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Xiaoying never imagined that the relationship of more than four years of life-and-death love would finally come to an end in such a way, and such a way of ending, for the life-and-death relationship of love, perhaps, It can be regarded as a great irony, right?Or maybe, all this time, the man I love deeply has never really considered any of her feelings?Or maybe, the man I love deeply has always been an extremely selfish person, always centered on himself, and belongs to an extremely selfish person, but I am blind, but I have never really seen clearly His Lushan true face, right?Maybe even.

Perhaps, there are too many possibilities, but no matter how many possibilities, how many possibilities, it seems that all of this is no longer important, after all, everything is over.

However, Xiaoying knew very well in her heart that at this moment, her heart hurts, hurts, really hurts, and the tears flowing on her face are the best interpretation of heartbreak!

"Ying'er, don't go, please don't leave me? Please don't leave me, okay? I really can't live without you." The moment Xiaoying turned to leave, Xiaoying lying on the ground The boyfriend suddenly let out such a cry that was almost pleading.

"I'm sorry, since the fate between you and me is over, this is the best belonging between you and me." Hearing the sound, Xiaoying's delicate body couldn't help trembling for a while, then slowly turned her head, looking affectionately at the woman who was lying on the ground. The man he loved deeply shook his head slowly.

"No, I don't want you to leave me. If you leave, I really won't be able to live, and I'll really miss you because of you." Xiaoying's boyfriend looked heartbroken, as if he wanted to get through such a situation. An expression to keep Xiaoying.

"Jian, don't be like this. Let the past go. It's impossible for us to be together. Not only will it harm me, but it will also harm you." Man, after saying such words, Xiaoying felt extremely sad and helpless in his heart.

However, after the thrilling scene just now, even though Xiaoying still has a great nostalgia for her former lover, such a nostalgia is deeply hidden in the deepest part of her heart.

Xiaoying knew very well in her heart that if she reluctantly stayed with Jian reluctantly, it would not only harm him, but also herself, and if she really made such a decision, she would hurt everyone around her. Helping relatives, and she also can't get happiness in the true sense. In this case, she has to put away her sensibility and show her rational side.

In addition, the thrilling scene just now has unknowingly left a huge shadow in Xiaoying's heart. She never thought that the gentle and elegant Jian in her impression would actually make such an almost Things out of my mind?If it wasn't for the appearance of Mu Ge and others, Xiaoying would definitely not know which direction things will develop in the end?

And just after experiencing the scene just now, Xiaoying couldn't help muttering in her heart, with Jian's performance just now, no one knows if the scene just now will happen again in the future?
In other words, at this moment, Xiaoying has a feeling of fear for her former lover in the deepest part of her heart. She is afraid of the appearance of the man she once loved when he was crazy.

Because, Xiaoying is very clear, and understands very well in her heart that once a person becomes crazy, no matter how rational he is usually, he can do anything when he is crazy, and she is really afraid of such a situation. It happened again in her life, what happened just now was enough to make her feel scared.

What's more, the family environment in which Xiaoying grew up, although the material life is very good, but the relationship between her parents is not so good. In Xiaoying's memory, her parents have been in front of her more than once. Such a scene has become an indelible injury in Xiaoying's childhood life, and every time she sees her parents fighting, all Xiaoying can do is hide in a small corner of the room, open her eyes wide A pair of innocent but innocent big eyes just watched the fight between his parents with fear.

Even now that Xiaoying has gradually grown up and finally become an adult, occasionally, when she is dreaming at night, she will still dream of the terrible scene of her childhood, and still dream of the scene of her parents fighting.

Therefore, after Xiaoying went to college, with her superior appearance and excellent homework results, she faced the crazy pursuit of a group of handsome guys and pretty boys on the university campus, but she chose the honest Jian in the end. Simple, Xiaoying lacks a sense of security since she was a child. What she needs is not just a relationship, she needs a shoulder worthy of her to rely on. When she is angry, the other party can tolerate her temper. When she is happy, the other party can silently share her happiness with her, and when she needs care, the other party can give her the warmest care.

Among the many suitors, there are rich second generations, handsome guys, handsome guys, handsome guys, and muscular guys, but these people are not very suitable for Xiaoying's criteria for choosing a boyfriend.

Xiaoying's purpose in choosing a boyfriend is very simple, that is, she wants to have a pure love and get back the feelings she has never experienced before. Although Jian does not have a strong body, a handsome face, or affluent What Jianshui knows is just knowing how to take care of others. When you are unhappy, he can make you happy, and even write a few sour love poems for you.And when you are happy, he will sit by the side and look at her affectionately. When she is sick, he will run all over the canteen of the university for her, just to make a big pot Chicken soup pot.

So, after some screening, among the many suitors, Xiaoying chose Jian, a boy who was not handsome and had no money, but undoubtedly, Jian was the only man who was closest to her standard. Although the child can't really meet her standard, at least it is infinitely close.

And such a choice undoubtedly brought a lot of laughter to Xiaoying University during the four years.

In other words, due to the existence of Jian, the four years of Xiaoying University were undoubtedly very happy and happy, but after waiting for them to set foot in the society, the cruel pressure of reality hit them head-on, making them like this The relationship between the two was immediately withstood the test of great ups and downs.

However, in the face of such a realistic test, their relationship did not really survive the ups and downs, and finally fell under the ravages of ups and downs.

Faced with such a situation, after careful consideration, Xiaoying had no choice but to back down. After all, she was not ready to give up her loved ones around her for the sake of a man.

However, for Jian, Xiaoying naturally has a deep sense of guilt, so after making the choice, they still choose to continue dating and meet often, because she cares about Jian, and she really doesn't want to hurt him.

It's just that, many times, fate is like a big turntable, turning round and round, and it is very likely that at a certain moment, the big turntable of fate will turn back to the original point.

Just like Xiaoying's feelings for Jian, Xiaoying was very afraid that some of her decisions would hurt Jian. Therefore, even though the two had broken up, they still kept in touch, kept in touch, and even met frequently. , because in Xiaoying's heart, she still cares about Jian, and still cares about such a relationship!
However, what Xiaoying never expected was that he was thinking about Jian's feelings like this, but this man couldn't really appreciate his good intentions. On the contrary, he still treated himself like this and acted crazy Xiaoying felt extremely disappointed, even hopeless, because she had to bear such a panic with her actions.

Therefore, after such a fall from hope to disappointment, she finally decided to give up completely and completely forget about such a relationship and the man she once loved deeply like Jian.

Although, this is a very difficult choice, and to make such a final decision, Xiaoying's inner world has to bear a lot of pressure and sadness, but no matter what, she always has to take such a step.After You Qijian made such a crazy move, Xiaoying's decision seemed to have become logical in an instant.

It's just that Xiaoying made such a final decision, but Jian obviously hasn't fully reacted yet, but see, Jian slowly got up from the ground, and didn't even have time to wipe off the dust on his body. Looking at Xiaoying, he said: "Ying'er, don't you understand my heart for you?"

"I understand your heart, but you don't understand mine." Xiaoying smiled wryly.

"Since you understand my heart, why do you treat me like this?" Jian's eyes were red, his voice was hoarse, and he asked almost growlingly.

"Jian, I've made it very clear. I understand your heart, but you don't understand mine. Do you understand?" Looking at the man she once loved deeply, with such heartbroken expression, Xiaoying's heart twitched suddenly after another.

"I don't understand your heart?" Xiaoying asked such a question twice in a row, even if Jian wanted to avoid it, it was impossible.