The president's husband is too much
Chapter 154 Self-blame
Chapter 154
Knowing John for so long, I seem to have never heard him talk about his company. Jing Yunxin can't find anything about John's company in his memory.Feeling embarrassed for a while, thinking that the person who gave me this idea was the nanny, so I got up, hoping to get something out of the nanny's mouth.
Early in the morning, Jing Yunxin came to the baby room to see the baby, looked at the nanny beside him, and asked awkwardly, "Do you know where Mr. John's company is?"
As soon as Jing Yunxin said the words, the two nannies were stunned and said in surprise: "Miss Jing, aren't you Mr. John's wife? How come you don't know where his company is!"
My God, how could such a misunderstanding arise? Jing Yunxin felt that one of his heads had become two big, and waved his hands again and again: "How is it possible, John and I are ordinary friends, don't misunderstand!"
"How come, when Mr. John found us, he said that he was taking care of the children. If you were not Mr. John's wife, how could he take care of you and the children? It's simply unbelievable!" Jing Yunxin said The nanny didn't believe it at all.
Yun Jingxin's head turned into two big ones in a hurry, no matter how he explained, they just didn't believe it, so he didn't explain, anyway, he couldn't stay in the United States forever, he would always go back to his home , so what if they misunderstand!He said indifferently: "Well, no matter what you think, I want to know where John's company is now!"
Seeing Jing Yunxin seemed a little angry, and the two nannies couldn't say anything, so they wrote her the address.After getting the address, Jing Yunxin was not as relieved as she thought in her heart. On the contrary, she became even more nervous. She didn't know what the result of her question would be, whether it was good news or bad news. The result was always like Pressed tightly in my heart like a stone.
The next day, Jing Yunxin found John's company according to the address given to him by the nanny. After waiting outside the door for an hour, he finally met John's assistant.
"Hello, could you tell me where John is now!" Jing Yunxin asked John's assistant almost in a pleading voice.
John's assistant looked at the uninvited guest in front of him, frowned slightly, and said bluntly: "Miss, I'm sorry that I can't disclose the whereabouts of our president to you."
"I know your president!" Jing Yunxin didn't know what words to use to describe her relationship with John, "John and I are friends!"
While Yun Jingxin was entangled with his assistant, the elevator door was suddenly opened, and John walked out of the elevator with a tired face.When he saw Jing Yunxin, he was taken aback for a moment and then pulled her into the office.
After closing the office door, before Jing Yunxin could ask John, he got angry first: "How can you come to the company! Did you come to this place!"
It was the first time for John to get angry, Jing Yunxin was stunned, she didn't understand how he had such a big reaction because she just came to find John!
"John, what's wrong with you!" Jing Yunxin asked tremblingly, "Did I do something wrong?"
Jing Yunxin's aggrieved appearance made John suddenly realize that he had lost such a big temper, so he could only hold back the anger in his heart and said, "There are many people in this company. If you come suddenly, I'm afraid that someone will harm you!"
Hearing what John said, Jing Yunxin quickly held back tears and asked, "Has the matter been found out?"
John looked at her understandingly, smiled bitterly and said, "Things may not be as complicated as you think. After you disappeared, your father went to find Gu Ruoyu, but he refused to help. Your father couldn't bear the loss. You died because of a heart attack, and your mother left because no one around her was sad."
Jing Yunxin couldn't believe what she had heard, and she sat down on the chair with a pale face. If the facts were like this, the accident of her parents was entirely caused by herself. She didn't understand why such a thing happened , A simple act of mine turned my home into this.It's really hard to imagine that my father was killed because of my own reasons!
This kind of blow was very big to Jing Yunxin. When John took her home, she was still in a daze with her eyes wide open, and she didn't react at all. Such Jing Yunxin made John feel scared, and he Shaking her body desperately: "Jing Yunxin, can you cheer up, if you fall down now, everything will really come to an impasse, don't you want your child? Don't you just let you Have your parents become what they are now!"
Such words were like a blow to Jing Yunxin's heart, which made her suddenly realize that if she wanted to know the truth of everything, she could only rely on herself. She couldn't accept the feeling of losing her parents suddenly at the same time. Can't go on like this forever.
Jing Yunxin found the mobile phone she had brought from China from the drawer. After opening the mobile phone, she looked at the numbers in the phone book that she had memorized in her heart, and suddenly felt a pang of sadness in her heart. Who can convince myself again?
Inadvertently, Jing Yunxin's eyes caught Shen Wanyue's number. She knew Shen Wanyue's character too well. Such a pure character is a trustworthy person. It would be a good choice to ask her for help.
Thinking of this, Jing Yunxin put down the phone, she knew that she had to calm down her inner mood, otherwise even if she found Shen Wanyue, it would be difficult for her to believe that she was rational, and that she couldn't cause her any trouble. Jing Yunxin decided to ask John about the ins and outs of the matter.
Jing Yunxin walked to John's study room and knocked on the door gently. After a while, John opened the door, looked at her worriedly and asked, "What's the matter?"
"John, I want to know everything, can you tell me?" Jing Yunxin looked at John's face and knew that he was worried about himself now, but it must be about his parents, how could he let She just sits and doesn't care!
John looked at Jing Yunxin, feeling unspeakably sad, and asked lightly: "What has happened, what can you change, the most important thing for you now is to take good care of your body, don't forget you are now As a mother of two children, you are responsible for your children!"
"John, those are my father and mother. Do you think I might treat this as if it couldn't happen at all!" Jing Yunxin was a little out of control, and she tried hard to adjust her psychology. "I want to know the truth of the matter now, so As for what I can do in the future, I haven't made up my mind yet, for what you're investigating, I just want to know how my father died suddenly, who caused him to fall ill, and how he knew I was missing!"
John knew that he couldn't help Jing Yunxin in this matter, and that she needed her own psychological adjustment to fully accept this matter. No one could help her, so he sighed softly and said, "This is As a result of my investigation, I found out that Gu Ruoyu told your father that you were missing, and when your father asked Gu Ruoyu to beg him, he refused, which made your father unbearable, sick!"
"No... Impossible..." Jing Yunxin couldn't accept this result, Gu Ruoyu obviously didn't have any big conflicts with him, why would he do such a thing to his father!Why did he do this!
Jing Yunxin stumbled back to her room, took out her mobile phone, and wanted to ask Shen Wanyue what happened in China, but at the moment when the phone was about to be answered, she suddenly hung up the phone, she was very upset. Clearly, if she makes this call, with Shen Wanyue's character, she will definitely tell Gu Ruoyu where she is now, if so, she will never be able to escape from his life again!
No, this is not the life I want!Jing Yunxin secretly told herself that now she hated Gu Ruoyu to the bone, how could that cruel man treat her like this, even if he had any opinion on herself, he could find herself directly and vent all the hatred on herself, why would To hurt her family!
For a moment, Jing Yunxin's eyes were filled with tears. This night, she pushed herself into a contradictory situation. Knowing the truth of the matter seemed to be really not a good thing. Everything filled Jing Yunxin's mind. Let her whole body be shrouded in a deep self-blame...
In the following days, Jing Yunxin no longer had a smile on her face, and she just cooperated with the nanny to take care of the child every day. Seeing the child grow up day by day, her mind became more and more empty. She didn't know her future How should I live, after all, I can't stay with John all the time, if I leave John, how will I support these two children.
job hunting!A thought suddenly flashed in her mind. Thinking of this, she made up her mind that no matter what other things would happen, the most important thing now is to solve the problem of feeding herself and her children first!
That night, when Jing Yunxin was sitting at the desk writing his resume, John passed by and felt strange: "Are you going to leave here?"
"No... I think, at least for the time being, I'm going to trouble you here!" Jing Yunxin looked at John and said calmly, without a trace of expression on his face.
John felt strange, he didn't understand why Jing Yunxin had such an idea: "Are you uncomfortable living here? Or do you think someone is hindering you, so why go out to work!"
"John, I can't stay with you all the time." Jing Yunxin smiled wryly. If it wasn't forced by life, how could she force herself to find a job in a foreign country? You must know that racial discrimination is very serious in a country like the United States .
Knowing John for so long, I seem to have never heard him talk about his company. Jing Yunxin can't find anything about John's company in his memory.Feeling embarrassed for a while, thinking that the person who gave me this idea was the nanny, so I got up, hoping to get something out of the nanny's mouth.
Early in the morning, Jing Yunxin came to the baby room to see the baby, looked at the nanny beside him, and asked awkwardly, "Do you know where Mr. John's company is?"
As soon as Jing Yunxin said the words, the two nannies were stunned and said in surprise: "Miss Jing, aren't you Mr. John's wife? How come you don't know where his company is!"
My God, how could such a misunderstanding arise? Jing Yunxin felt that one of his heads had become two big, and waved his hands again and again: "How is it possible, John and I are ordinary friends, don't misunderstand!"
"How come, when Mr. John found us, he said that he was taking care of the children. If you were not Mr. John's wife, how could he take care of you and the children? It's simply unbelievable!" Jing Yunxin said The nanny didn't believe it at all.
Yun Jingxin's head turned into two big ones in a hurry, no matter how he explained, they just didn't believe it, so he didn't explain, anyway, he couldn't stay in the United States forever, he would always go back to his home , so what if they misunderstand!He said indifferently: "Well, no matter what you think, I want to know where John's company is now!"
Seeing Jing Yunxin seemed a little angry, and the two nannies couldn't say anything, so they wrote her the address.After getting the address, Jing Yunxin was not as relieved as she thought in her heart. On the contrary, she became even more nervous. She didn't know what the result of her question would be, whether it was good news or bad news. The result was always like Pressed tightly in my heart like a stone.
The next day, Jing Yunxin found John's company according to the address given to him by the nanny. After waiting outside the door for an hour, he finally met John's assistant.
"Hello, could you tell me where John is now!" Jing Yunxin asked John's assistant almost in a pleading voice.
John's assistant looked at the uninvited guest in front of him, frowned slightly, and said bluntly: "Miss, I'm sorry that I can't disclose the whereabouts of our president to you."
"I know your president!" Jing Yunxin didn't know what words to use to describe her relationship with John, "John and I are friends!"
While Yun Jingxin was entangled with his assistant, the elevator door was suddenly opened, and John walked out of the elevator with a tired face.When he saw Jing Yunxin, he was taken aback for a moment and then pulled her into the office.
After closing the office door, before Jing Yunxin could ask John, he got angry first: "How can you come to the company! Did you come to this place!"
It was the first time for John to get angry, Jing Yunxin was stunned, she didn't understand how he had such a big reaction because she just came to find John!
"John, what's wrong with you!" Jing Yunxin asked tremblingly, "Did I do something wrong?"
Jing Yunxin's aggrieved appearance made John suddenly realize that he had lost such a big temper, so he could only hold back the anger in his heart and said, "There are many people in this company. If you come suddenly, I'm afraid that someone will harm you!"
Hearing what John said, Jing Yunxin quickly held back tears and asked, "Has the matter been found out?"
John looked at her understandingly, smiled bitterly and said, "Things may not be as complicated as you think. After you disappeared, your father went to find Gu Ruoyu, but he refused to help. Your father couldn't bear the loss. You died because of a heart attack, and your mother left because no one around her was sad."
Jing Yunxin couldn't believe what she had heard, and she sat down on the chair with a pale face. If the facts were like this, the accident of her parents was entirely caused by herself. She didn't understand why such a thing happened , A simple act of mine turned my home into this.It's really hard to imagine that my father was killed because of my own reasons!
This kind of blow was very big to Jing Yunxin. When John took her home, she was still in a daze with her eyes wide open, and she didn't react at all. Such Jing Yunxin made John feel scared, and he Shaking her body desperately: "Jing Yunxin, can you cheer up, if you fall down now, everything will really come to an impasse, don't you want your child? Don't you just let you Have your parents become what they are now!"
Such words were like a blow to Jing Yunxin's heart, which made her suddenly realize that if she wanted to know the truth of everything, she could only rely on herself. She couldn't accept the feeling of losing her parents suddenly at the same time. Can't go on like this forever.
Jing Yunxin found the mobile phone she had brought from China from the drawer. After opening the mobile phone, she looked at the numbers in the phone book that she had memorized in her heart, and suddenly felt a pang of sadness in her heart. Who can convince myself again?
Inadvertently, Jing Yunxin's eyes caught Shen Wanyue's number. She knew Shen Wanyue's character too well. Such a pure character is a trustworthy person. It would be a good choice to ask her for help.
Thinking of this, Jing Yunxin put down the phone, she knew that she had to calm down her inner mood, otherwise even if she found Shen Wanyue, it would be difficult for her to believe that she was rational, and that she couldn't cause her any trouble. Jing Yunxin decided to ask John about the ins and outs of the matter.
Jing Yunxin walked to John's study room and knocked on the door gently. After a while, John opened the door, looked at her worriedly and asked, "What's the matter?"
"John, I want to know everything, can you tell me?" Jing Yunxin looked at John's face and knew that he was worried about himself now, but it must be about his parents, how could he let She just sits and doesn't care!
John looked at Jing Yunxin, feeling unspeakably sad, and asked lightly: "What has happened, what can you change, the most important thing for you now is to take good care of your body, don't forget you are now As a mother of two children, you are responsible for your children!"
"John, those are my father and mother. Do you think I might treat this as if it couldn't happen at all!" Jing Yunxin was a little out of control, and she tried hard to adjust her psychology. "I want to know the truth of the matter now, so As for what I can do in the future, I haven't made up my mind yet, for what you're investigating, I just want to know how my father died suddenly, who caused him to fall ill, and how he knew I was missing!"
John knew that he couldn't help Jing Yunxin in this matter, and that she needed her own psychological adjustment to fully accept this matter. No one could help her, so he sighed softly and said, "This is As a result of my investigation, I found out that Gu Ruoyu told your father that you were missing, and when your father asked Gu Ruoyu to beg him, he refused, which made your father unbearable, sick!"
"No... Impossible..." Jing Yunxin couldn't accept this result, Gu Ruoyu obviously didn't have any big conflicts with him, why would he do such a thing to his father!Why did he do this!
Jing Yunxin stumbled back to her room, took out her mobile phone, and wanted to ask Shen Wanyue what happened in China, but at the moment when the phone was about to be answered, she suddenly hung up the phone, she was very upset. Clearly, if she makes this call, with Shen Wanyue's character, she will definitely tell Gu Ruoyu where she is now, if so, she will never be able to escape from his life again!
No, this is not the life I want!Jing Yunxin secretly told herself that now she hated Gu Ruoyu to the bone, how could that cruel man treat her like this, even if he had any opinion on herself, he could find herself directly and vent all the hatred on herself, why would To hurt her family!
For a moment, Jing Yunxin's eyes were filled with tears. This night, she pushed herself into a contradictory situation. Knowing the truth of the matter seemed to be really not a good thing. Everything filled Jing Yunxin's mind. Let her whole body be shrouded in a deep self-blame...
In the following days, Jing Yunxin no longer had a smile on her face, and she just cooperated with the nanny to take care of the child every day. Seeing the child grow up day by day, her mind became more and more empty. She didn't know her future How should I live, after all, I can't stay with John all the time, if I leave John, how will I support these two children.
job hunting!A thought suddenly flashed in her mind. Thinking of this, she made up her mind that no matter what other things would happen, the most important thing now is to solve the problem of feeding herself and her children first!
That night, when Jing Yunxin was sitting at the desk writing his resume, John passed by and felt strange: "Are you going to leave here?"
"No... I think, at least for the time being, I'm going to trouble you here!" Jing Yunxin looked at John and said calmly, without a trace of expression on his face.
John felt strange, he didn't understand why Jing Yunxin had such an idea: "Are you uncomfortable living here? Or do you think someone is hindering you, so why go out to work!"
"John, I can't stay with you all the time." Jing Yunxin smiled wryly. If it wasn't forced by life, how could she force herself to find a job in a foreign country? You must know that racial discrimination is very serious in a country like the United States .
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