Don't be too bad, president

Chapter 168: Accept "My mother. She has been like this for a long time."

Wei Sijue didn't know how to explain it.He had already told Cheng Jinxuan about some things, but not others.

In fact, he didn't want her to know at all.This kind of family scandal is really not a glorious thing.

But he didn't want Cheng Jinxuan to misunderstand her in the future.He wanted her to know that after he let go of his pride, he would no longer be the Wei Sijue who thought he was powerful and omnipotent.

He hoped she could understand him, hoped she could understand.She and him can really start over.

And he will let go of everything about himself and let her accept and understand.

If she couldn't, he wouldn't force her, but would think of a way to make them seek common ground.

He missed it once, and he didn't want to make a second mistake.To him, Cheng Jinxuan is very important.But Lin Qiumeng is also very important.He hopes that such importance can coexist.

Cheng Jinxuan mentioned it once before when Wei Sijue explained it.But he only saw Lin Qiumeng's appearance today.

She turned her face and glanced at Wei Sijue.It's not that I'm not curious about what he said, nor is it that I don't want to know.

But she could only let herself look at Wei Sijue with a cold expression on her face: "Why are you telling me this?"

Wei Sijue looked at her in shock as if he couldn't believe his ears.

It is difficult to pretend not to care in such a gaze.Cheng Jinxuan took a deep breath and tried to turn her gaze away: "If you bring me here, you just want to watch this. Then I've finished watching, can I go?"

Wei Sijue thought that for him, Cheng Jinxuan's hatred and Cheng Jinxuan's hatred were both unacceptable and unwilling to face.

But now he realized that he still overestimated himself and underestimated Cheng Jinxuan's influence on him.

Compared with her hatred and hatred, her indifference, her indifference.It was more like a knife stuck in his heart.

"Jinxuan—"

"If it's okay, I'll go first."

It's not that Cheng Jinxuan didn't see the sadness in his eyes.It's not that he didn't see the hurt emotion in his eyes.There was a slight pain in the heart.

She seemed to have never seen Wei Sijue like this before, she thought she would feel happy doing this.will feel comfortable.

But the fact is not, she also feels uncomfortable.This is actually a means of injuring the enemy one thousand and self-injury eight hundred.

Such a method is not applicable, although it made Wei Sijue suffer, but she also did not feel well.

Cheng Jinxuan couldn't stay any longer.Turn around and walk towards the door.Seeing this, Wei Sijue stretched out his hand without thinking, and pulled her body back.

"Where are you going?"

"go home."

"Don't think about it."

He hugged her body and took her upstairs.Cheng Jinxuan struggled, but she stopped when she saw the sadness in the man's eyes.

She turned away uncomfortably, not wanting to meet Wei Sijue's gaze.Looking at him like that, I always feel as if I have a guilty conscience. ,

She didn't struggle, which made Wei Sijue heave a sigh of relief.Holding her hand, I couldn't help but tighten it tighter.

Cheng Jinxuan's heart trembled slightly with that gentle movement, as if hugging her lost and recovered treasure.

When she returned to the room where she had lived for several months, she felt a sense of being separated from the world.

His body was put on the bed by Wei Sijue, he sat down beside her, and met her eyes: "Jinxuan, stay here."

Cheng Jinxuan subconsciously wanted to avoid his sight, but he pressed her shoulder: "Stay here."

"Let me go." Cheng Jinxuan stood up: "I, I'm going to take a shower."

This is the promise to stay, Wei Sijue heaved a sigh of relief, and then stood up: "I wash too, let's go together."

"No."

Cheng Jinxuan refused without even thinking about it. Firstly, it was inconvenient for her now, and secondly, she believed that she and Wei Sijue hadn't reached that point yet.

"Wei Sijue, it's just too late today. I have to stay here, but that doesn't mean I forgive you."

Wei Sijue naturally knew about it, but his eyes still dimmed.

Cheng Jinxuan didn't see it, even if he saw it.She won't be softhearted either.She is no longer the Cheng Jinxuan she used to be.

Time and time again, she thought her heart would become harder and harder.In the end, it will be invincible.

Nothing in the bathroom has changed. Her bathrobe and her usual daily necessities are placed in the small compartment on the upper floor.That's what she left behind.

All of this made Cheng Jinxuan feel in a trance.It's as if the gap of those months isn't there.

It seemed that she, Wei Sijue, was still the same as when she lived here in the past.As if those problems didn't exist among them.

Withdrawing her thoughts, Cheng Jinxuan put on her bathrobe and walked outside.Wei Sijue was not in the room.I don't know what he did.

Cheng Jinxuan sat down beside the bed. It was already the third day of her period, so she naturally felt no discomfort.But staying in a room full of Wei Sijue's atmosphere made her very uncomfortable.

She wanted to sleep, and when she was asleep, she could avoid this.The door of the room was opened at this moment.

Wei Sijue came in from the outside.Holding a tray in hand.Cheng Jinxuan stopped and followed him, looking at each other, not understanding what he wanted to do.

"Are you going to sleep?"

Wei Sijue walked up to her and stood still, and put down the tray in his hand on the bedside.On top is a bowl of dark red liquid.

"Drink this first."

"What's this?"

Cheng Jinxuan looked at him with some doubts, her face full of defense.

"Brown sugar water, didn't you feel sick yesterday? I checked, it's better for women to drink this brown sugar water."

Cheng Jinxuan was taken aback by his behavior.The heartstrings seemed to be plucked by something.She turned away uncomfortably.

"I don't drink."

Wei Sijue frowned, before he wanted to say something.Cheng Jinxuan didn't want him to be like this: "I brushed my teeth and didn't drink anything. I'm going to bed."

She took the first step to lift the quilt and go to sleep.His hand was grabbed by Wei Sijue.

The pair of well-articulated hands are slender and powerful.He squeezed her little hand tightly and stared at her little face, which was somber that he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"Drink it."

With his other hand, he picked up the bowl of brown sugar water and insisted Cheng Jinxuan finish it.

He couldn't forget her pale face yesterday, with no blood at all.He really didn't want to see Cheng Jinxuan like this again.No matter what, he wanted her to be healthy.

"I won't drink—" Cheng Jinxuan tried to pull her hand back.

She really didn't understand how Wei Sijue seemed to be a different person.Such care and dedication.

She didn't want it, she was afraid that she would be shaken, she was afraid that she would not be able to restrain herself.she's afraid of-

Staring at the stubbornness on her face, Wei Sijue was very annoyed.This woman, just go against him.I don't even care about my own body, it's simply unbearable.

Taking a sip of the brown sugar water in the bowl, the sweet taste made him feel uncomfortable.Under Cheng Jinxuan's surprised gaze, he fed the brown sugar water back into her mouth.

Such an action caused Cheng Jinxuan's eyes to widen, and the sweetness of the entrance made her frown even more unaccustomed.

In order not to choke herself, she had no choice but to swallow the brown sugar water in her mouth.She just wanted to open her mouth to tell Wei Sijue to stop, she would do it herself.

But he seemed to be addicted, and he fed her the rest of the brown sugar water according to this method.

A bowl of brown sugar water entered her belly, it was warm and sweet, and Cheng Jinxuan blushed.Half ashamed, half hot.Isn't Wei Sijue in front of him really possessed by someone?

How did he know that Wei Sijue was not possessed by someone.But he didn't want to be the second Wei Hongyuan.

Wei Hongyuan made a wrong step for a while, and as a result, he was sad for a lifetime.Even now, Lin Qiumeng has no intention of accepting him.

He didn't want to be the second Wei Hongyuan anymore.He also didn't want Cheng Jinxuan to become the second Lin Qiumeng.

Putting the bowl aside, he took out a paper towel, wiped off the water stains from the corner of his mouth, and went to wipe Cheng Jinxuan again.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, she pulled out a tissue and avoided his hand.

"I've already drunk, I'm going to rest."

The atmosphere is just too weird right now.If she continues like this, it's hard to guarantee that she won't fall in love with Wei Sijue again.

Wei Sijue watched her hurriedly took off the tissue and wiped it casually before lying down again, and pulled her body into his arms.

Staring at her face, her Adam's apple rolled up and down, and her lower abdomen was a little tense.

"Here, you didn't clean it up."

Cheng Jinxuan stared at him with wide eyes, but he approached her, and his lips lightly brushed the corner of her mouth.

It felt like an electric shock, spreading from the lips to the limbs.Cheng Jinxuan's body froze for a moment, and she tried to push him away with her hands, but she just froze there.

She didn't resist, which made Wei Sijue happy.He didn't show anything on his face.

Instead, he leaned over, tentatively, and gently kissed the corner of her lips.Then slowly deepened the kiss.

The crisp and numb feeling spread from the lips again.Cheng Jinxuan was a little at a loss.She wanted to push him away, but felt that he was also enjoying the kiss.

I wanted to pretend I didn't feel it, but my body's reaction couldn't fool anyone.She didn't want to admit it, but she had to.

Wei Sijue's kiss still has influence on her.His hands, his lips, everything about him made her irresistible.

Can't go on like this.Absolutely not.There was a not-so-strong resistance in her eyes.She was about to push him away, but he had already let her go first.

"take a rest first."

Wei Sijue looked at her with some reluctance.He really wanted to pin her down and possess her fiercely.But I know it's not right now.

Get up and pick up the tray and go outside.Cheng Jinxuan was even confused for a moment, why did he let her go so easily?

How did that happen?Wei Sijue really made her more and more difficult to see through.

This thought remained in my mind until I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

……

When Cheng Jinxuan woke up in the morning, Wei Sijue was no longer in the room.After washing up, she opened the closet as usual.

He froze again when he saw the clothes inside.It was winter when she moved in last year.It's summer now.But there are many sets of summer clothes in the closet.

Half of them are Qingmei's new models, and some are her favorite brands.These clothes tags are still there, and they are all in her size.

There was a feeling in her heart that she couldn't even describe.Randomly picked out a dress and changed into it.Go to the dresser again.

All the skin care products on it were replaced, and all of them were new.It's what she's used to.There are also various kinds of make-up.

The fingertip landed on a certain lipstick.She thought of a joke that was very popular during this time, if she loves her, she buys lipstick for her.

That was obviously a gimmick made by the merchant.But this row of lipsticks with all the colors made Cheng Jinxuan feel different again.

It was too late yesterday for her to notice.The fingertip landed on a certain lipstick. It is said that this color has been out of stock for a long time.She never paid much attention to this type of marketing advertisement.

But when she saw this lipstick, which had been out of stock for a long time, she couldn't help but feel a slight twitch in her heart.I put on a light makeup for myself, and finally picked up the lipstick and applied it lightly.

The colors are very vibrant.It also matches her skin tone very well, plus her makeup today.Everything is perfect.

Looking at himself in the mirror, there was obvious wavering in those brimming eyes.

He shook his head, but it was just a lipstick.Cheng Jinxuan, what are you moving?Pulling out a tissue to wipe off the lipstick.Just didn't hold back in the end.

Taking a deep breath, she turned and went downstairs.

In the living room, Lin Qiumeng obviously forgot yesterday's headache after sleeping.Like a child, she is playing in the living room with a doll and building blocks.

There were two aunts standing beside her, but it was Wei Sijue who was playing with her now.

"Mom, it's time for dinner. Shall we eat first and then play?"

Lin Qiumeng ignored him, but hugged the doll tightly in her arms: "Baby, baby—"

"Mom. If you're afraid that the baby will be hungry, you can take her to eat together." Wei Sijue coaxed her very well.Wei Hongyuan has already got up and went to wash up.

Sooner or later, he has a lot of things to do now, so he has time to accompany Lin Qiumeng at this time.

"Baby baby—"

Lin Qiumeng hugged the doll tightly, her memory was very confused.It would have been fine.But Wei Hongyuan was in a hurry yesterday.

He told her that he would take her to live abroad, and that they could have another child.I don't know if this is the reason that stimulated Lin Qiumeng.

Naturally, she remembered that she had given birth to a child.

So this will hold the doll in his hand and refuse to let go.Her memory has been hit and miss.When she is good, she will think of something.

When things were bad, all she could remember were the painful memories of the past.Being raped, violent, and imprisoned.Beaten.Being abused, abused.In the end, he was locked up in a mental hospital and was regarded as a lunatic.

Those tortures were too long, too much, and too heavy.Let this originally strong woman become abnormal.People who are obviously not crazy are driven crazy.

Every time Wei Sijue saw Lin Qiumeng, his hatred for Wei Jiande increased.

Even now that Wei Jiande has suffered a stroke and is hospitalized, there will be no further waves, and Wei Sijue's hatred cannot be offset in the slightest.

"Then, Mom, can we take the baby to eat together?"

Wei Sijue's tone was quite gentle, Cheng Jinxuan had already seen it once yesterday.But seeing her today still shocked her.

How could this Wei Sijue be so gentle?

The handsome and clear facial features are somewhat similar to the woman sitting on the ground.No one doubts that these two people are not mother and son.

But Wei Sijue's eyeballs are relatively darker, they are faint blue.But Lin Qiumeng's eyes were bluer.

It's just that those eyes were dazed and empty now, and Cheng Jinxuan suddenly felt an emotion similar to intolerance towards Wei Sijue.

If, if her mother becomes like this.If it was her, she would probably feel anxious and want to change, right?

Realizing her existence, Wei Sijue raised his eyes and glanced at her.There was a slight smile on his face: "Are you awake? Just had dinner."

Lin Qiumeng also saw Cheng Jinxuan, and the appearance of the stranger made her shrink back.But only once, she suddenly stood up and walked in front of Cheng Jinxuan.

"Play. Play—"

Cheng Jinxuan was stunned by this sudden change.Not only her, Wei Sijue was also a little stunned.

Since Lin Qiumeng was picked up by him, it was the first time he saw her get close to someone so actively.Even if he was Lin Qiumeng's son, it took a long time and a lot of money for Lin Qiumeng to accept him.

Wei Hongyuan, who had already washed up, also came over at this time, and the scene in front of him made his eyes widen as if looking at a diorama.

Cheng Jinxuan had never encountered such a thing.She subconsciously glanced at Wei Sijue.

Wei Sijue had an encouraging look on his face: "My mother likes you very much, why don't you take her to dinner?"

"Play." Lin Qiumeng said again.If Cheng Jinxuan hadn't known about her situation, she would have thought she was helping Wei Sijue to keep her.

This is really incredible.I was surprised but didn't show it.She looked at the hand holding her: "Shall we eat first and then play? I'm hungry."

"Have a meal?"

"Yes. Eat." It's not that Cheng Jinxuan has no experience with elders, but this is really the first time for Lin Qiumeng.

Lin Qiumeng turned her face sideways, as if thinking about her words, and finally nodded: "Eat. Eat."

"Walk."

Under the surprised eyes of Wei Hongyuan and Wei Sijue, Cheng Jinxuan took Lin Qiumeng to the restaurant.

She can be indifferent to Wei Sijue, and can ignore Wei Sijue's fawning.But Lin Qiumeng is just a poor woman.

She didn't know what Lin Qiumeng went through, but she couldn't do it with a cold face to a mentally abnormal person.

One breakfast was eaten under very strange circumstances.Lin Qiumeng seemed to like Cheng Jinxuan very much.

Not only did he stick to her all the time, but he also kept adding vegetables to her bowl.For a moment, both Wei Hongyuan and Wei Sijue were worried that Cheng Jinxuan would not like it.

Fortunately, Cheng Jinxuan didn't have such thoughts.She ate what Lin Qiumeng gave her very naturally.

He also conveniently put a glass of milk in front of Lin Qiumeng.Lin Qiumeng did not refuse, took it up and drank it all.

After dinner, Cheng Jinxuan was about to leave.Lin Qiumeng looked at her reluctantly, as if she wanted her to stay.

Cheng Jinxuan knew this was impossible.How can she stay?

"I'm going to work." She seemed to be explaining that she wanted Lin Qiumeng to let go of her hand.

"Go to work. Go to work." Lin Qiumeng followed suit, as if he wanted to go with her.Cheng Jinxuan became anxious, and turned to look at Wei Sijue.

Wei Sijue took a step forward and pulled Lin Qiumeng's hand away: "Mom, Jinxuan has to go to work, let her go to work first. Don't worry. She will be back at night, right?"

When he spoke, he looked at Cheng Jinxuan, as if he was waiting for her answer.

Cheng Jinxuan was stunned for a moment, never expecting that Wei Sijue was waiting for her here.

The expectant eyes, coupled with the anticipation in Lin Qiumeng's eyes, made her frown for a while, not knowing how to react.

"Jinxuan. You'll be back. Right?"

Wei Sijue's words awakened Cheng Jinxuan's thoughts, looking at Lin Qiumeng who looked expectant and looked like a child, she subconsciously turned her face away.

"Jinxuan?"

"Come back, come back—" Lin Qiumeng interrupted his son.Then let go of your hand: "I, I'm good, I don't make trouble. You, go to work and come back."

She didn't say much, but Cheng Jinxuan understood her meaning.This matter was really beyond her expectation.

Meet those eyes full of expectation.Her face was full of confusion for a moment.Come tonight?