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"As long as we don't exceed the final limit, no matter how it is exposed in front of the Zuo family, at least this will only be a past that can be forgotten if you say you can forget it, and you will not leave anything that you shouldn't have. Traces, this is the only protection I can do for you."

Xu Chengfeng's attitude was calm, but his calmness made Zuo Yue's heart arouse raging anger, and she stood up suddenly.

Xu Chengfeng reached out to help her, lest she get up too quickly and get hurt, after all, she had been shot before.

But Zuo Yue raised his hand and waved it away.

"What are feelings? Uncle, tell me! Xu Chengfeng, tell me! Every day, every step, you have reservations! While you give me hope, you let me see the despair of the future first. Is this the protection you give me?" " Zuo Yue's eyes were red and red: "What kind of love is love with reservations? I asked you, don't you want me? You know what the answer is in your heart!"

"Zuoyue, I didn't want to argue with you. I didn't intend to evade this responsibility from the beginning to the end. If you want, I will always be by your side, but I will not exceed the limit."

"What's the bottom line! Go to bed!" Zuo Yue suddenly asked loudly.

Xu Chengfeng's face suddenly darkened, his brows were slightly frowned because of her openness and the scolding smile in her eyes, but he looked at her with warning eyes: "Can you be more rational?"

Zuo Yue smiled: "Is it rational? Do you know what I will do once I am really rational?"

Seeing Zuo Yue's emotions at this moment, Xu Chengfeng stretched out his hand and was about to hug her into his arms, but Zuo Yue suddenly raised his hand to push him away, and at the same time took a step back.

Xu Chengfeng frowned: "You want to quarrel with me?"

"I don't want to." Zuo Yue shook her head: "The moment my mother appeared just now, I knew how hard the time I was with you was, even when you had to lie because of me, I suddenly felt that I was A sinner may just think that being with you is as good as it is, as long as you can love each other, no matter what the result is, even if the beginning is vigorous, even if the ending is not what I want, I am willing."

"But I have always kept it to give me a retreat. Shouldn't a relationship be unreserved? But you have always kept it. I finally know why I can't feel safe every day. It's because You use your reason to slap me in the face, and the future you think about to stop me from getting closer to you again and again."

Zuo Yue smiled even bigger as she spoke, but her eyes were still red: "Are you coaxing me? What I want is love, not your perfunctory persuasion just to calm me down! Nor do you want To drag you down! Make you lie for me!"

"But what is it that I have been holding in my hand for so many days? It turned out to be your reserved heart, and it turned out to be your reason that hangs above your emotions."

"Xu Chengfeng, you ask me again and again if I know what love is? Do I really know what love is? Then do you understand? Have you ever loved? Do you know how I feel right now? I'm desperate to fight for it. I saved it, but in the end you slapped me with your own hands in reality! I dragged you into the abyss, but you didn’t sink at all. You still have a way to save yourself. You used tricks to salvage me I actually believed it! I actually believed you!"

"I didn't want to save myself, I was protecting you from the beginning to the end, Zuo Yue, I can't destroy you, understand?" Xu Chengfeng's eyes were sharp and forbearing: "Like is presumptuous, only love is restraint! I can't Go and destroy you with my own hands."

Zuo Yue's eyes trembled when she heard the word "love", suddenly she didn't know what she was sad about.

She lowered her eyes: "So no matter what, you will never have a further relationship with me, even kissing is only twice a day, there will be no more ambiguity, and no more in-depth communication , you can't give me what I want, the most you can give is these, these restraints and silences, and reminders from time to time, reminding me to get out of this abyss, right?"

Xu Chengfeng didn't answer, but apparently, it was almost a default.

When Zuo Yue turned around and was about to leave, Xu Chengfeng said calmly: "Your mother will ask you to eat at night, keep a good mood and don't think about it."

"Aren't you going to China, are you going to Russia? Aren't you going busy?" Zuo Yue turned his back to him: "You go, I will go back to Los Angeles after I pass the exam in a few days, and I won't pester you anymore, I won't let you continue to try to make me happy and calm me every day, what I want is you, but not you."

After finishing speaking, Zuo Yue directly wanted to cross the opposite road and leave.

Xu Chengfeng suddenly grabbed her wrist, pulled her back with a little effort, Zuo Yue almost ran into his arms, when she raised her eyes to look at him, there was a smile in her eyes: "I'm working very hard Don't get angry, don't provoke me anymore, okay? Let me stay alone for a while!"

"I will deal with our relationship as soon as possible, and give me some more time." Xu Chengfeng didn't explain much, but just looked at her: "You are indeed still young, and I still have some doubts that need to be solved right now, if you are willing Wait, maybe I won't restrain myself after you turn 20, but you, Zuo Yue, have just reached the beginning of your life."

Zuo Yue let go of his hand coldly: "Who told you that I would definitely wait? When did I say that I was willing to wait? Either you refuse, or you give it your all. I’m sorry, I don’t accept the way to find the source of sobriety and reason from this relationship! You are using this way to remind me of my naivety and stupidity, and you are using such a calm way to trample all my blood under my feet. Impossible to accept, never to accept."

"Zuoyue!" Xu Chengfeng grabbed her.

He was already trying to walk towards her.

But she can't feel it.

"If you use half of it as a perfunctory, why not just refuse?" Zuo Yue raised his eyes to look at him, and at the same time slowly freed his hand from his wrist: "You can do your work, my mother today After all, in Boston, I am now very clear about what I should do and what I should not do. I will accompany her tonight. As for you, I will not mention a word. I will not let you talk about life in my life because of me. The third lie."

After finishing speaking, Zuo Yue turned around with a blank face and raised her hand in front of a taxi parked by the roadside, then opened the door and got in the car, closed the door and left in a hurry.

When the driver asked her where she was going, Zuo Yue raised her head and looked at Xu Chengfeng in the front rearview mirror.

The man stood on the side of the road in the wind and snow, tall and straight in a plain black suit, looking at her direction, getting farther and farther away, she gradually couldn't see his face clearly.