Strong favor of wealthy family: rumored husband owes training

Shen Moling's eyes were slightly red, he got up and went to the opposite side and squatted in front of Wen Wan, grabbing her hands, his tone trembling: "No, my wife, you are always in my heart, but I don't want you to touch those. How much are you Okay, do you know? I really don't want to reveal my filth and embarrassment in front of you. If you knew that I was a bastard who killed people like hemp and regarded life like an ant, would you still fall in love with me?"

Wen Wan hesitated for a few seconds and shook her head: "No, but that is the real you."

Shen Moling showed a flustered expression for the first time, and hurriedly explained: "That's not the case, that's not the real me, the real I love you, I used to have a lot of involuntary things, but now, I can't help myself."

Wen Wan felt very uncomfortable hearing him say that. She really wanted to hug him and tell him that she was not angry anymore, but she couldn't say it because there was still a gap between her and him. This is an invisible barrier. Can't see, any storm will turn into a huge gully and affect each other's hearts.

She held his hand instead, feeling the calluses of thorns on his palm and fingertips, and said seriously: "I don't deny your kindness to me, and I know you care about me, but I don't care about the way you love me." Pleased."

"You said you were afraid of hurting me, but you were actually afraid of hurting yourself. You were afraid that I would know you, that I would know your past, that my thoughts would make you unpredictable, and that all you did was to protect you Own."

"If you really didn't want to hurt me, you wouldn't have turned your head three years ago. I don't believe that you are so smart that you can't imagine how sad I am. My enlightenment is accompanied by heart-piercing pain. You think I How did you survive those three years? Is my heart broken and healed only because of your ridiculous explanation?"

"Shen Moling, do you love me? Do you know what love is? If you really love me, then your love is nothing more than that. If it weren't for your strong character and I didn't love you to the point of compromise, we wouldn't Do you understand today? Would a man who truly loves me be willing to make me cry again and again? Even if you have countless reasons, it doesn’t mean you can use love as a cover.”

Shen Moling could hear what was in her heart. Although he was very sad, at least he understood what she was thinking. He hadn't heard her say what was in his heart for so long, so he didn't dare to tell her, because he had too many worries , he was afraid that what he would get by revealing his heart would not be understanding, but her concerns and retreat.

Since he was a child, he had no friends and no relatives around him. He was trained alone in the harsh and cruel special forces. For him, feelings are a kind of burden.He never thought that he would meet a woman who made his heart beat in his lifetime, and he had the idea of ​​spending his whole life with her.

He knew that he was selfish, and all the good things he did to Wen Wan were from his point of view. He always gave her what he thought was the best, but it was not what she really wanted.

"I'm sorry, I may not understand what love is, but I'm sure I really love you, my wife, can you please don't leave me, I can't lose you!" His tone was very light, but the deep affection in his eyes was very strong , a kind of dripping light flickers to reflect the gentleness in it.

"...I'm sorry, let's separate." Although Wen Wan hesitated, she was still calm. She knew what she wanted, and no matter how reluctant she was, she couldn't make the same mistakes again.