As always, the president's perfect lover

Chapter 196 I'm sorry (don't order) When Qin Yecheng saw this scene, his heart softened and he was in a mess. Will you agree to take care of you in the future?"

Shi Chu was taken aback, probably for convenience, her hair is now cut short, a very energetic one, making her whole face look more delicate and exquisite, her skin color is almost transparent under the sun, but no pores can be seen .

The smile in her big eyes suddenly became lonely, she shook her head and said softly: "Yecheng, I'm not worth it."

Qin Yecheng looked at her, still smiling warmly like the wind, such a beautiful man, the wind shuttled through his broken hair, forming a beautiful scene: "Xiao Chu, if you don't try it, how will you know whether the result is good or not. "

Heart, sour in an instant, Shi Chu opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but finally put down the spoon in his hand, his eyes were blurred, and he murmured softly: "I'm sorry."

"Is it because of the child?" He asked hesitantly, looking at the mist in her eyes, his tone became lighter and lighter. No one knew better than him how important this child was to Shi Chu.

During this period of time, she never mentioned Li Shengyao, and the child became the master of Shi Chu.

It seemed like she couldn't live without this child.She never complained about Li Shengyao, she didn't say a word, since the incident happened, she really did not want anything from him.

Maybe the few days at the police station were short, but Shi Chu said it was a lifetime.

She is a proud girl, and once she goes in, it is enough to crush her pride.

Shi Chu's eyes were startled, but Qin Yecheng could tell from her expression. There was a bright smile on the corner of his mouth, which seemed to have a hint of self-mockery: "Xiao Chu, do you think I'm that kind of superficial man?"

Of course Shichu knew that Qin Yecheng was not a superficial man, but there was only one Qin Yecheng in this world, how could a person as miserable as her be worthy of such a good man.

He was so kind, so good that she found it unattainable: "Yecheng, I didn't mean that."

Seeing the somewhat embarrassed expression on her face, Qin Yecheng looked at her. Today's Shichu is not as bright as before, but it has a unique flavor. He didn't know what he thought of, and his tone was soft as if to say something. A plump blue flower: "If I really care about these things, how can I deserve to say I love you."

If he really cared, he wouldn't let Shichu go to open Jinyuan in the past few years.

If he really cared, these few years would not let Shichu play in the world.

Because these are the things she wants to do, there is no need for him to restrict her life for some rules and regulations. Shichu is a free woman, and he will support whatever she wants.

She opened Jinyuan at the beginning of time because of what she had experienced, and she didn't want some ignorant girls to fall into a desperate situation.

She is good, all the men in this world don't know, but how could he not know.

This stubborn and stubborn woman with a soft heart, he likes her not because she is Lu Shichu, but because she is Shichu, the girl he fell in love with at first sight.

Shi Chu remembered that this was the first time Qin Yecheng said love to herself, her eyes were inexplicably sore, she didn't know why, and felt her nose swelled, the more he was like this, the more she felt that she couldn't delay him, Qin Yecheng was too kind, He should have his own happiness, not her, a woman whose heart has long been lost.

Her eyes were empty, she didn't know what she was looking at, and it took a long time before a sentence came out of her throat: "Yecheng, I am really happy that you can still tell me these things now, but, you are so kind, How could I let you be wronged."

"Xiao Chu." If you love someone, there is no question of whether you will be wronged or not.

Loving someone is fulfillment.

To love someone is to give up oneself.

"Listen to me." When Shi Chu raised her head, her beautiful phoenix eyes met Qin Yecheng's. She knew that this man had the most gentle eyes in the world. No matter how much trouble she caused, no matter what she needed, It was he who never gave up.

In the past seven years, she actually thought a lot about why Qin Yecheng was not the first person she loved.

In the past seven years, she has been asking herself why she likes Li Shengyao and why she can't forget him. For many days and nights, when she woke up from her dream, all she could think about was the scene of him stabbing herself seven years ago.

But the more she wants to forget, she just can't forget it. Almost everyone in Ancheng knows that the boss of Jinyuan is a social butterfly. There has always been a person, the question she always wanted to ask on the day she left Forty-Nine City, has been persistent until now.

She also thought about why the person she likes is not Qin Yecheng. If she likes Qin Yecheng, can she be happy forever in this life, but unfortunately, she doesn't love him.

To her, Qin Yecheng is just like Lu Chaoyan, the existence of her elder brother.

She used to hate herself very much, why didn't she like Qin Yecheng, Bao'er, or anyone else, why did she like Li Shengyao, why did she like him.

Knowing that he is the most unsuitable person for me, why should I like him!

She didn't cry, her eyes were covered with mist from beginning to end, but the tears never rolled down, she sniffed to suppress those sad emotions: "I haven't asked him to go to the hospital these few months. What happened, in fact, from the first day I arrived in Jiangcheng, I knew that something might have happened to him."

She didn't mention her name, but Qin Yecheng knew that she must be talking about Li Shengyao, but how could Shichu know about it? In the past few months, in order to prevent her from knowing about Li Shengyao, he dared not say anything, and even refused to let Qingyu To mention this matter, I am afraid that it will cause her mood swings and affect the fetus.

No one knew how much Shi Chu had paid to protect the child. She almost used her own life to maintain the child's life. No one knew how much medicine she drank and how many miscarriage injections she had.

"Xiao Chu, you..." Qin Yecheng looked at her in shock. If Shi Chu knew all along, then how did she suppress her emotions to pretend she didn't know anything.

Qin Yecheng has always known that a mother is great, but when he heard Shi Chu's words, he couldn't help but wonder what Shi Chu had paid to keep pretending that nothing had happened, even without emotional fluctuations.

At that moment, his heart was deeply shocked.

Everything she did was for the child in her womb, for her and Li Shengyao's child, that's why she pretended that nothing had happened, and lived her life as usual.

He has been hiding it well, but he never thought that she already knew it.

"Yecheng, I've been thinking why every time I needed him the most, he wasn't by my side. I really blamed him. Even what he said to me before he left that day, I felt it was a kind of Torture, I really hated him, and then I thought about it carefully, Li Shengyao is not this kind of person, he can give up for my life, there is no reason for his temperament to change suddenly because of the sudden appearance of the Lu family, the only possibility is that something happened What he can't do anything about, or even solve things." Shi Chu never talked about these things, and this was the first time he had a straightforward analysis with Qin Yecheng.

Don't blame her for thinking too much, but there are precedents.

That time, because of doing good deeds, he openly dated Lu Jinglin. She later found out the truth and thought about ending it with him. After all, a couple cannot last long if they don't trust each other.

Therefore, she has been wondering if there is something difficult for him to solve, so he suddenly does not appear.

His eyes were deep, as if three thousand annoying threads were wrapped around: "I have been thinking about this problem, and I can't figure it out, but I would rather believe that he is busy with other things than believe that he has really abandoned him. me."

When she said these words, she seemed to have a belief that Li Shengyao had a hard time: "But, I really blamed him, even more than when I had an accident seven years ago. At that time, I thought, everyone in this world You don't have to believe me, but Li Shengyao can't, he clearly knows what kind of temperament I am, although I am arrogant and self-willed, I will definitely not kill people."

"However, after waiting for him for a long time, I have been waiting for him to rescue me. In the police station, the moment I was beaten, I really thought, I am done with him, and I can tolerate his neglect of me. , but I can't bear the fact that my child almost died because of his negligence." When Shi Chu said this, he stroked his stomach carefully with his fingers.

Her eyes were wide open: "Ning Qi's accident happened on the night, and he was present, but I had never met Li Shengyao before the trial, and I didn't even have his confession. My guess finally became true at that moment. He's not in Forty-Nine City, especially when Lu Jinglin said those words to me, I'm even more sure that he's not there."

Qin Yecheng looked at Shi Chu, and he knew Shi Chu's temper. The more things happened, the calmer she would be. Her analysis was logical, and some were even close to the truth of the matter: "That's right, he was indeed not there at the time."

Shi Chu had an expression that I guessed right, but her expression did not relax, but was tense, as if a string was stretched extremely tightly, either making a beautiful sound, or suddenly breaking the string, Leaving behind a tear-like dullness.

She sighed, or maybe she didn't: "Where is he now?"

"Shichu, do you still plan to go back to find him?" Qin Yecheng was startled, a trace of uncertainty appeared on the man's gentle face, mixed with a bit of surprise.

But Shi Chu shook his head, and his tone was calm, without any ups and downs: "I have already ended my relationship with him."

She has known Li Shengyao for many years, and it stands to reason that the time of suspicion should have passed long ago, but the days when she was with him were always bruised. No matter what reason Li Shengyao abandoned her this time, she did not intend to Forgiving her.

She really didn't think about being with Qin Yecheng, but she didn't think about being reunited with Li Shengyao either.

The mirror is broken, even if it is carefully maintained, it is still difficult to hide the crack in the middle.

Looking at Shi Chu's appearance, Qin Yecheng couldn't imagine why she didn't want to go back since she understood Li Shengyao's embarrassment, but he forgot that there is a kind of love in this world that needs to advance and retreat together.

Li Shengyao thought he was good to Shi Chu, but Shi Chu might not necessarily like him. The woman she wanted to be was to stand side by side with him, and she was willing to go down with him even in the storm of swords and blood.

Instead of being a kapok behind him, I can only live by his breath.

Because of independence, so awake.

Qin Yecheng pursed his lips, and when he was about to say something, Shi Chu suddenly said: "Forget it, I suddenly don't want to know about him, and now I want to give birth to this child, and I don't want to think about anything else. "

"It's getting late, I want to go home."

"Okay, let's go home." The slanting sun from the sky melted down, pulling out its bright and flamboyant wings, and the whole world was shrouded in a crimson orange. The clouds seemed to bloom all kinds of flowers in the haze, which was so beautiful palpitations.

Until the two left one after the other, a low-key business sports car stopped in front of the ice cream shop, and a man got out of the car, tall as jade, dressed in black, looking at the pair When he went to the wall man, he seemed to sigh silently, perhaps, this was the best choice.

If Mr. Li knew that Miss Shi could still be happy, maybe he would be happy in heaven too.

At that moment, Su Han had tens of thousands of thoughts in his heart. Mr. Li liked Miss Shi so much, he definitely didn't want Miss Shi to shed tears after he left. She is like this now, accompanied by Fourth Young Master Qin, In fact, it is also good.

On this day, Shi Chu felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach, so he didn't bother to go to the hospital. He asked Qin Yecheng to go to the hospital to see Lu Chaoyan alone.

After he left, Shi Chubai rested on the bed bored for a while, but couldn't fall asleep, and asked the servant to turn on the TV for her, and she casually browsed for any good TV shows.

The servant thought that Qin Yecheng and Shichu should be a young couple. Usually, the husband is obedient to his wife, which makes her envious of an outsider, but the wife has never liked to talk.

Even when I heard her voice occasionally, I felt sick and hoarse.

When she heard that Shi Chu wanted to watch TV, she quickly turned on the TV for her to choose the channel she wanted to watch. Shi Chu lazily leaned on the sofa, because her body was extremely heavy in the late pregnancy, and everything was in the way.

Therefore, under normal circumstances, as long as Shi Chu's body allows, she will walk back and forth at home. Today is really too tired, and she really just lies on the sofa and doesn't want to move.

"Miss, would you like some fruit?" The servant asked softly, seeing her look so good.

"Okay, you go and prepare some." Although a pregnant woman is willful, vitamin supplements are indispensable. She always forces herself to eat some food that is good for the fetus.

The servant went to prepare the fruit, and she switched channels back and forth by herself, and when she was about to turn off the phone, her eyes suddenly froze.

She didn't know how she finished listening to that piece of news. Those few words kept going back and forth in her mind, but each word pierced into her heart like a steel knife.

The eldest son of the Li family in Sijiu City died in the line of duty, and the funeral will be held seven days later.

She used to think that even if Li Shengyao stood in front of her one day, there would be no ripple in her heart, but when she heard the news of his death, she felt that all her imagination was just a joke.

Nothing is more important than being alive.

There is nothing more painful than parting from life and death.

She hated him, hated him to the bottom of her heart, even if she couldn't see each other for the rest of her life, even if she didn't contact her for the rest of her life, she could let her know that he was fine, but how could he die.

Something was buzzing in her mind, bumping back and forth in her mind like a circle. She didn't know how she stood up, or how the remote controller in her hand rolled to the ground. .

She grabbed her cell phone and headed out the door.

After the servant finished the fruit salad, he carefully brewed a cup of Shi Chu's favorite health tea, but the hall was already empty.

At the beginning of time, she didn't know when she left, but she didn't even notice it.

"Miss!" The servant turned pale with fright, and the fruit plate in his hand almost fell to the ground.

Shi Chu didn't know how she left the villa. She only knew that she had to go back to Sijiu City right away. of ashes.

If he is alive, maybe she can forget him.

But after he died, Shi Chu hated him for the first time.

If you hate him, how can you not cherish your own life, if you hate him, how can you leave her alone in the world.

Something was going back and forth in her mind all the time. She didn't know how long she had been walking, so she stopped a taxi driver and said directly to the driver, "Go to the airport."

On the way to the airport, her fists were clenched tightly, never letting go for a moment, and the desolation in her eyes became more and more intense. She didn't even have time to ask for proof, so she just believed it.

The nightmare she had some time ago came back to her mind. The nightmare of that time seemed to be a foreshadowing, and she didn't want to get involved with Li Shengyao at that time, so she didn't want to get into it.

During this period of time, Qingyu made her some soothing decoctions, and her habit of having nightmares gradually disappeared, but today she seemed to remember that dream.

In the dream, Li Shengyao was dripping with blood, and kept saying sorry to her.

It was such a real feeling, but she kept lying to herself that it was just a dream, it was just a dream, one would always wake up from the dream, and one would continue to walk on, but today's news made her almost turn into ashes.

He was clearly dead, but she pretended to lie to herself that he was actually alive. This was actually the saddest thing.

But, Li Shengyao, how could you die? Didn't you say that you would protect me for the rest of your life, so how could you leave me.

Tears did not know when they were all over her face, until the driver said it was time to arrive, Shi Chu was still immersed in her own thoughts and couldn't get out, the driver called her several times: "Miss, the airport is here."

Shi Chu went to touch the wallet, only to find that she was in such a hurry to go out that she even forgot to bring the money.

"I'm sorry, I seem to have forgotten to bring money." Shi Chu had never encountered such an embarrassing situation, and looked at the driver in embarrassment. Thinking that I don’t have any money, I’m unlucky today, get out of the car quickly!” He cursed a lot, didn’t care about Shi Chu’s face, and drove him out of the car.

Shichu was penniless for the first time, and what's more, she didn't even bring her mobile phone. How could she go back to Sijiu City without bringing anything? For the first time, she felt that she was reckless.

She was no longer a three-year-old child, but she was so impulsive that she wanted to beat herself.

On the other hand, the servant knew how much the husband cared about the lady, and after knowing that Shichu had left the villa, he quickly called Qin Yecheng. Qin Yecheng was busy, so he answered the phone immediately: "What's wrong?"

"Sir, the lady is gone!" The servant was about to cry. During this time, the lady hadn't been anywhere except for the husband to accompany her to the hospital.

This suddenly got lost, sir must be crazy.

"What did you say?" Qin Yecheng couldn't believe what he heard: "Don't worry, speak slowly."

The servant hurriedly explained the matter just now, and at the end said pitifully: "Sir, I will go to Miss near my home, you should go to Miss quickly, I don't know the place well, who knows where she will go?"

Qin Yecheng rubbed his sore temples: "You stay at home, you can't go anywhere, what if you don't have the key when Xiaochu goes back?" After speaking, he hung up the phone and started searching the whole city.

He didn't believe that Qin Yecheng wanted to find someone, but he couldn't find him.

It's a pity that he couldn't find Shi Chu after searching for a whole day. When he came back full of exhaustion, the lights in the house radiated a warm light, like every day when he came back, no matter how late he came home, Shi Chu The lamp that was left for him at the beginning.

He returned home exhausted physically and mentally, he thought, how did Shi Chu leave without a penny, even without her mobile phone, how could she contact him, but when he walked into the living room and looked at the woman who was almost asleep on the sofa , for the first time desperately hugged her in his arms, her body still trembling slightly.

Shi Chu fell into a drowsy sleep, and was hugged tightly by him, no matter how deeply he slept, he still woke up, seeing the man's magnified handsome face, he couldn't help muttering: "Qin Yecheng, it hurts, let me go. "

Only then did Qin Yecheng realize his gaffe, and it took him a long time to stabilize his emotions: "Where did you go?"

"I'm bored at home, so I went out for a walk." Her voice was still rustling, as if she was extremely sleepy, and when she looked at her eyes, she seemed a little confused. Qin Yecheng breathed a sigh of relief: "Next time Go to the door, remember to tell me, if you let me know that you run away from home alone, see if I don't punish me."

This is the first time that Qin Yecheng said harsh words to Shi Chu, she nodded obediently: "I'm sleepy."

But the next day, while having breakfast, Shi Chu said that the Lu family had contacted her and asked her to go back to Sijiu City.