Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 369 Self-examination of feelings
Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran also did not directly answer what Zhao Bai'an said, but stood there, looked at Zhao Bai'an with complicated eyes, and at the same time began to worry about her in their hearts.

Since Zhao Bai'an entered the room just now, the two have been observing her little by little.

Therefore, Zhao Bai'an's every move obviously did not escape the eyes of the two of them. Because of this, they clearly realized the fact that Zhao Bai'an seemed to have changed, and this change made them see the unknown ending.

The two began to think secretly in their hearts. Although their thoughts were different, the main body was similar.

What Gao Yanran thought in her heart was that she felt that Zhao Bai'an seemed to have changed, and she didn't think this change was a good thing.

After all, in a place like a university, there are often a lot of people who fall in love, and very few people actually get together in the end. Although she doesn't like humans, it doesn't mean that she doesn't observe. In fact, she has seen many examples around her— — During this period, whoever puts the most effort will be the one who gets hurt the most.

But what Yang Liuyiyi thought in her heart was, will Zhao Bai'an gradually lose her self, or be completely contained, if Zhao Bai'an flatters Chen Yudi so much now?
Although she has never been in a relationship, her view of love has always been that for a girl, she must never reveal how much she cares about that boy.

Although she really wants to meet the right man, she actually has a feeling in her heart that love is just a game, and whoever surrenders his bottom first will lose miserably.

Zhao Bai'an's every move today made the two of them inexplicably sensitive.

At this moment, they all wanted to talk to Zhao Bai'an by coincidence, but when they wanted to express their thoughts, they were still hindered by reality.

When they saw the excited Zhao Bai'an, they couldn't say what they had prepared for some reason.

Although it was a good intention, at this moment Zhao Bai'an didn't understand the meaning of the two of them at all.

She just felt that the behavior of her roommates was too strange, and she couldn't guess it at all for a while, and she felt a little disgusted with the behavior of the two forcibly restraining her.

Zhao Bai'an has only one thought now, and wants to leave quickly, but those two are just like door gods, so in desperation she can only ask again: "What exactly do you two want to say?"

Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran looked at each other subconsciously, and while their thoughts were flowing, neither of them wanted to pierce the window paper first.

And Zhao Bai'an was ignored again, she became a little impatient, and gave an ultimatum to the two: "Will you two talk? If not, I can leave now."

When Yang Liuyiyi heard this, it was impossible, so she broke the silence first, and revealed her thoughts fully: "Xiao An, I am a little worried about you, you are a little too attentive to Chen Yudi!"

As soon as she finished speaking, Gao Yanran followed her and nodded her head: "That's right Xiao An, if you are too hardworking, if the two of you are not in the same city after graduation, or part ways when choosing a career, you will Very sad."

Yang Liu Yiyi jumped up and raised her hand: "Xiao'an, Xiao'an, I read a novel recently, which tells about two college students from the same school who fell in love and knew each other, but they still parted ways after graduation. As your sister, I really don't want to see You are sad."

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an finally knew why Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran hesitated to speak just now, and she was really touched by this, but she also felt that the two sisters' worries were a little unnecessary, and she didn't feel that she was different from before. What a difference.

So she responded indifferently: "Thank you, I know you are doing it for my own good, but I don't think there is anything wrong with me, so don't worry."

"Huh! Xiao An, if I remember correctly, you didn't even let people touch this thing before!" Yang Liu Yiyi pointed at the photo frame in Zhao Bai'an's hand and questioned, "Xiao An, you are now inadvertently Now that you have easily taken out what you once thought were important, does that mean that Chen Yudi has become the most important thing in your heart?"

What Yang Liuyi said hit the nail on the head, and pointed out the crux of the problem, Zhao Bai'an was inexplicably stunned.

She reflected in her heart, asked herself again what Yang Liu Yiyi said, and finally a clear voice told her in her heart.

Zhao Bai'an, don't you just want to give your most important thing to Chen Yudi?

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an felt as if he was being shocked by an electric shock, and his head became very clear. Maybe when she first started preparing the gift, she was just in a momentary mood, and she didn't really think about the deep meaning behind the question.At that time, what I thought in my heart was that I hope Chen Yudi can see my heart, but I never thought that I hope Chen Yudi can see what kind of heart I am.

But this time she seemed to be very clear.

It turned out that unconsciously, the little liking in her heart began to change, becoming an indescribable care.This kind of caring, she couldn't tell whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.

Zhao Bai'an subconsciously looked down at the photo frame in his hand, re-examined his sincerity to Chen Yudi at this moment, and at the same time recalled the sweetness of making this thing just now, and a series of expectations for Chen Yudi.

In the end, she came to a conclusion. She never seemed to think about the ending, nor did she think so far. In fact, all she cared about was the present.

She did not deny that the two sisters worried about her out of kindness, and she was really grateful for that, but when the thoughts in her mind were abnormally clear, she really felt that the two sisters seemed to be worrying unnecessarily.

Although she didn't deny that today's self was indeed different from usual, she seemed very certain in her heart that she would definitely not be what the two of them worried about.

So she explained to the roommates who were still frowning: "You guys misunderstood, Chen Yudi's birthday is coming soon, that's why I wanted to give him a gift, and I really didn't know what to give, so I came up with this Stupid way."

She thought she explained it perfectly, but when she looked at Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran again, the expressions on their faces were still so dignified.

Zhao Bai'an reiterated to the two with a smile on his face: "I assure you, it is definitely not as serious as you think, and I will definitely not make myself sad."

Yang Liuyiyi and Gao Yanran looked helpless at Zhao Bai'an's stubbornness, hey, maybe this is someone who has been dazzled by love.

The two finally chose silence.

At this moment, they all felt that as sisters, it was enough to do what they wanted, otherwise it would be too much trouble.

　Could Zhao Bai'an be blind?

　　
　
(End of this chapter)