Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 720

Zhao Bai'an took this opportunity to quickly say: "Zi Chen, you see we haven't eaten this dish for a long time, is it still the original taste?"

Yang Zichen didn't think too much about it, picked up the spoon and took a sip, she didn't know if it was because of her mood, she didn't feel that the food in her mouth was sweet or delicious at all, and even felt a little unusually bitter, she I almost spit out what was in my mouth.

The so-called food without taste refers to Yang Zichen's current mood. She has really realized what it means to say that mood will affect taste buds.

She silently put down the spoon, while Zhao Bai'an took this opportunity to quickly ask: "Zi Chen, are you in a bad mood?"

Regarding this, Yang Zichen couldn't pretend anymore, she might be very strong, but behind this strength, she was also a weak girl.

She can put on a mask at will, but under the mask, it is difficult to hide the bitterness in her heart.

Therefore, under Zhao Bai'an's deliberate guidance, she finally said what was in her heart: "Oh, Xiao An, I always feel like there is something stuck in my head, but I can't tell you exactly what kind of feeling it is. , just feel bad."

"I didn't sleep well last night. This morning, I went to the laboratory early in order to calm myself down. But I found that even if I kept myself busy, it was useless. I still couldn't calm down. come down."

Zhao Bai'an listened from the side, and quickly took the opportunity to get on the right track of the topic: "Zi Chen, maybe you try to play with Ji Qiu relaxedly for a day, and your mood may be much better."

Yang Zichen frowned slightly, then shook his head: "No, I can't, I can't make a call, I haven't figured it out... There are some things that I really can't express, my mood is too complicated now, and I don't know what to do. Knowing what I really think, how can I count on others?"

After she finished speaking, she lowered her head in boredom.

Seeing her like that, Zhao Baian felt uncomfortable, and comforted him again: "Zi Chen, sometimes love is not a matter of science, and it is not completely logical. I think you can try to give Ji Qiu a chance to explain. Maybe He will give you answers to some things, maybe, you just want an attitude."

Zhao Bai'an paused, observed the reaction of the other party, and said again: "Just talk to him, the problem you can't figure out in your mind may be solved."

Yang Zichen frowned even tighter, and a strange emotion rose in her heart which made her extremely disgusted.Of course, this was not aimed at Zhao Bai'an, she was just immersed in a certain emotion.

The influence of this emotion made her a little difficult to control, and the emotions in her heart seemed to be suppressing her like mountains and mountains. Yang Zichen didn't mean it, but he still couldn't help venting to Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao An, don't say Now, you have been talking to Ji Qiu, I know he is an old friend with you, I am nothing."

She blurted out this sentence without going through her brain, and she didn't know how she said it, but Yang Zichen felt a little regretful the moment she said it.

But she felt a little embarrassed and aggrieved, so she simply stood up from the chair and was about to leave.

Zhao Bai'an originally wanted to say something more, but now that the matter has come to this point, she feels that she can't add fuel to the fire.Besides, Yang Zichen had already expressed her resolute rejection just now, so she couldn't be more troublesome.

She can obviously feel that Yang Zichen is really angry now, so she is not stupid enough to rush to the cusp of this storm to do some unnecessary things, and she is also a person who has experienced it. In fact, she understands very well in her heart that when couples quarrel, that kind of The mood is really that no one else can help.

In addition, after Yang Zichen's unfriendly reminder, Zhao Bai'an also felt that she had already said too much for Ji Qiu, so she really couldn't say anything more.

The most important thing is that she saw that Yang Zichen was leaving soon, so she didn't have time to think too much.

Zhao Bai'an got up quickly, and instinctively stretched out his hand to grab Yang Zichen.

Yang Zichen didn't shake off, but still lowered his face and didn't speak.

At this time, Zhao Bai'an immediately gave her a step up, apologizing to Yang Zichen for what happened just now.

"Zichen, I'm really sorry, I said too much. You believe me, I don't have any malicious intentions, and I don't have any thoughts towards anyone. I just want you both to be better."

"Actually, what I said later is also the experience I have summed up from some things I have personally experienced, but since you don't want to hear it, then I won't say it."

A trace of embarrassment flashed across Yang Zichen's face. In fact, she didn't know that the other party was doing it for her own good, and she and Zhao Bai'an had been friends for many years.Of course she knew that Zhao Bai'an was not a partial person, and she also knew that she would not help anyone for anyone's sake.

In fact, she has long understood that things will become like this and there is something wrong with her, but some things seem to be pushed to a distant place by invisible big hands for some reason.

Sometimes the development of things is obviously not under her control.

But even so, Yang Zichen had to apologize for what happened just now. After all, Zhao Bai'an took a low profile first. She deeply felt that if she was ignorant, she would be too sorry for her friends.

So she calmed down her emotions, and said to Zhao Bai'an in a softer tone: "Xiao'an, I'm sorry, I didn't know what happened just now. I couldn't sleep last night. There are some things I really can't figure out. I actually It's not that I hate Ji Qiu, it's just that I don't know him well enough, and I have an inexplicable feeling of discomfort in my heart... Sigh, anyway, I can't explain it clearly."

Zhao Bai'an listened from the side, expressed his understanding to Yang Zichen, and then hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, let's not talk about this, let's change the topic."

Yang Zichen also seemed to feel that the atmosphere was becoming more and more wrong, so he quickly echoed and said: "Well, let's not talk about this."

Zhao Bai'an nodded at the side, and then casually picked up a topic: "By the way, Zichen, are you ready for studying abroad?"

Yang Zichen's thoughts were drawn away, and he complained: "You are preparing so early? However, I have prepared some necessary things in advance."

Zhao Bai'an asked again: "By the way, I don't know what our academy will look like by then."

Yang Zichen said with a smile: "Don't you know when you go?"

The two of them were like this, you talked to each other, and began to talk to each other about the topic of studying abroad and some prospects after studying abroad, and continued to digest food.

As they talked, time slipped through their fingers, and soon the food on their table was almost gone.

(End of this chapter)