President's husband

But it was because of this very understanding that he hated himself even more.

Qin Niange, what is it about you that makes me, Li Mingyi, worry about you?

Li Mingyi disliked himself like this, so he could only drink non-stop to wake himself up.

But the effect is minimal.

The more drunk and clearer he was, the stronger his complex emotions towards Qin Niange became.

bump!

The wine glass shattered on the ground, and the pieces could no longer be put together again.

bump!

The wine bottle was also declared dead.

When Qin Niange got up early the next morning, he took out his mobile phone and looked at it immediately.

There were no more missed calls or text messages, she felt empty, and finally clicked on WeChat.

It has been a day and two nights since the last time I logged into WeChat.

And in this day and two nights, many things happened.

It was the gap that could never be bridged between her and Li Mingyi.

Someone commented on the first post in Moments, and it was the stranger who gave her a sense of familiarity.

"It looks delicious. I hope you will make me a bowl of noodles like this if you have the opportunity."

Qin Niange felt very strange, why did this person keep getting so close to her?

Not someone you know?

She didn't reply, she quit WeChat, went downstairs to eat the breakfast prepared by Xiao Xia, and started her day's activities.

But when she got to the garden, she found that Xiaoxia had already taken care of the garden neatly, and she didn't need to intervene at all.

And Xiao Xia also chased her out at this time, took an umbrella for her, and treated her like a weak and sick person, "Miss, why did you come out? The sun is so bright, don't come out, go back to the room quickly! Doctor Gu I told you, you need to rest well!"

"Xiao Xia, don't be so nervous, can you? I'm fine." Qin Niange felt helpless.

But Xiaoxia insisted, "No! You have to go to the room! Go to paint, or paint, you can't come here to bask in the sun, I will help you take care of the garden, make sure they grow well, okay?"

Not as stubborn as Xiao Xia, Qin Niange had no choice but to go back to his room.

Xiaoxia even enthusiastically set up an easel for her.

But Qin Niange sat in front of the easel, but couldn't draw anything.

Not inspired.

As long as she stayed in this room, all she could think about was Li Mingyi.

Time shook his head, Qin Niange said to himself, "Qin Niange, can you wake up? How can you leave after this?"

Perhaps psychological hints played a role, or perhaps other reasons.

Qin Niange gradually felt at ease. Although she had wasted a lot of drawing paper, in the end there was still a painting that was a little workable.

She rubbed her sore neck, got up and went downstairs, planning to find some water to drink.

And Gu Junxiu came in at this time, still twisting a basket of exquisite fruits in his hand, "Recite the song, did you just take a nap?"

"No, I just finished painting and came down to get some water to drink. Why are you here?" Qin Niange poured him a glass of water.

Gu Junxiu handed her the fruit, "I came to see you, and I happened to be taking a shift break."

"Thank you." Qin Niange went to the kitchen with the fruit basket.

These fruits looked delicious, and she couldn't help but want to wash some to eat, and treat Gu Junxiu by the way.

Coming out with fruit, Gu Junxiu had just finished the phone call, always smiling at her with such a gentle smile.

"Eat some fruit, Brother Junxiu."

"You go ahead, pick the fruits you like more." Gu Junxiu said with a smile.

Qin Niange looked at it, and it was true.

And recently, her appetite has improved, and she especially likes to eat fruits.

It's just that I didn't say anything because I was afraid to trouble Xiaoxia.

Qin Niange ate in small mouthfuls, and Gu Junxiu chatted with her from time to time.

When Gu Junxiu was about to leave, he asked, "Are you mentally prepared for the minor operation you mentioned yesterday?"

Qin Niange's expression changed, he bit his lip and remained silent.

Seeing her like this, Gu Junxiu knew she wasn't ready yet, and didn't force her, "It's okay, think again."

Qin Niange lowered his head, feeling very complicated.

When Gu Junxiu left the gate, he asked again, "Well, I'll take you out for a walk tomorrow, maybe it will be better."

Qin Niange wanted to refuse, but she knew that Gu Junxiu was doing it for her own good, so she finally nodded, "Okay."

Her promise made Gu Junxiu look happy, and said a little excitedly, "Then it's decided, I will pick you up tomorrow morning, you don't need to prepare anything, I will prepare it for you."

"Okay." Seeing his smile, Qin Niange couldn't help being infected, and gradually smiled.

This made Gu Junxiu shudder, "Recite the song, you should smile more, you look beautiful when you smile."

Qin Niange blushed for his praise, but Gu Junxiu left happily.

After Gu Junxiu left, Qin Niange looked at Xiaoyue who was standing aside, and said beggingly, "Xiaoyue, can you not report to Li Mingyi?"

Xiaoyue looked very embarrassed, "Miss Qin, I have already made it difficult for Dr. Gu to come in. If Mr. Li found out, he would definitely not let me go."

"Xiaoyue, please, just treat it as helping me!"

Xiaoyue felt soft and could only nod, "Okay, I won't report it for now, but if Mr. Li finds out, Ms. Qin will say something for me."

"Okay." Qin Niange felt relieved and thanked Xiaoyue very much.

After she left, Xiaoyue could only shake his head helplessly, "If Mr. Li finds out, Miss Qin might not be able to protect me either."

It seemed that he had to be ready to pack up and leave at any moment.

That night, Li Mingyi didn't call again.

Qin Niange couldn't tell whether he was happy or sad, so he turned off his phone and fell asleep quietly.

That's fine, if it takes a little longer, maybe she can let it go.

The next day Gu Junxiu took Qin Niange out to the orphanage.

This is where Gu Junxiu often comes, and their hospital has been subsidizing the orphanage.

And he will come to check the children every month.

Gu Junxiu asked Qin Niange to follow him so that she could use other things to forget Li Mingyi.

Seeing how happy she was playing with the children, Gu Junxiu knew that he had made a mistake.

The children in the orphanage are very cute. Although they are a little shy, Qin Niange communicates with them patiently, listens to them talk about their dreams, and teaches them how to draw...

In less than half a day, the children liked her very much.

Seeing this, Gu Junxiu couldn't help laughing, "I've known the children for more than two years, but it's not as good as you coming here for half a day. You can see how much they like you."

Qin Niange's face was full of smiles. Seeing the children's innocent and lovely appearance, the things in his heart were gradually covered, "I also like getting along with them very much."

Gu Junxiu's heart moved slightly, and he asked subconsciously, "Do you like children very much?"

"Of course!" Qin Niange nodded affirmatively, "Who wouldn't like children? How cute are they? And they are all kind, with no impurities in their eyes."

Hearing what she said, Gu Junxiu felt very uncomfortable.

It happened that the orphanage had dinner, and the children went to eat, and the surroundings of the two became quiet.

Gu Junxiu thought for a while and said, "Actually, not necessarily. Look at the children here, are they cute? But some of them were abandoned by their biological parents."

Qin Niange's eyes widened, and he looked at Gu Junxiu in disbelief, "No way? Why did their parents do this?"

"The fact is that some parents love their children very much, but some parents don't love their children. They even feel that the arrival of their children has brought them trouble, so they throw them away very irresponsibly." Gu Junxiu described these cruel things, Tell Qin Niange one by one, and pay attention to her reaction from time to time.

Qin Niange's face paled slightly, and his heart slowly felt distressed, "Don't parents love their children? It won't be like this! If I were a mother, I wouldn't abandon my child, and I would give him all my love. "

"What if the child is not blessed?"

"What do you mean?" Qin Niange stared at him blankly.

Gu Junxiu hesitated, and said, "For example, if parents cannot be together but have children, these children are not blessed, they are so-called illegitimate children. If the mother gives birth to him, he will bear this identity for the rest of his life. Being looked down upon, being looked down upon by others, and living in this tragedy for the rest of my life, it would be better not to have this child."

Qin Niange leaned on the chair in a state of exhaustion, unable to find his own voice for a long time.

Gu Junxiu knew that she was frightened, and felt very uncomfortable, "Recite the song, maybe my words are a bit heavy, but I also said a fact, you understand the meaning of this identity, right?"

She nodded suddenly.

How can you not understand?

Because she is an illegitimate child.

When she was very young, she had no companions and was always alone.

Many times, she took her doll to curry favor with the little girl next door, hoping that she would play with her, but the little girl threw her doll on the ground and trampled on it fiercely.

And scolded, "My mother said, you are an illegitimate daughter without a father, so I can't be friends with you!"

That day, she hugged the trampled and dirty doll and locked herself in the room for a whole day.

It was the mother who came back from work and discovered her abnormality, and she only said it after careful questioning.

At that time, the mother just hugged her and cried, and kept saying sorry.

And told her not to let her children be born without blessings in the future.

But the fact that Gu Junxiu said now coincides with what his mother said.

But she felt a dull pain in her heart, very uneasy, "Brother Junxiu, why... are you telling me these things?"

"It's nothing, I'll just say it casually, don't take it seriously." Gu Junxiu avoided her gaze with a guilty conscience.

Qin Niange's heart was very heavy, as if he had seen his own future.

If she was pregnant with Li Mingyi's child, if Li Mingyi married Su Zhiwei, her child would become an illegitimate child...

Did brother Junxiu mean to keep her from getting too deep?

"I understand." She nodded, with a heavy heart, "but I don't know if it can be done, because the child is innocent."

"Don't think too much about the song, it's nothing." Gu Junxiu hurriedly persuaded her, fearing that she would think too much.