I really don't want to be a star

Qin Hao watched Su Zijin's performance on the set, and put down the melon seeds in his hand.

He stood up and patted the ashes off his body.His eyes were fixed on Su Zijin's direction, as if he didn't want to miss every movement.

During the time on the set, Qin Hao had a good impression of Su Zijin.

Especially after knowing that Su Zijin was an intern and was hidden in the snow, he can still be so cheerful.

But at this moment, as an elder brother and a senior in the entertainment industry, he could see what Su Zijin was going through.

There used to be a saying, let the master lead you into the door, and practice is up to the individual.

At this moment, Su Zijin has figured out some methods since he crossed the river blindly.

At the moment he is in a bottleneck period.

Just like the martial arts masters in the novel who reach a certain level will inevitably face the risk of breaking through.

If it succeeds, it will soar into the sky, if not...

Qin Hao couldn't imagine what would happen to Su Zijin if he really failed?

At this moment, he could only stand aside silently, watching Su Zijin control every move of his inner character as much as possible.

Just like when practicing calligraphy, to a certain extent, you will find that you can't write.

And after you get familiar with the mastering method again, you will find that the writing will be much better.

No break no stand...

The same is true for Su Zijin now, full of experience and methods, but unable to control himself.

……

"You are finally willing to accept me!"

The figure representing Guo Yu appeared in front of his eyes again, but his body was as transparent as smoke, and his body was like a layer of mist. Su Zijin looked at the actor playing Big Brother Zhu, as if he was Guo Yu's figure.

In an instant, the lines he wanted to say got stuck in his mind, and his movements also became unnatural.

"Card!"

Director Lu's voice was very low and hoarse.

Seventh time!
This is the seventh play of the act.

The staff of the crew have long been impatient with the play, the hands of the cameraman are already sore, and the way of looking at Su Zijin has changed from admiration to disappointment.

Behind him was the master who was holding the radio high, but he had no choice but to put it down.Then he turned to look at Su Zijin, shook his head and sighed deeply.

A group of performers in the back found a place to sit down and circled the city. Some sighed, some slapped their backs, and some pointed at Su Zijin secretly.

"Oh, I'm unlucky today! The leading role card, maybe I can get eleven or twelve o'clock!"

"That's right! There's no other way. I'm just playing a small role. If I can't play the leading role, then I have to work."

"Today is hard..."

……

The theater was full of noise, Su Zijin put on her coat and went out silently, her back was a bit bleak.

The cold wind of minus [-] degrees outside the house hit Su Zijin's face at once, and his body couldn't help but shriek from the cold.

Su Zijin looked around, and saw that the icicles on the facade were like sharp knives and fell straight down, like the fangs of a wild beast.

White snow piled up on the ground under the gray-brown trees, and the snow on the sidewalks on both sides was compacted into a layer of snow road.And Su Zijin squatted on the curb, watching the traffic, lighting a cigarette.

Think about how you should act next.

Obviously every movement and every form is in front of my eyes, as if I can touch it as long as I stretch out my hand.

But there is always a layer of veil in front of my eyes, which I can't poke through.

"Hey, boy. What are you doing!"

Su Zijin turned his head to see Director Lu Xing approaching, and squatted down on the curb side by side with himself.

Lu Xing glanced at the cigarette in Su Zijin's hand, and raised his hand.

"Smack me! Hanako!"

Su Zijin took the cigarette and lit it.

The temperature of the lighter at minus [-] degrees is like hot water, and it takes a few consecutive presses to ignite the cigarette.

"Boy, I know you're in a bad mood today.

This is life!come on!Come up with your best acting skills, just work hard! "

Lu Xing squatted on the curb, pointed at the three or four-story small building in front of him, and pointed at the tall building behind him.

"Look! If you want to walk from the third or fourth floor to the top of the building, you have to go down from the original third or fourth floor, go to the flat ground, and walk all the way to the building.

Only in this way can you go to the top! "

"Those who want to go to the highest point must be able to endure the loneliness on the flat ground! They are all old men from the Northeast, don't be hypocritical!"

"I'll give you 15 minutes to prepare. If you don't want to perform well in the next scene, I won't cut you!"

Lu Xing said a few cursory words, then left.Before leaving, he stuffed half a box of Huazi into Su Zijin's arms.

Su Zijin looked back to see Lu walking out, smoked the Huazi in his hand, let the wind gradually extinguish the smoke, stood up and looked at the tall buildings in the distance.

If you want to climb to the top of the building, you have to get out of your original tall building.

You have to go to the flat ground to get to the building.

When Su Zijin watched, he saw the flow of people on the street, and the people walking side by side among the low buildings and buildings, which was a picture of a busy city.

……

"hello!"

The illusory voice has never been pierced into the ear like a needle.

"You still don't want to make peace with me?"

Guo Yu's figure came from the other side of the road, with his hands in the pockets of his jeans.

There were cars passing by on the street, but when they touched him, they went straight through.

Guo Yu walked up to Su Zijin, looked at Su Zijin who was crouching on the ground, and squatted down too.Pointing at Su Zijin with his finger, he said to himself again.

"I'll be you? You'll be me?"

Su Zijin laughed mockingly.

I'm already familiar with this role, so it doesn't matter if you're here or not!

Su Zijin turned his back on Guo Yu's figure and walked into the crew.

And Guo Yu turned around, saw Su Zijin leave and shouted.

"You are me! I am you!"

……

"Start work! Start work!"

Su Zijin pushed open the door and yelled twice in the crew with a cold wind.

The ensemble performers who moved after hearing the news all watched Lu Xing, and only moved after watching Lu Xing nod.

"Are you okay?"

Qin Hao came over and said to Su Zijin.

At this moment, Su Zijin raised his head and chest, and waved his hands.

"Believe me!"

He looked at the character in front of him, and the picture in his mind matched the one in the theater.

And Guo Yu walked through the glass to Su Zijin's side.

Lu Xing saw Su Zijin give him an OK gesture, and said to the crew.

"The eighth crime of undocumented crime, power on!"

The character experience in Su Zijin's mind flashed like a revolving lantern, and countless green data bars scrolled quickly in his closed eyes. After Su Zijin opened his eyes, he had already entered the state.

"Xiao Ru stabbed him three times with a knife, all of which were fatal!"

Su Zijin said sadly.

The actor who played against Su Zijin suddenly found that Su Zijin seemed to be a different person.

When he said that line just now, Su Zijin tilted his head slightly forward, his lips moved slightly, and his tears were still hanging.He looked at himself, as if grabbing a life-saving straw in the turbulent water.

"How many years is the sentence!"

"15."

Su Zijin stretched out his finger and drew a [-]th stroke.

"Xiao Ru, it's my sister, let alone 15 years, I'll wait for 50 years!"

Su Zijin's movements are no longer as blunt as before, her expressions and movements are like flowing clouds and flowing water, and every look is an extension of her inner understanding of the character.

Moreover, it seems that Su Zijin's acting skills are becoming more and more liberal as the number of scenes continues to rise.

There seems to be a force in his body, and there is emotion in his words.

……

"You finally accepted me!"

Guo Yu's voice resounded in Su Zijin's heart, the voice was like the temptation of a devil, and it was also like a appeal.

Su Zijin's shackles on Guo Yu's role gradually disintegrated.

Like spring rain melting snow, it is naturally revealed.

"I'm sorry, Brother Zhu, I didn't protect her well."

Su Zijin's regretful emotions were revealed in his words, and he lowered his head at the same time.

Then he raised his head to take a sneak peek at Big Brother Zhu's expression, then lowered his head again.

Every word he said at this moment was to make Brother Zhu take the blame for him!
And every word he said was luring Big Brother Zhu into the path of sinking little by little.

A movement of raising his eyes naturally reveals Guo Yu's scheming.

Brother Zhu blinked many times, looking at the moldy corner at the right 45-degree angle of the beam, his eyes revealed inner anxiety.

"Aren't you a lawyer? How long will you be sentenced for something like this!"

"I'm afraid it will take 15 years..."

Su Zijin's eyes have been watching Brother Zhu's every move, not even the slightest change in expression.

With all his heart and soul in it, now Su Zijin has once again entered the state of separation of roles and ego.

It was as if the long-sealed door in my heart had been ruthlessly pried open.

Brother Zhu heard the news and felt annoyed beyond words. He looked aside with sadness in his eyes.

There were not many people in this small shop, and the sunlight shone through the stained glass and shone on the two of them.

The hustle and bustle of the group performers beside them and the sound of eating seemed to be stripped away. At this moment, there was only the game between Su Zijin and Big Brother Zhu, and the silent battlefield.

Su Zijin looked at Big Brother Zhu's restlessness, but still couldn't make a decision, and planned to increase the bargaining chip again.

"Xiaoru...Xiaoru...she told me..."

...

Lu Xing watched Su Zijin's acting skills in the background.

Although there is still a little difference from the peak of the real imagination, it basically meets the requirements of this scene.

Lu Xing watched the scene from behind the monitor, stroked the beard on his chin that hadn't been shaved for a long time, and frowned deeply for a while.

"interesting."

Lu Xing could see that something in Su Zijin's body seemed to be awakening over time.

Seeing Su Zijin's acting skills gradually recovering, Qin Hao finally let go of the stone hanging in his heart.

Although he can feel that Su Zijin is still wandering in the play, he can feel that the main self in Su Zijin's heart is waging a war with the character's self.

But now Su Zijin's id and self-awareness have been slightly controlled.

Wait until Su Zijin truly takes the lead and controls the character's self.

Su Zijin will surely pass into Nirvana and enter another realm.

Deng Jiajia also knows this. If her acting skills are good, she can already control the emotions of the characters, and she is a top-notch actor.

According to the level of the dog subsystem, it hovers around b+ and a-, while Qin Hao is on a+.

But now Su Zijin's acting skills often fluctuate between b- and c+, which is also the situation Su Zijin is facing now.

If he can control the character, his level will be raised to B level in an instant, and he will have a new understanding of acting from then on, but if he fails.

Su Zijin may have a certain psychological shadow on acting, and may even be unable to grasp the initial state.

Deep in Su Zijin's heart.

Guo Yu's image was like a cloud of black mist enveloping Su Zijin, trying to get out of the door Su Zijin pushed open, but his arm was tightly held by Su Zijin.

Guo Yu roared silently.

"let me go!"

But Su Zijin's hands were extraordinarily strong, his eyes were like deep wells, and his hands were like shackles to hold Guo Yu tightly.

Reason tells Su Zijin that if he keeps following the role, he will eventually become the same person as Guo Yu one day.

And Guo Yu himself will be like a train that has lost its track in this play, going to nowhere.

"You let me go, why bother! Let me let go as much as I want!"

"Sorry!"

"You are me! And I am not you!"

Su Zijin's hand was still tightly held in his heart.

Su Zijin's improved acting skills can also be shown on the crew.

Every time, when Guo Yu wants to speak in a heavy tone, or when there is a deviation between some actions and the understanding of the characters.

There will always be a voice in Su Zijin's mind to correct him.

Let him change gradually, and the intuitive feeling for Brother Zhu is that.

The person in front of him, his acting skills are getting better and better.

The ensuing pressure increased, like facing a tsunami five stories high and covering the sky.

Su Zijin's acting skills are constantly improving. From the beginning, there are slight deviations in the tone of some actions, but they can always be corrected in the end.

Up to now, with his level, there is no loophole for Su Zijin.

The actor who played Big Brother Zhu sighed three or four times, hesitating about the fact that his sister killed her.

And Su Zijin's eyes were like a fox's, looking at his chicken in the dark, revealing his sneaky eyes.

And the continuous deep breathing and the rising and falling of the chest proved the tension at the moment, but Su Zijin could feel that he was in control.

He is controlling his every move, so that the people in front of him will not notice.

It's the last moment, can I get rid of the police investigation, can I stay and fly with Zhu Huiru, can I get rich.

All fate is betting on this moment.

So Guo Yu must be cautious and nervous, and Brother Zhu must not discover this action.

In the noisy restaurant, three sighs and a few short and depressing deep breaths wrapped the hearts of everyone on the field in a veil.

Even the air is solidified into some kind of liquid, and it takes a long time for people to breathe every time.

Deng Jiajia almost yelled, but immediately covered her mouth tightly when she realized it.

There was not a single line in the whole scene, and just a few actions made the atmosphere on the stage anxious.

The acting skills of the two collided silently, like hot oil meeting cold water, crackling...

The tension of the two characters is fused because of their respective motivations, and together form this action.

If she hadn't watched Su Zijin acting, she wouldn't have believed it.

This wonderful atmosphere was actually created by Su Zijin.

At this moment, Su Zijin's movements were not as rigid as before, nor was there any subsequent collision.

If it is said that all the characteristics of the character are exposed, that kind of acting is a knife, then at this moment, the knife in Su Zijin's hand has been sheathed, and only a little sharpness is exposed by his hand.

But it's this sharpness that makes people feel chilling.

It makes people feel that this person is choosing someone to devour, like a spring snake just waking up, hungry and full of killing intent...

After all, whether you have a knife in your hand or not is two different things!
If it is like Su Zijin's performance before, it must be sharp and can't be wrong.

But the restraint at this moment made the atmosphere instantly deep, turning this part of the play into something with connotation.

"The camera caught Su Zijin's eyes and zoomed in for me! I want to see carefully.

The radio operator turned the microphone down a little bit, I wanted to hear his breathing. "

Like a monkey, Lu Xing scratched his head and watched Su Zijin's acting skills on the screen.

The acting skills at this moment have already met his expectations. This is a segment with connotations.

The contrast between this look and the immatureness of the past makes people's hearts jump.

At this moment, Su Zijin also felt comfortable in his heart. He had never been so happy on the set.

He seems to be omnipotent, every word of dialogue, every movement seems to be innate.

And deep down, the actor is in the battle between ego and id.

The door representing release reveals the light of freedom and holiness. Guo Yu, who was enveloped in a black mist and gradually became transparent, was grabbed by Su Zijin's rational hand. Su Zijin, who represented reason, stood up and stood opposite Guo Yu.

Su Zijin and Guo Yu are less than one centimeter apart, the tips of their noses are almost touching, and the pulse of breathing can be heard.

Guo Yu looked at Su Zijin, representing himself, he had never been so panic-stricken, because he felt that Su Zijin was controlling him at this moment.

"You can't do this! If you keep controlling me, the show will be ruined. …

You can't accept it, the ninth ng! "

"so what?"

The id representing reason is controlling Guo Yu's body.

Su Zijin's hand seemed to stretch out countless lines, seeing Guo Yu as if seeing prey, and they were snakes who had been hungry for a long time and saw delicious prey.

All the bees came up from their pupae and bound Guo Yu like a catastrophe of a python.

Guo Yu panicked and ran forward desperately, towards the door that could be broken open, but there were countless lines surrounding him behind him.

After the first string tied his legs and threw Guo Yu to the ground, Guo Yu seemed to be still struggling.

With hands on the ground, eyes looking at the door of freedom.

But eventually lost resistance.

Become a puppet of Su Zijin's reason.

Actors are like puppeteers and characters are like puppets.

Only when the actors try to expose the skin of the characters can they follow the plot smoothly, and only in this way can they be convincing.

Acting skills are like lines, roles are like puppets, actors are like teachers, and actors are like stagers.

Numerous puppets on the stage are manipulated, singing a song of joys and sorrows following fate, and singing a silk drama following the actor's mind!

Su Zijin gradually adapted to this situation, and at this moment he really stepped into a new level.

And Gouzi also changed from c+ to b on his personal panel.

……

Brother Zhu made up his mind and gritted his teeth.

"Man! If you make a mistake, you have to admit it! She is my sister, not to mention 15 years, but 50 years.

I'm waiting for her too, I'm waiting for her to come back. "

As soon as the words fell, Su Zijin's words followed.

"But... Xiao Ru thinks so?"

Su Zijin changed the words again, but this time the words were changed differently.

He made targeted changes. His understanding of the character at the moment is like a transformation, and the whole person seems to be one with the character, but he seems to be out of the world.

Following these words, Lu Xing slapped down the table on the spot with a smile on his face.

"Awesome! Why didn't I think of that! A simple sentence caused a huge conflict in the relationship between Brother Zhu and Zhu Huiru, bringing the plot to the peak."

Brother Zhu didn't know if he was stunned by Su Zijin's words, or because of the sudden change of words.

Su Zijin said it again, with his right hand resting on the table, and the ring finger of his left hand pointing at Big Brother Zhu.

"Brother Zhu, have you thought about it? Is Xiaoru willing to squat for 15 years?
For a young girl, it is not 15 years, it is a lifetime! "

Changed the word again!

At this moment, Su Zijin was manipulating the atmosphere on the field as if he had a domain.

As soon as this remark came out, Brother Zhu immediately choked up, and swallowed the words halfway down his throat.

"Xiao Ru, if she really wanted to, she would have stood up when Huang Mao was killed.

There will be no subsequent cover-up of evidence, obstruction of official duties, and destruction of evidence.

I won't be dragged in here either. "

"If she really wanted to, she wouldn't have hesitated and resolutely confronted the police after so many days."

"If she wanted to, she wouldn't ask you any more, faltering and trying to lie to you!
You know she doesn't want to..."

"You know she doesn't want to!"