Douluo's nuclear explosion Douluo

Chapter 219 I am not a puppet of power! ! (4k)

Early morning forest.

Sunlight shines through the tall fir leaves and falls on the ground full of dead leaves and branches. The forest is filled with moisture, mist curls up and envelops, and birds and animals sing from time to time, just like a dreamland.

The light shone on You's face, and the dazzling white light made him involuntarily raise his palm to cover his eyes.

"Uh, where is this?"

With the return of his thoughts, the silver-haired boy slowly supported the ground with his other hand, stood up half straight with a confused face, and looked at the harmonious forest environment around him, as well as the unfinished leftovers from yesterday.

It's very safe around.

For no reason, such an idea popped up in You's mind.

After tidying up a bit, you stood up straight and looked at your own figure.

With both palms outstretched, the white and immature look is very much like him when he was a child.

"My hair?"

The ponytail next to the ear disappeared, and what was left now was a smooth silver satin like a shawl.

"This is."

"Me in the past."

Seeing this, Uranium fell silent.

What exactly does the Bloody Slaughter Immortal want to do?
Suddenly, he froze, staring blankly at the other 'he' in front of him.

The other 'he' didn't seem to notice the existence of uranium, but started to clean up the surrounding mess after getting up during the day, messy broken bones, wrinkled quilts, and, being placed on the ground, gently swaying blood Big red flowers.

"This is!" You's eyes widened in an instant, as if a certain force emerged from all parts of his body, driving him, he quickly rushed towards the opponent!
The next moment, he hit the ground with his head, overlapping with the figure of the big flower, like a phantom.

"Is this fake?" You immediately got up, and such a thought clearly flashed through your mind.

But then, he overturned this guess.

"No, I'm the fake one."

You glanced at his hands, and suddenly realized that he was an illusory existence, like a phantom, elusive.

Laughing at himself, he looked at the former him, packed everything up, and then took the big flower and set off again, heading towards an unknown direction.

Looking at the natural appearance of everything in front of him, for no reason, some special emotions arose in Yu's heart.

It's a memory, but it's not like a memory.

"This is."

There are birds chirping around, it is a scene that only appears in his dreams, longing and unattainable.

When he came back to his senses, the silver-haired boy had gone far away.

You followed the other party's footsteps closely, and the memories in my heart became more and more profound.

When you are alone, it seems that only in this way can you bring yourself a life.

"It seems that I used to be like this, tossing around in various places every day, and only resting at night." Looking at him who used to cross rivers and boulders, turn over hills and complex bushes, at this moment, it seemed that he was in harmony with him. Everything that was done was superimposed.

"Yes, I used to be like this."

A lonely shadow followed the boy forward.

He looked at his past self with the thoughts and vision of the future.

It seems that at this moment, he has forgotten the bloody killing fairy, and he has forgotten that he is in the illusion.

He just wants to look at himself, look at him, look at him.
"Since the twentieth level, I have been moving forward every day without stopping, because if I stay in one place for too long, the pollution from nuclear radiation will intensify."

"And if it's just passing through, although the radiation range is expanded, the concentration will be very low, and it won't cause any damage to the human body, spirit beasts, or plants. I used to stick to this idea, so I can't stop."

Complicated emotions grew in You's heart.

At noon, it's time for a break.

He watched helplessly as Uchiha picked up the big bloody flower, the bloody carnage fairy contained in the wooden box.

It was as if the memory of the past came back.

In an instant, I felt that there was something in my mind that wanted to come out, that kind of brain breaking out, that faint feeling as if I had forgotten something
"It seems that you are the only one who can accompany me. I always feel like calling you Bloody Slaughter Spirit Grass. Your name is too long. How about I call you Little Blood?"

Uchiha held the big flower in front of his eyes, and there was a look of hope in his eyes.

He knew that it had its own mind, and although it was probably similar to a child, it also meant that it was life.

Looking at this scene, I suddenly felt a little pain in my heart!
孤独
His nose was a little sour, and an inexplicable feeling flowed in his heart.

"If you don't talk, I'll take it as your default, hehe. You may not know it, but I like plants like you the most. No, I like all plants."

It seems that the chatterbox has been opened, and Uchiha Yu, who was originally unable to find someone to communicate with, began to tell everything about himself softly.

As if he wanted to vent his fear, or share his thoughts with others, but the moment he heard it, tears welled up in his eyes!
He also thought of his past!
"I'm actually a gardener. I've seen a forest fire, countless lives were lost, and countless greens were replaced by burnt yellow."

"Witnessing those scenes, I also saw the firefighters' selflessness. That experience was deeply engraved in my heart, so I chose the completely opposite path from my home without hesitation, and planted green plants."

"It's funny to say that I applied for the fire department exam, but was rejected. Later, with the help of my family, I applied for the forest ranger profession, but I came here."

As he spoke, Uchiha Yu's eyes turned red, "I like plants the most. I have thought about leaving here many times and find a desert, or a place where I can die in peace, so that the forest will not be disturbed." Bear the scourge of me again, but I can't...I can't die yet."

"The forest shouldn't bear people like me."

"I used to." Recalling the scene in front of him, he murmured slightly.

"I have seen a flower, in front of my eyes, wither rapidly." Uchiha Yu wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes and said softly.

It's as if my heart has been grabbed!
"It was a pink wild flower, and it died right before my eyes, just as I leaned down to look at it. It whimpered and withered." The sound of whimpering came suddenly, and Uchiha Yu couldn't hold it anymore Yes, tears flowed down.

"This kind of power, why do I have to bear it? I am not the source of all destruction. I don't want this kind of uncontrollable power. All life will die because of me! Whether it is a human or a spirit beast, whether it is a plant or the earth, it will be destroyed. I kill. I don't want this power."

You stared blankly at Uchiha Yu who poured emotion on Xiaoxue, his nose was sore, as if it was blocked, and he couldn't breathe at all.

"Soul beasts die before my eyes, plants wither before my eyes, and I will only bring destruction."

"What should I do? What can I do? What should I do to make up for these sins!"

The ten-year-old boy knelt down beside the tree, his forehead firmly pressed against the tree trunk, tears fell like beans, and lightly hit the ground.

The next moment, Uchiha felt something was wrong, and immediately raised his head, looking at the rapidly dying tree in front of him.

He was stunned.

The immature face instantly distorted!
"Ahhhhh!!!"

You turned your head away in distress, no longer looking at the Uchiha Uchiha who was making a desperate and shrill voice, silently lowered your head, with your fingers tightly inserted into your hair, and clenched tightly!

The shrill voice stopped abruptly, as if it had been choked by the throat.

Scenes that I was unwilling to recall once again appeared before my eyes.

The forest, the source of water, the crazy soul beast, the dying, everything destroyed, the dead forest, everything.
"Get out of here! Get out of here!"

Uranium began to shake his head frantically!
Get those memories out of here!
He doesn't want to recall the past!

Sweat instantly wets Uranium's back.

"Huh." With a light breath, he got rid of the cruel memories in his mind, turned his head, and looked at Uchiha Yu who had regained his calm but silent at some point, and he also fell into a deathly silence.

"I don't want to see this scene again~"

This is where he had his first nervous breakdown.

Even though he kept saying that plants were his favorite, there was a big tree dying quickly in front of him.

You can remember it very clearly, and he will recall it every night.

never forget.

"Okay, rest well, let's go on."

After resting for a while, Uchiha recovered his mood, slowly stood up straight, and smiled at the bloody killing fairy.

Keep going.

Uranium's expression became more and more complicated.

The past, like a knife, severely tore open his healed wound, making his fiery emotion tremble again.

Although it was only a few years ago, when I recall it at this moment, it seems like it was still yesterday.

"Uchiha Uchiha, who am I?" Looking at his palm, the white palm has not been dimmed by the life in the forest at all, and it is not even stained with any dust, as if it is a pure body.

The faint special feeling in his mind became stronger and stronger.

"What the hell am I forgetting?"

The journey continues.

As if history repeats itself.

The first sneak attack of the radiated soul beast came.

The attack of a three-headed wolf broke up the night campfire in an instant.

Rotten, festering, tarnished eyes, and mutated limbs, all of these made Uchiha Yu deeply shocked!
"Is this a radiating soul beast?"

Seeing the existence in front of him, Uchiha felt like he was going crazy!

Not only to kill the soul beast, but also to torture it crazily!
"Did I do this?" A trembling voice sounded, Uchiha Yu held his heart in disbelief, unable to arouse any desire to fight!
The violent stench almost made him faint, but the attack of the three-headed wolf had already arrived, the stench of the wind roared, mixed with the fluctuation of soul power, and under Uchiha Yu's horrified gaze, he pounced down!
He looked at Uchiha himself, the former him, and couldn't help sighing when he saw the change on his face.

"You will get used to it in the future, radiant soul beast or something, I plan to take the initiative to create radiant soul now"

Suddenly, Uranium froze.

It was as if he had touched the forgotten blind spot in his mind in an instant.

It was as if everything that had been forgotten began to emerge in my mind!

"Why... would I take the initiative to create a radiation soul beast?" You murmured in a low voice, even forgetting to pay attention to the action of the Bloody Slaughter Immortal taking the initiative to protect Uchiha You.

"Why? I'm not. Even seeing a soul beast being tortured by radiant energy will be worried about it!"

"Why would I do this?"

You were powerless and lowered your head, eyes full of panic!

"What happened to me?"

He remembered everything he had done in Sunset Forest!
Take the initiative to infect the bloodthorn cat with radiation!

Take the initiative to start catalyzing the land with radiation fields!

"I'm killing the forest!"

You slowly uttered this cruel fact, and your body began to tremble slightly.

"Don't I like plants the most? Don't I like forests the most? I remember I said that I am not the destroyer of the world, I am just a passerby who wants to survive!"

"What the hell am I doing?!"

Suddenly, you raised your head, and everything you least wanted to recall in your mind flooded into your mind.

The painful experience, the heart-wrenching reality, the test of death, everything is so illusory but real!

The past unfolded in front of his eyes, and the most painful memories forced him to remember!

"Uchiha Yu, do you still remember your original intention?"

Suddenly, a childish female voice came from the void.

"Do you remember your attitude towards the forest?"

The sound fell into his ears, and he couldn't help but make his body tremble slightly.

"Do you remember when you used to cry when a flower withered?"

There was a whimpering sound, he clenched his teeth tightly, and there were stars shining in his eyes.

"say no more."

"Look again, what you did to the Sunset Forest, the destruction of the forest is just around the corner."

"Don't say it anymore." Uuuuuuuuuu grasped his face tightly, his deep voice kept echoing in the dark forest.

"You are just a puppet of power now. Even if you see your past again, you will never be able to change back to your former self."

"The radiation field has guided a brand new you, and that is your true face, destruction!"

"No," Uranium responded slightly, trembling.

"There is nothing to be ashamed of. In order to test their own abilities, people with power will naturally want to destroy and dominate others." The voice in the void gradually became solidified, as if speaking right next to You's ear.

"However, it seems that for you, whether it's your favorite plants, your own dreams, or your family and companions, the more important things are, the more you want to destroy them!"

"Take the Sunset Forest as an example! It is covered by the radiation field and is on the verge of destruction! The first is the forest, what is the second?"

"You will destroy the things you value most, over and over again!"

In an instant, Wu raised his head with a hideous expression!

"I'm not, I'm not a puppet of power! I'm not! Ahhh!!!"

The radiant eye martial soul is instantly activated, and the fourth soul ring is shining.
Bloody killing fairy, where are you, I will tear you apart!
"Look at your current appearance, Uchiha Yu, you can no longer resist the desire to destroy everything, how powerful you are, killing all life!" A faint sarcastic voice sounded beside my ears, like a splash of cold water, suddenly giving He cools down!

The breath of destruction fluctuated constantly on his body, the nuclear explosion kick was ready to go, and the majestic energy was waiting for the moment of the explosion, all life would end under the range of the nuclear explosion.

You suddenly stopped his movements, looking at his hands in astonishment.

The power to destroy the world gathered in his body, but he just forgot what his body used to be like.

A thunder exploded beside his ears!

"how so."

"Have I been affected so deeply?" Looking at his attitude and what he did, his knees softened and he fell to his knees!
"Is this me?" With trembling hands, Wu raised his arms and tightly covered his face.

Everything in my mind came out.

What is deeply hidden in his heart is a kind heart covered by power and desire!
Within the pupils, three fan-shaped icons began to rotate.
"I was actually dazzled by the powerful force kicked by the radiation field and nuclear explosion"

"What the hell did I do!"

Silent tears fell.

Suddenly, a red shadow flashed in front of his eyes.

The next moment, a burst of soft fragrance entered his bosom, which made you feel dazed.

"Uchiha Uchiha! The real you, wake up quickly!" A soft and gentle voice sounded in her arms with tears in her eyes.

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This is the last py during this period, and I will return tomorrow for a 4K update
"Conan: Someone Is Always Trying to Kill Me"

Here are the words of recommendation:

A self-help strategy for a black-tech nerd who has slight fantasies about being murdered and who is now a wealthy second generation.

This book is also known as "I Almost Got Hatchet at the Beginning" "The Evil Thoughts of the Conan World Are Targeting Me"

　Solve the hidden dangers of the spirit, and have a great state of mind!
　　Return to the original heart and embrace the truest self!
　　ps:
　　The components of spiritual hidden dangers: loneliness without communication + fear of ability + dead life + withering of plants + radiating soul beast + Sangouyu’s extreme spirit + comparison between family life and today’s tragic experience + desire for destruction and struggle of human nature , was already in a state of half-madness-total madness.

　　
　
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