lost narrative poem

Chapter 766
"So the point is actually trying to get me off Earth?"

Xia Ran asked with a delicate expression, seeming to be quite distressed by this.

"The specific distance is actually not the point at all?"

"It's great that you can understand this..." Yukinoshita said coldly, not hiding her resistance at the moment, she didn't want to talk to this person at all because she was really angry.

Very, very angry, although she herself felt that the anger seemed a little inexplicable.

The other party has already explained, regarding Mordred's matter, and swore that he did nothing... Yukinoshita is willing to believe it, but even so, she still feels that there is no way to let it go easily.

Because not so long ago—

Mordred's sudden "Father" had a far greater impact on the girl than imagined.

At that moment, she really felt that she was going to lose Xia Ran... At that time, her brain was dizzy for a while, and she even subconsciously had a thought, wondering whether the other party deliberately arranged this because she couldn't say it herself. out.

Just to make myself understand and accept the reality...

So, she's really angry, very, very angry...or should I say, it's actually fear.

The girl subconsciously already vaguely understood, but she really couldn't contain this instinctive emotional reaction. Behind the anger and indifference, she was actually subconsciously covering up her anxiety and fear.

Maybe... maybe there is really no way...

The girl looked away dejectedly, looked at the ground, and tightly pressed her lips together.

Although I am very unwilling, maybe I should be more rational, as long as I keep my distance from now on...

At this moment, she suddenly felt that the scenery around her seemed to suddenly fade away. She didn't know whether it was the whistling of time and space, or was pulled by some invisible force. She escaped at an incredible speed in a trance atmosphere.

It was as if a very short moment had passed, and when she came back to her senses, she found that the surroundings had become a dark and lonely scene, and in the distant space under her feet, there was a blue jewel-like planet.

This scene seems familiar...

Yukinoshita was silent for a while, and her depressed heart was inexplicably rippling, but she didn't want to show her emotion at all, so she could only press her lips tightly together, and looked up at the boy in front of her.

"Since the point is to let us leave the earth, let's leave the earth..." Xia Ran rubbed her hands with a smile, and said kindly.

"...It was for you to leave, not me." The girl replied sullenly.

"Is that so...then I'll take you back now?" The magician blinked his eyes and didn't care, but said pointedly, "Do you want to open a gap to talk like Zi? In this case, no matter the distance It doesn't matter how far you go, it's just a little troublesome..."

"you……"

Yukinoshita couldn't help clenching her fists and then loosening them. Repeating this several times, she felt even more annoyed, but more of a sense of powerlessness.

The meaning of this person is very clear, 12756 kilometers is not considered a distance at all, let alone leaving the earth, even if he is not in the solar system, it will not affect his continued entanglement... The annoyance is because this person is pretending to be stupid and feeling helpless It was because she found that common sense didn't apply to this guy at all.

Of course, apart from the anger and powerlessness, it is not known whether there is some unconscious relief and relief.

After all, if Xia Ran really doesn't bother her any longer, and really keeps a distance from her, then...

"Okay, stop joking, Yukinoshita-san."

At this time, the boy opposite also restrained his expression and stared at her very seriously.That kind of meaningful eyes made her subconsciously feel flustered, and she could only look away, not daring to look at him.

The magician won the opportunity, and he was still not in a hurry, speaking very calmly. While carefully paying attention to the girl's expression, he was slowly considering how to organize his words. He didn't intend to commit any low-level crimes this time. mistake:
"Long-winded explanations are fine, I think this is definitely not what you want to hear, and I've said it many times before..."

Yukinoshita snorted softly, but she didn't show the obvious refusal to be thousands of miles away like before. She just glanced at Xia Ran, and immediately turned her face away to close her eyes, as if in Thinking about something.

It seems to be listening...

Xia Ran finally breathed a sigh of relief. He had thought about it very seriously just now, and sorted out the ins and outs of the whole thing, sorted out the thread balls in it, and found that the key to the problem is actually very simple.

Originally, in the past, he thought that as long as he took Yukinoshita to "dream in wonderland", this method was enough to make her feel at ease.

But now it seems that after all, it is a bit too naive, and this method is always limited, and it is still an obvious limitation.

In fact, either they know everything, or they don’t know anything; either they are in the same world, or they are completely divided into two worlds, so that they do not intersect each other. This is the most correct way.

Because the feeling of the middle ground between the two is actually not good at all——

On the contrary, this kind of situation where Yukinoshita participated in it, but failed to complete the journey, may only have a counterproductive effect...

the reason is simple.

It didn't allow her to fully integrate into her own world and gradually understand and tolerate everything. On the contrary, it made her feel the gap between the two worlds more clearly, and deepened the idea of ​​"people who are not in the same world" in her subconscious , intensified her feelings in this regard...

——This is the main reason for the sense of crisis and anxiety.

So Xia Ran also understands that Yukinoshita Yukino's current behavior is actually because she has such a sense of crisis and anxiety before... Although it is not much each time, it seems that she has not noticed it, but it is always a little A little bit of accumulation up to now.

This time, it was triggered only because of this incident as an opportunity.

Gather armpits to form a fur, gather sand to form a tower, that's all.

There is nothing strange about a magician, but I feel that I was still careless before, and I was not careful enough... because I should know that everyone is an independent individual with their own thoughts and emotions, and they will like it because of certain things Delighted, or disgusted and dissatisfied.

These are very normal and normal things.

Xue Xia's position is not his vassal, nor does it mean that she absolutely cannot have her own independent personality and will...Since she has misunderstood and is depressed, what Xia Ran has to do is to reassure her and make her happy again .

He wanted to do it, it was as simple as that.

Many thoughts flashed through his mind, the magician paused, took a deep breath, stared at the girl in front of him quite seriously, and said:
"...The situation like "last night" should continue, and I don't know when it will change, so I'm sorry...and the things I promised you before, it seems that it is not right now. There is a way, so I thought about it and decided not to do it in the future..."

The black long straight girl's eyes moved slightly, and she opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but held back.

Her cheeks seemed to be slightly puffed up, and she reached out to brush her hair as if trying to hide her dissatisfaction, but she was quite calm.

Just like the sudden situation before, Yukinoshita still suppressed her emotions calmly. She felt that this person should not have just told her about this matter, so this is definitely not the final result. .

In fact, it is true——

"Let's change the method—" the magician continued, his eyes fixed on the girl closely, paying attention to the most subtle changes in her expressions and eyes, not letting go of any details.

"……what way?"

Yukinoshita was silent for a while, then asked plainly as if without any hope.

"We..." Xia Ran smiled softly, and he stepped forward to close the distance in the void of nothingness, "Shall we be each other's shadow? Although it's just the beginning, let's exchange a part of our lives , will be inseparable from now on...is this okay?"

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"You... you you you you... what stupid things are you talking about—?! Can you be more serious? I, I don't have time to joke with you..."

It seemed that she was completely stunned, and it took a long time before she came back to her senses. Yukinoshita's body was shocked when she realized it. Although she tried very hard to maintain the same indifferent expression as usual, her cheeks twitched and became flushed up.

His heart was pounding, his hands were so cramped that he didn't even know how to put them, and he even unconsciously forgot all his previous emotions.

These words seemed to have the magic power of some foul, leaving her with only a flustered and strange feeling in her heart.

But, but!You can't blame her for this at all!
——becoming each other's shadows...

—Exchanging a part of each other's lives or something...

What, exactly, does this person mean... Could he... Shouldn't he... Yes, he is...

The girl's brain is in a mess. If this is in the world of animation or manga, judging from the form of expression, then at this time, her cheeks should not just be flushed, but the top of her head is blowing out like an old-fashioned steam engine. Water vapor is right.

"This is a very serious proposal from me. I'm not joking..." Xia Ran showed a confident smile, and stepped forward again, "How about it, what do you think? Is this okay? Yukinoshita."

"I... I I I... I don't know..."

The girl panicked and spoke incoherently. She took a step back, almost crying out of embarrassment. She really wanted to get an explanation that satisfied herself, but she never thought that it would be like this!

It was too fast, too sudden, she had no preparations at all!
How can anyone be like this!
"I don't know?" The magician frowned slightly in doubt, "Why don't you know? If you think it's possible, you can do it. If you don't, then I'll think of a way. Isn't this very simple?"

How could it be so simple? !

Is this person pretending to be stupid, or is he really stupid!
"I, I, I..." Yukinoshita Yukino was already trembling with fear in her heart, she never thought that one day she would be so flustered and embarrassed, or that sentence, she didn't have anything at all preparation.

"No, no, it's just not possible...I, I haven't considered this issue yet, and it's impossible for my parents to agree..."

But fortunately, even though the spirit suffered a greater shock than before, and the whole person's thinking became chaotic, the girl was still able to stick to the bottom line rationally and stammered to give a clear answer.

"No, this... What did Guan's parents agree to?"

The magician was silent for a while, and asked in a strange tone.

"Don't you need your parents' consent for this kind of thing? What are you thinking!" Suddenly angry, Yukinoshita said to him through gritted teeth.

"Well, I really don't know such a thing..." Xia Ran blinked her eyes, and then nodded her head politely, indicating that the girl was right.

At the same time, he opened his mouth and continued to ask:
"That is to say, as long as your parents agree, will Yukinoshita-san consider this issue?"

"This is... your business... I don't know..." Yukinoshita was angry and anxious, she opened her mouth in a panic, but she still couldn't think of any suitable words, all she could say was excuses and excuses. Perfunctory.

She really felt that her face was on fire, and she wanted to escape from this place and never appear in front of the other party again.

Why is this person stalking, can't he leave a little bit of reserve for himself!

"This is really troublesome, why don't we try to exchange it now?" the magician raised his eyebrows and asked tentatively. "I'll discuss it with your parents later, I think they will understand..."

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"..."

A moment of silence.

Try swapping first...?
"Wait, wait! Don't you... you mean that?"

Suddenly thought of a possibility, Yukinoshita Yukino who opened her mouth reacted belatedly, and looked at the person in front of her in disbelief.

"What do you mean? Isn't it obvious what I mean?"

Saying this carefully, Xia Ran seemed to sense something was wrong, and he took a step back slowly.

"Didn't you say it from the beginning? We exchanged each other's shadows, that's the thing, I think this should be able to solve the current problem well..."

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"..."

So, literally?
Then what did you just do? !

In this way, just now I completely misunderstood the meaning of the other party, thinking that he wanted to tell me... what?
The girl was completely stunned in place, her face was full of astonishment and speechlessness, and her spirit seemed to be in a trance.She couldn't believe her reaction just now, she was really thinking, worrying, and feeling uneasy about whether it was suitable or not.

That kind of shame, shyness, worry, liking...and sadness that is too strong.

At this moment, all of that seemed to recede quickly like a sea tide, leaving only the most intense...

shame.

This made her ears turn red, and even mist reflected in her eyes.

bully……

"Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't..." Xia Ran was stunned for a moment, feeling at a loss for what to do. He originally thought that Yukinoshita would throw a tantrum next time. It's normal to be weird.

But the only thing I didn't expect was that this would be the result.

Something has to be said.

Anything is fine.

Without hesitation, he took a step forward, directly grasped the girl's hand, stared at her eyes very seriously, and corrected him, "Actually, that's what I meant, I was only joking just now..."

That's right, it doesn't have to be.

The girl wanted to break the man's hands, but she couldn't do so. She bit her lower lip with her teeth, leaving a slight mark, and looked away for a moment——

"I hate you……"

Although the volume was very low, she still stubbornly squeezed out these weak words.

What an extremely cute, yet extremely troublesome person, who is both too fragile and frighteningly strong...

Xia Ran couldn't help chuckling, and after a short breath, he said, "I like you, even the annoying parts."

(PS: Repeated deletions, um... that's the only way to go, try my best...)
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