The President's Gossip Wife

422: I will marry again in the future, and I will have other children with other men , like a knife cutting, uncomfortable, twisted panic, the moonlight is so holy, but it shines on her scarred life.

She looked at Pei Li's shoulders, they were not as wide as before, and he was thinner. The body of his hands could touch the bones. When he first entered Pei's house, Pei Li's body was fat, but his face was full of red. He was dignified, not even angry.

At that time, when she looked at this old man, her heart was trembling, she was afraid that she would be eaten alive by him, and that he would cut her to pieces for revenge for his grandson.

In the Pei family, the person she used to fear the most was Pei Li, and now the person she respects the most is also Pei Li. This respect is even more than that of the grandfather of the Shen family. Although this kind of emotion is not bound by blood, it is as strong as blood. Unshakable.

So once she had a miscarriage, it was her grandfather's fault, but she didn't bear any grudges against him.

Thinking about coming to this family, she didn't owe Pei Jincheng anything, she was even willing to pay him her own life, she handed herself over, and he didn't care, it wasn't that she didn't cherish it.

It's just that she still feels indebted to her grandfather. When the position of mistress was passed on to her, he helped her think about the future. It was when Pei Jincheng hadn't woken up yet.

When Grandpa lost his mind, he remembered wrong things and people, but he wrote down in his notebook that Ah Xuan loves chili peppers, but he should remind her to eat less, because of spring dryness, and getting angry.

No one at such an age has ever treated her so well, except for Shen's grandfather, including Han Qiyang's grandfather, who has never thought of her so thoroughly. It's just that she really didn't do anything for him except for being in debt.

It would be nice if the night was more hazy, so clear and clear, it was like lighting a lamp, and the water dripping on the back of the hand was so clear, I was afraid that being saddened by this cold and bright moonlight would cause the sadness to fade away. Backflow in the blood, uncontrollable.

"Axuan, Jin Cheng is a bastard, but grandpa treats you like his own granddaughter."

The strength of Shen Xuan's subordinates could no longer continue, the old man's sad and desolate voice was full of helplessness, she knew that grandpa always couldn't remember things, but he was very concerned about the child in her belly, so when it came to the child, he I always knew it belonged to Axuan, Axuan and Jincheng, but Jincheng couldn't discipline her and was disobedient.

She could always feel Grandpa's powerlessness when he was slightly awake.

She even felt that her grandfather had a low self-esteem because he often couldn't remember things. She was very afraid that when she left, her grandfather's damaged nerves would not be fully recovered. Now it is good to know that the person who poisoned him was Pei Xianye It has been prevented, but the doctor's opinion is still the treatment of mercury poisoning. Recovery depends not only on medical technology, but also on luck.

The Pei family has such a strong family business, and a chronic poisoning incident depends on luck.

Pei Li couldn't discipline Pei Jincheng, he always expressed guilt in his words, he felt ashamed of Shen Xuan, every time Shen Xuan saw Pei Li like this, she felt distressed, her own marriage was not handled well, but she was hurt The old man suffered accordingly, in the final analysis, he was still incompetent.

Squatting beside Pei Li's lap, Shen Xuan put her head on the old man's lap, leaning on her grandfather's lap like summer when she was a child, asking him to tell stories about heaven under the shade of a tree, even if grandpa made it up randomly, she Also fascinated.

At this time, she was not fascinated by listening, but spoke with tears, "Grandpa, I may not be a good mother, but you will definitely be a good grandpa. Whether it is a boy or a girl, I am very happy to stay by your side." rest assured.

I will marry in the future and have other children with other men. I am afraid that my future husband will treat this child badly. I might as well stay by your side. You will love him well and will not be bullied he. "

Shen Xuan said something against her will, opened her mouth, and didn't dare to cry, she only knew that crying could be suppressed, but tears and heartache couldn't be suppressed no matter what, she was pregnant with a child in October, and wanted to be with him so much, but if She left and took the child with her, what about grandpa?

Grandpa often stood alone in the yard and refused to go into the house to sleep. She asked him, "Grandpa, what's wrong?"

He always looked at the moon plate above his head, choked up and said, "Ah Xuan, if I hadn't hit you that time, the child would have called you grandpa, right?"

Shen Xuan knew what the child in her belly meant to Pei's family. The Pei family valued offspring, and she was pregnant with the first child of the long family. Grandpa always said it was a boy. If it was a boy, It is the descendant.

If it is a direct line boy, he will be the future head of the family. She cannot take this child away.

Shen Xuan knows that grandpa often can't remember the time, he will feel confused that it has been a long time, he always thinks that the forbidden garden beat her many years ago, if the child is still there, it must have been called too old Grandpa.She knew that grandpa was imagining, because he wanted so much to have a child in the long room, so he imagined a phantom of a child.

In the case of the abortion in the forbidden garden, whose scars are shallower in Grandpa's heart?If he loses another great-grandson, his old age will probably be over. Whether he can regain his former wisdom in this life is a trivial matter. The key is that he will not be able to accept that kind of heartache and will not be able to afford it.

Shen Xuan knows that no matter how sad she is, she is still younger than her grandfather, and the road ahead is still long. Without Pei Jincheng, one can grow old alone. Let her know that the people in Pei's family who loved her and those she cares about live happily ever after in another place. Well, it is also possible.

She and Pei Jincheng divorced, how could she continue to live in this house? "Grandpa, you can tell that I'm not happy here. Jin Cheng is in his early thirties, and I don't want to force him. While I'm still young, Grandpa, please forgive me, I know Pretty darn."

Speaking of this, she buried her face in Pei Li's knee with a "woo", "Grandpa, Axuan has turned back on her promises and betrayed her promises again and again, please forgive Axuan, Axuan didn't mean it, Axuan didn't I don’t want to persist, Ah Xuan really can’t persist! I can’t persist anymore!”

Shen Xuan cried sadly, Pei Li put his hand on her head, "Grandpa doesn't blame you, this time it's because grandpa is old and useless, I can't discipline that bastard, grandpa is useless, Ah Xuan, Grandpa is useless!"

Shen Xuan listened to her grandfather's trembling voice saying "It's useless!", and the pain in her heart became more and more uncomfortable, "Grandpa, don't say that, it's between me and him , has nothing to do with anyone, it's just that I'm useless, I can't stand his tossing like this, I just can't hold on."

She couldn't hold on anymore, she didn't even need him to love her, but she wanted the most basic respect, but that contract had already explained everything, and he had already trampled on her dignity.

Compared with the upright care for Bai Shan, she couldn't stand him spending so much money to find a man who thousands of women are crazy about to seduce her.

After all, she still had fantasies, fantasizing that he was just acting, anyway, she didn't see him having sex with Bai Shan, so why should she think so much?But that contract shattered the mirage she had built with her own thoughts.In an instant everything was gone.

Crashed.

He asked another man to seduce her, and seduce her to go to bed with another man, just for the evidence of her cheating, just for her to leave the house, just for her to leave Pei's house.

Apart from grandpa, she didn't know any reason to persist.

The only one she was ashamed of was the old man.

"Axuan, you stay at Pei's house, take your baby, and live with grandpa." Pei Li never opened his eyes, but the tears in his eyes were shining one by one under the moonlight, like crystal stones. Usually fell into Shen Xuan's hair.

"Grandpa, after I leave, I don't want to see Jin Cheng again. Please let me stop thinking about it. You know very well that if I stay any longer, I will only be hurt by him. I know you love me. That's why I made this request to you, but if you refuse to let me go, I will stay according to your will, I will stay, I will accept whatever he gives me, I promised you, I will will do."

Pei Li didn't speak for a long time, he just stroked Shen Xuan's hair over and over again, as if he used to touch Pei Xinyao's hair, she was his favorite little daughter, her life was so hasty for decades, she suddenly reached the age of seventy , Life is bitter and short, "Ah Xuan, if one day you want to come back, Wutong Garden...is still yours. Jincheng's generation of patriarchs, the only mistress living in Wutong Garden, is Shen Xuan, who will marry in the future. I will not allow any woman to live in Wutong Garden, Grandpa lives here and will be guarded by you."

Shen Xuan hugged Pei Li's waist on one side, pressed her face against his heart, weeping and sobbing. She didn't know if everything would be different in the future, but she would remember that in these years, there was a man who had no blood relationship with her. The old man has protected her countless times, even now, "Grandpa..."

Pei Li held Shen Xuan's hand, his brows stretched out, his eyes brimming with tears, but the corners of his mouth slightly curved, bitter but smiling, "Ah Xuan, come up with the baby's name."

Shen Xuan looked at Pei Li, the corners of her mouth could not be bent, she could only deflate, and shook her head, her hand wrapped Pei Li's hand, and shook her head again with tears hanging down, "I don't want to name him, and grandpa don't tell me in the future After I gave birth to him, Grandpa let someone take him away, don’t let me see him, don’t let me hear his cry, don’t tell me if he’s healthy, don’t tell me whether he’s a boy or a girl, don’t Let me hear some news about him, don't make me soft-hearted, Grandpa, don't make me soft-hearted..."

..........................The second update is released today.It seems that the relatives don't have the monthly pass.So sad to hurry up.