Summer's Desire

Chapter 16
Twilight is rising.

Ou Chen looked at the sea of ​​cars passing through the window.Is she filming or has she returned home?Housekeeper Shen should have prepared her meals according to the recipe he set. Will she eat more tonight? She doesn't seem to have gained weight in the past few weeks, but she has become more lethargic than before.

Compared to before...

His eyes dimmed, and countless pictures flashed through his mind.

Under the cherry blossom tree many years ago, she threw the green lace into the night sky with hatred in her eyes, and told him that she would forgive him only if he died...

For Xiaocheng's kidney replacement operation, she knelt down slowly in front of him, but he told her that she would have to get that kidney unless she married him...

She had a high fever for several days and nights, because Xiaocheng refused to accept the kidney recalled by her marriage, she fell into a coma in the hospital bed, crying like a child...

After Xiaocheng passed away, she sat in front of the window all day and all night, neither eating nor drinking, never sleeping, pale and emaciated like a wisp of smoke that dissipated at any time...

Ou Chen closed his eyes tightly, gulped down the strong whiskey, burning from his throat to his stomach.He wanted so much to stay by her side, to watch her eat, watch her read scripts, and watch her sleep. As long as he could see her every day, he would trade everything for that kind of happiness.

However, how long will he be wrong...

Does it have to be that every time she falls into a breakdown, he can sadly decide to let her go free, and when she gets better, he has to tie her tightly again and not let her leave until her next breakdown.

Like a vicious cycle of magic.

And when will he really let go, he doesn't know if he can really do it.

The night is getting darker.

Ou Chen tiredly closed the documents in front of him. Only by devoting himself to official duties can he temporarily forget his inner struggle.He stood up, picked up his coat, and saw the stars outside the window.At ten thirty, when he comes home, she should be asleep.

He walked out of the office while putting on his coat.

"Chairman!"

The secretary stood up hastily.

Ou Chen's pupils tightened, and he stopped abruptly, not because of the secretary's shout, but because of the familiar figure curled up on the couch receiving the guests!
"Madam came here after six o'clock in the afternoon. I wanted to inform you, but Madam didn't want me to disturb you, so..." the secretary explained embarrassingly.

On a black leather couch.

Yin Xiamo fell asleep curled up like a baby, her breathing was very even, there seemed to be a peaceful smile on the corner of her lips, her hands were folded on her chest, as if she was having a sweet dream.Ou Chen squatted in front of her with heartache, and touched her hand, the cold temperature made him startled!
"Why don't you cover her with a quilt? Even if you don't have a quilt at hand, you should go out and buy it right away!" Afraid of waking her who was sleeping, Ou Chen angrily lowered his voice.

"I……"

The secretary trembled with fear.Because Simon has recently taken over a lot of Ou Chen's work and frequently went abroad, she was temporarily assigned. I heard that Ou Chen dotes on his wife before, but I didn't expect it to be like this...

"go out!"

Ou Chen suppressed his anger, took off his coat, and carefully covered Yin Xiamo's body.His movements were very light, but she still gradually woke up, because she had been waiting for him, she did not sleep deeply.

"……your get off work is done!"

She stared blankly at him for a few seconds, her eyes suddenly filled with joy, she hurriedly struggled to sit up from the sofa, combed her long hair with her fingers, and said awkwardly: "Ah, I fell asleep, didn't I? I don't know what's wrong , I really like to sleep lately."

Ou Chen wrapped her tightly in his coat, feeling her body gradually warming up, and said hoarsely: "You will catch cold when you sleep like this. Why didn't you go home, but came here? If you come, let the secretary notify you Why did I have to wait so long?"

""Painting Landscape" is finished today," Yin Xiamo said with a bright smile, raising her face, "I don't need to go to filming anymore."

"You came here just to tell me the news?" He was stunned.

"Yes, I can concentrate on raising my baby at home in the future, and I can also visit you often." Her smile was gentle from the corners of her lips to the bottom of her eyes.

"Xia Mo……"

"It seems like I haven't seen you for a long, long time." She gently held his hand, the light in her eyes was as beautiful as the stars outside the window, "Baby misses you very much, and I also... miss you very much."

"Xia Mo……"

Ou Chen's heart was hot and warm, and painful again and again. Does she know how difficult it is for him to make up his mind? Looking at her smile, he can't help but want to become a devil again and imprison her All free!Struggling to look away from her smiling face, his throat was hoarse and tight, and he couldn't speak for a long time.

"Ah, I'm so hungry, let's go eat, shall we?"

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, Yin Xiamo was still smiling, but her heart was full of twists and turns.In fact, she could vaguely guess what Ou Chen was thinking, that she had hurt him too much before, and it might take more time to make up for those wounds.

Now she has time.

She will use all her efforts to make him happy.

"Okay, let's go home right away."

As soon as he heard that she was hungry, Ou Chen didn't care much, and nervously took out his mobile phone, intending to ask Butler Shen to cook again immediately, so that they can eat as soon as they go back.But she stood up, pulled him up from the couch, and said coquettishly with a smile:
"Don't eat at home tonight, how about going to Yunnan Restaurant? I really want to eat the steam pot chicken there, I haven't eaten it for a long time!"

That night he and she had dinner at a restaurant in Yunnan.

Red dining tables, golden lanterns, waiters in national costumes serving dishes quietly, no other guests around, as if it was completely his and her world.The fragrant steam pot chicken, fried fish with lemongrass grass, and the unique bridge bridge rice noodle, she ate happily, talking and laughing, telling interesting stories during the shooting of "Painting Landscape", he listened quietly, staring at her touchingly smile.

When I got home, it was almost twelve o'clock at night.

Ou Chen carried her out of the car, who was sleepy and sleepy, carefully carried her up to the second floor, carefully put her on the bed, gently changed her pajamas, pulled up the quilt and covered her Body, carefully tucked around her neck.

Yin Xiamo squirmed a few times in a daze.

Struggling as if trying to wake up, she grabbed his hand, her eyes still could not be opened, and she murmured in a half-dream and half-awake state:
"...Don't go...I've always...wanted to see you..."

All night, she held Ou Chen's hand.

Sleeping like the sleeping princess in a fairy tale.

Ou Chen sat by her bed.

The moonlight shone quietly on her face.

*** ***
After that night, Ou Chen spent more and more time at home, even if he left for meetings and business affairs, he would try to come back as much as possible.

The breath of spring is getting stronger and the weather is getting warmer. Yin Xiamo sprinkles water for the flowers and plants in the garden every day. The thin stream of water from the watering can is reflected by the sun in colorful light.Whenever there are flowers in full bloom, she will happily drag Ou Chen to see them, smiling contentedly.

When Ou Chen was at home, she was more often by his side, watching movies with him, talking about childhood, or peeling fruits for him to eat.But he always refused to let her use the fruit knife, no matter how much she insisted, he was the one who finally peeled and cut the fruit.

One day, Yin Xiamo was surprised to find that Ou Chen had already prepared a baby room.

"So cute……"

Pink floral curtains, pink wallpaper, chiffon bows tied around the cradle bed, all kinds of cute toys are hung above, and soft white wool carpets are laid on the floor.There are countless exquisite baby clothes in the closet, pink and tender, so cute.In the bathroom, there is a pink baby swimming pool, a pink baby bathtub, all kinds of baby toiletries, even diapers are prepared, and it is also a lovely pink.

Yin Xiamo stared blankly at the room that Ou Chen had furnished at some time.

Suddenly she laughed, glanced at him, and said:
"But, are you so sure that the baby is a girl? What if it's a boy, let him use pink too?"

Ou Chen smiled, took her hand, and went to the next room.

Yin Xiamo was stunned again.

It was almost an identically furnished room, except this one was all powder blue.Powder blue grid curtains, powder blue wallpaper, powder blue cradle bed, and a soft white wool carpet on the floor.There are countless exquisite baby clothes in the closet, but they are all worn by boys.In the bathroom, there is a powder blue baby swimming pool, a powder blue baby bathtub, various baby toiletries, and the diapers are also powder blue.

"If it's a boy, stay in this room; if it's a girl, stay in the room just now." Ou Chen said with a smile, he looked tenderly at the cradle bed in the center of the room, as if there was a newborn baby in it, and in his eyes Yin Xiamo couldn't help but clenched his hand tightly with that look of anticipation and longing.

"The room is well furnished, you must have put a lot of thought into it."

She sighed softly. These two rooms were on the other side of the second floor. They used to be spare guest rooms. I don't know when he transformed them into baby rooms.

"As long as you like it."

Seeing her joyful expression, Ou Chen's palm was slightly hot.However, he actually prepared more.

"I love so much!"

Yin Xiamo walked to the closet, gently touched the baby's little clothes, thought for a while, turned around and smiled and said to him, "It's just that you are too impatient, you don't need to prepare so early, or we will know the baby's clothes in a few days." sex."

some days...

Ou Chen's eyes dimmed.

*** ***
Just one month before the annual Golden Deer Film Festival, the most grand in China, "Painting Landscape" was successfully released!

Because of the large-scale publicity in the early stage, because of the word-of-mouth of Director Wu, and because of the strong appeal of Luo Xi's comeback, "Painting Realm" was extremely popular before it was released, and the pre-screening was as high as 60.00%. .

Although the heroine Yin Xiamo's popularity is slightly weak, her legendary experience of falling in love with Luo Xi and marrying into a wealthy family also aroused the public's curiosity enough.

But the real sensation of "Painting Landscape" came after its official screening.

The story told by the film is both real and unreal, with twists and turns and touching. The shots that perfectly blend reality and fantasy, unexpected turning point, tearful emotion and finally moving ending have shocked countless audiences!The superb acting skills of the male and female protagonists and the emotions fully integrated into the film's story have won many praises!
"Painting Landscape" swept away the embarrassment of the poor reputation of domestic blockbusters in the past. Not only did the box office rise all the way, it even broke records, and even the praise rating broke the record for domestic films!
Therefore, at the upcoming Golden Deer Film Festival, "Painting Realm" was nominated for the Best Film Award, Best Director Award, Best Actor Award, Best Actress Award, etc. With more than a dozen nominations, only last year's "Grand Events" starring Luo Xi can compete for the limelight.

Yin Xiamo didn't care about these things.

She began to worry about Ou Chen.

He has always stayed in a few places such as the study, bedroom and living room, but this day after she woke up from a nap, she saw him walking alone to a room at the end of the corridor on the first floor, and he hadn't come out for a long time.

He hesitated for a while.

She finally walked to that room and knocked on the door. Ou Chen came out and saw her with a surprised and flustered expression.

She saw behind him.

"This is……"

Yin Xiamo walked in suspiciously.

It turned out to be a well-decorated children's room!All kinds of things in the room are prepared for children at least three years old. There are a few cute dolls on the bedside, and there are all kinds of hair clips that little girls like on the small dressing table. The small desk is full of All kinds of stationery, and there is an open diary on the table, it seems that Ou Chen is writing something in it just now.

Seeing Ou Chen put away the notebook on the table calmly, Yin Xiamo suddenly felt uneasy. Thinking of the two baby rooms upstairs, she was startled, and asked:
"This is a room for girls. Have you also prepared a children's room for boys?"

Sure enough, on the opposite side of this children's room, she found a room that belonged to a boy.Everything is ready in the room, stationery, clothes, toys, computers for children, books for children, and even a children's bicycle in the corner.

"Ou Chen..."

Yin Xiamo looked at him in surprise.

"...Why did you decorate the children's room so early? Is there something wrong?"

"No, just furnishing these rooms makes me feel happy."

Ou Chen touched the little brown bear on the bedside of the crib, and said with a smile.Little by little, he prepared the things in these rooms by himself, and the thought of the baby being able to use them in the future filled his heart with joy and satisfaction.

Staring fixedly at his smile.

Yin Xiamo frowned slightly.

There must be something wrong, why is he so anxious to prepare the baby's clothes from infancy to four or five years old before the baby is born?Could it be that he...

Although his performance was impeccable, the gloom in his eyes never faded away.Could it be that what she has done is not enough, is it that he still cares about the past between her and Luo Xi...

On this day, when Butler Shen gave Yin Xiamo the invitation card for the award ceremony from the Golden Deer Film Festival Organizing Committee, she was watering the plants in the living room.Looking at the golden invitation card, she thought for a while and asked Butler Shen:
"Has Ou Chen gone out?"

Steward Shen replied respectfully: "The young master didn't go out."

"Is he in the study or the bedroom?"

"..." Butler Shen hesitated for a moment, then said, "It seems that they are not here."

"Ok?"

Yin Xiamo was startled, and said:
"Okay, I know."

There was no Ouchen in the study and bedroom, no Ouchen on the balcony, no Ouchen in the two baby rooms on the second floor, she walked down the stairs, at the end of the corridor on the first floor, the door of one of the children's rooms was blown by the afternoon wind A crack was blown open.

Ou Chen sat alone in front of the children's desk.

He seems to be writing a letter.

He wrote very slowly, as if the pen was very heavy, as if every word had been thought about for a long time, the afternoon sun shone on his lonely back, revealing a faint, yet frighteningly melancholy.

Yin Xiamo looked at him silently.

Through that door, she seemed to suddenly feel who the letter was addressed to and what the letter was about.She clenched her fingers tightly, letting the tingling pain in her palm overwhelm the writhing pain in her heart.After waiting for a long time, she finally knocked lightly on the door.

"May I come inside?"

Yin Xiamo said softly, watching him put the letter into the children's desk before opening the door and walking in, as if she hadn't seen anything, she smiled and said to him:
"Do you have time the night after tomorrow?"

"...?"

Ou Chen helped her sit down on the children's bed, her abdomen was slightly swollen, although she still looked so peaceful and beautiful.

Yin Xiamo shook the golden invitation card in her hand, and said happily:
"I was nominated for the Best Actress Award at the Golden Deer Film Festival. The organizing committee invited me to attend the awards ceremony the day after tomorrow. Would you like to come with me?"

Ou Chen was silent for a moment, and said:

"Won't Luo Xi accompany you?"

"You are my husband, and I hope to attend with you," she said with a shy smile, holding his hand. "Of course I may not win the award, but if I do, I hope you can sit down." Be there, watch the moment."

"..."

Ou Chen stared at her, for a moment, he wanted to promise her so much, to be by her side, to witness her dazzling moment.However, since he has already made a decision, no amount of nostalgia will only add to the sadness.

"That night... I have something to do and I can't go."

He averted her eyes dejectedly.

"Can't we reschedule?" She was a little disappointed.

"sorry."

"...It doesn't matter, I might not win the prize anyway," she said coquettishly, shaking his hand, "If there is such a chance next time, you must accompany me, okay?"

"……it is good."

Ou Chen agreed to her hoarsely, a deep pain slowly passed through his heart.

*** ***
As the Golden Deer Film Festival approaches, there are more and more speculations and analyzes about who will win the awards.

The competition for the best picture is most likely to be between "Grand Events" and "Painting Landscape". "Great Events in the World" has grand scenes and epic stories. This kind of big-budget film made with huge sums of money has always been the darling of the market, and this type of film has always won a lot in previous film festivals.And "Painting Landscape", as a newly released film, turned out to be very popular and stole the limelight. Both the box office and the reviews were exceptionally good, and it was called a rare masterpiece in recent years.Both films have their supporters, but "Painted Landscape" seems to have the upper hand.

The ownership of the Best Actor Award is the least controversial in the media. With his wonderful performances in "Great Events in the World" and "Painting Landscape", Luo Xi was nominated twice at the same time. This is the first time in the history of the Golden Deer Film Festival .The media believes that whether Luo Xi won the award for "Painting Landscape" or for "Grand Events in the World", he deserves his name. He has completely broken away from the shackles of appearance and image, and his inner acting skills are amazing.

The most controversial is the attribution of the best actress award.Shen Qiang, who stepped into the film world for the first time, had an outstanding performance in "A Great Event in the World", while Yin Xiamo's performance in "Painting Realm" was also sincere and touching.What makes the media even more interested is that both of them are inextricably linked with Luo Xi——

One is the rumored girlfriend who has been rumored for many years. Although she has never been personally confirmed by Luo Xi, she still appears by his side from time to time until today.

One is Luo Xi's girlfriend who was publicly admitted in front of the world, who had been dating intimately, but suddenly abandoned Luo Xi to marry into a wealthy family.It was reported that Luo Xi committed suicide in despair and sadly decided to bid farewell to the showbiz. It is said that Luo Xi returned to star in "Painting" this time because of her.

Who is Luo Xi's true destiny, who is Luo Xi's current heart, who will win the best actress crown, and who will hold Luo Xi's arm and walk on the Avenue of Stars at the awards ceremony together? It's a hot topic!

In the anticipation of the crowd, the day of the awards ceremony of the Golden Deer Film Festival has finally arrived.

In the afternoon, the Avenue of Fame covered with red carpets began to be crowded with reporters and videographers from various media, surrounded by microphones, cameras and video cameras!

Countless movie fans and fans crowded both sides of the Avenue of Stars. They chanted all kinds of slogans and held up countless fluorescent signs. Before the stars started to enter the arena, their throats were a little hoarse!

Twilight falls.

The lights on both sides of the Avenue of Stars are turned on!

The red carpet was illuminated with bright lights, fans and fans cheered and crowded together, and the sound like waves made the scene extremely warm!Numerous security guards stood ready to keep reporters and movie fans out of the Avenue of Stars!

The outfield host of the awards ceremony stood on the temporary red stage and excitedly introduced the guests. With her enthusiastic voice, the stars came from the other end of the red carpet one after another!

Watching the familiar stars on the screen walk by one by one, the fans waved the fluorescent cards with their names on them, screaming and cheering, the stars dressed up one by one, walked gracefully, and waved to the fans with a smile , The cameras in the hands of the reporters flickered like a sea of ​​stars, and the flashes one after another made the Avenue of Stars a sea of ​​light!

Yao Shu'er appeared holding Zeni's arm. She was wearing a long green dress and a corolla made of pink flowers and green leaves on her head.When fans shouted her name enthusiastically, she smiled like a flower and waved gently.

There are many newcomers in the music scene, but she still occupies a place, and a new song was shortlisted in the newly concluded Golden Melody Awards Ceremony.Since last year, she has gradually developed into the film industry, and she has played supporting roles in one or two films. The roles are not important, but her performance has already received a lot of recognition.

When the stars appear in the night.

Wei'an appeared on the Avenue of Stars holding the arm of Jiang Zhongming, a rookie in the film industry. She was still wearing a bright red dress, with long black agate necklaces stacked on her chest, making her as proud and unruly as ever.Although she was entangled in the scandal for a time, her excellent singing ability and tenacious character finally made her rise again, and her new album ranked in the top five on the charts.

The stars entered one after another.

The reporters were excitedly taking pictures and interviewing, while waiting for Luo Xi, Shen Qiang and Yin Xiamo, the most watched stars to appear. Who will Luo Xi accompany on the Avenue of Stars?

The black vehicle drove slowly.

"We entered the Golden Melody Awards together last time, and you won the Best Newcomer Award. Tonight you will definitely win the Best Actress award."

In the car, Pan Nan said to Yin Xiamo confidently.She is very optimistic about Xia Mo's performance in "Painting Landscape". In her eyes, this year's Golden Deer Best Actress must be Xia Mo.

"Shen Qiang's performance is outstanding. Although I haven't watched the films of the other three candidates, they are also well-reviewed by the outside world." Yin Xiamo smiled and looked at Pan Nan.She was dressed in a white princely attire, with a golden medallion on her chest, and white boots on her slender legs. She was handsome and handsome, with a neutral beauty that blurred her gender.

"It's more likely that you will be nominated for Best Supporting Actress. I bought a disc and watched "Black and White Road" a few days ago. The little fish you played in it is very different from your personality, but it is very vivid." Yin Xiamo She feels that Pan Nan has a bright future. She is very down-to-earth. Even though she debuted as an idol singer, she has been working hard on singing and singing. In just over a year, she has become a little queen in the music industry. It has achieved good results.

"Really? Hahahaha," Pan Nan laughed heartily, "Actually, I really want to win an award, but after hearing your evaluation, I am satisfied even if I don't get an award!"

The vehicle slowly drove towards the destination.

In front is the dedicated parking lot for the stars participating in the awards ceremony, where the stars get out of the car, make some preparations and touch up their makeup, and then officially enter the venue through the aisle of the Avenue of Stars.According to regulations, fans and reporters are not allowed to enter here, but when Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan got out of the car, they heard bursts of loud noises!

Four or five reporters surrounded a figure in a purple silk dress and asked questions in a hurry, with malicious ridicule in their tone.

"Miss An, why did the award ceremony organizing committee prevent you from entering? Did you forget to bring your invitation card?"

"There are rumors that you have been struggling recently and secretly took a batch of old jewelry and clothes to sell. Is this true?"

"I heard that your affair with a certain real estate tycoon was discovered by his wife, and he slapped you in public. The tycoon also broke up with you. Is this true?"

"Why didn't the organizing committee of the awards ceremony send you an invitation card, and you're still coming tonight?"

"..."

"..."

Embarrassing questions were thrown at the purple figure like cannonballs. Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan who came out of the car looked at each other, knowing who that person was.Sure enough, the reporters shouted after they found Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, abandoning the man and crowding around, the man turned around, his well-dressed makeup couldn't hide his haggardness and embarrassment, it wasn't An Huini!

"Xia Mo, didn't you show up with Luo Xi? Why is it with Pan Nan?" The reporters asked in amazement, and Yin Xiamo suddenly found that among the reporters was Fang Jinhua, whom he hadn't seen for a long time.

"Do you think you're going to win the Best Actress award?"

"There are rumors that your marriage with Ou Chen is in crisis. What's the situation?"

"It is said that Ou Chen has transferred all the shares of Leo Company under his name and several other companies to you, and many properties have also been transferred to your name. Have you heard?" Fang Jinhua stared at Yin Xiamo with eyes wide open. There was an indescribable feeling in Li, as if she was not just asking questions as a reporter, but wanted to let her know about it.

Yin Xiamo's heart tightened!
Thinking of Ou Chen's recent behavior, she couldn't help but clenched the phone in her handbag tightly. The phone was turned off to silent, but as long as there was a vibration, she would be able to detect it.

When the other reporters heard what Fang Jinhua said, they couldn't help but looked at each other in blank dismay.The various reports since Fang Jinhua's debut were almost groundless. They became more excited, surrounded Yin Xiamo tightly, and asked:

"Is this really the case?!"

"Have you already decided to divorce, so you are dividing the property?!"

"Is the marriage change related to Luo Xi?!"

"..."

"..."

When the reporters surrounded Yin Xiamo excitedly, Pan Nan protected her behind her and was about to reprimand the reporters for breaking into the parking lot despite the rules, but An Huini, who was left out of the crowd, pushed aside the reporters and rushed in!
"Yin Xiamo!"

An Huini stared at Yin Xiamo with deep hatred in her eyes.The reporters hurriedly silenced, quieted down and waited for the war between the two women.Yin Xiamo looked at An Huini and sighed in his heart, every time he met An Huini, troubles would happen for no reason.

Anhui Ni bit her lips tightly, her face turned red and then pale, her body trembled suddenly, tears flowed from her eyes sadly, she cried and said:
"Yin Xiamo, can you let me go? Even if I did something wrong before, you let me go and give me a way out! Please don't let Ou Chen block me again. I still have to support my family. My parents are not in good health. Alright, don't kill me, let me live, okay?..."

Anhui Ni burst into tears.

The mournful cry made all the reporters dumbfounded at first, and then they all took pictures of An Huini who was full of tears!The big news is that the outdated star An Huini cried and begged for mercy to her former enemy Yin Xiamo!
"Have you had enough trouble?"

Pan Nan protected Yin Xiamo, looked at An Huini with a frown, and said:
"What are you doing, are you going to use Xia Mo to be on the hot search? You have been trying to hurt her from the beginning to the end, but you just shot yourself in the foot! And your acting skills are too good." It's too bad, crying is so hypocritical!"

"puff--"

The reporters couldn't help laughing.

An Huini was in extreme embarrassment, for a moment she didn't know whether she should continue to cry, her facial expression froze, whether the tears would flow or not, it was indescribably funny.

"Dry your tears."

Taking out a tissue and handing it to her, Yin Xiamo said calmly:
"If you put all this energy into acting, no one can block you."

Anhui Ni stared blankly at the tissue.

She stretched out her hand tremblingly, trying to take the tissue from Yin Xiamo's hand, but suddenly threw Yin Xiamo's hand away forcefully, screaming like crazy:
"I have no chance! I have no chance again! You killed me! I will never forgive you! Ou Chen ruined me! He refused to give me a way out! Yin Xiamo! I swear I will revenge!!!!"

The scene was chaotic and out of control, the security guards of the awards ceremony finally rushed over from the gate of the parking lot where they were stationed, pulled away the crazy Anhui Ni, and also invited out the reporters who sneaked in from nowhere.An Huini cried and shouted while the security guards dragged her until she disappeared, and the sharp voice still came faintly...

*** ***
Night falls.

Stars rise.

On the red Avenue of Fame, there are flashing lights shining like a sea of ​​stars, star-studded stars, and the cheers of movie fans and fans are more than one wave!Although every female star is well-dressed and well-dressed, but when Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan appeared on the red carpet hand in hand, they still attracted the amazement of reporters and fans on both sides of the road!

Yin Xiamo wore a Greek-style light blue chiffon dress with a high waist, which complemented her slender figure. She wore a string of pearl necklaces around her neck, and her hair was very long, beautifully curled around her waist like seaweed.She didn't make up too much, nor did she put on a lot of makeup like other female stars, but the simple dress made her skin like creamy skin, and her eyes were like morning stars. In the avenue of stars full of beauties, it is impossible to look at her Move away from her.

She and Pan Nan walked side by side holding hands.

Pan Nan is like a prince pretending to be a princess. He is handsome, sunny, handsome and charming. When they walk together, they complement each other perfectly.

"Xia Mo! Pan Nan! Look here!"

"Smile!"

"Be more intimate, Pan Nan's hand is on Xia Mo's shoulder! OK!"

"..."

The reporters yelled loudly, asking Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, who were walking slowly, to pose in various poses. The flashlights made people dizzy, and they smiled and satisfied the reporters' requests one by one.After the photo was taken, the reporters shouted for them to come over for routine interviews, while guessing that since Yin Xiamo appeared with Pan Nan, then Luo Xi must appear with Shen Qiang on the Avenue of Stars!
Just thinking like this——

"Luoxi—!"

"Lolo—! We love you——!!"

Earth-shattering shouts suddenly erupted like a tsunami!The reporters were all startled by the loud shouts!Yin Xiamo looked towards the Avenue of Stars following the sound, and it was Luo Xi who was walking slowly!

On the Avenue of Stars as bright as day.

Bright red carpet.

Luo Xi, who was wearing a black dress, came alone. There was a faint smile on his lips, and he waved humbly to the countless fans who called his name, like light and fog, as if there was a kind of shocking charm emanating from his face. A smile emanated from his gestures.

The shouts shook the mountains and the ground shook!
The two sides of the Avenue of Stars suddenly went crazy!
The order at the scene suddenly became chaotic!

The security guards desperately blocked the fans who wanted to rush in!
"Shh-"

Luo Xi lightly made a silent gesture with her fingers on her lips, then stretched out her palm and pressed it down.Miraculously, the fanatical fans became quiet. They no longer tried desperately to get out of the control of the security guards, but shouted at the top of their lungs:

"Lolo—!!!!!! We love you——!!!!!!"

"We'll support you forever--!!!!"

"Lolo——!!! We will follow you for the rest of our lives!!!"

"..."

"..."

The fans were still crying and shouting his name like a landslide and tsunami. Luo Xi had already walked to the interview area where the reporters were.He saw Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, walked over to them with a smile, and greeted them. The reporters would not let go of this good opportunity, and shouted for the three of them to take a photo together.

"nervous?"

Luo Xi complied with the reporters' request and hugged Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan's shoulders, showing his signature smile to the camera, staring at Yin Xiamo and whispering while changing positions.

"Don't be nervous," Yin Xiamo replied while smiling at the shining camera, "But first I want to congratulate you on winning the Best Actor Award."

"It's not necessarily him!"

While dealing with the cameras of the reporters, Pan Nan jokingly interjected:

"Maybe this kid Luo Xi has a big upset and loses, and it will be embarrassing to think of your congratulations, haha."

The three finally escaped from the siege of the reporters, and when they were about to enter the auditorium of the awards ceremony, another wave of heat came from the Avenue of Stars!
This time it was Shen Qiang and Boss Xia who came.

Shen Qiang was wearing a black evening dress as usual, a diamond brooch on her chest gleamed dazzlingly under the flashlight, her slender neck was half-raised coldly, and the long skirt swayed charmingly on the red carpet.

She didn't pay much attention to the reporters and fans, she walked and whispered to Boss Xia, and arrived at the reporter's interview area in a short while.Looking up to see Luo Xi, Yin Xiamo and Pan Nan, Shen Qiang didn't show any surprise in her expression, her eyes swept over Yin Xiamo's face lightly, and just said hello to Luo Xi:
"You came."

Luo Xi smiled and said:

"You are here too."

Shen Qiang ignored any reporter's request to take pictures of her, and walked towards the awards ceremony auditorium with Luo Xi, Xia Mo, and Pan Nan, holding Boss Xia's arm.Luo Xi, Shen Qiang and Yin Xiamo appeared at the same moment on the same occasion!The reporters didn't care about Shen Qiang's indifferent attitude, they all raised their cameras and snapped snaps at the backs of the three of them! !

There is no room for five people to walk side by side in the aisle of the auditorium.

Yin Xiamo slowed down.

So Luo Xi and Shen Qiang walked to the front.

Luo Xi turned her head and glanced at Yin Xiamo, but she calmly looked at the rows of seats beside which many celebrities were already sitting. When she turned her gaze back, she happened to meet Boss Xia's gaze.

"Miss Yin, I'm sorry to hear about Brother Ling."

Boss Xia said in a low voice.

Yin Xiamo was startled, she looked at Boss Xia, and felt a sudden pain in her heart, a thousand thoughts flashed by, and after a few seconds of pause, she said quietly:
"Thank you for your concern."

"...Maybe it's very abrupt to ask like this," Boss Xia hesitated, "But I want to know, what did you come to see me for last time at the RBS [-]th Anniversary Taiwan celebration dinner?"

When he read on Weibo that Yin Xiamo’s younger brother, Yin Cheng, had undergone a kidney transplant operation, in retrospect it was at that time, various speculations flashed through his mind, and there was a kind of uneasy thought made by the memories of more than ten years ago. Be strong!
"It's all over, please forget it."

After finishing speaking, Yin Xiamo turned around to greet Pan Nan, and walked to the seat with her name written on it.She walked quickly, and no one noticed her suddenly clenched fingers and pale lips.

She didn't want to disappoint Xiao Cheng in the kingdom of heaven.

but--

She couldn't get rid of the hatred in her heart.

*** ***
The dark blue curtains were gently blown by the night wind.

A simple suitcase sits in one corner of the wall.

This is her bedroom.

Here he had the best night of his life.

Ou Chen slowly looked at everything in the room, her wardrobe, her slippers, the supplies of her dressing table, the lilies on her bedside table, the two frames next to the lilies, and in one frame were her and Xiao Cheng , in a picture frame was the groom, and he hugged her in a snow-white wedding dress in front of the church door.

Staring at her in that photo for a long time.

There were bursts of tearing pain in Ou Chen's heart, as if a heart had been torn open, and dark blood kept gushing out.

Occasionally her face flashed across the TV screen in the bedroom.

The awards ceremony has officially begun.

The awards were announced one by one, and the speeches and testimonials of the host, award presenters, and award-winning stars were like rustling noises. Ou Chen sat on the side of her bed, holding her breath, and tried to capture every passing moment of hers. shot.

A house full of stars.

She is as calm and beautiful as water.

I only saw her three times in total, one time she was smiling, one time she was applauding, and one time she was silently lost in thought, no matter what her demeanor and movements were, she was so beautiful that it seemed as if she could freeze time.Or, he hopes that time can stop forever like this, let him forget his decision, forget everything, even if he just looks at her on the TV screen like this.

The night is getting late.

It was typed out before the commercial break at the awards ceremony, and the awards to be handed out after a short break were Best Actress and Best Actor.

The party has unknowingly entered the backstage.

Why does time always fly like an arrow every time I want it to go slower, and even the clock on her dressing table is ticking fast, reminding Ou Chen that that moment is approaching.

In the auditorium of the awards ceremony.

More than a dozen gorgeous chandeliers illuminated the hall like a palace. As the Best Actress awards were about to be announced, the atmosphere in the Best Actress candidate area suddenly became tense. Although Shen Qiang looked calm, her breathing Still getting a little rushed.

Shen Qiang adjusted her breathing, looked at the other candidates around her, and saw that they were trying to maintain a smile, but their stiff posture still showed that they were equally nervous.

Except for Yin Xiamo...

Shen Qiang looked at her suspiciously, and saw that she seemed to be a little distracted, as if she was not present, but was thinking about something else.I really don't understand Yin Xiamo, is she distracted and not nervous at such a moment?

However, Shen Qiang suddenly noticed that Yin Xiamo's hands were tightly clutching her handbag, and she thought to herself, it turned out to be nothing more than that, but it was better to cover up.

Yin Xiamo tightly held the mobile phone in her handbag.

Whenever a call came in, she would feel the vibration immediately.She didn't know what decision he would make, maybe she shouldn't have come to tonight's awards ceremony in the first place.

Thinking in a trance.

It seemed that the host of the awards ceremony was saying something excitedly, and it seemed that the bright beams of spotlights shone dazzlingly on her and her surroundings. She was just thinking about what kind of decision he would make.

"Now it's up to me to announce that the winner of the Best Actress award is——!"

On the TV screen, the award presenters excitedly looked at the award envelope in their hands, their voices were high-pitched and excited, and the camera switched to several candidates for Best Actress in a Leading Role. The face was irradiated in a circular manner, and the background music suddenly became tense!

Ou Chen stood up and stared closely at her in the camera.

Sitting in the red velvet seat, in the snow-bright beams that turned from time to time, she seemed to be thinking about something absently, with fog in her eyes.

On the TV, the faces of the five female stars were cut onto the screen at the same time.

"The winner of the Best Actress Award is——!"

Along with the excited voices of the award presenters, the background music played a tense and suffocating rhythm!
"—Miss Yin Xiamo!"

The sharp and dazzling beams of light immediately focused on Yin Xiamo's body!

The shots of the other four female stars disappeared.

Yin Xiamo's close-up shot quickly expanded to cover the entire screen!

There was a wave of applause!

All the stars present looked at her, smiled, and applauded her!
There was thunderous applause in her ears, and the intense and dazzling spotlight beams shone on Yin Xiamo's face for a long time. She squinted her eyes in a trance, and her wandering thoughts were gradually pulled back by the fiery atmosphere of the scene.She looked around and saw that everyone was smiling and applauding her. The voice of the host said loudly on the stage, "Miss Yin Xiamo, please come on stage to accept the award!"

Yin Xiamo stood up slowly.

At this moment, it was suddenly like being in a dream.

Several female stars who were nominated at the same time stood up and hugged her excitedly. Shen Qiang also reached out to hold her hand and said:

"congratulations."

Thunderous applause!

Yin Xiamo walked in the aisle covered with red carpet.

Pan Nan smiled happily and applauded vigorously, finally couldn't help but rushed out and gave her a big hug!

Yao Shu'er smiled and waved to her!

Vivian blew her a kiss!
Ling Hao, who hadn't seen him for a long time, also smiled and applauded!

Zeni made a big clap gesture, and the ruby ​​between his fingers was shining brilliantly!

Director Wu and Zhong Ya also stood up and hugged her!
She on the TV screen became the focus of the audience, the spotlight followed her all the time, so many people hugged and congratulated her warmly, she smiled and responded politely one by one, in the bright light, Luo Xi stared at her and hugged her tightly All of a sudden, she smiled and whispered something in her ear, and she answered something with a smile, and then walked onto the podium.

Ou Chen quietly looked at her on the screen.

She is so beautiful.

After all, she shouldn't belong to him alone. When he cut off her wings, he also extinguished all her light.

She took the golden deer trophy from the presenter.

She humbly thanked the presenter, who smiled and congratulated her, then stepped back to give her time to say thank you.

Gorgeous awards stage.

Huge brilliant crystal chandelier.

Golden microphones stand up among the blooming flowers.

A bright beam of light shines on her.

Holding the trophy of the golden deer, she smiled quietly and beautifully as usual.After thanking the director, screenwriter and all the actors and staff of the film "Painting Landscape", she paused, her eyes glistening with moisture:

"I used to think that I would never be able to return to this stage. When I lost the most important person in my life, I thought everything was meaningless. Thank you to my friends who have always been with me and rescued me from despair They made me understand that life itself is the most merciful gift of heaven."

She smiled softly, her smile was as beautiful as the morning light on the sea.

"Perhaps the dead will no longer be able to see the moment I am standing here, but I will continue to work hard to live a good life so that those I love and those who love me can share my smile and happiness, even if he is already in heaven .”

Looking at the camera, she said softly:

"Finally, I want to thank my husband, without you by my side, I wouldn't pick myself up so fast, thank you."

Her gaze was so gentle, like the gentle waves of the sea, staring deeply into his heart through the TV screen.

Ou Chen looked at her silently.

The hand holding the suitcase gradually became stiff.

For a moment.

He thought he saw what he had been longing for in her eyes, but the camera cut and it was Luo Xi's face that appeared on the screen.Luo Xi stared at her, as if she was the only one in his eyes, and that deep and strong emotion seemed to never change even if he was far away from her.

The clock on the dresser was ticking.

Ou Chen stood like a stone sculpture for a long time.

Finally, he gently placed a letter on her bedside table and pressed it with a vase of lilies. Finally, he looked at the bedroom filled with her breath, picked up the suitcase he had already packed, and left sadly. go out.

The door closed gently.

The dark blue curtains were blown up by the night wind.

Lilies bloom peacefully.

The letter pressed under the crystal vase was moved by the wind, as if Night Breeze was reading the contents of the letter.

Xia Mo,

By the time you read this letter, I will be on a flight to France.I can't tell you that I want to leave, I can only write this letter.There are so many things I want to say to you, but when I pick up the pen, I don't know where to start...

Lately, I've been thinking about our past over and over again.

Black vehicles drive in the sea of ​​cars at night.

Ou Chen looked out of the car window.

The window glass was lowered, and the cool night wind ruffled his dark hair.

I remember the first time I met you in that midsummer, when you were a little girl wearing a white tutu skirt, ran out of the tree-lined avenue, and stopped in front of my car with open arms, as beautiful and lovely as a little angel in a fairy tale, It's like a gift from God to me.

It may sound a little ridiculous, but the 14-year-old me fell in love with the 11-year-old you from that moment on.If it is possible, I want to hide you tightly in my palm, not to let anyone see you, not let anyone touch you, not even Xiao Cheng.

You grow up gradually, more and more beautiful, more and more dazzling like a diamond.I gradually began to worry, afraid that someone would see you and find you, and would take you away from me.

And that person finally appeared.

You have unusual feelings for that boy named Luoxi, you will get angry because of him, you will be fascinated because of him, you will beg me because of him, and you will smile because of him.So, jealousy bit my heart, I want to drive him away, not allowing him to stay by your side for one more second.

So, what you said under the cherry blossom tree that night was right. The tragedy happened because of me. It was my possessive desire that destroyed the happiness that was originally held in my hands.

The vehicle is moving forward in the sea of ​​traffic.

The night wind was very strong, blowing violently from the car window.

Ou Chen pursed his lips sadly.

The long green lace danced with the wind, and the gorgeous and complicated patterns fluttered in the night. It was untied from her wrist that night, and he wrapped it around his own wrist again before leaving.

Five years later, I will meet you again.After the car accident, I lost my memory and no longer remember you, but I was attracted by you again and fell in love with you.

But this time, I still made the same mistake.

The strong possessive desire not only did not fade, but intensified.Ban Luoxi, deliberately let him misunderstand the relationship between me and you, knowing who you like, but using Xiaocheng's kidney replacement operation to threaten you to marry me.

When Xiaocheng accused me of using my kidney to threaten you as too despicable, she refused to undergo a kidney transplant operation.

When you have a high fever and are unconscious on the hospital bed.

I have been shaken once, wanting to return my freedom to you.And after you recovered from your illness, seeing your gentle smile and the three of us living together like a family, I hesitated again.I am not willing to leave you, even if I am selfish, I want to be with you forever.

However, it was wrong after all.

When Xiao Cheng passed away, if Luo Xi had been by your side, if someone you liked had guarded you, if I had let go earlier, maybe you would not have been so desperate that you almost collapsed.If you are surrounded by someone you like, for him, you will live a good life.

Ahead is the brightly lit airport waiting hall.

The vehicle stopped slowly.

The uniformed driver got out of the car and opened the door respectfully.Ou Chen walked out silently, and refused the driver to help him carry the suitcase.He asked the driver to leave, and walked into the waiting hall by himself, the wheels of the suitcase made an empty sound on the ground.

Like me, God will even look after me.You have our flesh and blood in your belly, which makes you pick yourself up again, and it makes me start to struggle again.

I know what family means to you.

For the sake of the baby, you will work hard to protect this home, you will always stay by my side, and you will try your best to forget the shadow of that person in your heart.I also desperately want to be with you forever, watching the baby grow up day by day, and guarding you tightly by my side.

But, will this be another mistake.

Your life should not only be enough for your baby. Being able to be with the person you like and spend your life with him is your true and complete happiness.

In the past, as long as I could stay by your side and look at you, it was my greatest happiness, and I could do anything for it.But now, I want to see you live happily, like those in Xiaocheng's paintings, with a happy smile, from the corners of your lips to the bottom of your eyes.

So, here I go.

Although I am not by your side and the baby, I will use my best efforts to love the baby. I am the father of the baby. No matter what decision you make, you and the baby will always be my most cherished people...

The waiting hall at night looks empty.

There is a quiet echo of the footsteps, there are only a few people in the empty hall, and occasionally the boarding reminders of various flights come from the radio, and the night diffuses in through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows.There seemed to be a damp mist in front of his eyes, Ou Chen walked woodenly, the dark crack in his heart was constantly tearing, and at the moment of leaving, he fell down in pain.

"I thought you'd change your mind..."

There was a voice that seemed to come from a distant place, like in a deep sleep dream, but it floated into his ears so clearly.Ou Chen stopped slightly, but didn't look back, just smiled bitterly.He could actually hallucinate, and imagine the voice he most wanted to hear.She should still be at the award ceremony at this moment, how could she be here.

He walked on.

However, the arm was tightly grasped from behind!

Tight!
The strength of the grip and the trembling of the fingers!

It's not like a hallucination...

Ou Chen stood still slowly and looked over hesitantly. Outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows was the dark night. Slowly, he turned his head, like the slow motion in a movie, as if the air had been pulled away, silent, only one The slender figure stood in front of him, as if it were an illusion.

Gradually, the white fog in front of his eyes dissipated.

In the brightly lit waiting hall, the woman who held his arm tightly to prevent him from leaving, was wearing a light blue evening dress and a long dress, her eyes were shining brightly, she was——

Yin Xiamo!
Yin Xiamo, who should still be on the TV screen at this moment!
There were fine beads of sweat on her forehead.

It seemed that she rushed over anxiously, as if she had experienced a frantic search just now, so her cheeks were still flushed, her eyes were still full of fluctuating emotions, her breathing was still a little unsteady, she The fingers on his arm were trembling slightly!

"How will you be here……"

Ou Chen looked at her stiffly, his throat was hoarse.

"I rushed over from the awards show, luckily I made it!"

Yin Xiamo's chest rose and fell rapidly, she raised her head and smiled at him, but her left hand still held his arm tightly, as if she was afraid that he would leave if she let go.

Ou Chen looked at her closely.

Until this moment, he still felt that her appearance was just his hallucination.

"I peeked at that letter and knew you were leaving..." Yin Xiamo apologized and said softly, "I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't peek, but I always feel uneasy. I asked Steward Shen to find you Booked the plane ticket, and please ask him to call me as soon as he sees you leave."

Her eyes fell on the suitcase in his hand, she was startled, and said:
"But I always thought you would change your mind. I thought I would see you when I got home after attending the awards ceremony... How could you really just leave like this, Ou Chen, it's not like you..."

Ou Chen closed his eyes tightly and said hoarsely:

"How can I be like me? Imprisoning you by my side regardless of your wishes, no matter who you like, I have to get you. Is it right to be like me?"

"No, it's not!" Yin Xiamo said in a panic, "That's not what I meant!"

She squeezed his arm even more, as if she was so afraid that she would let him go, and then caught her breath and said:
"...Did you hear what I said to you at the award ceremony? Did I not express myself clearly enough? Ou Chen, without you, I would not be able to recover from the despair of losing Xiaocheng. It was you time after time Help me support me, so please don't leave, okay?"

Ou Chen looked at her nervous expression.

He could see that she really wanted him to stay.

This is enough.

whatever the reason...

This is enough.

"I'm sorry, Xia Mo..."

Ou Chen closed his eyes tightly and said hoarsely:

"...I made a lot of mistakes before, and I can't continue to make mistakes. If I leave, you will be free."

"However, I also did a lot of mistakes." Yin Xiamo stared at him, tenderness mixed with some kind of touch made her heart warm slowly, she said softly, "I didn't tell you, I want to be with you forever Together."

"You don't have to force yourself."

Ou Chen restrained the rushing blood all over his body with rationality, he wanted her true happiness, to be with the person she loved.

"I wanted to tell you this tonight, but I think it would be more romantic if I told you after I won an award." Her smile was a little shy, not like Yin Xiamo, who was always calm, but like a slightly embarrassed girl, " Of course, if I don't get it, I will tell you."

Her hand slipped slowly from his arm.

Hold his palm tightly.

Her palms are warm and warm, like the warm sun, and her voice is also warm like the sun:
"Ou Chen, Luo Xi is already a thing of the past... I admit that I once liked him, but that was before I married you. No matter what the reason for marrying you, I am your wife, and I have... fallen in love with him about you."

Love……

There was a crash in Ou Chen's mind!
Is that what she just said...

"Ou Chen, I didn't force myself," she took a deep breath and said, "I love you, so please don't leave me and the baby alone, okay?"

The world suddenly became so illusory, Ou Chen suddenly lost his square inch, his last sanity and blood surging all over his body made him struggle like in a purgatory of ice and fire!
The waiting hall is as bright as day.

The airport announcement began to invite passengers bound for Paris to board the plane.

Ou Chen's heart suddenly cracked completely, writhing in severe pain, even surpassing the pain at the moment of leaving her!

"But you have no reason to love me."

If she was lying to him, it was the cruelest thing she had ever done!
"My possessiveness is terrible, I have done so many wrong things, how could you love me."

"If everything starts from loving me, if you have already tasted all the pain for me, if you love me so much that you can leave, how can it be impossible for me to love you."

Yin Xiamo stared at him.

There is a smile on the corner of the lips.

There were crystal clear tears in his eyes.

"Do you think I'm really a hard-hearted person?"

Her tears finally defeated him!

Ou Chen hugged her tightly, and hugged her tightly with all his strength, warm water drops fell on her shoulders, his arms tightly wrapped around her body, hoarse and tremblingly said:
"If you're lying to me...if you're lying to me..."

Yin Xiamo also hugged him tightly, whispering on his chest:

"I know you may not believe me now, give me a chance and let me prove it to you, okay?"

In the airport announcement, passengers bound for Paris were repeatedly asked to start boarding.

The empty waiting hall.

The night romantically diffuses in from the huge floor-to-ceiling windows.

He hugged her for a long time.

It seems that we will never be separated again.

"Mom, why are the uncle and aunt hugging each other?"

In the waiting hall, a little girl is holding her mother in one hand and holding a big doll in the other, looking curiously at the hugging couple in front of her.

"Because they are lovers." Mom's smile was inclusive and gentle.

"What is a lover?"

"A lover is someone who loves each other."

"Just like dad loves mom and mom loves dad?"

"Yes."

"Then will I have a lover too?"

"Yes, everyone will find the one they love and live happily with the one they love..."

Passengers and airport workers who passed by that night looked at the pair embracing each other.They must be in love, otherwise the girl's smile would not be so beautiful. Tears glistened in that smile, but it penetrated from the corner of her lips to her eyes.