Fantasy: The Lolita I picked up turned out to be Dao

"I'm already dead..." After realizing this, Yu Xian'er found that the surrounding scene had changed again, and she returned to the dark hut, the hut full of puppets.

This time, instead of being a bystander, Yu Xian'er found that she had really turned into that doll, or in other words, turned back to that doll.

The clock of midnight has already struck, and the legless puppet is pulling itself, it is longing for its own legs, it is longing to become a real person.

"You are already dead, this time, let me live again." Yu Xian'er seemed to hear the legless puppet saying this to herself.

Before Yu Xian'er had time to answer, the next moment, the picture changed again, and it became the moment of dawn, and the sun was about to shine on Yu Xian'er.

The arm of the legless puppet appeared, but there was no heart on the arm. The empty arm pierced directly into Yu Xian'er's chest, and then Yu Xian'er saw that the arm was pulled out from her body, and it was brought out together. And my own heart, a whole heart.

A whole human heart with blood on it.

Yu Xian'er felt an inexplicable pain, and then, the sun shone on her, and she began to burn.

There are also memories burning together, the memories of becoming a human being, the memories of 24 years, and the pictures, starting to burn together with Yuxian'er's body.

Yu Xian'er wanted to yell, but she couldn't feel pain, she couldn't feel sadness, she couldn't feel despair.It seems that the burning memories and the burning body are not my own.

She has lost her heart.

Memories were reduced to ashes, and Yu Xianer was also reduced to ashes.

When she opened her eyes again, Yu Xian'er saw that she had returned to that infinitely white space, but the front and rear doors were gone, and the puppet that resembled herself was standing in front of her, holding a With a heart, a beating heart.

Yu Xian'er lowered her head and saw her chest. There was a big hole in her chest, and it was empty inside.

No blood flowed, nor any pain.

"Would you still have, a second heart? A full heart, a human heart?" the puppet said, but its appearance changed, becoming that of the legless puppet.

Only now it is complete, complete body.Then Yu Xian'er looked at it, and sent the heart in her hand into her chest.

"Is this how human beings feel?" The heart sank into his chest, and the face of the legless puppet seemed to show a satisfied expression.

But the next moment, it seemed to be in pain, holding its head in its hands, trembling non-stop.

"Why, why, why is it so painful to be a human..."

The legless puppet does not understand why there is so much pain, why there is missing, why there is giving up, why there is love that cannot be obtained.

Love, what is love?Why is there love?Why is it so painful to miss, but not willing to give up?

Yu Xian'er stepped forward and hugged the legless puppet.

"Are you in pain? If you feel pain, then you have become a human being." Yu Xian'er hugged the legless puppet and whispered in its ear.

"Obviously, there will be happy things, but why is it still so painful?" the legless puppet asked Yuxian'er.

"That's because happiness is always short-lived, and there will always be differences, separation from happiness and happiness, separation from loved ones, separation from life." Yu Xian'er said, "What awaits us in the end is always death." , whether it’s a human or a puppet.”

"Are you in pain?" the legless puppet raised its head, looked at Yu Xian'er and asked.

There was no expression on its face, but Yu Xian'er seemed to be able to see that tears were shining in its eyes.

"Of course it's painful. It's because of the pain that I feel happiness." Yu Xian'er said with a smile.

"Happiness?" The legless puppet couldn't understand.

"Yes, the happiness of being alive, the happiness of loving." Yu Xian'er said.

"But in your memory, it's all missing and pain. Do you really feel happy when you love someone? Are you deceiving yourself?"

"It is precisely because of this pain that I believe that I still love him and that I have not changed, so that I understand that I am still myself." Yu Xian'er said.

At the same time, Yu Xian'er recalled her previous memories: when she was seven or eight years old, she was reprimanded and spanked by Luo Qin for stealing wine from Luo Qin, and then cried all night; Empress Jianzong cried for many days; found out that she fell in love with Luo Qin after the first love, but didn't know how to express her loss; when she was 17 years old, she went to Zhongzhou alone, and the only reluctance in her heart came from her longing for Luo Qin; The loneliness when drinking Luo Qin's wine alone in the Forgotten Bamboo Forest...

And, when he died, the only regret in his heart.

"Yeah, loving someone is painful, but it's also very happy, because after all, I have never forgotten him."

Suddenly, Yu Xian'er also understood that she loved Luo Qin from beginning to end, not because of Luo Qin's strength, not because of Luo Qin's teaching and guidance to her, but simply because she loved him.

"It turns out that I just understood." Yu Xian'er said to herself, "But I finally understood."

"What did you say?" the legless puppet asked Yuxian'er.

It doesn't understand why Yuxian'er is smiling, the smile on her face is full of happiness, obviously, she is dead and her heart is gone.

But the legless puppet seemed to understand a little bit.

"No, nothing." Yu Xian'er said, this is her own happiness, and she will not share it with others.

The memories of being with Luo Qin emerged one after another, and as these memories emerged, Yu Xian'er suddenly heard a powerful heartbeat coming from her body.

Yu Xian'er lowered her head and found that the hole in her chest had disappeared. She felt that a heart was beating in her chest.

"In the end, I still lost to you." The legless puppet smiled, and for the first time a real expression appeared on its stiff face.

At the same time, a new door slowly appeared behind Yu Xian'er.

"The reason why human beings are human is because of these emotions. You have to experience them yourself, so that there will be no pain." Yu Xian'er seemed to have a premonition. She stroked the head of the legless doll and said to it gently .

"I also hope that there will be such an opportunity," the legless puppet said with a smile, but its hands tightly grasped Yu Xian'er's clothes, so hard, those hands trembled, "But, I am still crippled, I have no chance..."

Suddenly, the legless puppet pushed Yu Xian'er away, then took a step back, inserted his hands into his chest again, and dug out his heart again.

"This is my heart, but you don't need it anymore, you are already a real human being." After the legless puppet dug out its own heart, it took a few steps forward and walked in front of Yu Xian'er. He handed over the heart to Yu Xian'er again, "But it's agreed, we're going to see this human world together..."

The legless puppet is disappearing, it puts its heart in Yu Xian'er's hand: "Again, take me with you..."

The legless doll disappeared, leaving only a ruby ​​heart.

The door behind Yu Xian'er also opened, and Luo Qin's voice came from the door: "Yu'er, I'm here to pick you up, go home."

Ps:

This chapter can be regarded as my willful writing.Might turn off some readers.Because I have seen almost no similar descriptions of emotions in Dihuawen or other fantasy novels.I don't know if it's right to write like this, but I personally want to write like this.

Then, let me talk about a small wish. So far, there are less than 50 book reviews. Although I also know that my writing is not good, and the number of readers is less than [-], but if possible, I also hope to have more book reviews.If you readers like it, or if you like it, you can give it four or five stars, if you don’t like it, you can give it one or two stars, I look forward to it.

Thank you in advance, readers.