Mo Changan always thought that he was mentally prepared, after all, his mother had been ill for so many years.

When she first realized that she was sick, Qiao Wei told her, she said, "An An, my daughter, my mother is sick, and I don't know when it will get better, or even if it is possible to get better. "

Mo Chang'an remembered that her eyes were red at that time, and Qiao Wei always spoke so plainly, including her own illness, so at that time, she said to Chang'an, "An'an, mom always One day I will die. If I get this disease, I may die earlier than other people. Fortunately, we already know it in advance, right? So, don’t be sad, An An, you can do psychological work from now on Get ready, and slowly, it won’t be so difficult to accept.”

Sitting in the car, Mo Changan kept thinking about this memory.

I didn't know how to think about this passage before, and I thought it had been forgotten in my memory, but now that I think about it, even the expression in my mother's eyes and tone at that time is as clear as if it is still in front of my eyes.

An An, my mother will die one day, but you will continue to live well.Mom doesn't have any other wishes, you just have to promise me this.

Qiao Wei's voice seemed to reverberate in her mind, and also seemed to echo in her ears.

Mo Changan only felt that his head seemed to be buzzing from the shock, and he felt a dull pain for a while.

She raised her hand and pressed her forehead, but those memories kept pouring out, and she couldn't stop.

Mo Changan frowned tightly, Shen Boyan looked sideways at her appearance, couldn't help feeling distressed, and reached out to grab her hand, "What's wrong? You look so bad."

Mo Changan narrowed his eyes and looked sideways at Shen Boyan.

At this moment, a word rang in his ear.

An An, my mother only hopes that one day even if I am gone, you will continue to live a good life.

And, if possible, forgive Mom.

Forgive mom.

When Mo Changan thought of this sentence, he didn't think much about it at the time, but now he thinks about it.

What does mother mean, is to let her forgive her for being sick and unable to continue to take good care of her, or is it referring to the series of things that happened later, the series of things she didn't know?

Mo Changan felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she withdrew her hand from Shen Boyan's, and patted her chest lightly.

I just feel a little hard to breathe.

"Stop...stop the car." Mo Changan took a few deep breaths, "Bo Yan, stop the car..."

Shen Boyan saw that she was not in the right condition, and immediately stopped the car on the emergency stop lane of the expressway.

He got out of the car in a hurry and wanted to open the car door for Mo Changan, but before he came over, Mo Changan opened the door and got out of the car by himself, stretched out his hand to the guardrail beside the highway, and gasped for breath.

Tears fell down in fours and eights. Seeing her like this, Shen Boyan frowned tightly.

He stretched out his hand and hugged her, and pressed her into his arms, "Okay, okay, don't cry, don't cry, don't be sad, maybe it's not that serious, please don't cry, okay?"

Her tears broke Shen Boyan's heart.

But I don't know how to persuade her.

Mo Changan stroked his chest lightly, calmed down his emotions, and then turned to look at Shen Boyan, "If she just dies like this, what should I do?"

"what?"

Shen Boyan was taken aback by her sudden question. He frowned slightly and asked back.

"I haven't decided whether to forgive her for keeping me in the dark like this. I haven't decided whether to forgive her for not letting me know. I only knew when I was 23 years old. I also have a younger brother, and I haven't decided whether to forgive her... What if she just dies like this?"

Mo Changan took a few deep breaths, "I didn't even have a good word with her in the end. What if her last memory of me is the last time I got angry and yelled at her?"

Shen Boyan hugged her tightly, "Don't be afraid, it won't be, nothing will happen, we'll find out after we go to see it first, the doctor's voice on the phone just now wasn't urgent, so don't worry."

Mo Changan nodded lightly, and leaned against his arms for a moment before his tone calmed down a lot, "Okay, let's go then."

Shen Boyan was not at ease at first, but after getting in the car, Mo Changan's mood did stabilize a lot.

She is indeed sensible, and quickly sorted out her emotions.

The expression on his face was much calmer.

The car drove all the way, finally arrived at the hospital, and stopped in front of the inpatient building.

Mo Changan got off the car in a hurry, and went upstairs with Shen Boyan.

Qiao Wei has been transferred to the intensive care unit.

As soon as she got to the ICU floor, she grabbed a doctor to identify herself, and the doctor immediately called Qiao Wei's doctor.

"Miss Mo, are you here?"

When she was in the nursing department before, Qiao Wei recognized Mo Changan, the attending physician, but now that she has changed departments, Mo Changan doesn't know this doctor, but it is obvious that the doctor knows her, and his tone is very polite.

"Hello." Mo Changan glanced at his badge before continuing, "Doctor Xing, how is my mother's situation?"

"Come to my office and talk."

After saying this, Dr. Xing pointed in the direction of the office.

Mo Changan was just about to nod, but he quickly glanced in the direction of the ward, "Yes, it's just... can I go and see my mother first? Or is the ICU free for idlers?"

"Of course there is no problem. It's just... Ms. Qiao is not in a good condition now. You see... I'm afraid she won't be very comfortable."

After all, the ICU ward is such a depressing place, and the patients are all critically ill, and the state is in a state that will make family members sad.

Mo Changan shook his head, "It doesn't matter, she...has been in a bad state for so many years, and every time she feels uncomfortable, I will get used to it after a long time."

Doctor Xing responded, and asked Mo Changan and Shen Boyan to change the isolation clothes together.

After I changed into my clothes and put on a mask, I walked into the ICU.

It's dull and depressing here, each ward is for a single person, and there are a lot of life-support machines, a lot of tubes, a lot of wires...

The patients were unconscious and comatose...

Mo Changan's footsteps were much heavier along the way, and Shen Boyan also felt that the atmosphere in this place was very depressing, but there was nothing he could do to stop Mo Changan from wanting to see his mother.

Going all the way inside, Qiao Wei's ward is bigger than the other wards.

It's just that, except that it's bigger, everything else is the same.

So many machines, so many pipes, so many lines.

And on the hospital bed, a thin figure was lying on it, unconscious, with tubes connected to the mouth and nose, so weak... as if it would disappear at any time.

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