couldn't bear it anymore. After all, I have become numb to the methods of those people, but my body seems to have developed the habit of being afraid of them."

"I'm thinking that if my future self is dead, or if I have no future, maybe I won't keep going."

The child was talking like this, Lu Zezhiguang lowered his eyes, and he rubbed the child in his arms.

"You want to see me, do you want to see me in the future?"

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At this time, Kazawa Emitaka finally understood what his daily chapter was like. His daily chapter was an exchange with the past and the future, two different stages.

The future has already been communicated, so I sent him to the past, but he has forgotten more than half of the past, so he has to remember.

——Even if there are painful memories, he still has to think about it, because that is what he has experienced, and he cannot forget it.

Lu Zezhiguang thought this way, his eyes were full of confusion.

He didn't speak again. After the child in his arms broke free from his arms, he reached out and wiped away the tears from Lu Ze Zhiguang's face.

"Really... Don't cry, I haven't cried yet, you are many years older than me and you still cry. And I'm fine now, I will stick to it. "

Lu Zezhiguang listened to the voice of his past self comforting him, and he showed an ugly smile.

——That was a forced smile.

The past self finally restrained the smile on his face, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were red, filled with too much grievance.

Almost the moment Lu Zezhiguang saw it, he couldn't bear it.

He reached out and took the hand that was put up.

At the moment of pulling up.Both of them resonated for a moment.

Lu Zezhiguang also thoroughly figured it out, and he finally figured out the reason for his collapse of those memories he had lost in the past.

"I really want to die. You can't remember how long it has been since I came to this world. No one will be by my side."

"From the beginning of struggling, now I can accurately find edible food from the garbage dump, and then hide a lot of bad guys."

"After I escaped from those people, I went to live in the garbage dump, so they couldn't find me."

"I didn't ask for help because I didn't trust anyone very much."

Lu Ze Zhiguang's past self's voice rang in his ears, and the words he said were repeated again and again, and the voice gradually became full of choking and even grievance.

Why not feel wronged!

Suddenly came to a strange world, and there were not many people with him at the beginning.

Even at the beginning, he was just a child who was less than ten years old.

He didn't understand anything, and he didn't have any ability to protect himself. He finally trusted the police once, but was sent back to the abyss by the police.

—he cried!He has been wronged!He cried!He begged too!

But during that time, his condition did not improve.

That time was his nightmare and the time when he gave up his trust.

Lu Ze Zhiguang pondered for a moment, and then slowly said: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I'll give you a whir."

"Aren't you hungry, I'll take you to have a meal."

When Lu Zezhiguang said this, the child in the past just shook his head, and then he stared at Lu Zezhiguang.

This made Luze Zhiguang silent, and then he heard the gnashing of teeth of the child in front of him.

"They didn't die, they got a new life with a new face."

"They shouldn't have a future, so kill them."

After the child said this, he seemed to be a little uneasy, and that's right, he didn't know that he would be bound to the system in the near future.

Then you will be a great person.

After Lu Zezhiguang finished listening, he raised a smiling face: "Well, I will treat them well, this is our agreement, Lagou."