lost narrative poem

Chapter 898 Talking about God in the future, you can't die here

Maybe a story from another universe.

Karma exists in the past and ends up in the future, and it's the story of a coward, a farewell poem to give up all his great deeds, miracles, magic tricks, and so on.

Returning the blessings received from God to Heaven again, losing the eyes to gaze at the world, and facing his own death.

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It is a unique point that gathers and unifies human history transformed into magic power in the imaginary space isolated from the normal flow of time. The so-called "Temple of the Crown of Time" is an inherent structure made by amplifying King Solomon's body. boundary--

Its structure, principle, and even its essence can be said to be the same as the Great Holy Grail of Justesa Lizleich von Einzbern, the difference is only in the scale.

The fierce battle on the battlefield is coming to an end. Whether it is the servants of the heroic spirits from the timeline of the past or the future, or the manifestation of the indescribably ferocious Demon God Pillar, they are all fighting desperately, one after another. fell down.

This is an unfair war of attrition.

Here in the Time Crown Temple, it belongs to the lair of the Demon God Pillars. It not only has the increase and blessing of the inherent enchantment, but also has an endless supply of magic power squeezed from the burning of human history. They can be generated endlessly, regardless of being defeated How many times, it will appear again.

But the guardians from humanity, the heroes of the past and the future, brought their own dry food.

They are not infinite physical, magical, and never-tiring war machines. They were able to kill here because of the "fate" thread concluded with the last master of mankind. No matter how tenacious they are, they can't change this. There must be a chance to reconnect.

In the same way, as long as the last master of mankind falls, everything will come to naught.

There are powerful legends with the ability to "appear alone", such as Wang Hassan, but there are too few such existences, and there is no way to turn the tide and win the victory just by a few of them appearing here .

But luckily...

Someone stood up at the last moment and laid the cornerstone of victory, but the price was...his own death.

"God, I want to give you back the blessings you bestowed on me."

"Omnipotence is too far away for human beings. My work is limited to the scope of human beings."

After returning everything to the familiar line of sight in the void, Romani Aqiman was also a little absent-minded. He stood there quietly, feeling the long-lost relaxation and unavoidable loss. feel.

Having lost his eyes to gaze at the world, he can no longer feel being watched. Although this is what he is used to, this time is different.

Dr. Roman knew very well that the loss this time would be permanent.

Speaking of which, will God be disappointed by this?

There was such a thought in his mind, but he quickly dismissed it, because Dr. Roman knew very well that God didn't care.

He never interfered with his choice, and the only conversation he had was only in a dream when he asked what he wanted, and because he longed for wisdom, he obtained "true wisdom".

That's it.

Even if my answer at that time did not satisfy God, there would be no problem, and what I wanted would still come true.

As it is now, the path I chose is the same, so maybe God will just watch quietly...

That's good. Thinking of this, Dr. Roman finally showed a relieved smile on his face.

"...Are you going to... die?"

At this time, a sad voice sounded not far ahead, and the staggering girl ran towards Doctor Roman staggeringly, crying and screaming.

Doctor Roman smiled. He has seen Fujimaru Tachika panicked many times. After all, this is just an ordinary girl who was driven to the shelves. She was just an ordinary person a year ago. It can be said that she was deceived into Caleb Bottom.

Originally, if everything went well, he could serve as an alternate and wait to die, which would have been good.

It's a pity that fate played tricks on people, and all the official staff ended up with a fate that they didn't know whether to live or die. Instead, it was this improvised candidate who bit the bullet and assumed all the responsibilities, step by step to the present .

Sure enough, it was still too much for her.

"Well. It's scary and sad, but it's something I can do. So, even if it's hard, I have to do it."

Doctor Roman nodded, and said so with a relaxed face.

"That's enough. You and Matthew taught me this choice."

He could feel that everything about him was being lost, just like the body he had wished for from the Holy Grail, which was fading away from time and space at this moment, like a lead type being wiped by an eraser, and every time it was wiped, the traces would disappear Light up a point.

He is losing the point of intersection with the world. When the anchor point disappears completely, it is naturally time for him to leave.

"Too cunning..."

Fujimaru Tachika couldn't hide her sadness, she had come to this point, she had seen the last light, but there was an important person who was going to die at the last moment before the dawn... She hated such bloody stories!

It's really bloody, so it's the most annoying!
however.

This doesn't change anything after all—

"Facing the existence of death and severance with a limited life. Knowing that there will be an end, but constantly repeating the existence of separation and encounter."

After a few brief conversations with Getia, who was on the verge of collapse, lost both strength and authority, and was unprecedentedly weak and hysterical, the doctor who found that his magic formula could not be understood after all sighed and lost interest in continuing.

He turned his head, smiled at Fujimaru Tatsuka and Mash, and said his last words in this way.

"...Brilliant, a journey that is as instantaneous as the stars. This is a story called love and hope."

The next moment, his blurred and faded body finally completely lost its stable outline.

The spirit particles lose their stable structure, and spread out in all directions like light particles, turning into thousands of winds, disappearing with the wind, and cease to exist.

Fujimaru Tachika stood there blankly, uncontrollably sad, with red eyes and sour nose.She clearly knew that the impression of the first meeting was that he was hiding in the room to catch fish, would quietly share snacks with this newcomer, and then gritted his teeth to take on the responsibility of leading the entire Chaldea...

is no longer there.

Wiping her red eyes fiercely, the girl turned around and said in a hateful voice, "Matthew! Let's go!!"

This is the last, we must take back the future of mankind!
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come down.

Endless fall.

But it doesn’t seem to be captured by the bottomless mud, it’s more like passing through an extremely long tunnel, but because there is no concept of time and space, and no sense of direction and distance, it’s hard to tell the difference between up and down, left and right, and in all directions ...

Roman couldn't figure out for a while, whether he was falling inertially, or was being lifted up by some great force, and was ascending endlessly.

rise……

rise……

rise……

Where should I go?Roman doesn't know either, because he can't actually think anymore. His thinking seems to be frozen. The soul, or something more essential, has an indescribable sense of stagnation. He can only receive information passively and cannot actively process it. .

In such a state, I don’t know how long it has passed, maybe it was a moment, maybe hundreds of millions of years, Roman suddenly felt that the stagnation disappeared, and his thinking resumed. He seemed to finally open his eyes, and it seemed to be Keeping your eyes open, it's only now that the scenery comes into view.

Then, he was taken aback.

Roman lowered his head and stared at his feet. It seemed to be a void, and it also seemed to be a rippling water surface. In the fragmented sparkling light, countless parallel time and space were constantly intersecting, which was a magnificent scene that was beyond words.

Countless vast universes are looming, billions of stars are shining with mysterious celestial light, stars are burning and releasing endless light and heat, magnificent nebulae are pregnant with bright galaxies, quietly spiraling in billions of years. galaxy...

Everything is beautiful and magnificent beyond human imagination.

It is like countless mirrors, which are broken into countless fragments. While each fragment reflects its unique angle and light and shadow, it will also reflect the light and shadow of other fragments. At the same time, other fragments will also reflect the light and shadow of more fragments. Light and shadow reflect and reflect.

So-

Countless mirrored corridors are superimposed to form this complex place.

Roman felt as if he was standing on the "water surface" of the infinite world, and he suddenly realized it, as if some knowledge appeared in his mind inexplicably, letting him know... This is both existence and inexistence. Existence, the world line beyond all possibilities.

The abode of the Supreme God...

The outside of Vientiane, which is isolated from all time and space and all causality...

The seat of the Creator who rules all, creates all, and transcends all...

—Here is... all of the above.

Opening his mouth, Roman shook his head helplessly and smiled wryly. If God wanted to see him, then it would be no wonder.

Although logically speaking, after the final treasure is activated, all traces of oneself will be completely wiped out from the world.It does not simply mean that the traces of activities have disappeared, but that the accomplished careers are all over.

There is no need to defeat him, and there is no need to rely on him anymore.

No one will seek him again, no one will need to bear his death, no one will look to him for help and results above it.

That's why it completely disappeared, and even there will be no records on the Throne of Heroes, because the appearance of King Solomon, the achievements of King Solomon, will never appear on the ground again, and he personally let his existence be completely wiped out We have reached the end of "nothing".

but……

Nothing can go against the will of God. God will see whomever He wants to see.

After clearing up his mood and unraveling his doubts, Roman felt a little uneasy. He looked around, and immediately saw a figure.

It seemed to have been there all along, only now that he suddenly noticed it.

It was an illusory spirit, unable to be defined by existence or non-existence, and logical thinking could not be measured at all.Even Roman can only see an outline that seems to be an illusion, and everything else can't leave an impression, and can't distinguish the details.

"He" just stood quietly on the water surface of the infinite world, calmly overlooking the interlacing and changes of thousands of dimensions.

The rotation of the nations, the rise and fall of all things, everything is reflected in those eyes.

Roman froze for a moment, but didn't think too much about it.

Because he had never seen God before, even in his dream he only heard a voice like an apocalypse.Moreover, it is natural for him not to be able to see the true face of God clearly, after all, "people cannot see my face."

He stood there hesitating for a while, and then walked forward slowly with some trepidation.

What this kind of feeling is, Roman is not clear, he has never experienced love and affection. As a child dedicated to God by King David, he was born perfect and destined to be a "king".

He is not moved in his heart, he is a non-human who has been deprived of the freedom to feel people's sorrow and joy.

It wasn't until he became a human that he finally acquired the humanity of a human named "Roman".

But precisely because he was no longer Solomon, he couldn't maintain the calmness and composure he once faced God again.

"...God, I'm back."

Walking hesitantly to the side of the phantom spirit, Dr. Roman bit the bullet and bravely said, God knows that he had never been so nervous before, when he died generously, just like a child returning home Holding the failed test papers, as if you want to sign your parents.

no answer.

God is just quietly looking down at all beings in the sky, not knowing what he is thinking.

But as long as you open your mouth, then the next thing will be easy to handle. Roman didn't think about it anymore, he opened his mouth and said: "Before I passed away, according to God's instructions, I left a golden ring as a distant gift to the future. ..."

The anxiety and uneasiness at the beginning gradually disappeared in the narration that gradually became fluent. He was talking about everything he had done——

Whether he was a wise, kind, and fraternal king who was deeply loved by the people and governed the country, or he was active on the stage of the Holy Grail War as a heroic spirit, or he had a strong desire to "become a human being", feel that Wishing for a beautiful body to gain a body...

Self-disciplined, proud, willful.

All emotions, including humanity and weakness, he uttered unreservedly like a child to the God in his mind one by one.

God listened quietly, without saying a word.

It seemed that the consciousness had fallen asleep, and it seemed that he didn't care about it.

"That's it, I returned all the blessings you bestowed..."

I don't know how long it took before Roman's narration came to an end. He realized that he had babbled so much, and scratched his cheek in embarrassment.

"This is the only thing I can do, and it is also the thing I must do, but if you make a mess of things, you must be very disappointed..."

At this time, God finally made a move.

God turned around, stared at the distressed man, and asked calmly, ""Roman", what do you think of this name? "

The doctor was slightly taken aback, then seemed to think of something, he said nervously: "This name... this name, I think it is very good. "Romantic" is really a wonderful word, it is a concept that did not exist in my time . "

"What do you think, 'Solomon'? "

"..."

"..."

After a long silence, the doctor showed a somewhat bitter smile: "I think... I still like "Roman" better. "

"Even if this second period of life does not make you feel the so-called "happiness and fulfillment as a human being" at all? "God smiled lightly.

Roman longed to become a human being, and longed to live as an ordinary person, but the opposite happened——

He has never enjoyed human freedom, and the burden of saving humanity oppresses him all the time.Hell's patience made him learn everything he could, working day and night for Chaldea, trying to do something before humanity was destroyed.

"Yes."

The doctor nodded nervously, even so, even though it might offend God, he still prefers now.

"..."

"..."

Brief silence.

"Is that so..."

God sighed softly, but stretched out his hand, and directly pushed gently on the doctor's shoulder.

"That's it! But I don't like to owe others things, and you don't have to give me back your things."

"Eh--!!"

For a moment, I felt like I was falling rapidly under the acceleration of gravity, and there was a sound like howling wind in my ears. The doctor who already had human nature and emotions couldn't help screaming in fear. What's going on? !
Did you answer wrong yourself?

Or is it that God is disappointed and wants to punish himself? !

"I said, you can't die here yet."

The voice of God lingered in his ears, and there seemed to be a hint of...

A teasing smile?
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Bang!
It fell heavily on the solid ground, and the solid impact made Roman dizzy for a while, but after a while, he opened his eyes cautiously, but found that he seemed to be lying on a flat and smooth lawn.

In a very relaxed position.

It seemed as if everything just now was an illusion.

Blinking his eyes, he sat up in a daze, looked around blankly, and found that it seemed to be noon, the warm sunshine was shining on the lawn, and there was a park square with a fountain not far away... He seemed to be in the middle of noon In some park in an unknown city?
Children running around and playing, adults talking and laughing...

Everything is so peaceful and natural, but it is so rare.

Almost subconsciously, Roman activated his clairvoyance. Although all Tianhui had been returned before, just now, everything seemed to be back... Just as God said, but he didn't quite understand what it meant .

Could it be that he felt that what was given to him was his own, and his act of returning it made God very angry.

Roman can only think this way, and at this moment, he also sees the reality of this world through clairvoyance... It is the world after human restoration, and history returns to the ordinary and normal year 2016!
Is that so!

Really good!

He subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that God was not angry, nor was he displeased by his willful thoughts. Instead, he generously gave himself "freedom", allowing himself to live in a completely restored world, without having to bear any burdens from the king. responsibility?
That's right!It must be so!

Roman thought happily.

Then at the next moment, the clairvoyance that was continuously activated captured a more future time period...

A huge time gap appeared, the roots of fantasy took root, the signal from the sky was cut off, the surface was covered with ice, and the planet fell into loneliness.Filter out the phenomenon of anecdotal history, invaded, planets turned into blank paper...

His expression quickly froze and stiffened, why does this unfolding look familiar, so there is a sense of déjà vu.

He looked up at the sky, always feeling that the sunshine that was still very warm just now seemed...

a bit dazzling
(PS: Subtitle - Doctor Roman can't rest yet...)
(End of this chapter)