My sisters are big stars

Although it was an aftershock, its scale and scope were no worse than an earthquake.

The strong shaking and impact made his body lose his balance at once, and all he could do was to hold on to the gravel beside the pothole and try hard to climb up.

This is the instinct of the body, and it is this instinct that saved him.

"Lu Er, you must live!"

The voice from below woke him up a bit, his mother and younger brother were still below!
He turned around to go back to stay with his mother, but at this moment a rolling brick next to him hit his head, his eyes went dark and he was unconscious again, when he woke up again, it was over.

He was transferred from the village to a hospital bed, his legs were tightly wrapped in gauze and hung up, his head was still in a coma, and he didn't know how long he had been in coma.

It wasn't until a man in police uniform walked up to him and counted the situation at home that he realized what had happened.

According to the other party, the aftershock caused a second collapse, his mother and his brother were killed in it, and he was also hit by the falling stones on his legs and head, and has been in a coma for four days.

……

Compared with others, he was lucky, because many people died during the aftershocks, but he was only slightly injured.

But for himself, it is so unfortunate that he will be able to rescue his mother soon, so he even gave up on his unmarried daughter-in-law, who knows that the distance of tens of centimeters will become the last contact between him and his mother .

Lying on the hospital bed, he raised his arms, as if he could touch the hands of his mother and younger brother.

He couldn't cry anymore.

A great sorrow overwhelmed him and suffocated him, and some people died and lived, and some lived and died.

At this moment he died.The country's rescue lasted for a long time, and the village was rebuilt, because the country's subsidies allowed him to spend no money. The second-floor building was built the same as the original one, but he couldn't find the familiar feeling up.

Leaning on a walking stick, he washed the clothes his mother sewed for him and put them on the kang. He left the village and never came back.

At this moment, he started his wandering journey. He could no longer see the hope of life, and he didn't want to live even after the people he loved the most were dead.

He doesn't want to die now, but because of what his mother said, he must live on...

……

After reading these memories, Lu Li felt endless sadness and pain in his heart.

Although he knew that this was just the story of Wandering Land and had nothing to do with him, but all of this was replayed in his mind as if it happened to him.

The unmarried daughter-in-law died, the mother died, and the younger brother died, and he died not far away.

A decision made a crack in his heart, and the death of a loved one completely broke his heart.

This kind of sadness is as if someone is pinching his heart fiercely with his hands, and the pain is unbearable.

He clutched his chest and slowly lay on the ground in the abandoned car, breathing heavily. Tears didn't know when they came out, slipped from his eye sockets and fell to the ground to form tear stains.

"Woooo."

Although Xiaobai didn't understand what was wrong with Lu Li, as a dog, it was more sensitive to emotional changes, and it sensed the sadness of its master.

All it could do was bow to his side and whimper twice, hoping that the master would not be unhappy.

Lu Li's nerves weren't that fragile either, it was just that the momentary shock made him unbearable, and after a while, the emotion subsided a lot, at least he could get up from his messy den.

He patted Xiao Bai's head, opened the car door, and walked out.

In the early morning, the wind is biting, and the whole world seems to be cold, with white ice covering the ground, and frost covering the treetops.

Adults who do not go to work and children who do not go to school in this bad weather are curled up in the bed and do not want to come out. Even if the children who go to school get out of the bed, they still want to find a way to ask for leave and continue to enjoy the warmth of home.

But Lu Li couldn't enjoy it, it was cold from morning to night, and he had to go out to look for today's food.

Life is too difficult.

Receiving the memory of Wandering Lu also helped him understand why Wandering Lu is like this now, and various contradictions in human nature became clear before his eyes.

This is a great help for him to play the wandering land.

"Xiaobai is gone."

He turned around and waved to the little white dog, picked up the woven bag in the abandoned car, and prepared to pick up some trash for some money.

so hungry.

Rather than saying that he was woken up by freezing, it is better to say that he was woken up by starvation. The lack of food and the cold weather will really kill people.

If he didn't live well, wouldn't it be a violation of his mother's last words, and now that he has an extra mouth around him, he can't be as slack as before.

"Wow." Xiaobai jumped out of the car wagging his tail.

Lu Li also patted his head dotingly, and praised him for being so good.

Now that Xiaobai has become his pet, it must be impossible for him to be so weak. He needs to be fed more to let him pass his infancy. He doesn't want to see Xiaobai die in front of him in three months.

Walking out of the garbage dump, he saw many familiar people along the way.

Toothless, crippled, doll boy... These names are all nicknames he gave. Before repeating the previous day, he found time to chat with these people. Some of these people are mentally abnormal and some are physically abnormal, but the same Yes, these people are trash.

Like myself, a waste of no help to society.

He didn't say hello to these people, because he knew that even if he said hello, he would not get a response. Everyone has their own stories, and they would not choose to tell these stories to themselves, closing themselves and becoming residents of the garbage dump normality.

"Lame... Lame, you either, or don't come back."

Just as he was leaving, the lame man limped up to him and said carefully.

The voice made Lu Li stop, and he stared at the cripple in a daze.

The cripple is a middle-aged man in his 40s, with mung bean eyes and bulbous nose, his hair is all tied into dirty strips, and his clothes are dirty, smelly and full of holes, which is similar to him, except that He is more like the lame man than he just walks with a limp and the lame man is really lame on one leg.

In the repeated days before, the cripple never took the initiative to talk to him, but now not only did he take the initiative, but also let him leave here.

With his mouth moving twice, Lu Li couldn't help asking.

"why?"

"Why? Why..." The cripple was a little embarrassed by his eyes, he scratched the head of the chicken coop and muttered timidly: "You...you hit Guo Cheng, I'm afraid."

"Are you afraid of me?" Lu Li asked, pointing at himself in confusion.

The cripple shook his head, "Not afraid."

"I'm afraid that Guo Chenglai will retaliate against you, me, and us."

What the hell is this.

He beat Guo Cheng, the cripple was not afraid of him, but Guo Cheng who was beaten by him?
Doesn't this deserve to be bullied?

It’s like everyone is a pig in a pigsty. The owner came over and wanted to cut some pork to eat. One pig resisted and sent the owner flying, and the other pigs shrank away in fear. They are all afraid that the owner will kill the pig later, and hope that the pig that flies off the owner will leave the pigsty so that they will not be implicated.

Isn't this slavish thinking?

He wants to be angry, but he can't get angry. This kind of deep-rooted thing will not change because of his words, and what's more, what he really said doesn't fit his personality.

But he can analyze something through the words of the lame man.

If I guessed right, today should be the continuation of the time he went to the acting space for the first time.

Because later on he deliberately avoided Guo Cheng's time to improve his acting score, and now the cripple mentioned that he still hit that kid Guo Cheng.

He didn't say anything to the cripple, but just took another deep look at him, turned around and led Xiaobai away, and it was up to him to decide whether to go back to the garbage dump, and what the cripple said would not affect him.

Just like when he was lying down at the train station before, someone advised him to do some work with hands and feet to support himself, but he just turned a deaf ear.

No one can interfere with his life except himself.

This is another characteristic of Wandering Land, stubbornness.