lost narrative poem

Chapter 6 The Last Day

Ministry of Service.

A strange non-public club, the club activities are to lend a helping hand to those who are in trouble, accept various entrustments from school students, and once they accept the entrustment, they must fulfill their responsibilities.

Yukinoshita stood condescendingly in front of Xia Ran, and declared to him who was sitting on the chair——

"Those who have it give it to those who don't have it with compassion. People call it volunteers, just like developed countries give out development aid, people give food to the homeless, girls give to the unwelcome Boys take the initiative to talk and help those who are in trouble, this is the activity of this club.”

Although I feel that there seems to be something strange mixed in, it is enough to understand the meaning.

However, because this club is so special, its existence itself has not been made public, and it still needs to go through some necessary contact means, and this contact person seems to be Mr. Shizuka Hiratsuka, the consultant of the club.

Therefore, no special environment and special equipment are needed, and the club will not be abolished if the number of people is insufficient. Club activities do not require funds, and there is nothing on the house number, which is blank.

Most people don't know its existence at all, and it is impossible to apply for membership normally.

"It sounds very powerful, but to put it bluntly, it is a volunteer, or the kind that does everything..."

In the activity room of the service department, Xia Ran, who was left alone, was lying on the table, looking a little listless.

Yukinoshita didn't intend to skip class, so after getting his application for membership and explaining the relevant matters, he left straight away, and he probably won't come back until the afternoon.

It doesn't matter whether Xia Ran attends class or not. Rather, it's normal for him not to be in the classroom.

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"Young man, how do you feel! I think you seem to be very conflicted..."

At this time, some overly hearty voices sounded, and at the same time, the door of the activity room was directly opened.

"Teacher Hiratsuka... Please knock on the door before you come in." Xia Ran was slightly startled, turned her head to look and couldn't help but complained, "And didn't you go back to class? Why are you still here?"

"I get it, I got it, don't learn Yukinoshita immediately after you just started contacting it, and the get out of class is over now... If you don't come and see, I always feel that you won't do what I say, kid." Hiratsuka The teacher said with a smile.

"Little devil..." Xia Ran raised her eyebrows, and instinctively wanted to make a fuss about the topic of age.

However, considering the painful lessons before, and having seen Hiratsuka-sensei's state of the No. [-] machine as if he had gone berserk, he wisely chose to give up and endured it with great self-respect.

A gentleman does not stand under a dangerous wall. When this woman talks about her age, she will become particularly terrifying, and her combat power may soar to the level of dismantling a Gundam empty-handed. It is better not to die.

"Don't make such an expression, the teacher is thinking of you too..." Hiratsuka-sensei walked to his side, reached out and patted his shoulder.

"Unfortunately, the idea of ​​"for your own good" doesn't work for me...Let me explain first, it doesn't mean that you can make me do such and such things under the banner of doing what is best for me, Hiratsuka-sensei. "Xia Ran pouted.

"Of course I know this, but...at least you don't really reject this matter, right?"

The female teacher pointed out the facts mercilessly——

"People are social creatures, and no one really thinks that being alone is the best. You were just out of touch with the surrounding environment because of force majeure, so now you can't take it for granted."

So she had to push this guy forward, and only under this semi-forced push would this guy develop in a good direction.

Many people are like this. They seem to be very reluctant to do something, and they must be pushed by others.Most of the time, they don't really repel or hate it. It's just that if they are alone, they can't make up their minds and can't muster the courage to take a step.

Therefore, at that time, there must be someone behind to push them to do it, so they will move forward half-pushed and half-heartedly.

"whispering sound."

Probably Mr. Hiratsuka was too sharp, Xia Ran was at a loss for words and could only look away.

"What are you talking about! Your attitude is very disrespectful!" Hiratsuka-sensei stretched out his hand to poke his forehead in annoyance, and said bitterly, "To be honest, how do you feel now?"

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"I don't feel anything yet, and it doesn't mean that once you join, you will have an immediate impact. This is not the halo in the game. As long as you form a team, you will immediately see the real bonus..."

Xia Ran put on an expression that didn't feel funny at all, said coldly in a flat voice, and lay down on the table listlessly again.

Then, remembering the girl's behavior before, he was uncommonly uncertain: "And Yukinoshita, she...she seems to have some prejudice against me?"

"Why do you say that? I don't think she will have any prejudice against anyone. Do you think you are special?" Mr. Hiratsuka asked with interest.

"I don't know either. I just asked her name just now. I wanted to get to know her formally. Her expression became very strange..." Recalling what happened just now, Xia Ran was sure that she should not have shown What a rude faux pas.

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There was a strange silence, and he couldn't help but look up at Hiratsuka-sensei, only to find that the latter's expression also became weird.

"You said, you just asked her name and want to get to know her? Don't you know Yukinoshita before?" Hiratsuka-sensei showed a happy expression for some reason. "Is that what you said?"

"I don't know... By the way, should I know her?" Xia Ran tilted her head in confusion.

"Of course, it's abnormal if you don't know each other, right? Yukinoshita is a beautiful girl that everyone in the school doesn't know...By the way, she was always the top student in her grade, no matter the quiz or the final exam. Oh, the number one bias value."

The female teacher said so with a smile, and focused on the pronunciation of the word "before".

First grade?Xia Ran felt that she seemed to understand something.

"Student Yukinoshita has always been correct, so correct that there is no room for refutation, but who knows how much effort she has put in behind the scenes to achieve such excellence? Others always think that this kind of thing should be taken for granted. "

Hiratsuka-sensei shook his head, seeming to be amused when he said that, and meant something.

"It seems to be able to be summed up by just saying "she is a top student" ... She hates such a statement, but you are a negative example, and you didn't even remember your name after defeating your opponent. It's so contemptuous. "

"I just don't pay much attention to this aspect..." Xia Ran shook her head weakly, trying to defend herself.

If this is the case, he can probably understand why that girl behaved like that, no matter whether he really didn't know her "ignoring" or the "arrogance" that he knew but pretended not to know, as if mocking. "——

From the perspective of the other party, this is not a good feeling, probably similar to provocation?

After all, even Mr. Hiratsuka, who has the closest relationship with me in this school, didn't seem to think that he would not know Yukinoshita-san before... But thinking about it, no matter how closed the news for normal people, they shouldn't do not know anything.

But he is not very normal - in many cases, not only is he not coming to school, but his concept of time is extremely confused. On the surface, it may be just a month of not coming, but it is very likely that he has been away from school for a year or so. It's been longer.

If he hadn't developed the habit of keeping a diary, and by the way, to mark what he was going to do in reality, whether he could remember his identity or be a student was another matter.

But it's impossible to explain this situation to others, so I can only bear the damn side effects... Although in a sense, this is really his golden finger, but it really caused a lot of damage to his real life. caused great inconvenience and confusion.

"Well, can I quit the Ministry of Service?"

After thinking about it, Xia Ran still asked Mr. Hiratsuka in hopes of what might happen.

Hiratsuka-sensei smiled slightly, raised her hand and brushed the long black hair around her ears like a little woman, and then said with an extremely gentle expression:

"Student Xia Ran, don't think too much, in the next period of time, please enjoy life well..."

"Wait for me! What's the matter with this feeling like telling a terminally ill patient to enjoy the last period of life?!"

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In the end, Xia Ran still did not quit the club.

But the next development is not as sinister as he imagined, although the whole club is currently only two people, he and Yukinoshita.

The girl was very punctual, and she appeared in the activity room after 03:30 in the afternoon, but the two parties obviously had no common topics, and after a bland greeting, they each went about their own business.

But it seemed that she didn't care about what happened in the morning, although the attitude she showed was still the same alienation.

The breeze swayed the curtains, and the setting sun slanted into the activity room. A quiet atmosphere permeated unconsciously. No matter whether it was a girl or a teenager, they were all sitting on the chair in the middle of the activity room at a certain distance. .

Moreover, their movements and demeanor were surprisingly consistent, they all looked at the book in their hands quietly with a calm expression.

The same is true for Xia Ran, he is not pretending, but really reading.Anyway, I'm sure that Yukinoshita Yukino is not a narrow-minded person, and it's fine if he doesn't hold grudges, so he doesn't have to post it brazenly.

Although I also had the idea of ​​building a good relationship, but the girl is obviously a very cold personality, so let it be, just be yourself.

Speaking of which, this service department is not without benefits. If no one disturbs him, he can stay here for a whole day without thinking about where to spend his lunch break or whether he will be disturbed by people he doesn't know.

Xia Ran was thinking so quietly, flipping the pages of the book in her hand in the breeze blowing from the window, it was a collection of poems.

(End of this chapter)