18-year-old dad: Activate the Shenhao system

Dilemma!
If she went back right now, she would definitely be questioned. Ren Shanshan didn't want to answer any questions, it felt too embarrassing!
But if she doesn't go back, Wang Qiang will definitely ask Liu Shiyu to tell her to go back. She can refuse others, and even pretend that she is not at home, but can she refuse a child?Thinking of Liu Shiyu's pure and innocent eyes, Ren Shanshan felt that she couldn't.

Anyway, now, Ren Shanshan really felt that she was a bit too hasty in rushing downstairs to go home just now—it was useless, and instead put herself in a passive situation of a dilemma.

Ren Shanshan ran to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water, holding the cup in both hands, staring blankly at the dilapidated neighborhood outside the window.

The residential buildings in Gonggong Xincun are nearly 30-year-old buildings. The front and rear balconies and the entire building are gray. There are even many buildings that directly expose the red bricks inside. It seems that there are gray everywhere. A gloomy, dilapidated scene.Well, it’s not surprising, after all, it’s a worker’s new village, you can tell just by the name, it’s one of the heritages of that era, everyone knows that it will be demolished sooner or later, it’s just a matter of time.

The cement roads in the community are dilapidated, the biggest cracks can even plug Ren Shanshan's feet, and children can even sink their legs directly... But there is no one to repair it, because there is no real estate at all, only people from the street office to arrange Come regularly to pick up the garbage, and ignore everything else.Later, someone couldn't stand it anymore, and took a shovel and put a little gravel and soil in the gap... Not to mention, it was much smoother.

Just can't rain, once it rains, it becomes a trap for trumpets.

Under the sun and in the breeze, a majestic lump lay in the middle of the road. It was hard to say whether it was pulled by dogs or people, because the children in the community often defecated indiscriminately, and the residents who kept dogs never went out for a walk. She would bring plastic bags and toilet paper to clean up the dogs. Ren Shanshan even often saw old people casually pouring water under the shade of trees and by the fence.

It's that wanton.

So the smell in the neighborhood... But it's still a trivial matter.

There is a dilapidated fence around the small courtyard on the first floor, and someone raises chickens in the fence, the smell is much stronger!There are also people who grow vegetables in the fence, the key is that they compost and water the vegetables themselves, the smell is called chemical weapons level... Anyway, Ren Shanshan has been here for almost a year, so she didn't dare to open the front window.

This neighborhood is really bad. The straight-line distance from here to the city center is farther than the urban village across the street. Behind the left is a deserted agricultural machinery factory, and behind the right is the farmland of farmers...Damn it!How did I become obsessed with ghosts back then, why did I come to such a remote place to rent a house?It takes an hour to go to work every day, and the good time is wasted on the hurried journey.

The point is not that this situation has lasted for almost a year, but that until now, Ren Shanshan has no hope of improving the situation in the short term.

Because Xiaoyang will stay at home and play games in broad daylight this time, not because he was beaten by his colleagues, and his boss is still making love... This makes Ren Shanshan very chilled and puzzled.

But what made Ren Shanshan even more desperate was that student Xiaoyang didn't even have any idea of ​​fighting back, and didn't even want to ask for an explanation.

Reminiscent of the last time before Xiaoyang was beaten, Ren Shanshan called Wang Qiang, and hoped that everyone would cooperate and ask Wang Qiang to teach those bullying colleagues a lesson... But Xiaoyang was fooled by her, Ren Shanshan hated herself for not being firm at the time. If she had resolutely asked Wang Qiang to take action at that time, those bullying colleagues would definitely not dare to develop to the extent of beating people now.

Really bullying.

If this is the case, then Ren Shanshan can now conclude that no matter how long Xiao Yang stays at Xinxia Technology, she will not be able to make a difference... Ren Shanshan is absolutely sure that Xiao Yang's ability is very outstanding, but, in the workplace After working hard for almost a year, she already understood that when the boss promotes any subordinate, he will consider whether the person can handle the pressure and responsibility. This is a hard indicator.

Obviously, under normal circumstances, the cowardly and lofty personality of Xiaoyang is absolutely impossible to be promoted and reused—you don’t even dare to get back in the game when you are beaten by your colleagues, and you dare not retaliate, how can you resist? Stress and responsibility?To put it cruelly, it is difficult for people with this personality to survive in the workplace.

So, after she calmed down, Ren Shanshan felt very hopeless.

She is also just a rookie in the workplace who has just graduated less than a year. After deducting the three-month probationary period, she has only officially joined the job for half a year. So how many years will it take for her to gain a foothold in Wuzhou just by working hard alone?three years?five years?What about getting married?Does the wedding room have to rent a house in this dilapidated place that will be demolished someday?Once you get married, you will naturally have to face the problem of having a child. Is it also necessary to have a child here?

So can such a man protect me?Can it be relied on?
shudder!

The water in the glass was very hot, but Ren Shanshan's heart was cold, she even trembled a little.

Behind him, the door of the study room suddenly opened, and the sound of slippers being tapped sounded. Yang Xuexue stretched out from the room, went to the bathroom to fill up the water, and then went to the kitchen to drink water.

"Hey, you're back, is the little milk dog cute?"

"Well, it's...very cute."

Yang Xuexue took Ren Shanshan's water glass, took a sip, and frowned: "It's a bit hot."

After speaking, she stuffed them back into Ren Shanshan's hands, squeezed two pieces of chicken cakes from the cupboard, put them in her mouth, and turned back to the study.

"that……"

"how?"

"You didn't seem to wash your hands just now."

"Oh."

There was a knock on the door, followed by the rumbling sound of the game again.

Ren Shanshan stood blankly in the kitchen. After a while, she suddenly ran over and knocked on the door: "You didn't wash your hands just now! Come out and wash your hands!"

"I've finished eating, next time I wash, don't make noise, go shopping when I have time, I want to eat beef stew tonight."

"Come with me to Brother Qiang's house to eat. He treats guests. As I told you, he made a lot of delicious food..."

"I've already answered you, don't go! You have to go by yourself, I'll eat instant noodles at home!"

The rumbling sound of the game never stopped, Ren Shanshan closed the door silently, her mood was gloomy, no, her life was gloomy... She even wondered if she did something wrong in her previous life?Why is my life so miserable?
There was a sudden knock on the door, and Ren Shanshan woke up suddenly, only to realize that she had sat on the sofa at some point or how long she had been sitting on the sofa. It was getting dark outside, and her face was cold. Yes, I touched it with my hand, it was wet, and I didn't know when the tears flowed.

The sound of games in the study room was still rumbling.

Ren Shanshan wiped away her tears in a panic, ran to open the door, and there was Lou Chuanying standing at the door.

"Sister Lou..." Ren Shanshan forced a smile.

"I'm not familiar with this, go buy some drinks with me, this guy Wang Qiang forgot to buy drinks." Lou Chuanying laughed.