Are you in love?i'm super sweet

Lin Jinyou was crying pear blossoms with rain, and it could be seen that she was in a bad mood, she cried while crying: "No matter what happens in the future, you can't leave me, or I will collapse, because my You are the most important thing in my heart. I never thought that one day, you would bring other girls home. Have you forgotten your original promise? At that time, you said that you would only love me in this life, but now Do you have her in your heart? Do you have Su Xiaoxiao? "

Looking at Jinyou's haggard face, Lin Xuanyi also wanted to tell her that he didn't have Su Xiaoxiao in his heart, but only Lin Jinyou in his heart, but he still couldn't lie to himself: "No matter what happens, I will I won’t leave you, I’m going to decide who you are, as for other people, I don’t care that much.” The voice was full of trembling, but it turned out to be so quiet, only his voice passed on empty, like With a broken heart, Lin Jinyou hugged him.

"If one day I really cheated, I really don't want you anymore, I don't love you anymore, I don't want this family anymore, will you still love me? Will you still tell me that you only have me in your heart? You Maybe you just want to escape from me for the rest of your life and ignore me. You said you loved me in this life. Don’t give up our relationship, okay? If I really leave you, you must find me Come back, okay? If I'm really lost, you must wake me up, okay? If I really want to end it completely, don't let go of my hand even if you die, okay?" Lin Xuanyi cried , very sincere feeling.

Lin Jinyou's heart is really bitter, will her own heart leave too?If she really left him, if he really didn't love her anymore, then she would definitely die, because she couldn't think about it.Xuan Yi, who is so kind to himself, doesn't love himself anymore, and he can't pretend to be himself, but pretends to be Su Xiaoxiao, so what should he do?

After coaxing Lin Xuanyi for a long time, Lin Jinyou lost her temper and decided to trust Lin Xuanyi for the time being: "Xuanyi, don't betray my trust, this is the first and last time, okay, don't talk to you again The previous woman is entangled. Don't make me sad, do you want to hurt me a second time?"

Lin Xuanyi hugged Jinyou: "Let Su Xiaoxiao live in our house temporarily, I'm worried about her alone, you can be good sisters, can't you? I sympathize with her very much. She can't go anywhere except us, And the enemy may come soon, so we have to make all the preparations, understand?"

Lin Jinyou felt that if these grievances and grievances were put aside, she would definitely let Su Xiaoxiao stay at her home: "But you can't always be like this, right. When she gets better, send her away. Okay?"

After the reconciliation, Lin Xuanyi and Jinyou walked home, but they couldn't open Su Xiaoxiao's door. Fortunately, Jinyou took the key and opened it with the key.The two rushed into the room and found that Su Xiaoxiao had committed suicide.

Su Xiaoxiao not only drank a large bottle of sleeping pills, but also cut her wrist, the blood kept flowing on the bed, the whole white sheet was dyed bright red, the bright red blood, stunned, Lin Jinyou has never No way to imagine all this, and then suddenly Su Xiaoxiao committed suicide, her heart was so fragile and vulnerable, the two hurried her to the hospital.

The moment Su Xiaoxiao wanted to die, she glanced at Lin Xuanyi and Lin Jinyou downstairs, the only thing she said was: "Thank you." Then she committed suicide.Mom and Dad, I’m here. There’s nothing left in this world. I’ve been happy for 19 years. I’ve always felt happy. You’re right. Mom, I’m so proud that I can’t let go of anything. .This world is already gray for me, I can’t see the sun anymore, I never thought you would die, why don’t you spend more time with me, busy earning money every day, In the end, nothing was left behind.Anyway, I didn't spend so much money in the end, but I lost my life instead.I have always wanted you to accompany me to the other side of the Huangpu River. I heard that you can see heaven there.As a result, I no longer have to invite you to see some so-called heaven together, because you have already gone, and you have really gone to heaven.I have always known that there is a kind of love in this world called death without a place to die.Then I thought, am I the most useless guy in the world? A person is afraid of loneliness, darkness, and eternal days without closing doors, so I decided to escape.Mom and Dad, don't blame me, our family will always be together, someone said you named me for dawn, so I am grateful to him, but I can't see a little light, I fell into eternal darkness , I'm so tired.I'm too tired to walk, the burden you've given me is getting bigger and bigger, I really can't carry it anymore, why do I have to leave, don't you know?In fact, I have not grown up yet, I still need you.No matter how strong I am, I can't bear all this.

The neon lights of this city flickered at night, Lin Jinyou hugged Su Xiaoxiao, looked at Lin Xuanyi who was driving in front of him, Lin Jinyou cried and said: "I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry, Xuanyi is my fault, I am too You are self-willed. You only think about yourself, but you ignore Su Xiaoxiao, you only know how to be jealous, but now Su Xiaoxiao almost lost his life, I'm sorry Xuan Yi."

Lin Xuanyi looked at the light in front of him, and said: "Don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, you didn't know that all this would happen, I'm sorry for you, don't say anything, I'm going to the hospital right now."

Looking at the lights in the operating room, Lin Xuan hugged Lin Jinyou tightly, but he was thinking of Su Xiaoxiao. I have never encountered such a thing. I thought I was unfortunate enough to have no parents since I was a child, but after all I haven't had it since I was a child, so I don't expect extravagantly.But you grew up in care, so you suddenly lost everything, that feeling is like falling into hell from the clouds, what a painful thing, from being loved before to having nothing now, So lonely, and so pitiful, maybe the Su Xiaoxiao I like is arrogant.But now you make me feel even more pity, I have been wanting to get a life full of emotions, but I still don’t have it, everyone has parents, this is the most inexperienced in my life, what I can’t feel, When I was young, I saw other people’s families with parents, and I felt so happy, but I could only walk alone on the street. When the wind and rain came, I was still alone, so think about how lucky you are, at least they accompany you 19 In the past year, at least you have experienced what family affection is and what parents are, unlike me who have nothing, Su Xiaoxiao, you have to look at the light.

Lin Jinyou really fell asleep and had a dream. She dreamed of a person, and another person, Su Xiaoxiao. Then he saw a person who was going to kill Lin Xuanyi. Both she and Su Xiaoxiao blocked him, but Xuanyi said He said: "I'm sorry, Jinyou." He abandoned her, and then Su Xiaoxiao's body suddenly bled, and the wind blew a large amount of red blood, and Lin Jinyou was startled awake.

When Lin Jinyou woke up, she saw the doctor come out of the operating room, and said, "The family members sign."

Lin Xuanyi told the doctor: "Her family members are all dead, can we be her friends?"

The doctor said again: "Then she committed suicide because of this. This little girl is really ruthless. Her arm was almost cut off. There are so many sleeping pills. Fortunately, they were discovered in time. Otherwise, even if the gods came, they would not be able to save them. Okay. , not much to say, let her rest in the room by herself, and Dr. Du will tell you the details."

Then the next morning Su Xiaoxiao woke up, a trace of despair flashed in her eyes, she looked at the white room, moved, her arm hurt terribly, then she dragged her mouth with the other hand, tears Keep falling, why can't I even die, why does God let me live, even if it hurts, torture myself to death, is it that I can't die?Why God, why don't you let me watch Mom and Dad, don't let me be with them?Why do you want me to live alone in this world, with no one to rely on, nothing, why?Then she looked at the person lying beside the bed, it was Lin Xuanyi's girlfriend, and then, she stretched out her hand covering her mouth, Lin Jinyou who was lying beside the bed woke up, then hugged Su Xiaoxiao, Said: "The doctor said that your body is very weak now, Xuan Yi, he just went to cook, your body can't eat anything else, you can only drink millet porridge, if you want to eat, I will ask Xuan Yi to make it, you I don’t know that Xuan Yi’s cooking skills are really good.”

Su Xiaoxiao just didn't speak, she didn't seem to hear, she just stared at the bed sheet without saying anything, then she felt like she had no heart, it turned out that she was very sad and kept crying.

Lin Xuanyi came over after finishing the meal, and said, "Are you awake, Xiaoxiao, let's eat. Jinyou, I also made a meal for you, you two should have a good meal."

Just as Lin Xuanyi wanted to talk, a phone call came from Liu Tong. It turned out that there was a bigger order and he couldn't make a decision. He told Lin Xuanyi to go over quickly. Their president had already arrived. Lin Xuanyi After hanging up the phone and telling Lin Jinyou about the matter, Lin Xuanyi also left. Before leaving, he glanced at Su Xiaoxiao. Su Xiaoxiao looked at him with dark eyes. Her eyes were so cold, The silence was as gray as gray, and it was so sad, Lin Xuanyi then left.Let Lin Jinyou take care of her before leaving.

A trace of ignorance flashed in Lin Jinyou's eyes, so when she saw Su Xiaoxiao's eyes flashed a trace of pain, and there was also a trace of imperceptible warmth, Lin Jinyou asked her: "Are you in love with him?"

Su Xiaoxiao still didn't speak, she just kept crying, crying more and more sadly, Lin Jinyou hugged her and said: "Do you know, I am actually a very poor person, because I have no mother since I was a child, only one Dad, but Dad went to Italy, and he will never come back. I have lived in relatives’ homes since I was a child, and my relatives were not very good to me, so I moved out. I went to Italy to find Dad, but Dad has already He won't recognize me anymore, he thinks I'm just a burden, so he doesn't have me in his heart at all, he just thinks I'm not good enough, he said let me let him go, so I let him go."

Lin Jinyou said again: "I miss my father very much, because my father is a very important force in my heart. As long as I think that I will be with my father, I will be very excited, but in the end I have no choice. Give him a pension until his death. He doesn't want me as a daughter, so the world is fair, so I only have Xuan Yi left."