Domineering CEO: Woman, please be responsible

Han Nianqi pressed the tip of his tongue against his teeth, and after a long time, he replied, "I'm quite nervous."

"It's rare. You were not like this before. With the knife on your neck, you didn't even blink your eyes."

Han Nianqi smiled, "I was not afraid of death before, but now I am."

"Tsk - you are afraid of death, isn't everyone in our team afraid of death?"

"That's not necessarily true. I am different now."

"Because of a girlfriend?"

Han Nianqi listened, his body was a little stiff, and he nodded, "Yes, because of my girlfriend."

"Alas—" the captain sighed, "In our line of work, we are shouldering the mission of the country. Sometimes I really want to give up my picks and quit, but let's quit. I feel sorry for my conscience and the cultivation of the country. Continue to work, and you will die someday, sorry for your wife and children, I'm afraid that at that time, you will feel guilty when you go underground." The captain said, his eyes were slightly red.

The captain is married and has a child. Compared with Han Nianqi, he has more concerns.

He wiped his eyes and said again: "I often tell my wife that I shouldn't have married her in the first place, and I will be buried wherever I die in the future. It would be nice to be alone and have no worries."

"You can't control your emotions."

"No, my wife and I separated and reunited several times when we first got together, and finally got married. According to my wife, life is short and things are impermanent. No one knows what will happen tomorrow. Unknown danger, you block the happiness in front of you, but you don't know, when you block happiness, it is not a death-like torture to yourself."

"That's right." Hearing these words, Han Nianqi was also quite emotional.

The captain patted him on the shoulder and asked curiously, "Now, is the relationship with your girlfriend settled?"

"Well, it's settled."

"How do you feel? More happiness, or more pain?"

"I'm happy when I'm happy, but it's also painful when we part. Every time I get hurt, I don't dare to tell her, for fear that she will cry in distress."

"Oh, it's all the same."

"So now I'm really afraid of death, and I always want to go home well."

"Don't think about it too much. According to what my daughter-in-law said, a person's life is doomed at birth. If you really want to die, it's useless if you try your best to live. If God wants you to live a long life, you don't want to die. Let it. Besides, some people don’t do our business, and they might be killed by the flowerpots falling from upstairs, right? So there is a saying that the king of Hades wants you to die at the third watch, and dare not keep you until the fifth watch So, let's rest assured, good people like us can live a long life."

"Yes?" Han Nianqi looked up at him, but there was a hint of sadness in his eyes.I think of the brothers who died not long ago.

The captain seemed to have thought of it too, and patted him on the shoulder, "Forget it, don't think about it."

Han Nianqi said "En".

……

Mu Dongyue opened a Buddhist temple at home.Every time Han Nianqi was on a mission, she would stay inside for a long time, chant sutras to the Bodhisattva, and beg the Bodhisattva to bless her.

She didn't believe it at first.But ever since she was with Han Nianqi, she felt worried and began to have faith. Reciting scriptures and worshiping Bodhisattvas made her feel at ease.This is also a sustenance of the soul.

Now Han Nianqi will talk to her in advance before going out on a mission, and he won't just walk away like before.But sometimes, when he told her the truth, she was even more afraid.For example, this time, the arms dealers they want to arrest, these people are all desperadoes...