My generation is the Five Elements of Wushan Mountain

Chapter 11 I'm not a holy beast, just a pitiful worm

"Hiss... it seems... I had an incredible dream."

Yubaizhi sat up from the wooden bed with difficulty while supporting his head, looked around drowsily, Shiranuoyuan fell asleep beside him, his eyes were full of complicated emotions.

"Mom... don't go..."

Shiranuoyuan murmured softly and frowned, obviously, the things she dreamed about were not beautiful.

The rampage of monsters?The terror of loved ones?Or maybe both.

"Want to live... is it wrong?"

Yubaizhi shook his head, as if he wanted to get rid of distracting thoughts from his mind, got up gently, carefully picked up Shiranui Yuan and put him on the bed, took off his shirt and covered Shiranui Yuan's body.

After closing the door and standing quietly outside the door for a few seconds, Yu Baizhi suddenly turned his head to the dark corner and said with a half-smile.

"After watching the play for so long, why don't you come out?"

From the shadows, a timid and thin boy slowly came out, with a messy face and disheveled hair, looking at him warily.

Seeing the boy's distressed appearance, he was a little dazed.

"It's really like..."

In a daze, Yu Baizhi saw the silent child standing in front of the ruins more than ten years ago, and the two figures seemed to gradually overlap.

"You hid?"

Yu Baizhi asked the child in a gentle tone as much as possible.

The boy was taken aback for a moment, then nodded heavily, muttering in a low voice.

"I hid in the cellar of Uncle Yao's house."

"Good boy, what's your name?"

Yu Baizhi suddenly realized that his voice was trembling... how similar... how similar to that tragedy...

"My name is Wenren Zigui!"

The boy spit out the words almost word for word. He saw that the once honest and kind-hearted villagers were trampled into meatloaf. He heard Uncle Yao's desperate struggle and the terrified screams of his relatives.

His name is Wenren Zigui.

When the family is broken and the family is dead, where does the son go?

The boy's eyes were stained with seeds of hatred, made of flesh and blood, buried deep in death.

"Okay, Zigui, do you still remember the elder sister that my elder brother brought with me?" Yu Baizhi looked at the child with an inexplicable heartache. Some guy asked something.

"Yeah, I remember, she took A'Zhu and hid in Aunt Ma's house."

"Ah Zhu is not in the house now, brother is going to look for it, that sister is too tired and fell asleep, you are a little man, go and help brother look after sister, okay?"

Yu Baizhi easily guessed that A'Zhu was the Suzaku, and he tried to make his tone more peaceful.

"Okay." Wen Renzigui nodded, as if he remembered something and said something again.

"Ah Zhu often goes to a nearby pool, it might be there."

"I see, protect yourself, lock the doors and windows, the monster hasn't left yet."

After exhorting a few words carefully, Yu Baizhi took a deep breath, and walked towards the pool according to Wenren Zigui's direction.

He had some questions, he had to ask Suzaku to clarify, he wanted to know Suzaku's attitude.

Yubaizhi glanced at the decadent Suzaku with complicated emotions. It was leaning against the tree by the pool. It was not surprising that Yubaizhi had come. It could even be said that it guessed that Yubaizhi would definitely come to look for it.

"how do you feel?"

Suzaku asked casually.

"I'm a little weak, but it's okay."

Yu Baizhi also found a tree and sat down lazily.

"Is there anything you want to ask?"

"Yes, yes, but whether you want to answer or not is two different things."

"Ask, holy beasts never lie."

Yu Baizhi looked at Suzaku, as if trying to find some flaws.The latter is just an expression of seeing nothing.

"Chisel Teeth was attracted by you."

Yubaizhi clearly felt Suzaku's body stiffen, and then heard it smile wryly.

"Yes."

"why?"

"Didn't you already feel it today? That power..." Suzaku paused, recalling something. "My blood contains the power that can make other creatures stronger, and this power also makes me stronger."

It suddenly laughed at itself.

"Do you know? I don't like this power, because the price of having this power is too heavy. I don't need to kill the weak, because it is meaningless, but I have to be hunted down by other monsters at any time. "

"So you mean that you were forced to become a holy beast?" Yu Baizhi scratched his head and expressed his doubts.

"No." Suzaku seemed very dissatisfied with this question, organized his language a little, and said: "Although I consider myself a holy beast, I have never considered myself a holy beast. On this point, I admit that you statement."

"The holy beast Suzaku, with a kind heart, bestows on people to live and work in peace and contentment, and blesses them with good harvests in four seasons and a family full of food."

Yu Baizhi recalled his master's description.

"At least in the hearts of human beings, you are still a genuine holy beast."

"No..." Suzaku shook his head.

"I didn't give them stability, but their stability attracted me. I'm just a coward who depends on others. I brought disaster to them, but I can only run away in despair when the disaster strikes."

Suzaku let out a long sigh.

"So I called myself a monster, hoping to get rid of the pursuit of other monsters and live an ordinary life...but now..."

Yubai stayed silent, he knew exactly what Suzaku wanted to say.

Now another village has been destroyed because of it, leaving only a piece of ruins and only one orphan left in the whole village.

"I've always known exactly what I am." Suzaku smiled at Yu Baizhi.

"I'm a wretch, a wretch no one would like to see."

"Are you going to be so cowardly forever?"

There was no emotion in Yu Baizhi's tone, as calm as the pool of water in front of him.

"Is it a crime to have power...?"

Suzaku's voice was soft and soft, it didn't answer, it just raised a question.

"Guilty?"

Yubai asked back.

"Not guilty?"

It's a little lost.

"There's a crime there?"

Yu Baizhi continued to ask.

"Guilty in... possessing power..."

Suzaku looked up at the sky, and in the starry night, the bright moon was shining. It knew that this was not a perfect answer, but it really didn't know how to describe it, and its tone was a little disappointed.

"Does one have to be guilty if one has strength?" Yu Baizhi felt that he seemed to understand something, and murmured in a low voice.

"Are you guilty? But I have never used this power to harm others." Suzaku turned to Yu Baizhi, hoping to get an answer from him. "Why... I became a scourge... I... I really can't figure it out..."

"Every man is innocent, but he is guilty."

Yu Baizhi spoke word by word, watching the sky gradually turn white, the corner of his mouth raised a smile and got up to leave.

"I told you the answer, then what? What are you going to do?"

"I intend to... redeem my sin..."

Yu Baizhi didn't hear Suzaku's answer, he didn't care about Suzaku's answer anymore, or rather, he had already guessed the answer.

"Yan!!!!"

The Suzaku flapped its wings and sang loudly, causing the entire pool to surge and surge.

Since you have hurt others with this power, then use this power to atone for yourself.

This power is not only a gift from heaven, but also a curse and shackles of fate.

　The self-proclaimed monster power Chapter 2 said, oh, the idiot said that the Suzaku demon power was lost, which is the reason why Suzaku was clearly a holy beast but was slapped away by a wolf demon...

　　The inspiration for this chapter is that I saw Chekhov’s short story "Persona". Too many times, many people are labeled, and Suzaku is like this. It was forced to become a holy beast and was kicked out of the ranks of monsters. Can't live among humans either...

　　By the way, I'm celebrating Chapter [-]...

　　I thought I might give up after less than ten chapters...

　　But I persevered!

　　The manuscript has been written to twelve chapters...

　　One chapter a day? (perhaps)

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