lost narrative poem

Chapter 858 Lonely
"...Master, I'm going to go back to Camelot, but it's not like I won't be back in the future. If you need me to do it, Master, I'm still your servant, your knight, and my sword is only for you. You offer it."

Artoria said it in one breath, and finally her cheeks were somewhat flushed with embarrassment.

After a slight pause, she showed a very gentle smile, and stared at her Master seriously: "Although Master, you probably don't need me now, time flies so fast, it feels like doing a lot of work. Like a long dream..."

"Arturia, I..."

Xia Ran took a deep breath, but couldn't say anything.

It was not the violent storm as expected, but a very gentle wind and drizzle, a peaceful farewell, but this made it even more difficult for him to accept.

The magician knew that maybe they chose to retreat, but it didn't mean that these words were all lies. He could feel that Yakumo Zi had also made up her mind, and Artoria was also sincerely making up her mind. I express my thoughts and feelings clumsily.

This is the ultimate proof of their intimacy.

So, if he doesn't do something, this will all come true... But, what?What should I say?

Artoria had already finished all the words, she thought for a while, exhaled lightly, looked at her master and looked around, and then said in a deliberate and brisk tone: "Just That's it, Master, I really appreciate your company all these years, I, I..."

It seemed that he wanted to say something, but in the end he still couldn't express his feelings.

This blond-haired, blue-eyed, petite girl, whose time has always been fixed on her body at the age of 15, looked at the magician with wide-eyed eyes to a degree never before, and finally laughed as if she couldn't help it, as if it was because of something smiling happily.

So far, the magician has seen her smile countless times, but only this time, he couldn't face it as usual, and couldn't speak.

The sky is vast and the clear sky is very blue.

Whispering voices ride the wind.

"I'm leaving, Master, you...you...take care of yourself and work hard." The girl finally waved her hands and said this, she responded with a warm smile.

"..."

"..."

The magician watched her leave, and he slowly raised his head, looking at the sunlight piercing down from the sky, it was clearly still morning, but it was already so dazzling.

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"Xue Nai..."

Among the seats not far away, Ms. Yang Nai also became serious. She stared at the man closely, and at the same time subconsciously tugged on the sleeve of the younger sister beside her.

Frankly speaking, this development made her a little unexpected, but after reacting, she realized that this might be the truly amazing counterattack... Also, one or two are not ordinary human girls, how could it be possible? Make such a low-level mistake?
Probably from the very beginning, they never thought of using the method of public confrontation to force someone to change his mind, force him to make a new choice or withdraw his previous decision.

"I know..." Yukinoshita Yukino said softly, her eyes were firmly fixed on Xia Ran's body, with complex and sighing.

In this case, what should be done?

Even she subconsciously clenched her fists at this moment, so hard that her knuckles turned slightly white.

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the other side.

Conversations that seemed to be farewells were still happening one after another.

"Master."

A soft and calm voice sounded from behind, Xia Ran turned her head in a daze, cast her eyes behind her, and found that she had long blue hair and pupils, pointed ears that were obviously different from ordinary people, and a long hair combed on the left side of her head. The witch with braided hair and purple lipstick stood behind her.

"Medea..." Xia Ran called out Ms. Caster's name, then he paused, raised his face slightly, and suddenly smiled with a bit of bitterness in his smile, "Are you leaving too?"

At first glance, she looks like a gorgeous beauty, but in fact, the witch's eyes are quite serious when you look closely, she looks at the boy in front of her carefully, and after a moment of silence, she speaks softly.

"Master, do you know? At that time, I actually...had many ways to harm you, even—to kill you."

"I know this..." Xia Ran said slowly, he was a little absent-minded, and he smiled again after a few seconds, "Why did you say this all of a sudden? Could it be that now I suddenly realized that I didn't make a move at the beginning, and I feel a bit at a loss ?”

He tried his best to relieve the boredom in his heart with a joking tone.

"Maybe, now I do regret that I didn't do it at the beginning..."

Medea also laughed and said the same jokingly.

"..."

"..."

Then, there was another unspeakable silence.

There was no sound all around, everyone was watching quietly and waiting, no matter if they were insiders who knew what was going on, or people who didn't know what was going on, people who only came into contact with this circle today were all holding their breath at this moment Breathing, very quiet.

Medea took a soft breath, and said seriously: "Master, I am a betrayed witch, cruel, cruel, and unscrupulous. These are all me. In order to resist the fate I bear, after being betrayed continuously, I finally A vicious woman who has fallen into the position of betraying others herself..."

"No, it's obviously because of the curse of the goddess Aphrodite that distorted your thoughts and concepts..."

Miss Witch ignored the Master who wanted to say something, and continued to speak on her own:

"Probably because I was always betrayed, so I didn't trust anyone. At that time, I actually thought that you must not trust me either. You were just pretending to trust me unconditionally on the surface, and you didn't hide anything. Look after me, and rely on my help in every aspect..."

"Actually, it's all just acting! So I wanted to see how far you can do it, but later I found out that I don't know if you really don't feel it at all, or if you are too nervous. I don't care what to teach you. , What are you talking about, you don't seem to have doubted..."

Medea's voice continued to sound, and she seemed to have thought of what happened back then, and her thoughts began to blur.

"Obviously a lot of times, I was actually testing, just waiting for an opportunity to convince myself to betray again... probably because of the obsession engraved deep in my soul, I think I will never get it Salvation can always only sink in betrayal and being betrayed..."

"it's not like that!"

Xia Ran slightly closed her eyes and opened them again, she said each word carefully, "Actually, I knew it a long time ago, and I took advantage of it. I know that as long as there is no reason, you will never take the initiative to betray, so I will do that." ..."

He felt more and more guilty.

"is it?"

Medea nodded thoughtfully, then shook her head with a light smile: "But that doesn't matter anymore, Master. No matter what you think, at least you do trust me unconditionally in terms of actions, obviously I just met, but I was able to do this step..."

"real……"

"It's rare."

The more he talked about the back, the more hazy the voice seemed.

It's like talking in a dream.

A trivial thing, but enough.Because it is something that a witch who neither loves nor loves, at the end of her miserable life, will never get it until she dies.

So she looked directly at the magician at this moment, and thanked very seriously: "Master, thank you, I am very lucky to meet you, you really did a good job, but I think, now I can no longer be a teacher What did I teach you... I can't help you anymore."

"You... are you planning to go back to Fuyuki too?"

"No, I won't go back..." Medea took a breath, "The so-called followers are actually just the obsessions of a group of dead people. They are unwilling to admit their shortcomings or failures in life. The deeper the obsession, The price will be heavier, so you will not end well, and you will still be called in the abyss after death, hoping to have a chance to make up for the regrets in life..."

"As for me, I have nothing to regret. Now that my duties have ended, it seems that there is no point in staying in this world, because there is nothing for me to do, even the things you entrusted to me before. Already done."

"so--"

"I finally found stability." She stared at the magician, something seemed to be loosening in the depths of her eyes, and finally she just lowered her eyes and smiled softly. "Master, I also hope that your next journey will be smooth sailing."

"...you are gone, I will only get lost..."

The magician was silent for a moment, then whispered.

"But, only those who have a way can get lost..."

Medea also whispered.

"..."

"..."

The betrayed witch left the scene as the third person, and everyone watched this scene quietly, with regret in their eyes.

However, this is still not the end.

"The next one is me, brother."

With knee-length purple hair and a red ribbon tied on the left side of her head, the youthful girl stood up and said seriously.

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"I only have one last request, don't forget me..."

"Thank you, I will never forget this encounter..."

"Will you still remember me?"

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Like an unreal long dream.

Xia Ran felt as if he hadn't been able to remember anything, he was just silent.

The memory is stretched infinitely in the voices of longing, loss, pretending to be calm, or suppressing sadness.

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"That's it, just to tell you..."

"I'm going back first, I'm really not in the mood today, sorry..."

"Student Xia Ran, I don't know what my mood is. Maybe I'm destined not to respond, but if I don't say it now, I might have no chance..."

Unknowingly, everything finally came to a standstill.

There was no sound, just now they sounded continuously, and the nagging voices have subsided at this moment, because the people who spoke have left one after another, and they did not wait for a response, nor did they seem to want to get a response.

The venue that fell silent all of a sudden, there was no sound at all.

The air was quiet, a little lonely.

Xia Ran stood quietly in the middle, he turned around and looked around, and heaved a long sigh.

On the way, some people couldn't bear the oppressive atmosphere and left quietly. Coupled with the people who left the venue one after another, the banquet scene is now a bit sparse, and the rest of the people can't bear it at last. It was embarrassing, so they all left.

In the end, only a few people remained.

"..."

"..."

"……Are you OK?"

Unknowingly, the girl had already leaned closer, biting her lower lip tightly, her eyes looked concerned and blank, and she stared at him blankly.

This scene was also unexpected to her.

All the preparations the girl made were completely useless, because no one lost his temper, there was no violent storm, there was only a peaceful farewell, and no one targeted her, so... there was no way.

Xia Ran looked at her and smiled quietly: "...I'm fine." It's just that the smile has a bitter taste.

It's not like it's okay at all.

The girl pursed her lips and looked around. In the past, the banquets were too lively, but today it was unusually quiet. On the open ground of Nuoda, there were long tables lined up, all kinds of steaming delicacies, full of aroma The fine wines are rich and untouched.

However, all the people who came to the banquet had already left, and there were only a few people left around.

"Sorry, it's all because of me..."

She said softly, hesitated a little, and then continued, but she spoke very slowly, as if she had to make a huge determination every time she uttered a sound.

"Perhaps...in fact, there are more..."

"What are you talking about, this has nothing to do with you, Yukinoshita..." The magician who stood there quietly, as if in a daze, interrupted her words calmly.

"Let me ask directly, how are you going to solve this matter?" Miss Yang Nai sighed, reached out and pressed her sister's shoulder, staring at the magician and asked straightforwardly.

"..."

"..."

"I don't know..." Xia Ran sighed softly.

Who can know how to solve this kind of thing?
He raised his gaze slightly, piercing through the clouds and the atmosphere, crossing the boundless vacuum of the universe, and constantly transcending to the extreme distance, and finally surpassed this small universe like dust, and had a panoramic view of thousands of infinite dimensional time and space.

Whether they are still in this world or have already left... In his view, they are all within reach.

But it seems that there is an infinite distance, and it can no longer be touched.

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……

It has ten horns and seven heads, and wears ten crowns on the ten horns. The infinitely large and infinitely small ancient snake is quietly coiled on the timeline.

He quietly overlooked the countless worlds of Yama and Buddha, his gaze was fixed in each of the different universes, quietly watching each figure.

Time is meaningless, everything is in constant change between stillness.

All things happen at the same time, the beginning and the end are only causal, and there is no absolute sequence on the absolute time axis.

I don't know how long it took, but the sacred ancient snake turned its head and looked in a certain direction without making a sound. In the upper reaches of the long river at the beginning of time, there were countless worlds swaying and turbulent, as if when a huge wave hit, it was floating on the sea surface. Driftwood and debris floating on the ground are in danger of overturning and collapsing at any time.

Ethereal and vast voices resounded, and endless pure white radiance burst out, spreading inch by inch toward the void, driving away even the dimensional storm and the tide of catastrophe, just like locusts passing through, one dimension after another was soaked, one side Time and space are occupied.

Blowing their horns, the endless legion of angels rushed across the stars and the great abyss of the universe to a new battlefield.

The person at the head is a glorious existence with emerald wings, long golden hair, and a red cross sword in his hand. He is full of light, as if it is about to illuminate the infinite multiverse.

The sharp sight locked on the ancient snake through the long distance of endless time and space.

"Michael..."

The ancient snake with seven heads and ten horns was indifferent.

"You came at the wrong time. I'm in a bad mood right now."

The leader of the Spirit of Holy Light, "Who is like God", the most dazzling and famous archangel, Michael stared at the ancient snake, his furious roar was like a doomsday horn, resounding through the heavens Time and space, infinite dimensions:

"So it is!"

"Medanzo!!"

(End of this chapter)