lost narrative poem

Chapter 58 Accident

"Teacher, can you tell me something about this murderer?"

Yukinoshita frowned unhappily. She had already stood up at this time, naturally forming a situation of overlooking the corpse on the ground from above.

"Hey... No matter how you look at it, I am the one who was killed, right? The murderer is the one you are questioning..."

"Shut up! You bastard, wash off the blood all over your body first, and then say such things!" Hiratsuka-sensei raised his blood-stained fist, with a cold gleam in his eyes, and said so with a displeased face.

Yukinoshita didn't speak, just grabbed the collar that was not messed up at all, and stared in Xia Ran's direction, looking overly guarded.

Xia Ran twitched the corners of her mouth and stood up staggeringly, but she didn't really suffer any harm, although the appearance of Shizuka Hiratsuka just now seemed to be that the first machine went berserk.

But in fact, it is quite measured, probably because of the consistent impression that he feels that his health is not very good, and he may fall down when the wind blows, so she didn't really hit him with an iron fist, although she obviously acted manic To the point of killing...

Ah, in fact, Xia Ran herself knows a lot about her reputation on the Internet.

It may be exaggerated to say that you will die if you say your name, but if you report your identity, there are indeed many people who will beat him up... So, he has always been very careful. In the past, even some talk shows would directly Rejection has never appeared in any media.

Not only because I have no interest in those things, but also for the sake of my own personal safety. After all, according to the staff of the Undead River Library who often cooperates, because I don’t know his address, I sent it to the library. The moon is piled up like a mountain.

However, there is no way to do this. After all, during those days, there was no day, no night, no dawn, and he was so desperate that he seemed like a drowning man, and he couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality. It was hard to even catch my breath.

In other words, it was at that time that Xia Ran's mentality collapsed, squeezing too many negative emotions and great pressure, but there was nowhere to release them.

Don't speak, don't express, don't want to live, but don't dare to die.Although he seemed normal during that time, he would talk and laugh when Teacher Hiratsuka came to the door or his relatives called to care, but he really broke down.

It's just quiet, there is no hysterical crying, let alone smashing things, because I know that there is no one who can help me.

At that time, I chose to pick up the pen, firstly because I honed related skills while struggling in the cycle of nightmares, and secondly because I instinctively felt that I might not have much time and wanted to see if I could stay. something.

But it is precisely because of this that a drowning man with an emotional breakdown, his world is gloomy, how can he be expected to write works such as "youth", "love" and "comedy", only flesh and blood The flying element suitable for all ages is the right way!

So from the beginning to the end, he chose those works with profound meanings, deep despair but with a glimmer of hope, and this was indeed in line with his mentality at the time.

Well, these are all things in the past, and he also created a great reputation in the industry by mistake, and became the target that most people want to kill on the Internet... Although I always feel that something is wrong Deviation, but there is no going back.

——Xia Ran couldn't help sighing at this, and felt very sorry, why those readers just couldn't understand her deep meaning, and even yelled at herself, what a bunch of rude people.

And the female teacher at the side, at this moment, is explaining to Xueshita angrily how he is a murderer, how many people he has killed, no matter how lovable and beloved the characters are, they are all described by her. One by one died.

However, no matter how righteously indignant she was, the girl frowned tightly, not being able to empathize with her, and even feeling like she didn't know what she was talking about.

After all, Yukinoshita Yukino is not an otaku, and she really doesn't know much about ACG fields such as animation, manga, light novels, etc. It's good that she doesn't discriminate against the otaku group and related circles.

But it would be unrealistic to expect her to be able to communicate with an older single young woman like Hiratsuka-sensei who can't get married, smokes, drinks, and likes to read hot-blooded comics.

"I don't know why, but I suddenly feel very angry!"

With a cold light in his eyes, Mr. Hiratsuka stopped explaining to Yukinoshita, and turned his head to look aggressively at Xia Ran.

"I didn't say anything..." Xia Ran looked at her with innocent eyes, and really couldn't understand why her anger suddenly rose again. Shouldn't she calm down over time?

"That is to say, it's because Xia Ran killed the character in his own work... That's why you hate him so much, teacher?"

Yukinoshita put her hand on her chin, showing a pensive expression. She probably understood what happened, but she still found it a little hard to understand why Hiratsuka-sensei would be angry because of such a thing.

He was even so angry that he wanted to directly seek an explanation from the author himself, wishing to beat and kick him and teach him a lesson.

"You don't understand, Yukinoshita. But it's best if you don't understand, otherwise, you will really be pissed off by this guy..." Hiratsuka Shizuka tried hard to recover, "Speaking of which, you bastard, are you right? Is there any evil in this world?"

The last sentence was asked to Xia Ran.

"No, why do you say that?" Xia Ran shook her head resolutely, refusing to admit such nonsense.

"What do you think? If it's not for revenge on the society, why is every work like that!" The female teacher raised her voice, "With such strength, wouldn't it be good to promote some positive energy of truth, goodness and beauty? Let people feel the warmth Is it not good with happiness?"

"No, I didn't take revenge on the society..."

Xia Ran tried to defend herself, whether this accusation could be confirmed, "I just used my way to love those people in the works..."

"Killing blatantly, is this the way you express your love?" The female teacher suddenly looked at him with strange eyes, and began to seriously think about whether this hopeless guy might be corrected in advance .

"Ahem, that's all happened before. Teacher, haven't you noticed that I haven't moved for more than two months? It's just to change my style. From now on, my works will focus on the melody of cuteness and love... ..."

Xia Ran raised her fist, put it near her mouth, and coughed forcefully.

"really?"

"Of course it's true, Mr. Hiratsuka, just wait and see!" Xia Ran made a promise.

At this moment, a voice came from outside——

"That... Excuse me, Mr. Hiratsuka. There are also Xia Ran and Yukinoshita, can I come in?"

An excited An Yilun also appeared at the door of the activity room.

And he was still holding the previous plan, with an excited look on his face: "Student Xia Ran, the script you just gave me is really amazing. Although there was a little accident, it is completely fine. Please ask me..."

"..."

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In an instant, Xia Ran's expression became the same as that of Kiritsugu who just learned that the Holy Grail was actually filled with Heixiang...

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When Xia Ran returned to her home, she was exhausted physically and mentally, and it was already seven o'clock in the evening.

Today is really full of twists and turns, and the campus is not peaceful at all!

The reason why he felt that life was good in the morning was because of his brain twitching. It was the calm before the storm... If he had known this would be the result, he wouldn't have said anything to help An Yilun.

It's a pity that it's too late to say anything now, he's already set himself on fire——

The result was just as he expected, because the enthusiastic An Yilun could not be stopped, so the game plan was naturally exposed, and the other two were very curious about the fact that Xia Ran rushed out of the script in a day, of course To take a look.

And when she saw one-third of the time, Teacher Hiratsuka's face changed. If Xia Ran hadn't repeatedly promised, and An Yilun would also be helping, she would definitely misunderstand that this was an obscene and pornographic pornographic piece selling meat. Yellow book.

Even with enough patience, the female teacher also had a complicated expression after seeing the end.

On the one hand, as an adult with good three views and taste ability, she knows very well that this work is not an indecent type of selling meat, on the contrary, it is an extremely excellent work, which can be said to be a philosophy of human nature.

If you just take a quick look at it, you may feel that it is very pornographic and violent, and you will not be able to leave any impression, but if you read the whole story carefully, you will find its critical meaning.Because the current pornography in Japanese society is too prevalent, this work is really necessary to be released, which is of great significance.

But on the other hand, she is still a teacher who cares about her students very much after all, so judging from the ending of "The End of Blood", Xia Ran definitely has a psychological problem...

She felt that there might be a chance to correct it now, which was why Xia Ran was "detained" for so long.And this is not the end, it is foreseeable that Xia Ran will probably have a lot of troubles in the future.

Because Hiratsuka-sensei felt that the reason why he had such an anti-social personality tendency must be because he hadn’t communicated much with others for nearly a year before, and he focused on the dark side of life, so it was caused.

The best solution is not to make him come to his senses by talking about it, but to let him communicate with people more and participate in various activities.

Xia Ran sighed, but she didn't stop being depressed like this.

He first solved the problem of dinner, and then continued to practice the "Following Breath Method" to exercise the growth coefficient of spiritual power. This is the foundation of the foundation, and it can also adjust the state of exhausted mental feelings.

An hour later, as if after a deep sleep, his mental strength had recovered to the best level, so he took out another skill scroll from his private space.

He was about to start learning the illusion skills that would play a very important auxiliary role - starting with the "soft voice technique".

(End of this chapter)