Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 769 Excessive Worry
There used to be some things that were too painful, and when the pain was unbearable, hidden and selective memory can protect a person on the verge of collapse, let her forget, bury the pain, and let people withdraw from the pain. This is a powerful self Protection skills are like anti-intrusion programs on a computer.

The doctor remembered that he once saw such a passage: When a person has such a selective memory function, he will also have a stronger sixth sense than ordinary people.When these two phenomena are mixed together, the parties will have a superior perception than ordinary people.

That is to say, under strong stimulation, the human brain will calculate the probability of the data, thus giving a signal to the person concerned, which is the reason why Zhao Bai'an is in the nightmare.

However, if this is the case, then Zhao Bai'an's illness is unsolvable. So far no one in the world has found a way to truly break through this powerful brain self-protection mechanism.

In other words, the doctor's diagnosis during this period is that Zhao Bai'an is not sick at all, she just thinks too much.

He actually wanted to tell the truth to Zhao Bai'an today, but unfortunately she didn't come, so the doctor called Zhao Bai'an.

Originally, he wanted to have a good talk with Zhao Bai'an, but suddenly he heard Zhao Bai'an say that he was very busy, so it was inconvenient for him to bother too much.

The doctor hung up the phone, and then emailed Zhao Bai'an a summary and summary of his condition.

After that, he also expressed his position and told Zhao Bai'an that because he didn't solve any problems for her, he didn't charge for it.

Looking at the words sent by the doctor to himself, Zhao Bai'an couldn't accept it for a while.

She was already in a bad mood, but now it's more complicated. She never thought that she had been tossing around for a long time, so it was just a fantasy.

At first, Zhao Bai'an felt that through treatment, he could get rid of the nightmare like a curse.There was a glimmer of hope hidden in her heart, but luckily now, the doctor directly gave her the final verdict.

However, the matter she wanted to solve in her heart has never been answered. Now she is like a drowning person, feeling that she is going to die, but when she is struggling desperately, she is desperately trying to wait for the hope of life.

It is the same as the complicated mood she is waiting for Moriyama now. She is worried and nervous, and there is also an emotion that cannot be explained clearly. Heart spread.

She didn't know where her bitterness came from, but it was like swallowing a mouthful of Coptis chinensis, the bitterness spread and lasted for a long time.

Zhao Bai'an stood where he was, and his whole body began to let go of his consciousness again.

At this moment, the door was knocked suddenly.

Zhao Bai'an was shocked, like a robot, he turned his head to open the door in a daze.

"Oh, Zichen." Seeing that it was an acquaintance who came, Zhao Bai'an felt a little more relaxed, and turned her head to go back to the bed. She was a little dizzy.

And Yang Zichen, who was standing at the door, was a little confused at this moment. She hadn't seen Zhao Bai'an for several days, and she didn't know what Zhao Bai'an was up to.So today she specially came to find Zhao Bai'an to go to class together, but as soon as she entered the door, she saw Zhao Bai'an's expression was not very good.

Yang Zichen was a little worried: "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

Zhao Bai'an was suppressed and at a loss what to do, when Yang Zichen asked this question suddenly, she did not hesitate to speak out the worries in her heart, but she did not talk about the things in the dream.

She simply told Yang Zichen: "I can't contact Moriyama anymore. I sent him a message, but he didn't reply me after a long time. Tell me, is something going to happen?"

Yang Zichen was relieved when she heard this, she didn't take it too seriously, after all, she knew that Zhao Bai'an and Mori Shan had a very deep relationship.

So she guessed that even if she couldn't get in touch, it would only be a few hours later. Although she didn't ask Zhao Bai'an, she really didn't think it was a big deal.

She comforted Zhao Bai'an in an extremely calm tone.

"Xiao An, don't worry too much. Aren't you always in touch? It's normal if you can't get in touch for a few hours. Besides, don't think about it. After all, there is a twelve-hour difference between the United States and China."

"Our day is the other's night. Maybe he is very tired today, so he has already fallen asleep."

"Besides, didn't you just have a conversation not long ago? According to the time calculation, the other party is still very likely to be asleep, so I advise you not to worry, just wait a while."

"Maybe when we come back from class, you'll be sure to see the news before you go to bed."

Yang Zichen's extremely natural tone made Zhao Bai'an's mood slightly relieved, she couldn't help thinking about Yang Zichen's words in her heart, she really felt that such an explanation was very reasonable.

But it was placed on someone else. If it was placed on Mori Shan, according to his usual work and rest, and her understanding of him, it seemed a little unreasonable.

Usually he should be sleeping, but today happened to be Wednesday in China, and Moriyama should be working part-time in a bookstore at this time, so he couldn't sleep at this time, unless he was busy and didn't look at his phone.

But usually there is no one in the bookstore at this time...

However, no matter what, there is no other better way now, Zhao Bai'an seems to be able to comfort himself, it seems that he can only accept it.

"Oh!" She sighed helplessly, and then walked back to the bed unhurriedly, she still felt a little dazed.

Yang Zichen couldn't bear to watch anymore, although she didn't understand what happened to Zhao Bai'an, but she understood one thing - if they didn't leave, they would be late!
Haichuan University paid an expensive tuition fee of several 10 RMB for them, not to let them come to the United States to play, but to study hard and make research results, and not to embarrass Haichuan University.

Thinking of this, the pressure in Yang Zichen's heart rose again, and he hurriedly urged: "Xiao An, pack up quickly, it's time for us to go to class!"

Zhao Bai'an suddenly woke up from her daze, she was still in a daze, but she also realized one thing, that is, she has class this morning!

At this moment, it was too late for her to be sad anymore, she suppressed the uneasiness in her heart, and then quickly packed up without any other distractions, and then she was dragged to class by Yang Zichen.

After the two got off the bus, they almost ran all the way, and came to the classroom at the speed of a sprint of [-] meters.

Yang Zichen didn't feel anything, but Zhao Bai'an was really tired.She sat down on the seat out of breath, and then the professor stood on the podium and began to lecture.

(End of this chapter)