Married with all means, the president's pursuit of his wife is too high-profile!

Chapter 296: Is Regret Useful? "I was the one who let you enter Li's house instead of me, and now I'm the one who made you bear all the responsibilities. Look at Xiaobei, I'm always so selfish. You think of me every time, but I once This time pushes you into a deeper abyss, what kind of friend am I? I am such a hateful woman who only thinks about herself and does not care about others, what qualifications do I have to be happy? In fact, the real pure and kind person is Lu Sien, for my sake I came to China from a thousand miles away and abandoned everything he was familiar with, all his friends and careers for me, but I didn’t even dare to tell him that I was not sick at all, and enjoyed his careful care of me every day with peace of mind. And caring! How can I accept his proposal? That ring makes me feel ironic, I don’t deserve such a pure diamond in the world.”

The tears on Lu Bingqing's face flowed more and more, like an open valve that could not be controlled.

Jiang Baobao felt a bang in his head, and his whole body was completely stunned because of Lu Bingqing's words!

Bingqing...she's not sick at all...she's fine, doesn't she have any mental problems at all?

That is to say, every time she went to see her, she thought she was a sick person, and only now did she know that she was fine?She doesn't need her comfort, her care, or even her atonement. She always knows what she's talking about, but she just keeps pretending to be stupid about some things she doesn't want to hear or know?

"Xiao Bei, I'm sorry..." Lu Bingqing bowed his head deeply, and finally couldn't help sobbing with his mouth covered.

Seeing Lu Bingqing's expression of joy, anger, sorrow and joy of a normal person, she had mixed feelings for a moment.

At this moment, the door of the room that was half-hidden opened, and when he saw Lu Sien standing outside the door, Lu Bingqing's expression turned pale for a moment!When meeting his gaze, she quickly became calm.

Although he didn't know how long he had stood by the door, Lu Bingqing knew from his expression that he should have heard their conversation just now, at least the last conversation.

Lu Bingqing stood up from the bed, "I'm sorry Lu Sien. You just heard the reason why I can't accept your marriage proposal. So you don't have to stay in China for me. Thank you for your care and guidance during this time, you can always Let my heart be happy, but for now, stop here and go back to where you belong. You deserve to meet a more suitable lover."

Today, she can finally face him, and can honestly speak her heart into his eyes, and tell the secret she has been hiding all along.

At first, she just wanted to be alone, whether she was really sick or pretending to be sick, she didn't want to have contact with anyone, and she didn't want to explain to anyone.But when he wanted to shine into her heart like the warm sunshine in the cold winter, and she couldn't refuse, she finally understood that she should give him an explanation.

Lu Bingqing was even prepared to feel like being called a liar.She even got slapped for it!

She suddenly understood that this daring to tell the truth was because she was afraid of losing.Just like when Jiang Baobao concealed the truth about Li Zeyan at the beginning, it was also because he was worried that he would leave.

She used to think that the door of her heart would never be opened to anyone, but when Lu Sien accompanied her through the most difficult time, she realized that her love was not dead.

……

Facing Lu Sien's approach, Lu Bingqing closed her eyes and waited for his anger, but she didn't expect that she would fall into a wide and warm embrace the next moment!

"Fool, if Mr. Li can tell that you are not sick, can't I not see it when I get along with you day and night?"

Facing Lu Bingqing who was looking at him in surprise after opening his red eyes, Lu Sien put his finger on the center of her brow, "The mentally ill patients I have seen are all happy because they have forgotten the unhappy things, so what? Will you frown every day like you?"

After Lu Sien entered the room, Li Zeyan stood by the door, leaning against the door with his arms crossed, and when he met his eyes, his calm appearance obviously expected today's result .

The more indifferent he is, the more Jiang Baobao feels that he is mocking her wishful thinking.

Wishful thinking to take the affairs of the Lu family onto himself, trapped himself to death and only wanted to save others.

Baby Jiang got up, and she walked to Li Zeyan by the door, and said in a low voice, "Let's go."

Seeing Lu Bingqing's steady stream of tears like water with a valve turned on, Lu Sien, who couldn't wipe it off, began to get nervous gradually——

"Bingqing, don't be like this. I don't mean to accuse you. It doesn't matter to me whether you are sick or not. As long as you are healthy and active, as long as you can get out of the past and live a good life Go on! Remember when I first met, I told you the meaning of my name, Lucien? Lucien means light and truth, and I hope that the light can illuminate you! Even a little bit like a candle is fine! As long as it It's good, it's helpful to you!"

"But I have killed people and been with other men. I have a daughter... You deserve a better woman, you shouldn't be like me..."

Lu Bingqing lay in Lu Si'en's arms, weeping sadly for a while, the more she didn't know how to face his desire to resist, the more he hugged her tightly!

"In my heart, you are the best person. No matter what happened before, let me raise my daughter with you. I can not have children in my life. She will be my biological daughter in the future."

He is not a person who is afraid of parting, but now, he is very afraid that she will leave him!

"The name lucien can be pronounced as a Chinese name in many ways, such as Lucien, Lu Sien, etc. I really want to choose the same surname as you, but I still choose the way of the road. Do you know why? Because I want Bring you on my way and walk through this life with me. Do you know what I am most grateful for? You are not sick, it is really great!"

Lu Sien's soothing voice and gentle confession made her heart feel like it was being roasted by a fire, even the hardest steel would be melted by his heat bit by bit at this moment!

Lu Bingqing finally couldn't help but burst into tears!

Hysterical as if to vent all the injustice of fate, as if to completely break with the dark past!

……

She finally understood that in this life you can make mistakes and fall.You can also choose to stand up bravely and firmly with the help of those warm hands.

Only by waving goodbye to the past can we firmly grasp the present with empty hands!

As for Lu Sien, she was finally willing to cry.I heard that from the incident a year ago until she was admitted to a nursing home, no matter how frightened she was, she never shed a single tear.Just like a patient who has a fever and has been unwilling to sweat, now she is finally sweating profusely.

In the future, her illness will be cured.

***

The fifth floor is not high, but it will take some time to walk.

Jiang Baobei was walking in front, when Li Zeyan's voice sounded faintly in the stairwell behind.

"Disappointed?"

The footsteps in front of him paused, Jiang Baobei said in a low voice, "No."

"Do you think it's worth what you did for her?"

"There is nothing worth it." When he reached the corner of the stairs, Jiang Baobei stopped and looked over. "At that time, what happened to Uncle Lu had a huge impact on me. No matter it was then or now, even if there is only a little bit of responsibility in it, I can't continue to hold the wedding with peace of mind. It's just..."

Baby Jiang's tone dropped.

"Just what?" He stared into her eyes and walked to her side.

It's just that there was one thing, something she couldn't recover because of her impulsiveness, and she regretted it.

But is regret useful?

If it was useful, they wouldn't be in the current relationship, and wouldn't be standing here like they are now.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Baobao looked deeply at Li Zeyan.

He frowned, subconsciously feeling that what she originally wanted to say was not followed by this sentence.

"What happened to Uncle Lu back then, I shouldn't blame everything on you. Actually, I didn't mean it. At that time, I was completely..."

She knew how unfair it was to him.It's just that she was too painful and blamed herself too much at that time, and she couldn't care about his feelings at all.It seemed that only by hating him and blaming him could she be able to dilute and transfer the unbearable pain in her heart.

But he didn't say anything or justify, just bear everything silently.

"I know." He said lightly, shrugging his shoulders with his hands in his trouser pockets, "I would rather you pour all your grievances on me, at least you can feel better in your heart. Otherwise, I'm really afraid that you will be overwhelmed, or become Lu Bingqing That way, a complete breakdown and self-enclosed."

Baby Jiang's heart was moved.

It seemed that no matter what the circumstances, this man's maintenance and concern for her had never changed.It was only because of his silent protection that she could walk out of that swamp of shadows within a year.

"Have you ever hated Lu Bingqing?" After hesitating, he finally asked her this question head-on.When she was at the door just now, the change on her face couldn't be more obvious.