Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 58

I have always wondered if I did something outrageous in my previous life, so I was cursed in this life.

The girl sitting on the edge of the playground was thinking depressedly.

Since she was a child, she seemed to have been possessed by a degenerate god, and almost never encountered any good things, especially unlucky ones.

It is said that just after she was born, the best maternal and child hospital in their city was stolen for the first time in history.And what was stolen was nothing but a batch of newborn babies, and she was among them.

When the case was finally solved, it was already five months later when she was still a baby and returned to her biological parents.Perhaps, she can return to her parents again. It is actually a lucky thing that she survived.

But these five months of homelessness had already made her overly malnourished.

The same batch of stolen babies, both male and female, almost all found their next home in a short period of time and became the darlings of another family.But she didn't know why. At that time, no family was willing to buy her, which caused the traffickers to dislike her very much.The girl thought, maybe they thought at the time that it would be better to die if they couldn't sell it.

When she was found as a baby, many of her organs had already suffered functional failure.Although judging from her current state, she is recovering fairly well.But after all, there are still many sequelae.

On rainy days, my joints always feel aching like an elderly person; the smog in winter will be fine even if others don’t wear a mask, even if she is well protected, she will still be hospitalized with pneumonia; During the seasons, she would always go to the hospital for an injection due to severe allergies. For others, flowers that represent beauty and emotion, in her eyes, became poisonous substances that made her cry.

Except for such a large-scale unlucky event that stretches in the long river of time, at other times in life, this girl sitting on the side of the playground seems to never get a little favor from the goddess of luck.

People passing by her with water will always have a high chance of splashing water on her.Although no one does it on purpose; when you buy things, you will always buy defective products; when you were young, you learned to collect cards and stickers from the people around you, and almost nine out of ten times will be exactly the same; if you want to By drawing lots to decide certain things that no one wants to do, such as staying in school to clean up, she will always be the one who gets drawn.

Fortunately, since she was a child, not many people bullied her because she was particularly unlucky.The only thing that is malicious to her is life itself.

For so many years now, she has accepted her fate.For her, the only good news is that her bad luck will not spread to others.It doesn't hurt her family and friends, only herself.Although she always doesn't go to school because of her poor physique, she doesn't have many friends.

Physical weakness, so often sick.But if you go for an examination, the doctor can't find out what's wrong with her.So in the end, the girls couldn't escape the nightmare of physical education in the high school entrance examination.

How could she get good grades when she was extremely weak, and in the end she didn't even reach the city's average score.Because of this, the girl is only one point away from her dream high school.

I just came here...

The girl is sitting in the auditorium of the high school's playground right now... her feet are standing on the high back of the chair in the front row, looking aimlessly at the football field surrounded by the running track.

Anyway, during the first days of school, she missed the best time to make friends due to some reasons. As a result, she still doesn't fully know the classmates in the class, let alone have any friends to chat with...

The girl wondered if everything would have changed now if she hadn't helped the old lady.

If she hadn't helped that old grandma back then, she wouldn't have been allergic to pollen because of the flower on the old grandma's left chest, which should be a gardenia bought at the entrance of the subway station.

If she hadn't been sent to the hospital for an injection because her face was swollen into a pig's head because of her severe allergies, then she wouldn't have been discharged from the hospital on the day when her parents didn't have time to pick her up.

If it wasn't for that day, she wouldn't be drenched by the sudden downpour while walking on the road.Then, as always, slipped on the sidewalk and fell off his back.

If she hadn't slipped in that place, of course she wouldn't have seen that little black cat that was dying in the grass.

If she didn't want to move the little black cat in the rain to a safe place where it wouldn't get caught in the rain, she wouldn't cross that road either.

If she crossed that road, she wouldn't be honked by the grumpy old driver in the rainstorm.

If the driver hadn't honked at her, the kitten wouldn't have been frightened, so it bit her and scratched her a few times.

If the kitten didn't bite her and scratch her, then she naturally didn't need to be vaccinated against rabies, nor would she be hospitalized for observation for a period of time because of some allergic reactions to the vaccine.

If she hadn't been hospitalized for her second allergy, she wouldn't have missed the golden dating time of the first month of school...

Oh, but I really thought too much, the girl shook her head.With an unlucky physique like hers, even if she didn't help the old lady, how could there be any change.She in another timeline should not be much different from her current situation.

"Zhao Bai'an." Just as the girl shook her head and smiled wryly, a gentle male voice reached her ears, and someone sat beside her.

Ah, it turned out to be the boy she liked immediately on the first day of military training.

Fair and tall and tall, he immediately caught her attention.Only at that moment, she seemed to think that it was okay to be admitted to this school by one point.

"Zhao Bai'an...Bai'an..." The boy's call brought the girl back from her thoughts.

The slightly intimate name made her uncomfortable.

It's a pity that she didn't have any interaction with him, and she didn't know what happened to him running over.

"Well, I like you very much... Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

ha?What are you kidding?

"Truth or Dare?" Everything came too abruptly, and how could someone as unlucky as a girl actually encounter such a thing as confession.

What's more, it happens to be the boy she likes, which really frustrates her.

"No, no, no. I really like you... I have been observing you for a long time, and I feel that now is a good time."

"Actually, I think that you might not believe it... Actually, I have been paying attention to you for a long time." The boy continued, "Originally, I just wanted to thank you."

"Thank you?" The girl was puzzled.

"Yes, you helped my grandma that day, and you sent her home. My grandma has a mild Alzheimer's syndrome. It was actually a mild attack that day. Fortunately, you sent her home Otherwise, we may spend a lot of effort to go out and find."

The girl thought of the childlike happy smiling face of the grandma with the gardenia pinned on it. Since the address on the back of the grandma was not far away, and she was almost hit by a motorcycle, it would be better for her to send her home directly.

"Although you didn't tell my grandma your name, but your school uniform and your school badge. Because it's the same as mine, she remembers this very well."

"Then you have no way to judge that I am that classmate." The girl shrugged, after all, just now she was still wondering if she did the right thing.

The boy smiled brightly when he heard the girl's words, and pointed to the top of his head on the left side: "Because my grandma still remembers very well-the kind girl here has a love card. We are not the first in the military training. Did you take a group photo in just a few days, this feature of yours is not weak."

"As a result, you didn't come on the second day of the military training. I wanted to wait for you to go to the classroom to thank you. As a result, you never came again after a month of school. If the head teacher told me that you were hospitalized, I would I almost thought you dropped out of school."

"Then I thought I might as well come to the hospital, to express my condolences to you while thanking you."

"Then you are really kind." This is all a trivial matter for girls, so there is no need to go through so much trouble.

"As a result, when I arrived at the hospital that day, I happened to see you coming out of the hospital. I wanted to catch up with you to thank you, but after thinking about it, it would be too abrupt."

"Because the direction was on the way, I walked behind you for a while. I didn't expect it to rain suddenly! I don't know why. The weather forecast didn't say it would rain that day."

The girl smiled helplessly, that's really embarrassing.

"There just happens to be no place to take shelter from the rain on the side of the road. But I don't think you care too much."

Yes, after all, we are basically used to it.

"Anyway, you continued to walk forward very calmly. Then I saw you suddenly fell again!"

"Okay, it's fine. You don't need to help me remember." The girl helplessly supported her forehead.

"Ah, I'm sorry Bai An, that's not what I meant. I just want to thank you again for saving Little Coal Bake's life."

"Small briquettes?"

Which one is this?

"Yes, it's the little black cat you rescued on the day of the heavy rain, and I adopted it after you left."

"You don't have to thank me for that. In the end, it was you, not me, who really saved it." The girl waved her hand and shied away.

"But without you, no one would have found that kitten. It might have died silently after the heavy rain."

"So you like me because of these two things?" Neither of these two things is a big deal for girls.

"It can be said that this is a reason for me to pay attention to you." The boy scratched his head, the feeling he gave the girl was different from those she had met before, very confident and calm.Perhaps this is also the reason why she had a good impression of him at first sight.

"You really like to help others. You will take part in the cleaning work every week. You have a really good temper. Every time someone knocks something on your table to the ground or spills a colored drink on your clothes, I've never seen you angry before."

"That's because I'm used to it. If you have experienced it too many times, you won't be angry about it." The girl shrugged again.

"You can say that, but when I found out that I have been paying attention to you, I can no longer take my gaze away." The boy looked at the girl seriously, his dark eyes were deep, "I am I thought, maybe this is why God gave me an extra point, so that I just happened to be able to enter this school."

"What did you say?"

"Ah, I said..."

"No, don't repeat it." The girl waved her hand, she was just a little shocked, "Em...then I think...maybe we should start as friends first?"

A person with her physique would naturally not believe that she was really lucky.However, since this is the case, precisely because she is such a person, why not believe in this damned fate?

If he can bring her good luck, it may be that she has to use all the previous luck in exchange for meeting him.But if it is said that this is another joke God gave girls, so what?Just respond with a smile.

　This dream incorporates Zhao Bai'an's theory of energy conservation, which is actually a theory I usually prefer to believe.Life is always ups and downs and ups and downs, who knows if the continuous bad luck is just to let life prepare a surprise/luck for you?So don't be discouraged when you are unlucky!

　　

　

(End of this chapter)