One Piece: My Spirit

"So... kill me!!!"

After Hancock roared out the last sentence in a hoarse voice, the scene fell into a quiet silence.

"kill me!!"

"kill me!!!"

"This is the last request of a loser! Don't you hate me?! It's all because of me that you are in this state and where you are now, come on! Kill me to vent!!!"

Hancock roared in anger, powerlessness, and despair, but Charles on the opposite side seemed indifferent.

At this time, Charles moved, and slowly walked to Hancock's side, silently looking into Hancock's eyes.

"killed."

Snapped!
a slap!

A crisp sound!

Charles interrupted Hancock's words with a merciless slap, and at the same time seemed to knock Hancock into a daze, looking at Charles blankly.

"Winner? Loser? There is no such thing as a winner in this battle!"

"At this point, this woman is still so wrong, she is still unwilling to face this abscess, and she is still deceiving herself!"

At the same time, Charles has come behind Hancock, looking at the slave mark on his back:

"After the battle just now, you, who were bound by the shadow of the past and stopped in place, have such desire in your eyes, but you are unwilling to admit and face it! What is your desire deep in your heart? Haven't you figured it out yet?!"

"You stupid woman!!!"

The last sentence of Charles almost roared out!

Something deep in Hancock's heart seemed to be touched, and at the same time, he seemed to hear the sound of something breaking.

But suddenly, Hancock's face revealed a look of pain, and those shadowy memories flashed before his eyes again.
The self who was abducted by human traffickers, the self who was abused inhumanly as a slave, the self who wandered in the dark and cold dungeon, the self who faced the fear of being killed at any time... and the self who was branded as a slave of the Celestial Dragons in despair!
Destroying a person is a very simple and easy thing, but it is very difficult to repair a person's wounds. The scars left will always remind me of the 'destroyed' memory, and there will be tingling pain from time to time, reminding myself of that desperate emotion!

Hancock. That's it!

But even so, Hancock still embraces the salvation of "being longed for", which is deeply hidden in the depths of his eyes!

But this "desired" was buried alive by Hancock himself, because she chose to stop at the same place, that is, she chose to escape, not only escaping pain, but also escaping hope!
At this time, Hancock was like a man with a thorn in his back, and she didn't want and couldn't let anyone see the extremely ugly appearance behind him!

It's just that when Hancock wanted to turn around to hide his back, he found a palm on his shoulder, and he couldn't turn around no matter how hard he struggled!
"Let go of me!!"

It's just that the palm was as firm as a rock, and the weak Hancock couldn't shake it at all. When he thought of the ugly appearance behind him being watched by that man all the time, Hancock couldn't help but feel a kind of shame, resentment and inferiority complex, and the white muscles on his back gradually turned reddish!
"Let go of me, please...please!!"

At this time, Hancock's voice has a crying tone, and it also contains complex emotions such as shame, indignation, inferiority, weakness, and begging for mercy.

It's just that Hancock's voice was like a stone sinking into the sea, and the man behind him didn't move at all.

The painful suffering, such an unbearable self, caused Hancock's body and mind to experience incomparable suffering from the outside to the inside.

"You stupid woman!"

I don't know if it's Hancock's illusion, but there seems to be a little more tenderness in the phrase 'stupid woman'.

"Didn't you beg me to kill you just now?! Then why did you want me to help you? Why did you hand over the decision of the knife to someone else? Are you so afraid? Or are you expecting something?! Waiting for something?! Desiring for something?!"

"Haven't you found the answer to 'why' yet?!!!"

"Stupid woman!!!"

"I"

When Hancock was about to turn his head, he was rudely interrupted by Charles: "Don't look back! Think hard!!!"

Hancock obeyed instinctively
Just like this, the scene suddenly fell into silence.

After a full minute of this awkward silence, Hancock seemed to hear a sigh coming from behind him.

"I said you were a crazy woman, and you really went crazy and chased me and beat me up; I said you were a stupid woman, how did you become so stupid?!"

Hancock instinctively wanted to refute, but he seemed to remember Charles' order just now, and continued to fall into silence.

But about the 'answer' that Charles asked her to answer, Hancock has vaguely touched it, but he still can't cross that hurdle!
Suddenly Hancock felt that the hair on his head was being grabbed by that man, and then he heard the man's vicious voice. Although he couldn't see his appearance, he had already imagined his "distraught" appearance in his mind.

"You crazy woman, stupid woman, stupid woman, listen carefully to me!"

"No one will answer your expectations and calls! No one will answer your desire! Listen clearly, there is no one!!!"

"Because you don't need others to save you! You don't need to be longed for others to save you!!!"

"Do you understand?! You are the only one who can respond to you!!! Only you can respond to your own expectations, and only you can save yourself!"

"Look at this mark, what is it?" Charles patted the skin on Hancock's back and said loudly:

"Is it your nightmare? Is it your despair?"

"None of these! This is the proof that you have responded to your own expectations, and it is the brand of saving yourself!"

"This is the motivation for you to step forward!"

"Don't be tied down by the past, don't be stuck in place by them!"

"Stupid woman! Remember it for me! Don't lower your head! Look forward! Take a step forward, even if it's a backward step, don't stop, step forward bravely!"

Immediately, Hancock felt his body being lifted up by the man behind him, and the warmth of the man's palm came from behind him and gave her the strength to move forward.

"Not impossible!"

"Nothing is impossible! When you say impossible, it also means you are eager to move forward!"

"So... the possibility will never be zero!"

"But everything is possible!"

"Boa Hancock!!!"

"Go! Go! Don't stop!!!"