Rebel Demon King

Chapter 1090 The West of Timing (9)

"Why are you as calm as before? Why are you as calm as ever?" Shen Ping said to the two people a little excitedly, "How do you think you two can do such a thing? You don't even think about your relationship!?"

"It's my fault!" Shen Youyi said eagerly, "Everything is my fault"

"No, we are not wrong!" Cheng Mo said firmly to Shen Ping, "There is no law that stipulates that teachers cannot fall in love with students. Of course, I also know that it is clearly written in the reference materials for teaching resources. This is Those who violate professional ethics will be restrained by the unit, but our relationship started after I graduated and Xiaoxi resigned as a teacher, so we have nothing wrong. I know that maybe the father-in-law and mother-in-law may still feel uncomfortable, after all, everyone in the Shen family Working in the education system, it's definitely a blemish on you guys. But I think, so what if we're wrong about it? I grew up reading a lot of books, and a lot of them were great In the works of writers, I found that all great people will admit that they have made mistakes, but ordinary people will ask others to be morally perfect and never make mistakes. Just like Susan Sangeta said, "Great writers have extremely The great side', things that no great man can do, why should we demand that other people be morally complete? Besides, Xiaoxi and I didn’t do anything harmful, we just fell in love.”

Shen Ping snorted coldly and said, "What's the use of telling me these words? Look at how those people on the Internet scolded you? Then look at what your former colleagues and classmates would say about you? Look again." He glanced at the relatives around him, sighed and said, "I don't know how you can face these relatives and friends with a thick skin."

"First of all, I don't care about other people's opinions." Cheng Mo turned his head and glanced at Shen Youyi, and said sincerely: "Secondly, maybe you think that dual personality is an excuse, but in fact it is not, it is because of another personality. We will come together, so in essence we are not the situation you imagine."

Shen Ping's tone was no longer so severe, but he still said resolutely: "In short, I can't agree to you being together. No matter what, it's a mistake between you!"

Hearing what Shen Ping said, Shen Youyi seemed to be a different person. She straightened her back suddenly, and her gentle face was raised high. She changed her soft tone just now, and said forcefully, "Father, don't worry about me. Is it a dual personality? Everyone has her hell and her own growth history. The question you asked is a question I have to face, not a question you need to face. Just like we read books, You can't project your thoughts into the books you read. Just like "Dream of Red Mansions" reflects the social contradictions at the end of feudal society. Thinking, but you can't think that "Dream of Red Mansions" is a book against feudalism, anti-ethics and promoting individualism. Each of us is a book, a different book, with her own joys and sorrows, you can read through this book Increase our understanding of the world, increase our understanding of the rich, profound and profound human nature, but don't decide for the author how to write this book. Don't try to decide my life, this is my life!"

At this time, everyone noticed the change in Shen Youyi's tone and demeanor, just like a different person. This change had a strong sense of abruptness, like a caterpillar turning into a colorful butterfly. She looked at Shen Youyi with her eyes, as if she wanted to judge whether Shen Youyi in front of her had a dual personality, or just a kind of her own imagination.

But Shen Mengjie exclaimed very cooperatively: "I used to think that my cousin was sometimes very strange, as if she was not the same person, so she was real!"

Shen Youyi nodded, "I'm Shen Daoyi."

Everyone in the Shen family knew that Zhang Rujie was pregnant with twins, and Shen Youyi's grandfather Shen Si had two names at the time.Everyone was amazed, because there was an obvious difference between the voices of Shen Daoyi and Shen Youyi. Shen Daoyi's speech was much faster, and his voice was also angular. Ridge stream.And Shen Youyi spoke with a unique soft accent, slow and gentle with ups and downs, as if reciting a poem without rhyme.And the most surprising thing is that this transition feels completely unintentional, as if she has always talked like this.

Zhang Rujie stopped crying, turned her head to look at Shen Youyi blankly, and muttered to herself, "Really...really doesn't look like Xiaoxi."

Shen Youyi sneered and said: "Let me tell you what Xiaoxi can't say, parents, I think you don't really care about my situation that much, you just care about your own face. It's like you cared about my grades when you were young. I think that as your daughter, I must get good grades. You don’t care what I have learned or what I like. I am just a clay figurine in your hands, and let you make up a clay figurine. I have always been the granddaughter of so-and-so , so-and-so's daughter, so-and-so's student, you never thought of making me myself, all I have is another me. I remember my father said that his favorite is Bai Juyi, but what kind of person is Bai Juyi? We all know "Song of Everlasting Sorrow", and the world thinks that he wrote about the love between Tang Xuanzong Li Longji and Yang Yuhuan, but doesn't Dad know that sentence: "I wish to be a lovebird in the sky, and a Lian Lizhi in the earth" is borrowed from Li Yang. Did you write to the girl he likes, Xiang Ling? Bai Juyi's mother, Mrs. Chen, forcibly separated Bai Juyi and Xiang Ling because of her inappropriate household status. Therefore, Bai Juyi wrote "Sending Xiang Ling": "Tearful eyes Ling Han does not flow, and turns back every time he passes through a high place. After knowing farewell, on the west building, he should worry alone by the railing', and later Bai Juyi lied to Bai Juyi to allow him to marry Xiangling as long as he passed the exam. After becoming a Jinshi, Bai's mother said that Xiangling was not worthy to carry Bai Juyi's shoes, and she firmly refused, so Bai Juyi wrote: "Life is farewell, life is farewell, and there is no end to worry. Worry is extremely exhausting, and the blood is weak. At the age of thirty Grow white hair', such a poem. What happened to Bai Juyi later? He willingly degenerates and raises [-] skilled girls at home. I don't know what my father likes about Bai Juyi. I think Bai Juyi is quite spineless. I dare not marry anyone I like. If he really has the courage to fight, he won't marry unless he is Xiangling. situation"

Shen Ping was trembling with anger at Shen Youyi's words, but he couldn't find a suitable rebuttal, so he patted the sofa and said angrily, "Is this the same thing? Is this the same thing?"

"Is there a difference?" Shen Youyi asked without showing any weakness, "You are just like grandpa. On the surface, you look like an enlightened literati who 'follows the trend of the world', but in your heart you are still a scholar-bureaucrat who unconsciously maintains feudal ideas. You have the patriarchal style of a feudal family. .”

"Okay! Okay~~~" Shen Ping was annoyed by Shen Youyi, "Since you look down on your father so much, we will sever the father-daughter relationship."

Shen Youyi said without hesitation: "I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, for your concern for me, and for the nourishment you have given me in my growth. No matter what, I am very grateful to you, Mom and Dad, but I am very sorry. , I failed to grow into the look that you have cultivated and expected since you were young, and then spent a lot of time planting, and I did not grow into that look, let you down, I am sorry." She lowered her head and said very aggrieved , "My daughter is unfilial, I can only say sorry."

Shen Ping stared at Shen Youyi's fearless expression, his eyes dimmed, and he no longer looked at Shen Youyi. His whole body suddenly felt a little sluggish. After a long while, he turned around and looked at Zhang Rujie who was at a loss, mournfully Said: "Old and useless, we are all unwanted people, why are we still here?"

Cheng Mo was a little dizzy, he didn't expect that the father-daughter relationship would fall apart as soon as Sister Nan came out, he felt that this might not be what Shen Youyi wanted to see, so he raised his hand to hold Shen Ping, and tried his best to rescue him. However, Shen Youyi stopped him.Seeing that Shen Youyi shook his head lightly, he could only sigh in his heart, as the matter had come to an end, Cheng Mo temporarily gave up trying to bridge the relationship between father and daughter at this moment, watching Shen Ping and Zhang Rujie walking towards the door with heavy steps.

Shen Youyi's attitude towards other people was not as tough as his father's. He smiled and said: "I made my uncles and aunts laugh at me. I didn't entertain you well today. If my uncles, uncles and aunts still recognize me as a niece, wait a minute." After the new year, Xiaoxi will go to pay New Year's greetings to uncles, aunts, and uncles."

A group of relatives have realized that Cheng Mo's status is extraordinary, so they are not as sad and angry as they were at the beginning, they all said a few words to Shen Youyi, and then they left one after another.Shen Youyi sent a group of people to the door, and Shen Mengjie added Cheng Mo's WeChat when they left.After all the people left, Jiang Jun also left, not knowing where to hide.

After closing the door, Shen Youyi breathed a sigh of relief with his back leaning against the door. She returned to the room and looked at the messy living room. Shen Youyi asked naturally: "Have you had dinner? Do you want me to do something?"

"I've eaten, Sister Nan." Cheng Mo vaguely felt something was wrong, but at this time he was more concerned about another issue, so he asked directly, "Sister Nan, is this not good? I don't think Sister Xi would want to have sex with her parents." The relationship is so strained."

"It's okay, they often quarrel, but it's not for the granddaughter to reconcile in the end."

Only then did Cheng Mo realize something was wrong, "You've always been Xiaoxi?"

Shen Youyi turned around and looked at Cheng Mo, she was standing in the center of the neon lights projected from the window, amidst the flashing colorful halo, behind her stood a helpless high-rise, with the words "Happy New Year's Eve" flowing on it, The warm air from the air conditioner touched Cheng Mo's face along the blurred light, and there was warmth in his eyes.In the quiet gaze, he saw the beauty belonging to the world on Shen Youyi's quiet face. It was the unyielding soul hidden in the plump body, and the beauty that could bloom even in the cold.

Cheng Mo stared at Shen Youyi's eyes, as if he had crossed a vast lake, he felt an irresistible warmth, the warmth from the body, the warmth of a long-lasting embrace.

But they all stood where they were, not embracing each other like they did at the beginning, as if there was some invisible wall between them.

After staring at each other for a long time in silence, Shen Youyi smiled and said, "I won't tell you."

Cheng Mo knew it was, he heard Shen Youyi's fingers unconsciously twirling the seam of his trousers under the apron, it was obvious that she was very nervous.If it was really Sister Nan, not only would she not be nervous, she would have already rushed into his arms.Cheng Mo's heart throbbed unconsciously. When there were many people just now, he didn't have such a familiar and novel feeling that he hadn't seen for a long time. At this moment, when there were only the two of them left in the living room, he didn't know what to say. What's good, he was brewing words in his heart, he was full of guilt.

Shen Youyi saw that Cheng Mo didn't speak or move, so he didn't speak or move, just silently looked at Cheng Mo, letting the warm and turbulent atmosphere flow between their eyes.

After a while, Cheng Mo felt that no matter what, he still had to look at his daughter first, and he asked anxiously: "That, that girl"

"Cheng Linglu." Shen Youyi stared at Cheng Mo, his pupils became sparkling like stars, and quickly repeated without hesitation, "Her name is Cheng Linglu!"

Shen Youyi's voice was very pleasant and brisk, Cheng Mo only felt his scalp tingling, even though he was prepared in his heart, he still had an unbelievable feeling in his heart, his chest was hot, and he felt a suffocation feeling like a boulder pressing on his chest, he murmured : "Is it really my daughter?"

Shen Youyi lowered her head again, and she raised her hand to stroke the hair hanging from her ears, "You can ask Qi Hui, she hasn't left me for 24 hours in the past few years. I haven't."

Cheng Mo knew what Shen Youyi wanted to say, so he quickly said: "Teacher, I don't doubt you, I'm just a little bit." He took a few deep breaths, calmed down his disordered heartbeat, and an inexplicable anxiety surrounded him. He once thought that he would never have children in his life, but he became a father unprepared. He rolled his throat and said tremblingly, "Nervous."

Shen Youyi seemed to feel that Cheng Mo was at a loss, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I made this decision without telling you. Because I was very scared at the time."

"Fear?"

Shen Youyi smiled calmly, and then said in a light and ethereal tone: "I was afraid that I would lose you, and I knew that was the only way for me to keep you. What is the difference between me and Xie Minyun? I am old Older than her, her family background is not as good as her, she can accompany you to grow up and live and die with you, what can I do for you? I can only be shameless, plagiarize her life in the book, and use this kind of shameless means”

"Teacher!" Cheng Mo closed his eyes. From Shen Youyi's self-mockery, he felt her deep powerlessness. He seemed to see her standing alone in the lonely barrenness. Her world was only a pale moonlight. There was also the little girl who didn't understand anything. He felt a piercing pain, and there were thousands of words in his mind to say, but all he could do was choke up and say, "...I'm sorry."

"Why do you say I'm sorry? All of this is my own choice." Shen Youyi glanced at the painting "A Rose in Contemplation" hanging on the wall, "Cheng Mo, you probably don't understand that you are so important to me. What an important meaning. Before I met you, I completely lost the ability to be happy. In fact, I have no interest in anything, such as flower arrangement, pastry making, and embroidery! It’s just self-perfunctory diagnosis and treatment. , I think this may be beneficial to my condition. It wasn’t until I met you that I realized that I still have passion, the passion for communicating with people, the passion for life, and the passion for creating something. You saved me.”

"But...but" Cheng Mo didn't know how to say it, he felt that he was really ashamed of Shen Youyi's deep affection for him, and he couldn't even give her a marriage.

Shen Youyi seemed to have sensed Cheng Mo's anxiety and fear, smiled and said, "Don't be 'but'! Don't you want to see your daughter?"

Cheng Mo's flustered and flustered. Today, he came here every time more urgently. He has never been so flustered when he was facing a desperate situation, but he suddenly wanted to see a little girl, one of whom was his daughter, and his heartstrings were almost broken In general, his legs were a little weak, as if he was walking a tightrope at high altitude, probably because he thought of his unpleasant childhood and felt a kind of fear that he couldn't adapt to. He nodded his head with difficulty, and the sound of his heartbeat beat his eardrum like a drumstick.

Shen Youyi walked towards the door he was very familiar with, it was the room where he slept for countless nights, and most of his helpless and fearful memories were locked inside, and now it looked weird again.Cheng Mo licked his dry lips, he held his breath and stared at Shen Youyi and gently pushed it away, the creaking sound was like a long chant, and the heavy moonlight shone on the side of the high and low bed.His gaze jumped over Shen Youyi's shoulder, that girl who looked like a porcelain doll was sleeping on the bed, and there were still dry tears on her white and tender face.

The short-haired woman sitting on the edge of the bed made a silent gesture to Shen Youyi, stood up and said softly, "I finally fell asleep with difficulty."

Cheng acquiesced that this short-haired woman was Qi Hui, the head of security at the time.

Shen Youyi also lowered his voice, and said cautiously: "It's okay, you go to rest! I'll take care of her."

Qi Hui got up and walked out of the room. She glanced at Cheng Mo standing at the door, recognized the employer, and walked into the room that originally belonged to Cheng Yongze with a cold face.

After Qi Hui closed the door, Cheng Mo walked in lightly and stood beside the high and low beds. He finally saw clearly his daughter's little fleshy face. The nose and small lips are also very cute, just like a painting.Seeing her cute sleeping appearance, Cheng Mo's heart gradually calmed down. Although he still didn't know what to do, he felt that he should be able to accept the fact that he had become a father.

Cheng Mo swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and pretended to be relaxed and said, "Fortunately, he looks more like you. It would be bad if he looked like me."

Shen Youyi looked down at her daughter's gentle smile, "It's very similar to you too, look at her face, I feel like it should be the same as when you were a child, I really want someone to pinch and kiss her."

Cheng Mo was still a little confused, he didn't know where to start to care, so he asked carelessly, "Is she in kindergarten now?"

"Not yet. I have to wait until she is three years old, but I want to wait until she grows up and becomes more sensible before going to kindergarten."

"Oh, then what will she say now?" Cheng Mo hesitated for a moment before asking in a low voice, "Is everything healthy?"

"She can talk a lot. She is very smart and healthy. She likes to jump around on the bed every day, and she is not afraid of bumping her head. When there is no other way, I will hug her to the sofa and let her dance. The quality of the sofa is good, and it didn't let her jump."

Cheng Mo looked at the bunk bed, and then looked around. It was still the same room as before. He could touch his age-old desk by raising his hand. He saw Shen Youyi's notebook, and the With an old computer, his cold heart was softened by the warm current. He said apologetically, "Thank you for your hard work."

"It's not hard." Shen Youyi said with a smile, "Every day when I'm with her and when I write, I can feel the enthusiasm of life."

Cheng Mo was only thinking about stuffing good things to Shen Youyi and Cheng Linglu, and he immediately said, "Shall we go and see the house tomorrow? I'm so sorry to you mother and daughter living here!"

Shen Youyi said softly full of longing: "There is a house! Didn't you keep more than ten houses? One of them is fine, as long as it is decorated. I have seen it many times. Our room, our daughter's The room, the room where parents occasionally come to live, and the nanny's room. I have a design plan in my mind!"

Cheng Mo was silent for a while, and then said: "Xiaoxi, there is something I must tell you first."

"I know, I don't need any promise from you." Shen Youyi lowered his head, "You will meet many people in your life, some people are destined to become parents and relatives, some people can only become friends and colleagues, and some people you will appreciate , some people you will get along very well, but whether you can come together and become a husband and wife in the end depends on the fate. Sometimes the fate arrives, but the relationship is still a little bit behind, and sometimes the relationship arrives, but the fate is broken. The former is amazing. Unfortunately, the latter is painful. But I think it is the most important to remember the good times. Life is so short, I can give birth to children I like, and I can do what I like to do, without thinking about food, rice, oil, salt, or Considering interpersonal relationships, what else is there to be dissatisfied with?" She turned her head to look at Cheng Mo, "I'm already very satisfied that you can come to me!"

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