Love ignites a prairie fire, the domineering president tames his wife

120. Between us will not end "Then you know what kind of woman I am? Maybe I am not what I see on the surface. In the 21 years before you knew me, what kind of encounters did I have, yes Didn't you once deeply love another man, do you know?"

Chopin frowned, his chest heaved a little more, and he clenched his fingers tightly. "Have you ever loved another man?"

He minded very much, very, very minded, and found that his mind was not as broad as he thought, on the contrary, he was also very narrow in this respect.

"I... I'm just making an analogy..." In his eyes, Qin Yu didn't even have the courage to confess, "Even if I did, it's a thing of the past. What right do you have to mind?"

"I said that I want to live a simple life, but with you, it is destined not to be simple. I can foresee the tragedy in the future. If all you want is my body, then I can give it to you, that is what I owe Yours. But more...sorry, I can't give..."

Saying these words was ten thousand times more difficult than Qin Yu imagined.

She thought that what she had in her heart at this time was only fear of him, and she didn't dare to speak, but besides that, it seemed that there was a stronger emotion that hurt her heart, as if a certain part was forcibly torn into one piece, It hurts.

Perhaps from earlier than she could realize, she had been attracted to him.For a person like him, falling in love with him is simply the easiest thing in the world, that's why she is so contradictory.

In fact, in the final analysis, she felt that she was not good enough and not worthy of him.

At her most beautiful age, after seven years of youth, she couldn't keep Shen Lichuan's heart, let alone the god-like Chopin?

The feelings in the world are like this, it is best if you don't get it. He hasn't completely got her heart yet, so he thinks of her very beautifully, which is different from those women he knows.

But what she knew was that she was just an ordinary little woman.In terms of status, she is not as good as Xing Yayou.In terms of beauty, she is not the most beautiful, the most unique thing about her is her pride.

She is sinking little by little, and when her heart is completely lost, she will also lose the thing that fascinated him the most.Then, he will also be dull.

However, he is always so good, she will only love him more and more, what should she do when she loses her heart?She couldn't afford to be hurt again.

The whole night of tit-for-tat confrontation had already made Qin Yu exhausted, mentally and physically exhausted, all the strength in her body relaxed, and she couldn't help showing a tired look.

"It's really tiring to be with you, I just want to be alone for a while, please..."

Facing her like this, what else could Chopin say?

Only women have ever disliked that their men are not good enough and not strong enough.It turns out that being too powerful has also become a fault?Will it make her feel inferior?

He knew that she had a lot of worries, and to be honest, he also had them, the most important being Xiao Jinde who was still on the hospital bed.

But his heart for her is no different from other men in love.How strong can he be in the face of feelings?If he was strong enough, he would not take the initiative to come to her and let himself fall into the current situation.

For him, she was the only woman who kept him bowing his head and giving way.However, the knot in her heart was so tightly tied that it seemed difficult to untie it no matter how much time and energy was spent.

She was tired, so why wasn't he?

With a desolate smile on the corner of his mouth, he turned around, left, walked to the door, paused, and the corner of his eyes still fell on her.Even though he was tired, he did not lose the firmness in his eyes at all.

"I am sincere to you from the beginning to the present, including in the future. I believe you also have feelings for me, so the relationship between us will not end so easily, and I will not let it end. Good night!"

The sound of closing the door sounded in the silent night, and the lights in the room could not dispel the chill in my heart.After all, Qin Yu still shed tears, and the hot and humid tears moistened her entire face.

Chopin left the apartment, but didn't really leave, the car was parked downstairs.He sat in the car, smoking one cigarette after another.

Generally speaking, he seldom looks for trouble.When you encounter a problem, you will solve it, and you will never waste a second worrying about it. You don't want to waste that time.

But emotional matters are different. Even he can't figure out the solution all at once.

There is a barrier between him and Qin Yu.The problem is not mainly on his side, after all, his problem here is not too big.

Even if his father disagrees, he can find a way.As long as the cooperation with Lu Qing is settled, he doesn't need to worry about the Xing family anymore, he will have the final say on who to marry when the time comes, it's just a matter of time, take his time, sooner or later it will be resolved.

So the crux of the problem is that Qin Yu herself repulses him very much.She's hopeless about their relationship, and she'd rather not start it to avoid getting hurt.

In addition to this scruple, there seemed to be other things that Chopin couldn't figure out for a while.

Smoking and smoking, I thought of her saying that he didn't understand her, and didn't know if she had ever loved other men.

Is there really?

Chopin licked his lips and smoked the cigarette into his mouth for a while, and it didn't taste very good anymore.

It's an extremely stupid thing to be entangled in something you're not sure about. Who knows if she said something that provoked him for a while, there's no need to take it too seriously, but what if there was such a person in her past?

Ever loved?Is that "passed" or "not passed"?It is said that first love is unforgettable, could it be that that man really broke her heart, and she showed unusual resistance to this relationship?

bother!

No wonder it is said that love is the most painful thing. Chopin really tasted the feeling of scratching his heart this time.

In fact, I really wanted to talk to her clearly, but when I thought of her eyes, I couldn't bear to push her too hard. All his anger was like fists hitting the air one by one, and he couldn't find a place to vent.Couldn't help cursing. "Fuck!"

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She didn't sleep well all night, and when she woke up the next day, Qin Yu stared at the two black panda eyes and went to class, feeling listless and unable to concentrate.

After class, he was about to go home and catch up on sleep. Zhan Zixu came over and said that there were still some formalities to be done to terminate the contract with "International Star". It happened that he was free, so we went to sign some agreements together.

Qin Yu thought it was better to deal with this kind of thing quickly, so she nodded.

On the way there, seeing her listless, Zhan Zixu asked, "Did you sleep well?"

"Yeah!" The road conditions were good at the moment, Qin Yu was driving with one hand and supported her head with the other, her spirits were obviously not good.

"Why don't you find a place to park and take a taxi? Your current situation is not suitable for driving!"

Qin Yu yawned and joked, "Don't worry, I cherish my life very much, and I will arrive safely!"

"Abang went to see you last night?"

She didn't speak.

"No wonder, I didn't answer my phone call, and then I called him back and said something inexplicable!" After waiting for a few seconds without a response, Zhan Zixu asked, "You don't want to know what he said?"

"If you're going to tell me, I'll tell you without asking, and I can't stop you!" In this regard, Qin Yu is still very thorough.

"That's true! But if you put on a little curiosity, I'll save face!" Zhan Zixu teased, "Otherwise it seems like I'm talking to myself, which is boring!"

Qin Yu tried her best to relax, but her smile was still a bit forced. "I don't want to talk about him!"

What she said was enough to show that the problem was serious.Even with Zhan Zixu's clever mind, he couldn't think of a reason for it.

"I don't understand. He has always been very measured in his actions. What unforgivable mistake did he make?"

"He was right, it was my fault!"

A very meaningful sentence. After thinking about it carefully, she is actually helpless. After all, she is still not confident and not serious about her relationship.

At this stage, she loves herself more than Chopin, so she will choose to protect herself.Of course, protecting oneself is the law of survival, and Zhan Zixu feels it is a pity that there is nothing wrong with it.

Both of them obviously like each other, why do they have to torture each other?

But having said that, if you don't go through this stage of mutual abuse, it's not true love.Who didn't call from there?Which relationship is smooth sailing?

Zhan Zixu thought of himself back then, when he was about 25 or [-] years old, he also loved a woman deeply.I tried my best to get her, but in the end...

The colorful lights came into his eyes, diluting the memories of the past, Zhan Zixu came back to his senses and sighed. "As someone who has been here, would you like to hear a piece of advice from me?"

"Since you are in love, don't hurt each other. If you have the strength to hurt each other, why not work hard together!"

"We haven't fallen in love yet..." Qin Yu's voice was very soft, and her tone was soft, "At least, not now!"

She was afraid of falling in love and would not be able to be as free and easy as she is now, so she didn't want to start it.

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I don't know what everyone thinks about this quarrel, but at least I think it's understandable from Qin Yu's point of view.Injured, already more sensitive and fragile.Especially the person I'm in love with now is Lord Xiao, who must have low self-esteem and contradictions, and I must have those emotions, so give me a little more time.