Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 104 The Crying Little Girl

Zhao Bai'an looked at the members of the drama club who were slowly leaving, her head was still in a foggy state, and her whole thoughts were like scattered fragments floating in her head.

She had to admit that her mental state was not good at all today, and she shook her head in this unreal half-dream and half-awake state.

I don't know when Chen Yudi and Huang Han looked at her at the same time, Zhao Bai'an raised his head inadvertently, and met their eyes.

"What are you two looking at?" The two of them had the same expression, and she couldn't help asking.

"I still want to ask what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad, are you uncomfortable? It was pretty bad when you first came here, but it got better halfway, and now it's not so good anymore." Huang Han rushed to say, look It turns out that she has very little observation of Zhao Bai'an's state.

"Oh, I'm fine!" Zhao Bai'an dealt with it casually, then turned his head and wanted to go out through the door, but Huang Han added something behind her today.

"Student Chen Yudi, please send Xiaoan off."

Zhao Bai'an turned his head and looked at Huang Han in surprise. Her sudden sentence made people feel that Monk Zhanger was a little confused.Logically speaking, wouldn't it be more reasonable for Huang Han to give it away?

Huang Han seemed to see Zhao Bai'an's doubts, and explained: "I still have something to do, so I don't want to go in the direction of the dormitory."

After finishing speaking, Huang Han quickly walked into Zhao Bai'an, and whispered in her ear: "Silently add some color to your college life."

Before Zhao Bai'an could react, Huang Han walked towards the door in stride, the speed was so fast that she could only stare blankly at the shadow of Huang Han's back while opening and closing her mouth.

"Student Bai An, let's go, I'll take you back to the dormitory."

Zhao Bai'an turned her head to look at the source of the voice. For some reason, she suddenly felt that Chen Yudi seemed a little embarrassed by Huang Han's point of view, and felt that she deliberately avoided her eyes.

"Cough, cough," Zhao Bai'an coughed slightly in embarrassment, and then politely refused, "No, thank you, fellow magician."

Chen Yudi stared blankly at Zhao Bai'an, he seemed to have never expected her attitude.I don't know if it's Zhao Bai'an's illusion, but there is an inexplicable sense of loss in the corner of his eyes, but it's just for a moment, fleeting.

Zhao Bai'an even suspected that she was thinking too much, but she still explained: "I want to go to the school library to find some information, so I won't go back to the dormitory."

This is the truth, she really wants to go to the library, there are a lot of books in the library of Haichuan University, Zhao Bai'an wants to find a book that specifically talks about dreams and reality.

Naturally, it was because she was often tortured in her dreams recently, and she couldn't be said to be tortured, after all, there were good and bad.It's just that from the day of the opening ceremony, dreams that are different from ordinary people have never stopped.

Naturally, it was impossible for Zhao Bai'an to tell this matter to others, so she wanted to find some knowledge she didn't know from the books, hoping to help herself.

"Ah, that's good. If you feel uncomfortable in any way, don't force yourself to go skating. We can discuss going to other places." Chen Yudi expressed his understanding, smiled at Zhao Baian, and turned his head after a few words of advice. leave.

And Zhao Bai'an didn't hesitate anymore, he turned his head and followed him, leaving the theater club's activity venue, striding towards the library.

Arriving at the library, according to the plan in advance, Zhao Bai'an first looked up the names of the relevant books on the machine, and then began to look for the book about dreams, but the strange thing was that no matter how she searched, she couldn't find it. She has read all the bookshelves.

It suddenly occurred to her that maybe she could ask the librarian, but it was not the answer to look for it by herself.

Thinking so, Zhao Bai'an slowly walked towards the entrance of the library when he came.

"Hello, may I find out that there is a book on the mystery of dreams in our library, and I would like to know where it is."

"Oh, good classmate, let me take a look for you."

The librarian's attitude was very polite, while Zhao Bai'an stood aside and waited patiently. After a while, the librarian handed her a list of books to borrow, and Zhao Bai'an looked at the librarian inexplicably.

"Student, we only purchased one copy of that book. It seems to be very popular recently. It was borrowed by this classmate a few days ago."

After the administrator finished speaking, he clicked on one of the names with his right hand. Zhao Bai'an looked down, and a few large characters appeared in front of her eyes——Chen Yudi.

She froze on the spot, she was a little dumbfounded at the moment, but also felt very confused, why did Chen Yudi want to borrow this book?Is it just a coincidence?

"Alas..." She sighed helplessly, and finally had no choice but to give up.

But sooner or later they will be borrowed. Zhao Bai'an left her mobile phone number with the librarian, so that when Chen Yudi returns the book, she will be notified.Then she strode out of the library and walked boredly on the tree-lined path in the campus. At this time, the branches were basically bare.And the cool and slightly biting air made her spirit recover little by little.

Zhao Bai'an found a clean bench and sat down, quietly feeling the breeze blowing against his face, it wasn't the gentle breeze in spring, but under the sunlight, the wind that blows began to bring some warm breath.Her body leaned back slightly against the back of the chair, and her outstretched arms touched the tree trunk next to her, leaving a rough touch on her fingertips.In such an environment, it is really relaxing.

She couldn't help closing her eyes, thinking of taking a break for a while, but she didn't expect her consciousness to start to slacken a little bit, and finally became more and more confused.

I don't know how long it took, and there was a burst of laughter in my ears.

"Hahaha! Haha~"

Zhao Bai'an opened his eyes suddenly, only then did he realize that she was in this winding and rugged alley, not far in front of her was a group of children playing games.

A group of children were chasing and running around, and the little girl who was being chased kept dodging.

Zhao Bai'an didn't pay much attention at first, thinking it was just a very common game, but by coincidence, the little girl suddenly ran towards her.

At the same time, the little girl quietly grabbed the corner of her clothes.

Zhao Bai'an looked down at the little girl, and held her little hand with his backhand. There were beads of sweat on her hand, and a look of panic flashed in the little girl's eyes.

Just as Zhao Bai'an was about to lower his head to ask the little girl what was going on, the other children followed her and ran to her side and began to pull the little girl up.

Out of a mentality of protecting the weak, Zhao Bai'an naturally couldn't just stand by and help the little girl involuntarily.

She separated the little girl from the group of children who seemed to be bullying.The children basically only reached her waist, and even the tallest one only reached her chest.To them, Zhao Bai'an is equivalent to an adult, so they didn't dare to rely too much on it.

Zhao Bai'an stood in the middle of them, the little girl didn't say anything, but the group of children began to question her with some displeasure: "Sister, why are you protecting a murderer?"

"What?" Zhao Bai'an was completely confused by the words of those children.

"Sister, I'm not a murderer, they're talking nonsense!! Woooooo~" the little girl anxiously argued, her voice choked with sobs, as if she was afraid that Zhao Bai'an would hand her over.

The chaotic voice of the group of children sounded again: "Don't quibble! You are a murderer, your father killed someone, so you are also a murderer!"

Zhao Bai'an got a little headache from the group of children's quarreling. Although she didn't understand the situation at all, she didn't like the accusation of sitting down like this very much, so she yelled: "Okay, stop making trouble, let's go away!"

The group of children looked at Zhao Bai'an's unyielding posture, made faces at her and the little girl behind me: "Lululu..." and then quickly ran away.

And the little girl was still crying behind Zhao Bai'an: "Woooo~ahhhhh, I'm really not... a murderer~"

Zhao Bai'an looked back at the little girl, tears kept rolling down from her big eyes.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help stretching out his hand, and wiped away the fragile tears remaining on the girl's cheeks. That young face and trembling shoulders made her feel very uncomfortable.

For a moment, Zhao Bai'an had a strong voice in his heart telling her to hug the little girl quickly, but in the end because of the initial sense of alienation, she didn't do that.He just squatted down and held the little girl's hand.

But no matter what, Zhao Bai'an should comfort him.So she racked her brains to search for the words she thought were appropriate: "Little sister, don't cry. My sister told you that tears are reserved for the weak. If you cry like this, it will only make those who have bullied you feel so sad." You are easy to bully."

The little girl looked up at Zhao Bai'an, her eyes were full of confusion.

(End of this chapter)