I'm really an intern

Chapter 19 The world is really unfair sometimes

The little girl's neck was covered with three layers of gauze and tape.

Zhang Tianyang knew that what was covered under the gauze was the tube of the internal jugular vein.

There is an extra tube in the neck, is it comfortable?

For a moment, Zhang Tianyang felt that his heart seemed to be pulled by someone.

"Mom, talk to the doctor, can you stay by yourself for a while?"

The little girl's mother smiled and communicated with the little girl, and politely invited Zhang Tianyang outside the ward.

"I'm sorry, doctor, to trouble you."

Zhang Tianyang shook his head.

I wanted to say something, but in the end I didn't say anything.

The world actually sometimes

It's really unfair

"Doctor, if you want to ask anything, just ask me here, I know all about her medical history."

The woman's face was a little tired, but she managed to squeeze out a smile.

"This child is too difficult. But if possible, I want her to know less about these things and try to be as normal as possible."

Pity the parents of the world.

Zhang Tianyang nodded, expressing his understanding.

"Are you planning to come this time?"

"The doctor at our hospital said her blood vessels were too thin to have an arteriovenous fistula.

The suggestion is to change to peritoneal dialysis, but her albumin was too low some time ago. "

"Oh, it's not good to find out when the child is one and a half years old"

Zhang Tianyang was flipping through the medical records of the little girl who was hospitalized in another hospital, while listening to the woman's story.

The woman spoke in detail and in a very complicated way, starting from the very beginning when the little girl got sick.

In fact, Zhang Tianyang didn't need to know a lot of information.

He only needs to know the time of the little girl's onset, previous treatment and medication, the current treatment plan, and the purpose of admission is enough.

He doesn't need to know that she likes cat and mouse.

No need to know that she is doing well in school.

No need to know that her greatest wish is to go on a week-long trip with her parents, but she keeps putting it off because she needs to see a doctor.

But he didn't interrupt the woman's narration.

The family members gave him the respect he deserved, and he was also willing to take some time to listen to the bitterness in the heart of this haggard mother who was tortured by the disease.

Five minutes later, the woman smiled apologetically again.

"Sorry, I seem to have talked too much."

"It's okay, isn't this asking about the medical history? Telling it in detail will help us understand the condition more."

Zhang Tianyang gave a few words of comfort, and returned to the office with the A4 paper full of information.

Senior Sister Liang was arranging the operation for her patient next week, when she turned her head and saw Zhang Tianyang coming back, she couldn't help asking.

"I heard it's a 12-year-old girl?"

"Ah."

Zhang Tianyang snorted, his heart was heavy, and he didn't want to speak.

Senior Sister Liang continued to line up for surgery, and suddenly she stopped there.

Seems like something is wrong?

This peerless straight girl frowned and thought hard for a long time before she suddenly realized.

"Junior brother, are you unhappy?"

"A little depressed."

Zhang Tianyang let out a foul breath.

"Such a young child is only 12 years old, but he has to spend the rest of his life with a dialysis machine."

"I heard that arteriovenous fistulas cannot be done with thin blood vessels.

Hemodialysis can be done three times a week, and I can have a little time for myself to live my own life.

If you can only do peritoneal dialysis, do it three times a day, basically you only have to fight against the disease in life. "

Zhang Tianyang flipped through the paper in his hand unconsciously, and sighed again.

"It feels like her life has just begun."

Senior Sister Liang tilted her head and looked at the sighing Zhang Tianyang, feeling a little complicated in her heart.

Normally, the younger brother seems to be omnipotent, not only in terms of clinical thinking, operational ability, but also theoretical knowledge, which seems to be no worse than her.

Many times, she would subconsciously regard her junior as a senior doctor.

Only at this time, the younger brother looks a bit like an intern who has just graduated from the clinic.

"That's what a hospital is like."

Senior Sister Liang thought about it, but she really didn't know how to comfort Zhang Tianyang, she would only tell the truth.

"You have just entered the clinic, and you haven't seen much. People like us who have been around for many years, see this kind of heart and have no fluctuations in their hearts."

"A 12-year-old girl suffering from kidney failure must have dialysis to continue her life, isn't it pitiful?

I've seen even smaller ones, just before you came in, there was a 9-year-old girl just out of the hospital, also with kidney failure.

There are also those who are studying in university with a bright future, but suddenly fell ill. There is one in Professor He's group next door.

There is also the health of the pillar of the family, and the whole family can't do it together, isn't he pitiful? "

"It's not only the nephrology department, you can go to other departments.

Hematology, blood diseases, those who survived by chemotherapy, might not be able to get up that morning. "

Senior sister Liang looked at Zhang Tianyang.

"By the way, didn't you stay in the neonatology department?

Some children over there are born with hypoxia, and may be disabled for the rest of their lives.

There is also obstetrics and gynecology. Many children do not even have a chance to survive.

Do you feel pitiful? "

Zhang Tianyang thought for a while, nodded, "It's all pitiful."

"Then are you pitiful enough to come over?"

Senior Sister Liang propped her elbows on the table, and then propped up her chin with her hands, a suspicious light flashed in her eyes.

"When I first entered the clinic, I also felt that they were very pitiful.

Sometimes, patients cry, family members cry, and I cry harder than them.

But what's the use? "

"Some diseases can't be cured!"

Senior Sister Liang had a smile on her lips, but Zhang Tianyang always felt that there were many things hidden behind this smile.

"When I first started studying medicine, I always felt that there were very few diseases in the world that could not be cured.

After learning and learning, I discovered that only a few diseases can be cured. "

"You feel sorry for the patient, it doesn't change anything.

So you don't have to pity them, just do your best to do what you should do, and that's it. "

"Isn't that what a doctor does?"

Zhang Tianyang stopped waving the A4 paper a long time ago, thoughtful.

"That quote from Trudeau?

To heal sometimes, to help often, to comfort always. "

Zhang Tianyang felt that he had finally regained his spirit.

"Senior sister, are you arranging for next week's surgery?"

Senior Sister Liang raised the corners of her mouth, feeling a little happy for some reason.

"Yes, there are no operating rooms on Fridays and weekends. On Monday, I have two patients who need arteriovenous fistulas."

Zhang Tianyang thought for a while,

"My patient may have to do it too.

The local hospital said her blood vessels were thin, but I still want to have another look.

Sister, will you watch it? "

"An ultrasound? Then you have to make an appointment today.

Most of the patients in our department need ultrasound, but there is only one machine in the department. If you make an appointment now, it should be available tomorrow.

I'll watch it with you tomorrow. "

"Ok."

Zhang Tianyang typed the medical records quickly, and quickly typed out the ultrasound list.

"I'm going to make an appointment now."

Hope, tomorrow can see a thick enough blood vessel.

I hope God can treat her a little better.

(End of this chapter)