A night of surprises, good morning, Mr. President

203: Every year, I miss you!The smile on Lu Jingchen's face deepened, he stopped teasing her, and returned to the subject, "In my heart, you are gentle, kind, brave, and strong. Although you look like an invincible strong woman on the outside, in fact, you are a very soft little woman on the inside. You always think more about others, but less about yourself, year after year, this kind of you makes my heart ache."

Lu Jingchen held her face in his hands and spoke with emotion.

Fang Jinnian's heart became even more emotional when she heard this, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, she raised her face to look at him, he was so dazzling in her pupils, it made her feel inferior.

"Jingchen..." She softly called his name, "If...I mean if..."

In one sentence, Fang Jinnian couldn't finish speaking after two pauses.

"What if?" Lu Jingchen looked at her affectionately, his eyes full of doting.

Fang Jinnian bit his lip, his face turned pale, "If you find out later that I'm not as good as you think, will you still want me?"

Asking this sentence, her heart beat a little faster.

Looking at him fixedly, I felt extremely apprehensive, without any confidence at all.

"Not as good as I thought? What do you mean by that?" Lu Jingchen frowned, not understanding what she meant.

Fang Jinnian pursed her lips, she didn't know what to say.

At this moment, she didn't have the courage to tell him what she experienced five years ago, including the existence of Boob.

Seeing that she was silent, Lu Jingchen said again, "Niannian, what do you want to say?"

Looking at his sincere and sincere eyes, Fang Jinnian's heart felt like a big hand was grabbing fiercely.

She can clearly feel Lu Jingchen's love for her, she doesn't want to lie to him, and she also knows that if she decides to be with him, she can't hide anything from him.

However, she was even more afraid. She didn't know, and she didn't dare to imagine what Lu Jingchen would do to her if she told the truth.

Maybe, he can tolerate, or maybe, he can't accept her like this at all.

The latter is more likely.

Fang Jinnian always thought that his love for Lu Jingchen was not that deep, after all, they were together in a real sense, but only for a few days.

However, at this moment, she really understood that this man was so important to her, and she would be so afraid of losing him.

Struggling hard in her heart, in the end, she still didn't have the courage to say those words to him.

She shook her head and said, "I just feel that we have only been together for a short time. Maybe we haven't really understood each other. After a long time, we will inevitably become bored with each other. I want to say, in fact, don't put As good as I think, I may not be as good as you think."

Fang Jinnian said these words incoherently.

She didn't know if Lu Jingchen could understand, and she didn't know if he could sense anything when she said that, she just wanted him to be mentally prepared.

Maybe, on the day when she really had a showdown with him, he wouldn't be too surprised and unacceptable.

But obviously, to Lu Jingchen's ears, her words were just caused by her insecurity.

He put his arms around her waist, lifted his arms, and hugged her from the seat to his lap.

Fang Jinnian was startled by his action, and instinctively put both hands on his shoulders, and she looked at him in surprise.

Lu Jingchen and her looked at each other with firm eyes, "Niannian, you heard clearly, no matter what your past is or what you have experienced, I love you, and what I love is what I see now. You, the past is a part of your life, I have no right to deny it, and I have no right to take it away, and I don't mind, although, I really hope that everything you have belongs to me, but I know , this is unrealistic, no one is perfect, including me, I also have many shortcomings and shortcomings, but these are not enough to affect my love for you, love is like a business, we need each other to manage well, promise me, don't Blindly deny yourself, okay?"

People are full of emotions and desires, and there will be times of fear, uneasiness and loss, including Lu Jingchen.

He is not a god, and he also has a lot of uncertainty and a lot of bewilderment about love.

He was not sure if she could divorce Jing Nancheng smoothly, and he was also not sure that after she was with him, he would be able to protect her [-]% from any harm.

But he knows that the only thing he can do is to manage this relationship carefully and carefully within the scope of his control.

His words made Fang Jinnian's tears well up in an instant.

She looked at him, crying uncontrollably, and her heart was filled with love.

Seeing her crying, Lu Jingchen panicked, "Why are you crying? Did I say something wrong?"

Her tears are definitely the deadliest weapon to Lu Jingchen.

Fang Jinnian hugged his neck, crying and shaking his head with sobs.

Lu Jingchen hugged her and gently stroked her back, "Don't cry, okay!"

This crying made him feel uncomfortable and tight.

Fang Jinnian nodded, held back his tears, and suppressed the sadness and guilt in his heart.

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The plane arrived in Jincheng in the early morning.

Although it was late at night at the airport, there were still quite a few people.

Returning from the winter in country G to the summer in Jincheng, the temperature difference was too great, and Fang Jinnian and Lu Yunxi still felt a little uncomfortable when they got off the plane.

Along the way, Lu Jingchen arranged for medical staff to accompany him, and Lu Yunxi looked pretty good.

Perhaps she has calmed down, her mood is much better than in country g.

A group of people came out of the airport.

Lu Jingchen walked in the front, Fang Jinnian deliberately distanced himself from her, and walked in the back.

This was what they agreed on on the plane. Although Lu Jingchen felt that it was completely unnecessary to do so, Fang Jinnian insisted on doing so, so he followed her.

The driver is already waiting outside.

Lu Jingchen and Lu Yunxi went back to Lu's house, Lu Jingchen asked Lu Yunxi to get in the car first, Lu Yunxi took a look at Fang Jinnian, didn't say anything, and sat in the car obediently.

outside the car.

"Where are you going?" Lu Jingchen walked up to Fang Jinnian and asked her.

"Go back to the apartment." Fang Jinnian said.

"I'll take you back." Lu Jingchen said without thinking.

"No, I'll just take a taxi back by myself. It's very convenient to take a taxi here. You can go your own way." After returning to Jincheng, Fang Jinnian became particularly sensitive and cautious.

For her like this, Lu Jingchen couldn't help but frowned.

He didn't like her alienating him like this, even if it was just deliberately playing tricks on the occasion, it made him feel very unhappy, but he had no choice but to suppress that unhappiness in his heart.

"I'll ask Chen Ming to see you off." Lu Jingchen looked at her and said.

Fang Jinnian knew that this was his bottom line, so he nodded without any further evasion.

Fang Jinnian told him to leave first, and before leaving, Lu Jingchen told her a few more words, asking her to call him when she got home.

Fang Jinnian agreed.

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Chen Ming sent Fang Jinnian to the door of his house and left after confirming that she arrived home safely.

This was what Lu Jingchen told him. Lu Jingchen was probably afraid that Jing Nancheng would come to him.

In fact, Fang Jinnian was also worried about this problem all the way back.

After all, she escaped from under his nose that day.

Fortunately, he didn't find it.

Back home, looking at the empty house, for some reason, there was an inexplicable emptiness and loss welling up from the bottom of my heart.

Obviously she has lived here alone for five years.

Is it because I am used to being accompanied by Lu Jingchen in country G these days?

Fang Jinnian didn't know that she had already started to miss him just after they separated from him.

He said he was going back to Lu's house, but he didn't know if he was home now.

Fang Jinnian looked at the time on the wall, it was two o'clock in the morning.

After thinking about it, it's better not to call him yet, maybe it's still on the way, or just arrived home.

She turned to the bedroom, took her pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower in the bathroom, I heard the phone ringing.

She hurried over, picked up the phone, saw the flashing caller ID on the screen, and couldn't help but raise the corners of her lips.

"you're home?"

"Why did you answer the phone?"

The two spoke almost simultaneously.

"Just got home."

"Just in the shower!"

The two answered almost at the same time.

Fang Jinnian couldn't help laughing.

Hearing her laughter, Lu Jingchen's mood improved a bit, and he also smiled over there.

"Niannian, I miss you." Lu Jingchen whispered while looking at the balcony and the starry night sky.

Fang Jinnian's heart trembled.

She sat on the bed, looked at the dark sky outside the window through the transparent glass, and couldn't help but think about the details of these days in country G in her mind.

Thinking of those beautiful moments, her heart became extraordinarily soft and warm.

"Asleep?" Lu Jingchen asked without hearing her voice.

"No, I was just thinking about something." Fang Jinnian replied.

"What are you thinking about?" Lu Jingchen was a little frustrated, he was thinking about her, but she was thinking about other things and lost her mind.