Net king's elegant pure lotus
Chapter 82 She is here
black……
so dark...
It seems that this is where she will stay forever...
The dazzling place is not what she should be in, and she can't bring such a dazzling light...
"Actually, you can take back your own..." In the dark space, there was such a calm but warm, gentle and inclusive voice, like the most gentle cat scratching your heart softly and warmly , so comfortable, so people want to get close, so, people can't help feeling nostalgic...
"Hehe..." The dry laughter echoed in this dark space, with bewilderment and self-deprecation, with sadness and sadness, with loneliness and loneliness...
There are two souls parked in the empty space, one is a pale soul who should have stayed in this world but ended up lonely and helpless, and the other is Piao Miao who should not have stayed in this world but has been cared by everyone. soul……
The dark space suddenly brightened, and the girl saw a figure of pure white like a lotus coming, those pure eyes that would not settle in gray in the dark, pupils like night, but not as empty and dark as night, Cold and lonely, but full of warm starlight, her slender and weak body has graceful curves. Even if she has an ethereal soul, it is not difficult to know what kind of elegance she should be with a physical body...
The black waist-length smooth hair quietly clung to her back, and then a beautiful figure with distinct black and white appeared in front of her. She was such an elegant and beautiful woman, like a pure lotus that would not be dyed in any color in the ink, just like that. Like the fairies living in Chinese ink paintings, they are so beautiful that people lose their minds...
The girl couldn't help touching her face, feeling ashamed of herself.I thought that this girl is so outstanding, no matter how she has the credit for her beautiful face, but in fact, this girl is even more beautiful than her when she is not wearing it. When she smiled, she realized even more that in front of this person, her pitiful appearance advantages were all smashed into pieces...
The girl found out that such a handsome girl lived in her body, and even wronged her.
"You are so pretty..." the girl said with envy and low self-esteem, it was like a huge gap between the lotus and the weeds...
The girl who looked like a lotus on the opposite side was stunned for a moment, and then she smiled softly. She obviously didn't have the dimples of a girl, but she still gave people a kind of astonishingly beautiful, pure beauty that swept away people's hearts. It was decided when I was born, to be entangled in this is just to make life difficult for myself..."
parents……
The girl's eyes flashed, and the pain in her eyes overflowed no matter how she tried to conceal it.Those parents who forgot about her...
"I believe they haven't forgotten you, they just haven't noticed it yet..." the girl said comfortingly.Yuanshen wanted to ask for proof, but at the same time was afraid to face it. If she hadn't been an ostrich in the first place, maybe the current Yan Muduan and Shizuka Ryoko would have found out.
... But Yan Muduan really found out, but no one knew.
Outside, he was so anxious to send the unconscious man to the hospital, seeing the man's pale face with tear stains, it was as if he wanted to crush his heart!
Yoshiko Shizuka hurriedly followed to the hospital.Yamu Eucalyptus gripped the window so tightly that his knuckles turned white, watching the car go away outside, his blue eyes were deep and ice-cold.
That girl doesn't cherish her body so much!Damn it!
……
The girl just smiled bitterly in her heart when she heard the girl's comforting words, even if she remembered, so what, the baby they always love the most is the one in front of them.When one day, they found out that the baby they loved with all their heart and soul changed back to the original one, what kind of mood did they feel...
The girl thinks that she still likes being an ostrich the most. If she bends over and lowers her eyes, if she doesn't look into other people's eyes, she won't find that others reject her. Then, she can protect herself from getting hurt, as long as she doesn't know , don't think too much, you won't get hurt...
However, in the end, she was still so injured physically and mentally that she had no extra strength to support herself and regain her body...
In this world, no matter how much some people want to embrace their bodies to gain a sense of security, what they embrace will only be endless emptiness and endless loneliness. To be able to obtain happiness that is more perfect than obtaining the whole world...
Those are not what she will get...
But there is someone who has the ability to help her achieve it, to obtain it on her behalf...
"Please...help me bring happiness to them..." The girl had a pale smile, her eyes gleamed with deep anticipation. With self-knowledge, she can't reverse the situation even if she does everything she can, so let her continue to... go on for her...
The girl blinked her incredulous eyes and watched the girl's figure gradually dissipate. The smile that seemed to be relieved was carrying a heavy bondage. She clearly couldn't let go, but she wanted to force herself to give up trying to get rid of it. That was just false.
What makes you think that her ethereal soul that seems to have no destination will bring them happiness...
What makes you worthwhile, just like this no one knows, being forgotten by everyone and disappearing without a sound...
Obviously reluctant...
Obviously can't let go...
Obviously I can take myself back...
"It was I who lost, and I lost in a mess, so don't continue to be confused, and make mistakes again and again..." There was a murmur as thin as a gossamer in the darkness.
……
No, she disagrees with...
The unconscious girl frowned, she disagreed.The original body was originally the real daughter of Akita and Shizuka Yoshiko, she was just a counterfeit, the girl thought that as long as the original body worked hard to change herself, become confident, and become dazzling, someone would agree with her, so don't shrink from other people's vision , how can you get the attention of others when you stay in people's blind spots, just step out...
Why do you have to pay that price to escape...
"Ana, what's wrong baby?" Shizuka Yoshiko asked softly, sobbing, why did she feel like she had experienced many things in a short period of time?
Yan Muduan didn't answer her words, his blue eyes locked on the figure of the person on the bed, he was so terribly quiet that Shizuka Yoshiko flinched, is the storm coming?
The doctor only said that Ayaki Ayaki was too depressed and fell into a coma, probably because of a psychological problem, and there was nothing serious about her body.But Yoshiko Shizuka was worried.Psychological problems are more terrifying.She remembered the time when she was looking for Gao Fu Hengyuan, the baby's heart knot is still not opened!
"Ryoko, you go back first..." After an unknown amount of time, Shizuka Yoshiko spoke suddenly, Shizuka Ryoko's eyes widened, and Yoshiko turned his eyes over, making her feel chilly, sniffling and nodding.She was a little reluctant to face this embarrassing situation that made her feel depressed.
When Yoshiko Shizuka went out, she saw Ling Mu Ling standing outside, her eyes flashed, "Zero, take good care of the baby..."
"Yes, ma'am," Akira said with downcast eyes respectfully.
When Yoshiko Shizuka turned around, she said quietly and left, "Forget it, Zero, you should leave first, just let the Patriarch stay inside..." Let the father and daughter stay quietly for a while, without anyone else.
Yan Muling was stunned, looking at the unconscious person inside, his face was very stern, but his eyes were full of worry.
He just went on a trip with their family, and he didn't need to perform his duties as a secret guard for the time being. He was sent to training by Yan Muduan to become stronger. Why did he see her so pale and unconscious when he came back!
He suddenly felt that he would never leave her for any training anymore, he would guard her in the dark every step of the way, if she was in danger, he would definitely stand in front of her!Even if you really make her blame herself for being hurt by him, don't see her being hurt in the slightest!
Mu Ling did not listen to Shizuka Ryoko's words and left, but hid in the dark, he must not leave!
In the ward, Yan Muduan just sat quietly by the bed and looked at the unconscious person. When she finally opened her blue eyes, he was startled...
After brewing for so long, wanting to explode, asking her if she was his baby, disappeared in front of such a pair of eyes.
This is still his baby...
Huh...he thought too much, that's why he thought it wasn't his baby!Baby is no longer an autistic girl, no longer that cowardly and retreating ostrich-like girl, it must have been an illusion before!Is it because the baby is really sad and crying, so you doubt it?
Yan Muduan really wanted to slap himself, how could he reject his baby like that!Seeing Ren'er just staring at him blankly after waking up, the emotions in his eyes were so complicated that he couldn't understand, thinking that she was because of his rejection before, she got angry, and immediately bitter bubbles appeared in her heart.
No matter how strong the baby is, she is still a girl. It is normal to cry and feel uneasy!He no longer doubts!Baby, stop looking at him so complicatedly!He will mistakenly think that the baby has a knot in his heart, there is a gap!It would be better to kill him!
"Baby! It's good to wake up! It's good to wake up! Is there any discomfort!" Yan Muduan was very attentive, and asked with a flattering and caring face.Hey, baby, don't get angry because of his previous behavior!
The curled eyelashes trembled a little as the man's eyes narrowed. She didn't look at the face that was close to him, but turned to the other side. But Yan Muduan still noticed it, thinking that she was really hurt by him, her face collapsed in an instant, and she froze.
He broke baby's heart...
"I want to be alone for a while..." She spoke, although her voice was not too hoarse, but it was still not as soft as before because of crying hard.
Yan Muduan doesn't care about other issues anymore, he is really worried by the baby's slight indifference, if he knows that he will get such a result, the baby can hold him to the end of time! (Ahem, it's a bit exaggerated ==) He won't pull her hand away forcefully again!
"Baby..." Yan Muduan wanted to apologize, and there seemed to be a flattering tail behind him, but he didn't look at him again, and closed his eyes. Yan Muduan could only grimace bitterly, but he just refused to leave stubbornly. Stand there silently.You have to be quiet, that's fine, as long as he doesn't make a sound, he won't leave!
This seemed to be a continuation of the original situation, but she felt different.Yuanshen gave her body to her at such a price, through which she could see others' disapproval, suspicion and rejection of her, and it seemed that she could no longer get along with them as purely as before.
…that guilt that made her feel like taking something from someone else.
【You didn't take anything away from me, because I never got it. Promise me to make them happy. I will keep watching, okay...】
Such words sounded from the bottom of her heart, she opened her eyes in shock, the original body was still...
[Yes, I'm still here, you should see through it, right?If it's mine, you can't take it away, it can be easily replaced by you, do you think I have it?I will live in your heart, watch your happiness, and realize my wish, okay? 】
She smiled wryly, what else could she do.Originally thought that if the original body came back, she could return to the original world no matter how bad she was, but she didn't expect that nothing happened, she was still floating in this two-dimensional space, it seemed that she could only be an ethereal soul with nowhere to go, If the original body doesn't let her come back, then the current her will be swapped with the original body.
[I admit, I want to see them happy... Please...] Yuan body's voice gradually became low, until finally there was no movement.
Yeah, she wants to see them happy, but she really doesn't know how to make them happy...
In the quiet space, Ya Muduan, including Ya Muling in the dark, could notice her bitter and bewildered expression, and felt distressed, but Ya Muduan was in a much more complicated mood than Ya Muling.
Yanmu Lingfu finally proposed to go back, she didn't like to be in the hospital, Yan Muduan nodded hurriedly, and took her back to the Yanmu house.
By the time we got back to the Muzhai, night had already fallen.
Shizuka Yoshiko saw that Ayaki Ayaki woke up, and finally heaved a sigh of relief. Somehow, the inexplicable feeling before finally disappeared, and she seemed to be back on the normal track.
Yumu Yuliu has been standing by the window since Yumu Lingfu was sent to the hospital, looking at the beautiful figure who walked into Yumu's house, even the dark night can't stop her beauty, his heart is so Take a hard beat!
She has come back!
!!
so dark...
It seems that this is where she will stay forever...
The dazzling place is not what she should be in, and she can't bring such a dazzling light...
"Actually, you can take back your own..." In the dark space, there was such a calm but warm, gentle and inclusive voice, like the most gentle cat scratching your heart softly and warmly , so comfortable, so people want to get close, so, people can't help feeling nostalgic...
"Hehe..." The dry laughter echoed in this dark space, with bewilderment and self-deprecation, with sadness and sadness, with loneliness and loneliness...
There are two souls parked in the empty space, one is a pale soul who should have stayed in this world but ended up lonely and helpless, and the other is Piao Miao who should not have stayed in this world but has been cared by everyone. soul……
The dark space suddenly brightened, and the girl saw a figure of pure white like a lotus coming, those pure eyes that would not settle in gray in the dark, pupils like night, but not as empty and dark as night, Cold and lonely, but full of warm starlight, her slender and weak body has graceful curves. Even if she has an ethereal soul, it is not difficult to know what kind of elegance she should be with a physical body...
The black waist-length smooth hair quietly clung to her back, and then a beautiful figure with distinct black and white appeared in front of her. She was such an elegant and beautiful woman, like a pure lotus that would not be dyed in any color in the ink, just like that. Like the fairies living in Chinese ink paintings, they are so beautiful that people lose their minds...
The girl couldn't help touching her face, feeling ashamed of herself.I thought that this girl is so outstanding, no matter how she has the credit for her beautiful face, but in fact, this girl is even more beautiful than her when she is not wearing it. When she smiled, she realized even more that in front of this person, her pitiful appearance advantages were all smashed into pieces...
The girl found out that such a handsome girl lived in her body, and even wronged her.
"You are so pretty..." the girl said with envy and low self-esteem, it was like a huge gap between the lotus and the weeds...
The girl who looked like a lotus on the opposite side was stunned for a moment, and then she smiled softly. She obviously didn't have the dimples of a girl, but she still gave people a kind of astonishingly beautiful, pure beauty that swept away people's hearts. It was decided when I was born, to be entangled in this is just to make life difficult for myself..."
parents……
The girl's eyes flashed, and the pain in her eyes overflowed no matter how she tried to conceal it.Those parents who forgot about her...
"I believe they haven't forgotten you, they just haven't noticed it yet..." the girl said comfortingly.Yuanshen wanted to ask for proof, but at the same time was afraid to face it. If she hadn't been an ostrich in the first place, maybe the current Yan Muduan and Shizuka Ryoko would have found out.
... But Yan Muduan really found out, but no one knew.
Outside, he was so anxious to send the unconscious man to the hospital, seeing the man's pale face with tear stains, it was as if he wanted to crush his heart!
Yoshiko Shizuka hurriedly followed to the hospital.Yamu Eucalyptus gripped the window so tightly that his knuckles turned white, watching the car go away outside, his blue eyes were deep and ice-cold.
That girl doesn't cherish her body so much!Damn it!
……
The girl just smiled bitterly in her heart when she heard the girl's comforting words, even if she remembered, so what, the baby they always love the most is the one in front of them.When one day, they found out that the baby they loved with all their heart and soul changed back to the original one, what kind of mood did they feel...
The girl thinks that she still likes being an ostrich the most. If she bends over and lowers her eyes, if she doesn't look into other people's eyes, she won't find that others reject her. Then, she can protect herself from getting hurt, as long as she doesn't know , don't think too much, you won't get hurt...
However, in the end, she was still so injured physically and mentally that she had no extra strength to support herself and regain her body...
In this world, no matter how much some people want to embrace their bodies to gain a sense of security, what they embrace will only be endless emptiness and endless loneliness. To be able to obtain happiness that is more perfect than obtaining the whole world...
Those are not what she will get...
But there is someone who has the ability to help her achieve it, to obtain it on her behalf...
"Please...help me bring happiness to them..." The girl had a pale smile, her eyes gleamed with deep anticipation. With self-knowledge, she can't reverse the situation even if she does everything she can, so let her continue to... go on for her...
The girl blinked her incredulous eyes and watched the girl's figure gradually dissipate. The smile that seemed to be relieved was carrying a heavy bondage. She clearly couldn't let go, but she wanted to force herself to give up trying to get rid of it. That was just false.
What makes you think that her ethereal soul that seems to have no destination will bring them happiness...
What makes you worthwhile, just like this no one knows, being forgotten by everyone and disappearing without a sound...
Obviously reluctant...
Obviously can't let go...
Obviously I can take myself back...
"It was I who lost, and I lost in a mess, so don't continue to be confused, and make mistakes again and again..." There was a murmur as thin as a gossamer in the darkness.
……
No, she disagrees with...
The unconscious girl frowned, she disagreed.The original body was originally the real daughter of Akita and Shizuka Yoshiko, she was just a counterfeit, the girl thought that as long as the original body worked hard to change herself, become confident, and become dazzling, someone would agree with her, so don't shrink from other people's vision , how can you get the attention of others when you stay in people's blind spots, just step out...
Why do you have to pay that price to escape...
"Ana, what's wrong baby?" Shizuka Yoshiko asked softly, sobbing, why did she feel like she had experienced many things in a short period of time?
Yan Muduan didn't answer her words, his blue eyes locked on the figure of the person on the bed, he was so terribly quiet that Shizuka Yoshiko flinched, is the storm coming?
The doctor only said that Ayaki Ayaki was too depressed and fell into a coma, probably because of a psychological problem, and there was nothing serious about her body.But Yoshiko Shizuka was worried.Psychological problems are more terrifying.She remembered the time when she was looking for Gao Fu Hengyuan, the baby's heart knot is still not opened!
"Ryoko, you go back first..." After an unknown amount of time, Shizuka Yoshiko spoke suddenly, Shizuka Ryoko's eyes widened, and Yoshiko turned his eyes over, making her feel chilly, sniffling and nodding.She was a little reluctant to face this embarrassing situation that made her feel depressed.
When Yoshiko Shizuka went out, she saw Ling Mu Ling standing outside, her eyes flashed, "Zero, take good care of the baby..."
"Yes, ma'am," Akira said with downcast eyes respectfully.
When Yoshiko Shizuka turned around, she said quietly and left, "Forget it, Zero, you should leave first, just let the Patriarch stay inside..." Let the father and daughter stay quietly for a while, without anyone else.
Yan Muling was stunned, looking at the unconscious person inside, his face was very stern, but his eyes were full of worry.
He just went on a trip with their family, and he didn't need to perform his duties as a secret guard for the time being. He was sent to training by Yan Muduan to become stronger. Why did he see her so pale and unconscious when he came back!
He suddenly felt that he would never leave her for any training anymore, he would guard her in the dark every step of the way, if she was in danger, he would definitely stand in front of her!Even if you really make her blame herself for being hurt by him, don't see her being hurt in the slightest!
Mu Ling did not listen to Shizuka Ryoko's words and left, but hid in the dark, he must not leave!
In the ward, Yan Muduan just sat quietly by the bed and looked at the unconscious person. When she finally opened her blue eyes, he was startled...
After brewing for so long, wanting to explode, asking her if she was his baby, disappeared in front of such a pair of eyes.
This is still his baby...
Huh...he thought too much, that's why he thought it wasn't his baby!Baby is no longer an autistic girl, no longer that cowardly and retreating ostrich-like girl, it must have been an illusion before!Is it because the baby is really sad and crying, so you doubt it?
Yan Muduan really wanted to slap himself, how could he reject his baby like that!Seeing Ren'er just staring at him blankly after waking up, the emotions in his eyes were so complicated that he couldn't understand, thinking that she was because of his rejection before, she got angry, and immediately bitter bubbles appeared in her heart.
No matter how strong the baby is, she is still a girl. It is normal to cry and feel uneasy!He no longer doubts!Baby, stop looking at him so complicatedly!He will mistakenly think that the baby has a knot in his heart, there is a gap!It would be better to kill him!
"Baby! It's good to wake up! It's good to wake up! Is there any discomfort!" Yan Muduan was very attentive, and asked with a flattering and caring face.Hey, baby, don't get angry because of his previous behavior!
The curled eyelashes trembled a little as the man's eyes narrowed. She didn't look at the face that was close to him, but turned to the other side. But Yan Muduan still noticed it, thinking that she was really hurt by him, her face collapsed in an instant, and she froze.
He broke baby's heart...
"I want to be alone for a while..." She spoke, although her voice was not too hoarse, but it was still not as soft as before because of crying hard.
Yan Muduan doesn't care about other issues anymore, he is really worried by the baby's slight indifference, if he knows that he will get such a result, the baby can hold him to the end of time! (Ahem, it's a bit exaggerated ==) He won't pull her hand away forcefully again!
"Baby..." Yan Muduan wanted to apologize, and there seemed to be a flattering tail behind him, but he didn't look at him again, and closed his eyes. Yan Muduan could only grimace bitterly, but he just refused to leave stubbornly. Stand there silently.You have to be quiet, that's fine, as long as he doesn't make a sound, he won't leave!
This seemed to be a continuation of the original situation, but she felt different.Yuanshen gave her body to her at such a price, through which she could see others' disapproval, suspicion and rejection of her, and it seemed that she could no longer get along with them as purely as before.
…that guilt that made her feel like taking something from someone else.
【You didn't take anything away from me, because I never got it. Promise me to make them happy. I will keep watching, okay...】
Such words sounded from the bottom of her heart, she opened her eyes in shock, the original body was still...
[Yes, I'm still here, you should see through it, right?If it's mine, you can't take it away, it can be easily replaced by you, do you think I have it?I will live in your heart, watch your happiness, and realize my wish, okay? 】
She smiled wryly, what else could she do.Originally thought that if the original body came back, she could return to the original world no matter how bad she was, but she didn't expect that nothing happened, she was still floating in this two-dimensional space, it seemed that she could only be an ethereal soul with nowhere to go, If the original body doesn't let her come back, then the current her will be swapped with the original body.
[I admit, I want to see them happy... Please...] Yuan body's voice gradually became low, until finally there was no movement.
Yeah, she wants to see them happy, but she really doesn't know how to make them happy...
In the quiet space, Ya Muduan, including Ya Muling in the dark, could notice her bitter and bewildered expression, and felt distressed, but Ya Muduan was in a much more complicated mood than Ya Muling.
Yanmu Lingfu finally proposed to go back, she didn't like to be in the hospital, Yan Muduan nodded hurriedly, and took her back to the Yanmu house.
By the time we got back to the Muzhai, night had already fallen.
Shizuka Yoshiko saw that Ayaki Ayaki woke up, and finally heaved a sigh of relief. Somehow, the inexplicable feeling before finally disappeared, and she seemed to be back on the normal track.
Yumu Yuliu has been standing by the window since Yumu Lingfu was sent to the hospital, looking at the beautiful figure who walked into Yumu's house, even the dark night can't stop her beauty, his heart is so Take a hard beat!
She has come back!
!!
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