My innocent female president

Chapter 058

It was indeed a decision that he regretted for the rest of his life.

Because he later found out that at that time, his mother had liver cancer, and he missed the two years of her life because of his willfulness.

He didn't know if it was his mother's choice, if she missed him too much, or if she had grown to hate him.Hate his rebellion.

Before he knew it, tears rolled down his cheeks.Looking at the photo of his mother's familiar smile, and his heart-warming smile, his heart has shrunk into a ball.

He couldn't stay here any longer, he felt that the air here seemed to be frozen, as if he would suffocate if he stayed any longer.He dared not meet his mother's eyes.

He took two steps back, he couldn't stand up, he didn't dare to stand up, out of the corner of his eye he knelt deeply on the ground with a snap, his knees hit the hard floor in front of the tombstone, he didn't feel anything, he leaned on the tombstone, silently cry.

At this time, the self-control he was proud of could no longer control his emotions. He instinctively raised his hand and tightly covered his open mouth. Tears dripped down on the marble floor, making a tick-tock sound. sound.

Although the mother was able to reunite with the father, he still couldn't forgive himself. A mother with advanced cancer, when her life was dying, her only son was not by her side?

How desperate should she be?

Although he comforted himself countless times, knowing that his mother would not blame him, he just couldn't control the sadness in his heart.

He couldn't blame his mother for not telling him what he really wanted, for not telling him about his condition, because his mother had kept him, couldn't she?Otherwise, why not let him apply for the military academy, and not let him, who has a good score in the college entrance examination, choose a better university in the capital?It's just that he was determined to be a soldier at the time, so who is to blame?

The mother chose to fulfill his dream and be left alone by the pain, but isn't it too cruel for her?

Yu Guangzhong knelt in front of the tombstone, but he didn't cry out, as if he had suddenly suffered from aphasia, he couldn't make a sound of pain, just like a child, he just made a low and trembling choking sound in his throat, his fists clenched tightly Tight, you can't even feel your nails digging into the flesh.

Not crying out loud doesn't mean he isn't grieving, he just doesn't want to show his weakness.

He punched the ground with one punch after another, the fist was still bleeding, the blood flowed down the fist and dripped on the ground, dripping on the small wild flowers on the ground, the bright red blood made the small white flowers look even more bright red.

But the blooming little flower doesn't know his sadness. Can you imagine his sadness for a child who has no father since childhood and lives with his mother?

He has experienced life and death countless times, and fought on the battlefield countless times. He is already a strong soldier, a soldier with an extremely strong inner quality. Can't control it.

At this moment, looking at the familiar photo of my mother, the sting is more clear.

The sky didn't know when it started to rain, dark clouds overwhelmed the city, heavy rain was pouring, the wind mixed with rain was tearing and blowing, the rain hit his face mixed with tears and remained on him, dripping on the ground along the way.In the wind and rain, no one saw his tears.

So he cried unscrupulously and wailed loudly.

At this time, on top of his head, a big black umbrella suddenly appeared on his head.

Yu Guangzhong knelt on the ground, his knees were deeply sunken on the ground, he lowered his head, the rainwater accumulated into a small ditch, causing an extra piece of rainwater under him, he didn't see who was supporting him He didn't look up because of the big umbrella, why didn't the rain hit him, tears in his eyes dimmed and he saw only a white skirt and a pair of white canvas shoes.

He didn't get up, didn't speak, didn't even look up at the other party, raised his sleeves, wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately, and then without warning, he swung his arm, stood up, and hit the umbrella On the road, he also hit the person next to him. The other party fell to the ground with an ouch, and he didn't look back. He rushed towards the path of the cemetery without looking back.

He wants to escape from this place. Now, he doesn't need anyone's sympathy. He just wants to find a place where there are no people and have a good quiet time. What he needs at this moment is not comfort, he just needs peace, that kind of inner peace.

He also didn't want others to see the sadness in his heart.

Unexpectedly, he would have such a reaction. Qiu Saixue, who was suddenly knocked down on the ground, struggled to get up, and once again grabbed the big umbrella that was almost knocked into the air. Looking at his back in a hurry, his delicate and soft face showed The color of astonishment.

She didn't know Yu Guangzhong, nor his name, but it was not the first time she saw him.

A year ago, at the same time here, at the same cemetery, and at the same time when Qingming was approaching, she accompanied her parents to pay homage to her grandma. Not far away, she accidentally found herself squatting on the tombstone and crying bitterly. He snot.

It was almost like the scene at that time reappeared again, as if the memory was playing back in his mind again, he just covered his mouth like this, choked up stubbornly but silently, but his face was full of tears.

She never knew that a man, especially a man who looked at a very tall man, could cry so sadly. This kind of sadness made people feel distressed and distressed. It made her feel distressed when she stood by and watched quietly. Distressed, he couldn't restrain the urge to run over to comfort him.

Because she knows that she can empathize with the sadness of losing a loved one, her sadness.

This is a pitiful boy.

It's just that she just peeked from a distance and didn't come over, because her parents were by her side, she just remembered his appearance silently. Unexpectedly, after more than a year, time seemed to go backwards, in the same cemetery, and at the same time. In the same cemetery, he was still crying silently while holding his mouth.

For more than a year, his appearance has also changed a little, taller, darker, and stronger.But what hasn't changed is that his desperate look of being alone and unable to cry unrestrainedly hit her soft heart again. How sad should a person be to be able to cry silently?

This time she didn't hide from the side to peek, but took the initiative to walk over. Regardless of her parents' obstruction, she walked over and helped him hold up the big umbrella, showing kindness, but he didn't even look at her, Not only did he not look, but he pushed her to the ground, turned around and ran away.

Fate is so wonderful, it will suddenly appear before you know it, and when you want to grab it, it will disappear quietly.

When she came to her senses, she struggled to get up from the ground, and despite the sound of mud and rain, he was no longer in the cemetery. She hurriedly stood up and looked down, and there was no one there either.