Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 79 Cherry Blossom Forest 2

Perhaps this cherry blossom forest is the holy place to witness this couple of lovers. Even now that spring is coming and autumn is coming, the cherry blossoms have already fallen without a trace, and the leaves of the cherry blossoms have turned yellow and stained with traces of time, but the two The figure of the individual has not changed.

It is still this couple, but in this season of rustling autumn wind and fruitful fruits, the girl's long skirt has already become an autumn coat, and the boy and the girl walk arm in arm in the cherry blossom forest.

But Zhao Bai'an could feel the emotions from when he first saw the girl in the boy's heart, and he still seemed to be thinking about something.But because they are couples in love, even if the teenagers are still obsessed with something, there are still many romantic moments between the two.

The girl seemed to understand what the boy was thinking, she whispered something in the boy's ear, and then trotted away shyly, that pink face looked so cute, one couldn't help but want to hold it in the palm of his hand and love it .

In fact, the young man is not in a very good condition now. After the girl ran away, he did not follow her footsteps. He just stood there in the middle of the cherry blossom forest, the autumn wind blowing the windbreaker he hadn't fastened. Because of the girl's whispered words just now, a layer of pink was added to her face.

What an enviable couple!Looking at such a wonderful scene, Zhao Bai'an sighed in his heart.

But she never expected that she only got half of the guess right, but failed to get the other half right.It turns out that there are many fairy tales that seem particularly perfect, but there are always some extremely unbearable endings... Even if the ending we think is perfect, there are always follow-up stories that we don't know.

The cherry blossom forest in winter has long lost its vitality, and the cherry blossom trees are just standing there. After a snowstorm, they put on white snow clothes and wait for the arrival of the two of them.

Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and the originally immature faces of the boy and girl gradually became more mature.

Although Zhao Bai'an couldn't tell what the real mature appearance was, in her opinion, that was it.

The girl held the boy's arm, and the two of them walked through the cherry blossom forest as before.Naturally, apart from Zhao Bai'an, there were no other witnesses around, and there was no other scenery behind them except for two sets of footprints.

The scene of heavy snowfall no longer existed, and the two of them just kept walking like this, walking step by step, and even the frequency was very synchronized.Zhao Bai'an couldn't help thinking that maybe they were about to step into the palace of marriage, but I don't know if it was just her wild imagination.

While she was thinking like this, as the two of them moved forward, the surrounding scene changed again.

in particular--

This time it was not in the cherry blossom forest.

Does this seem to have something to do with marriage?

Snow white skirt, lace skirt yarn.Looking at the girl's attire, Zhao Bai'an finally realized that this is a bridal shop!

This is really Zhao Bai'an's first visit to a bridal shop. Weddings are really too far away for her. Maybe one day she will really come into contact with these things, but who knows?

But speaking of it, the story of the two of them is really like a drama.It's just that time runs so fast, if it is really going to be written as a drama, I probably don't know how many scenes there will be.

When Zhao Bai'an was thinking about this matter, the originally immature boy had already become more mature and stable.He came to the woman wearing a black suit. Yes, this was the shy girl in the cherry blossom forest, and the boy who was full of thoughts.The two of them looked at each other and smiled, their faces full of sweetness.

Seeing the two of them like this, Zhao Bai'an thought that she might have understood what the honey-like breath she felt at the beginning foreshadowed.

But they didn't give her much time to think, in other words, she didn't give herself much time to think or even enjoy this sweet time.

The scenes around Zhao Bai'an changed again, but there were no more boys, girls, or cherry blossoms. She seemed to be locked in a projection room.

At this time, there is a remote control next to Zhao Baian's hand, and there are no other buttons on it except for a play button, as if to help her ease the trouble of learning how to use it, but it seems to be forcing her to watch something like something.

Zhao Bai'an didn't know who meant this, or maybe she was the one who wanted her to do this.

Forget it, whoever it is.After she picked up the remote control, she naturally pressed the play button.

After waiting quietly for a while, the screen in front of Zhao Bai'an's eyes lit up, and she was really familiar with the screen that just started playing, that was all the development of love she had witnessed just now.The screen was full of sweetness, Zhao Bai'an didn't see any other factors besides sweetness.

However, how can there be only honey in love?

This thought only appeared for a moment, but the player next to her hand seemed to have read her thoughts in an instant. A fast-forward button appeared on it, and the play button no longer existed.

Zhao Bai'an pressed the button again following the replacement of the button. As she expected at that moment, the love that seemed very sweet at first really happened another story.

Just as Zhao Bai'an has always realized deeply in her mind, all fairy tales will not be sweet forever, and we will always find out that everything around us has changed its appearance before we know it.

After the boy and the girl were ready to step into the marriage hall, when the two strolled in the cherry blossom forest again, the sweetness of the past was gone. It seems that walking with the girl is no longer a kind of enjoyment for the boy. , but a programming requirement.

He is like a well-programmed robot. Apart from thinking all day long, he just stands beside the girl with a cold face, walking in the cherry blossom forest, fulfilling the mission from another angle. With a kind of obligation like that.

At this time, the love is really weak, right?

The girl's happy face gradually dimmed when she saw the boy's appearance every day. She had hope for the boy at first, but as time went by, even the shadow of hope never appeared on the girl's face. Pass.

Some people always say that there are stars hidden in the eyes of people who are in love, and they will shine brightly at any time.

Zhao Bai'an once saw it in the eyes of a young girl. At that time, she was just a very innocent girl. Now that she has gone through all this, it seems that everything has changed.I don't know whether the teenager's feelings have changed, or everyone has changed with the increase of experience.

Of course, she didn't know the specific reason, but seeing the appearance of the two of them, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help feeling a little uncomfortable in his heart.It was like the first time I saw the girl turned around and saw the lost expression of no one responding, the sadness in my heart was not false, but I didn't know where it came from.

The starlight in the girl's eyes gradually dimmed, and the light on the projection screen also gradually dimmed.

Just when Zhao Bai'an thought everything would end in such a normal way, everything changed again...

A room appeared on the screen that looked like a girl's room.

The girl was hiding alone in the house and sobbing softly, while Zhao Bai'an could only watch her sad appearance from the sidelines.

If he was in that environment, maybe Zhao Bai'an would still have a chance to come to her side, comfort her softly, and listen to her distress.It's a pity that Zhao Bai'an is just in a screening room at this time, and she has nothing else to do except to see these scenes.Zhao Bai'an could only wait and see like this, but he felt the same emotion as the girl.

This feeling is like a knife piercing my heart.

Extraordinarily uncomfortable.

In front of the girl was a notebook that had been torn up by someone, it seemed to be a wedding invitation.

Although Zhao Bai'an didn't see the name in the wedding invitation, his intuition told her that it should be a girl's wedding.

That should be the wedding of a girl and a boy, right?

But for what reason, the wedding was called off?

why?

Zhao Bai'an didn't know.

"XX, you open the door! Let's have a good talk."

The sound of knocking on the door came to Zhao Bai'an's ears. So far, she has not been able to know the names of the girl and the boy. Even the faces of the two of them are not so clear, but the emotions of both parties are constantly beating her heart.

Although the voice sounded a little changed, Zhao Bai'an was sure that it must be the boy's voice.

Although it is not so immature now, the low feeling has not changed, and some feelings will not change no matter how long it takes, maybe it is like the longing for love that both of them have...

If possible, Zhao Bai'an hoped so.

"You go."

After the girl collected her emotions, she turned and walked towards the door.Although there were still a few lines of tears on her face, the girl had already cheered up. Apart from her bloated eyes and the tears that had just been wiped off, Zhao Bai'an knew that she had made up her mind through her tightly pursed lips and firm eyes.

The girl opened the bedroom door, but didn't let the boy in. She just left a small gap, so that the two of them could hear each other's conversation very clearly.

The girl's voice was calm, serious and determined, and it was a feeling that everything had been taken lightly.It seemed that no matter what the boy would respond to next, it had nothing to do with her.

Although Zhao Bai'an also hoped that the young man could say something, it was a pity that the young man left without saying anything.

After the girl heard the boy's leaving footsteps, she shed tears again. Sadness cannot be changed.

Seeing this scene, Zhao Bai'an felt very uncomfortable.She didn't know who this girl was, but she had a familiar feeling.

However, this is just her feeling. No matter how you say it, Zhao Bai'an still hopes that this girl can usher in her own happiness.She believed that the ending she had seen was only part of the girl's progress, not the real end.

During the time when Zhao Bai'an was sad and lamented, everything returned to the original point again.She came to the scene of the cherry blossom forest again, the cherry blossom forest was still there, the pleasant laughter was still there, the spring breeze was still blowing, and the surrounding air was still so sweet.

Perhaps this is the so-called relationship. It may be sweet at the beginning, but as time goes by, with the melting of passion, even honey will melt sooner or later.

Although he returned to the starting point, Zhao Bai'an never saw anyone again.The laughter was still there, floating in the sky, but she was like that lost boy, no matter how hard I searched, I couldn't find the girl...

　In Zhao Bai'an's dream, did he extract the fragments of his thoughts?Does this herald anything?Or did it show something?

　　

　

(End of this chapter)