140. With me here, you would never want to be with Chopin "Shen Lichuan, your apology is really sincere. Do you think there is anyone more hypocritical than you in this world?"

Qin Yu shook her head, "Do you know? Even if you broke up with me before, I never thought that I loved the wrong person. I just kept introspecting, am I not doing well enough? Am I no longer attractive to you? That's why you left me... At least, I can't deserve you!"

"But now it seems that I was wrong, and the one who is unworthy is you! Even if you treat me like that, I never thought of designing to hurt you."

"Whether your aim is against me or Master Xiao, your actions are unforgivable. You have completely destroyed all the good memories I have of you. You are terrible!"

Under her accusation, Shen Lichuan's face turned blue and pale, and the blood faded from his lips.The clenched fist, the back of the hand has protruding veins.

He couldn't refute every word.

Sighing silently, "I can't deny these mistakes, can we talk about them later? I'll send you to the hospital first..."

"I do not need……"

Qin Yu turned her head and walked away, every step was like walking on stilts, she wobbled, her eyes vacillated, she could barely feel her body, her legs were limp.

Just as she had a premonition that she would faint in the next second, she was suddenly carried lazily from behind, and she struggled weakly twice. "Let go of me...Shen Lichuan, you...let go..."

Listening to his comforting voice in a faint, I vaguely recalled that sunny and warm afternoon, when he carried her through the corridor, and the moment she fell in love with him.

Qin Yu suddenly burst into tears...

Her heart was so congested, it was hard to breathe, and she couldn't breathe.

Shen Lichuan stuffed her into the car, and when she was about to get out of the car, he held down her hand first, and pulled her into his arms.

At this moment, Qin Yu's heart was hurting, her body was hurting too, she didn't know why but she just felt wronged, tears fell down her cheeks, melting her struggling strength.

After being sent to the hospital, Shen Lichuan arranged for her to receive intravenous drip in a separate ward.

She was half fainted and half asleep, lying quietly on the hospital bed, her face was haggard, her lips were pale, and her body was as thin as a paper doll.The nutrient solution was injected into her body bit by bit along the infusion tube.

The lily on the window sill swayed gently in the wind, the air was humid, filled with the heat and humidity of spring, making people uncomfortable.

Shen Lichuan has been sitting silently on the sofa, occasionally came to check the temperature of her forehead a few times, wiped her sweat, and never spoke to her.

Sitting quietly looking at her, he thought, he would rather bear all the pain for her.Whether it's physical or psychological.

Is it because of the relationship of the past seven years that she has become a part of his body, and her pain affects his heart.

Or, he still loves her.

He doesn't know.

The seven years they were together were seven years of ignorance and youthfulness.At that time, I just thought she was cute and weak, I wanted to protect her, I was happy when I saw her, and I wanted to be intimate with her, I didn't know if it was love.

During the four years of separation, he has always cared about her because of past feelings and guilt.

Until now, Shen Lichuan still doesn't understand whether the past counted as love or not.And now, it doesn't matter.Just know that watching her hurt, he will be more sad than her.

In silence, the night passed.

When it was dawn, Shen Lichuan took Qin Yu's temperature again, and the temperature had already dropped, and he no longer broke out in a cold sweat.

Her whole figure was drained, she was bloodless, her skin was dull, she was terribly haggard, and she was sleeping.

Kissing her on the forehead, he went out for a morning run, and when he came back from buying breakfast, Qin Yu just woke up.

The previous day was probably due to lack of energy to fight against him, but now she recovered a little bit, Qin Yu looked at him with hatred and resistance.

But she didn't quarrel with him, she just regarded him as air.

"Morning! I bought breakfast and came back. I'll finish my porridge and take medicine in a while."

Qin Yu was about to get out of bed when he didn't exist, Shen Lichuan hurriedly put down the lunch box and went to hold her down. "What are you doing? You are sick now and can't go."

Qin Yu struggled silently for a few times at first, but in the end she was so annoyed that she couldn't help yelling at him, "Let me go!"

"I don't agree with your discharge."

"Step aside……"

"Qin Yu..."

"Shen Lichuan!" Qin Yu frowned, stared at him, and muttered speechlessly. "I'm going to the bathroom."

"..."

Only then did he let her go, but he was still worried that she would run away suddenly, so he followed a few steps until she walked into the bathroom.

Qin Yu looked at herself with a gray face in the mirror, as if she had suffered a few pounds overnight, her whole body was dry and without a trace of blood, it was really ugly.

When she came out after washing, Shen Lichuan was standing guard at the door of the bathroom, just as she reached out to help her, she twisted her body to avoid him, and asked indifferently. "Why don't you leave?"

"Leaving you here alone, I don't feel relieved."

Qin Yu climbed onto the bed, looked at the steaming porridge on the bedside table, and ignored it.

"You stay here to cause trouble for me. I hate you when I look at you! You want me to feel better, so leave quickly."

"I'll leave after you drink the porridge and take the medicine."

"..." Qin Yu frowned deeply. "If you want to drive a wedge between Master Xiao and me and pretend to be a good person, and then sneak in, you're making a mistake. I'm not that stupid."

"Whoever treats me well and who intends to harm me, I can tell the difference clearly. Don't try to use such nasty tricks against me."

Shen Lichuan sighed silently. "I never thought of doing that."

"It's also... Your method is better than this. You have made such a big circle to deceive me to England and let Master Xiao misunderstand our relationship. You have a better method."

Shen Lichuan pinched the center of his brows, and his seemingly never-worried face also revealed a trace of bitterness, "Stop satirizing me with a gun and stick? I know you hate me, but now that you are sick, just treat it as if we temporarily truce?"

See how simple, understated, and ironic he says it!

"A truce? Do you think this is a game? If you hate it, you hate it. How can you truce? There is only one way, and that is to stay away from me."

"Sorry! It can't be done!" Shen Lichuan didn't want to waste any more time arguing with her, so he spooned a small bowl of porridge and handed it to her. "You sweated a lot yesterday, drink some porridge."

"No need!"

"After drinking, you will have the strength to argue with me, okay?"

"do not want!"

"Hey! Don't be brave..."

As soon as Qin Yu heard these words, she became angry and knocked the bowl out of his hand.

With a "boom", the bowl hit the wall and shattered, some hot porridge scalded the back of Shen Lichuan's hand, and a large area was scalded red.

Qin Yu's angry eyes made him uncomfortable.

"I've said it before, don't use the old tricks to deal with me again, don't make me more disgusting, can you?"

Shen Lichuan sneered, "I thought you were disgusting to the extreme, so could it be more disgusting?"

"Your purpose of separating Master Xiao and me has been achieved, you can get out."

"Have you reached it? Do you think that if this is the case, you will break up completely?"

"..." Qin Yu couldn't believe what she heard, "Isn't that enough? You insist that he and I become enemies?"

Shen Lichuan is also a man with emotions, even if he can bear his dark belly enough, but when he is angry, he will inevitably say something that shouldn't be said.

"Qin Yu, let me tell you clearly, as long as I'm here, you'll never want to be with Chopin!"

"..." She tightly grasped the bed sheet with her hands, and her eyes were filled with anger. "You don't allow it? That's between me and him. Why do you stop it?"

"I don't allow it, I just don't allow it, it's that simple!"

This was definitely the most absurd thing Qin Yu had ever heard. She was so angry that her blood ran cold all over her body, and her body shivered.

"Did you make a mistake? It was you who proposed the breakup, not me. You don't want me anymore. Don't you allow others to touch a tired toy? "

"You can understand it like this! Especially, I won't let Chopin touch it!"

Shen Lichuan gritted his teeth, and a sharp hatred like a cold blade flashed in his eyes.

Back then, the Xiao family took away everything from the Shen family, but now, he took away Xiao Bang's most cherished woman.

What's more, Qin Yu shouldn't belong to him at all.

It was doomed 11 years ago that she belonged to him, Shen Lichuan.When they broke up four years ago, it was the Xiao family who took her away. Now he just takes back everything that belongs to him.

Qin Yu clearly realized this time that Shen Lichuan was targeting Xiao Bang.She didn't know the reason, but she was sure that she was just a tool for him to take revenge on Chopin.

She didn't want to care about the grievances between men, but what hurt her was that Shen Lichuan was able to use her and their past as a weapon.

It seems that she once thought that Shen Lichuan really loved her, but she was self-righteous.

If he had really given his heart, no matter what the reason was, he would never have done such a thing. This overturned Qin Yu's long-term firm belief in that relationship.

She just felt that she was so stupid, so stupid that she thought that no matter what, at least the relationship of those seven years was true.

Maybe he was good to her, just good, not necessarily love.She was the only one who loved each other deeply from beginning to end.

Qin Yu was so sincere that even looking at him felt uncomfortable, so she simply closed her eyes.

At this moment, he was so angry that he didn't want to argue any more, and he was surprisingly calm. "Please leave."

Shen Lichuan also realized that he had said something wrong, and those words were very unfavorable to him.He shouldn't have exposed his goal from the beginning, that would scare her away, and it would be inconvenient to separate her and Chopin in the future.

He felt a little annoyed that he was so restless. After he said those words himself, Qin Yu would definitely not want to pay attention to him anymore.

In such a situation, it would be a mistake for him to stay.

Glancing at the porridge on the shirt and the red back of his hands, Shen Lichuan chose to retreat for the time being, so as not to provoke her, and the following things would be even more difficult.

"You stay in the hospital and rest well, I'll go first!"

After a long time, Qin Yu heard the sound of closing the door, leaving her alone in the ward.

Her body, which was as tense as if she was in a state of alert, instantly softened, and she felt exhausted, more exhausted than being sick.

The matter was too complicated, she couldn't figure out what to do next, because she didn't know what Shen Lichuan would do.

The only thing she knows now is that she misses Chopin very much, not just because of guilt, but because of missing.

This time, she didn't hesitate so much and called him directly, holding her breath.

At this moment, in the high-end apartment in Dihao Community.

Zhan Zixu was crossing his legs while drinking coffee and reading the materials of tomorrow's lawsuit. Chopin came out of the room with a mess of hair.

Zhan Zixu was taken aback for a moment, and was amused.

I remembered that in high school, boys looked completely different outside and in the dormitory.When I was in the dormitory, everyone was playing games with their upper body shirtless.

Only Chopard never plays games, and he is always well dressed and busy every day.He's always the one who's strict with himself, almost a robot.

In the three years in the same dormitory, he had never seen him so sloppy.If he hadn't been worried about his own safety, he would have taken out his cell phone to take a picture and sent it to those people before to make sure they would be surprised.

Chopin didn't mind his messy hair, he was not in good spirits, his beards on his cheeks were not shaved, and some blue stubbles appeared.

He sat down, touched the cigarette case and started smoking, with a decadent beauty.

Zhan Zixu shook his head, put down the materials, and cared for him kindly. "Does your head still hurt? I have sober medicine here."

Chopin kept his face sullen and didn't take it seriously. "It's okay, that little wine won't make me drunk."

"It wasn't like last night. I was asked to go out for a drink in the middle of the night. In the end, I was the only one watching you get drunk, and I had to carry you back with great difficulty. My shoulder still hurts now."

Chopin didn't care if he was in pain or not, he frowned, which was very masculine. "I'll emphasize it again, I'm not called getting drunk!"

Zhan Zixu groaned in his heart, dare to do it or not!

"Okay! You don't call it getting drunk, you call drinking to drown your sorrows."

Xiao Bang kicked his stool, almost knocking Zhan Zixu over, and he cursed.

"Revenge you! If I knew I shouldn't bother you, I just threw it at the bar. Anyway, those women are staring at you like wolves. Maybe you will be raped. We will see how you face Qin Yu at that time! "

"Don't mention her!" Chopin said with anger, but his eyes were cold and serious.

"I said you two, what's the matter? It's been a long time since you reconciled, and it's like this again. Can you stop it?"

"I heard that she seems to be doing an internship recently. Is she ignoring you? I said that you are a big man anyway, can you be more relaxed? Don't be so clingy, give others some space."

Chopin took a sharp drag on his cigarette, distracted. "If you don't speak, no one will treat you as dumb!"

"Isn't it pity for you? But I don't have so much free time to take care of your affairs. This time I won't be old enough to be a peacemaker. "

"No one begs you!"

"...If you want to save face and suffer, I'll see how you get her back this time."

Chopin was stimulated by the word "begging", and his face sank, "Why should I beg her?"

Zhan Zixu shrugged, "I didn't mean that, but it's true that you are nervous about her. In this relationship, you are temporarily at a disadvantage."

Everyone else could see clearly that only he cared about her, and she didn't have him at all.Even if there is, it doesn't occupy many positions, far less important than that bastard named Shen Lichuan.

Chopin is also contradictory. On the one hand, he also wants to be more generous. After all, it is her past, and he can't change anything.She needs a little time to digest the seven years of relationship. It is definitely not good for him to push too hard, on the contrary, it will make herself appear more cautious.

However, emotional matters are different from work, and there is no way to stay rational.His temper was also very aggressive, he couldn't get what he asked for, he just tortured others, and he didn't want to do anything to her, so he could only torture himself desperately.

The more abuse, the more unbalanced, in short, it is an endless loop, which can torture him enough.

"Let me just say, women are the most troublesome thing. Especially the first time this old man is sincere, it is even more troublesome... Hehe, I didn't say that you are an old man, so don't take it for granted!"

Chopin pinched the cigarette butt, pressed it firmly in the ashtray, and cursed. "Fuck!"

"It's useless for you to swear, let's think about how to solve it! Didn't you have a creed before that you should solve the problem when you encounter it, and never waste a second worrying about it? When you teach us, you are very clear and special. Contempt us. Now? Hurry up and show your momentum!"

According to Xiao Bang's temper, he could kill Zhan Zixu with one blow.

Damn!What kind of bullshit hurts friends, can't help at all when something happens, and is still gloating here, what do you want him to do!piss off!

Chopin was so upset that he reached out for a cigarette again.At this time, the phone vibrated, and Zhan Zixu saw the word "Yu" flashing on the screen.

He glanced at Chopin, only to see that he frowned and seemed to hesitate for a few seconds, and finally pressed the mute button in a fit of anger.

The phone was still vibrating on the coffee table.

Zhan Zixu just looked at it like this, with a hint of joking. "What? You don't answer Yu's calls?"

"If you don't answer, I will."

He made a gesture to reach out, kicked Chopin, and stabilized the stool embarrassingly.

The phone buzzed non-stop, as if it had been magnified ten thousand times, making Chopin restless.

He picked it up, but finally stuffed it into his trouser pocket like picking up a hot potato.

After the phone stopped vibrating, he felt a little lost.But it rang again, and he still didn't answer, anxious and awkward as hell.

Looking at his constipated face, Zhan Zixu couldn't help but shook his head and sighed.

"If you don't want to die, you won't die. They've taken the initiative to ask for peace. What are you doing? Just give her a step down? Huh? Girls are reserved and thin-skinned, so just give in..."

"Our relationship is not as simple as you think!" Chopin took a puff of his cigarette, and his tone was annoying when he puffed it.

After a while, the phone stopped vibrating, she didn't call again, and his heart also dimmed.

"You...sooner or later, you will torment yourself to death..."

Taking out the mobile phone, Chopin's fingers were dancing on Qin Yu's name, with a complicated look on his face.

It's not that he doesn't want to pick it up. To a certain extent, he is avoiding it, afraid that she will say something he doesn't like, which will worsen the conflict between the two, and that he will blurt out the words of breaking up, which will be irreversible.

I'm also afraid... She wants to completely sever their relationship. In short, all kinds of speculations, his only way to deal with it is to escape.

In the ward, listening to the busy tone, Qin Yu was disappointed and worried.

No matter what happened before, he would never answer the phone, probably because he was impatient to hear her voice!

She didn't blame him at all, she just kept blaming herself, why she hid it from him, why she hurt a man who gave herself wholeheartedly, she was really guilty.

At this moment, the mobile phone rang, she thought it was him, and hurriedly connected. "Master Xiao..."

"It's me! Qiao Ling."

"...Sister Qiao, what's the matter?"

"My birthday party next Wednesday, are you free?"

Subconsciously, Qin Yu didn't like to contact those people before, but when she thought that Qiao Ling might invite Xiao Bang, no matter how likely he was to agree, she still replied. "have!"

"Well, I'll ask someone to bring you the invitation letter another day."

"Thank you!"

After hanging up the phone, Qin Yu still couldn't get rid of the feeling of loss.Will he go?

Zhan Zixu went to work, Chopin didn't want to go anywhere, stayed in his apartment, smoking one cigarette after another.

When he went to get it again, he found that half a pack of cigarettes had been smoked, and the ashtray was full of cigarette butts.

Without the sedative effect of the tobacco, the nerve pain was even worse.

At this time, a text message came in, Qiao Ling invited him to the birthday dinner.

When he thought of Qin Yu, he still had some conflicts.But the eagerness to see her overcame everything, and finally replied with a "yes".

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In March, the Spring Festival holiday is over.A new start, let's work hard together! ! !

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