CEO Overlord Love: Contract Lover

Chapter 215, the suicide note he left for her (2)

"It's a pity that I'm suffering from heart disease. I'm afraid you can't help me."

"Heart disease, what kind of heart disease?"

"You don't want to know, you will only think I am naive if you know."

"You haven't said it yet, how do you know that I don't want to know? How do you know that I feel naive?"

"Then... let me tell you, but can't you make fun of me?"

"Well, of course."

"How should I say, for example, in your eyes, I am a very happy boy, I have things that many people dream of, but I am not happy, and always feel very depressed, because my parents never Don't care about me."

"Oh, I seem to have your symptoms too. It seems that we have the same disease."

"you also have?"

"Well, my illness is worse than yours. Although my mother cares about me, I have no money and I lost my father. That often makes me feel inferior."

"But I can't see a trace of inferiority on your face?"

"Well, maybe I should always be able to convince myself well that I'm not the kind of person who always lives in the past."

"What does it mean?"

"It's hard to explain it to you, because you look a little stupid, but I still plan to try my best and explain it to you. You let me think about it first."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you, but I have to tell you one thing, I'm smart, not stupid."

"Oops! I thought of that!"

"What is it?"

"Well, maybe the reason why I always look happy is because every time I'm unhappy, I tell myself that tomorrow is another day!"

"tomorrow is a new day?"

"Well, tomorrow is a new day, we shouldn't carry on the sadness of yesterday to tomorrow, shouldn't we?"

"Right."

"Then are you still sad?"

"Better."

"In that case, I'll leave. After all, I have to go home and cook."

"Aren't you going to accompany me?"

"Why should I accompany you?"

"...Okay then, let's go."

"See you!"

"But you haven't told me your name yet?"

"Well, my name is Mengyao."

"Is there anyone named Meng in this world, why don't I know?"

"I am! This is the name I gave myself. I don't think people should follow the worldly concept. I should live according to my own ideas!"

"So that's it."

"Then I'm leaving, bye."

"Okay, so will you still show up?"

"No way, because I only pass by this beach occasionally."

"Then can I find you?"

"That's not good, after all, I don't intend to be friends with you."

"why?"

"Well, since I was young, I didn't want to have a boyfriend, and my mother would be angry."

"...Okay then, let's go."

"See you!"

"Wait a moment."

"What's the matter? You are so long-winded!"

"Then can I go to you when I grow up?"

"If you remember me."

"What about you, will you remember me?"

"not necessarily."

......

Mengyao, in fact, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight. When we met for the first time, I was impressed by your courage and your thinking.

What you said astounded and amazed me.

I didn't expect a young girl to have such a grand vision of the world.

Since that day, you have left a deep impression on me.

At that time, my love for you was not love, but pure appreciation.

......

Since then, I have not seen you again, nor have I heard anything about you.

I don't always think of your appearance, but I think of what you said when I am unhappy.

"Tomorrow is another day."

You didn't accompany me to grow up, but your words accompanied me for eight years.

Spend spring, accompany summer, linger in autumn and winter.

......

I once thought that I would never see you again in this life, you were just an image of my childhood.

Until that day, that day was pretty much the most painful day of my life.

My father brought a woman back from outside, she was pregnant, he asked me to call her, little mother.

You know that feeling of sadness and irony, you don't.

My mom was crying so hard that day, she took it out on me and made me feel like a piece of shit with every word she said.

She said that I can't do anything, and I only know how to eat, drink and have fun every day.

......

And so on, I don't want to give too many examples.

I was very irritable that day, that's why I forced you that night.

I recognized you at a glance, but you didn't recognize me at all. I was really disappointed.

Maybe it was because of the extremely bad mood at that time, I didn't explain it to you, but I kept bullying you.

After more than a week, I gradually calmed down, and I wanted to ask you to apologize.

And that day happened to be the day we fell into that cliff.

That was also the first day I started falling in love with you.

I really admire your courage, really.

I have ten thousand words to praise you, but those words are inevitably too exaggerated, so just say a few words.

Mengyao, you are the most special girl I have ever seen, maybe you are not very beautiful or very gentle.

But your tough character and broad outlook on life are enough to sink me.

It is not difficult for me to understand why Zhou Xuan fell in love with you. I believe that any man with thought and connotation will fall in love with you.

Perhaps because of my inherent low self-esteem, I am very afraid that you will choose Zhou Xuan, so I always try my best to keep you by my side.

Even those methods suck now.

......

But I am very glad that you chose me and fell in love with me.

Countless times I have been asking God, is that a dream?

You may think I'm naive, but that's the real me, not as strong as you think.

I also have my own little thoughts, my own cowardly side, just because I love you.

So I don't want to be your hero all the time.

......

Unfortunately, such happy days did not last long.

I don't know how your mother passed away. I went to your house immediately after I heard about it, looking for you.

But you have already left.

Since that day, I have never heard anything about you again.

You seem to have evaporated and disappeared.

I hate you

Hate you for not being too late.

I love you too

I think about you every day and night, thinking you will come back.

I am constantly waiting for you in place.

I hope one day you will come back, hug me like before, and say to me, "Yangxi, I'm back!"

But you didn't after all.

......

I don't know how I survived the most difficult period of those five years.

Just get used to thinking about the things you left behind in the dead of night.

Of course, there were not many tears.

Until five years later, when I returned to England to do some business, I remembered that you once told me that you like to eat desserts when it rains.

I naively imagined that maybe I could meet you in a dessert shop, just like those heroines and heroines in TV dramas.

Although I felt that it was very unreal, I still went. After all, the glimmer of hope in despair is hope.

But I didn't expect you to appear.

But you have changed. If I hadn't been so impressed with you, I'm afraid I wouldn't have recognized you.

How should I put it, you have become very beautiful, it is true.

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