lost narrative poem

Chapter 4 I Have Few Friends

Time: Nearly nine o'clock in the morning.

Location: In the teacher's office.

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"Excuse me, what's the matter, Mr. Hiratsuka?"

Xia Ran sat on the seat very naturally, facing the female teacher opposite. He is not a person who is used to communicating with the teacher, but he will definitely not be stage fright at this time.

In the end, he has experienced too many things in the past year. Although he looks like a high school student, even a person who has been in the society for more than ten years may not be as good-natured in some aspects. he.

After all, not everyone's life is full of turmoil and grandeur, full of all kinds of gods unfolding. Most people just spend more than ten years in a calm manner after entering the society.

Not counting the experience of war lunatics, cyberpunk, and radiation apocalypse, Xia Ran's current normal social experience is not considered lacking.After all, in the dream, no one would considerately arrange his identity, prepare for living expenses and so on.

He can only live a life of self-reliance and try to do everything.Then, on the premise of being able to support yourself, consider learning to improve yourself.

This allowed him to honed a lot of life skills and accumulated a considerable degree of experience. He was able to face the current situation with ease. He would never have the kind of fear that a student faces a teacher like a mouse seeing a cat.

Another reason is that the female teacher in front of me is not a majestic type, but a "big sister" who is loved by students——

The Chinese teacher Shizuka Hiratsuka is also responsible for serving as a life guidance teacher. She cares about her students very much. Because she is a "young man", she is often assigned to be responsible for various school activities.

If you want to say who Xia Ran is most familiar with and has the closest relationship with in this strange school, it is this beautiful teacher who is like a big sister.For nearly a whole year before, he didn't come to school very much, and it was Mr. Hiratsuka who cared about him.

"Student Xia Ran, I am very glad that you came to school today. This is a good momentum. I hope you can continue to maintain it... and you seem to be in a good condition today. Are you feeling much better?"

The corners of Hiratsuka-sensei's mouth raised slightly, as if he was really happy because of such a thing from the bottom of his heart.

"It is indeed much better. I have never felt so relaxed... If possible, I hope to continue."

Xia Ran nodded in agreement. He thought it was amazing to feel relaxed after recovering from a bad cold, so he didn't mind Mr. Hiratsuka sharing his joy.

"That's the best thing to say, teacher, I'm very happy to see such a development."

Hiratsuka-sensei said so with a smile, and took out a cigarette from the pocket on his chest that was about to burst, and habitually tapped the filter on the table, the movements were as proficient as a middle-aged uncle.

But just when she was about to turn on the lighter, she seemed to remember something, so she sighed, put the cigarette back, and glanced at the boy in front of her.

"Well, Hiratsuka-sensei, you're welcome, you can treat this place as your own home, and don't worry about my problems..."

Xia Ran raised a slender finger, pushed the glasses on the bridge of the nose, and kept his eyes from going to strange places, even though he didn't think smoking was a good thing, and he even disapproved of ladies smoking.

But this is the habit or hobby of the other party, and he doesn't think he has any qualifications to question it.

"Don't make it seem like this is your home, and how could you ignore your problems..." Hiratsuka-sensei sighed, his eyes became serious, "Speaking of which, do you think I called you here because What is the reason?"

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"Could it be because of the previous Chinese homework... I didn't finish it?"

After being silent for a while, as if she finally couldn't bear the gaze of the female teacher, Xia Ran turned her head slightly, raised a finger and scratched her cheek, and said with some uncertainty.

"Heh... the word "before" is really good, when have you ever finished it? "

Hiratsuka-sensei pressed his forehead and let out another deep sigh. "I didn't count on you at all in this regard."

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Xia Ran twitched the corners of his mouth, he really never cared much about this aspect, and according to his previous situation, it is obviously impossible to complete all the homework on time, quality and quantity.

——I don’t have that time, and I don’t even have that energy.

As for the present, it all depends on his self-consciousness. Privileges are everywhere, even in ivory towers like campuses, but it is not as realistic as society, which pays attention to money, connections, status, etc., but depends on grades.

As long as he continues to maintain his unreasonable image of a monstrous schoolmaster who can order a whole server without studying, then everything will be fine.

The same is probably true of the teachers. They all know the difference between the goal and the process very well, and they will not say that even if the student achieves the final goal, they must ask the other party to repeat the process.

There is no need for this at all, and it is not crazy, and there is also a sense of ritual in learning.

"Okay, then I'll just say it straight, you didn't participate in club activities, did you?" Hiratsuka-sensei seemed dissatisfied, but he didn't intend to keep it secret, so he asked directly.

"……No?"

"Why do you use such an uncertain tone?" Hiratsuka-sensei raised his eyebrows, "Don't you even remember?"

"Well, no."

This question really does not require much thought, Xia Ran replied honestly again, but he already understood what the other party wanted to say, so he was decisively ready to block the trouble in this regard.

"And I don't plan to participate in club activities, it will only cause trouble for others. After all, my situation..."

"I know this. If you are still as ill as before, I will certainly not let you participate in any club activities."

Hiratsuka-sensei looked very serious in his eyes.

"But I happened to consult with the doctor yesterday, and she suggested that I try to make you more active, and I see that your mental outlook seems to have improved a lot now, and you haven't taken a day off since the beginning of this semester..."

"This is because it has not been a month since school started." Xia Ran raised her eyebrows and couldn't help but interjected.

Japanese high schools have a total of three semesters. The new semester starts on April 4, which is the first semester. Almost all high schools are like this, and this private school is no exception.

Then the question arises, the school only started on April 4, and it is still April and not May, isn't this new semester just beginning?

"Anyway, it's already good. Although this semester has just started, you've been here for almost half of the last school year." Mr. Hiratsuka looked at the boy in front of him with caring and gentle eyes.

It's rude to look like that!Xia Ran looked away very uncomfortable, trying not to meet the other party's gaze.

"Anyway, that's it. I think what the doctor said is very reasonable..." Hiratsuka-sensei continued on his own, "Be more active, have some interpersonal communication, some sunshine will be of great benefit to you, I have to Urge you."

"Survey... What do you urge?" Xia Ran vaguely felt that something was wrong.

"I'll just say it straight...Xia Ran, you don't have any friends, do you?" the female teacher said in an even less polite manner.

"..." Because her tone was too sure, Xia Ran found that she couldn't find the words to fight back.

It seems that this is true, even in the dream, he doesn't have many friends, and the so-called social interaction is just a connection at work.

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After about 5 minute.

"I don't need friends, I can live my whole life by myself..."

Mrs. Hiratsuka left the sound of "cracker" footsteps on the waxed floor. The place she was going to seemed to be a special building, and Xia Ran, who was forcibly dragged forward, wanted to struggle to the death, but his The strength is obviously not as good as the female teacher.

"Don't say such stupid things. It's been a year and you haven't made a single friend. Don't you think you've failed in life?" Mr. Hiratsuka said unquestionably, "I now suspect that your health has not completely improved. , it’s because I haven’t come out for activities all the time, and I suppressed it myself.”

Ahh, it really is this, I knew it!

Xia Ran's eyes twitched a few times.

He has roughly understood that the doctor recommends that patients who have been resting for a long time and do not exercise go out to bask in the sun and increase their activities, which will be more beneficial to their health. If they do not exercise for a long time and do not go out, it will be harmful instead of beneficial.

Therefore, after thinking that Xia Ran's condition can be further improved, the female teacher also felt that he must start a normal life... By the way, what is a normal life?Was he an abnormal person before?

"But it's still during class..." Xia Ran was still working hard.

"Come on, you didn't listen to the class at all when you were in class!" The female teacher scoffed at this. Is this person really good at class?Do not make jokes!

Moreover, I don't have any friends, and even normal social interaction doesn't exist. What kind of trouble is this going to cause?

No matter how good the grades are, it can't represent everything, so Shizuka Hiratsuka thinks this is a very necessary thing, lest this guy develop anti-social personality in the future and take revenge on the society.

"I don't know why, but I always feel that someone just said something very disrespectful, and used the form of narration to express Hiratsuka-sensei's heartfelt words..." Xia Ran tried hard to maintain a fake smile full of cracks, with a rash on his forehead. I have blue veins.

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"...Hahaha, student Xia Ran, you must be thinking too much. How can there be such a thing as a narration in this world." A drop of cold sweat suddenly broke out on Mr. Hiratsuka's forehead, and he laughed nervously.

She obviously didn't speak her mind just now, why is this guy so sharp?Mind reading or something is too foul!

"Okay! Here it is, get ready to go in!"

In order to prevent Xia Ran from continuing to pursue this issue, she said this hastily, and stopped in front of a seemingly normal classroom. The sign on the door was blank without any words.

The next moment, Hiratsuka-sensei directly opened the door and walked in.

(End of this chapter)